Chapter 44
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I was born because of an affair between a noble and a prostitute.
I was raised by my mother in secret. I love my mother since she would always shower me with love and affection although I turned a blind eye whenever she sleeps with other men... I know that this was something I cannot do anything since it was her way to earn money for a living.
I once suggested that she could have a normal job but she would always say that no one will accept her since she wasn't able to go to a school. In the end, she told me that the pay was always high so she didn't mind, as long as she can give me a wonderful life, her work doesn't matter.
I always admired my mother for being a strong-willed woman and because of this I wanted to do my best in everything so that in the future, I can give her a good life.
I thought everything was going fine until one day, a man with the same sky blue hair like mine arrived in the house with mother.
My mother told me that he was my father and that he was going to take me away. At first I didn't agreed on it but learning that my mother doesn't need to be a prostitute anymore since he will be giving her his support and send money, I didn't had a choice. My mother was finally going to have a good life.
I entered the Bloodwort family and I was happy to see that I was welcomed by my everyone, including my step-mom. I was a naive child and whenever my father was out, she would always invite me in her room.
Everything changed when she started abusing me in her room, doing what she wants and at the same time, she was using my mother as a blackmail.
I didn't have a choice but to comply and I hated every moment of it. I hated her, I hated her so much that one night, I couldn't take it anymore, I killed her.
I was shaking in fear upon realizing that I killed her but I quickly snapped out and thought of a plan.
I was able to deceive the servants after telling them that my step-mom protected me from a thief that broke in the house.
After a few months, the incident calmed down and my father took my mother home.
I was glad to see her become the new lady of the house and because of this, I tried my best to protect her.
I hated all women except my mother. The women in every party I attended was like that filthy woman who I once called my 'step-mom', they would always fawn on me and would try to seduce me but I gave them all a cold shoulder.
I've always thought every women was the same until I met Violet Brielle Trancy, my cousin's fiance.
She was different from the women I met. She maintained her distance from me and she wouldn't even dare to approach me. Because of this, I grew curious about her. I watched her from a far and before I know it, I started liking her.
One day, she went out of control when the evil spirit tried to control her. Despite my rank, the evil spirit was so strong that I had a hard time destroying it.
Violet's body was cover with burn... this will surely leave a scar. I feel sorry for her, it was my fault that I couldn't protect her well, it was my duty but I failed. Because of this, I guarded her everyday, making sure that the evil spirit won't have time to possess her as I filled the room with my Light spell.
Although the small dark mist on her shoulder didn't left, I was so bothered by it but seeing that it didn't do her any harm, I was relieved. Maybe this has something to do with the curse object? If we can destroy it, then this mist would disappear.
"I once hated men. I find them disgusting. I always thought that they were animals that only thinks of their perverted thoughts to women."
Why is she saying something like this? Could it be that... she is the same as me?
She raised her head and smiled. "But because of my father and Luke... my views changed. Not all men are animals. Prince Alyn is a good person who tries to help me whenever I'm in trouble... Dylan is a nice person who cares a lot about others. He is a very pure boy.
'One should not live in the past.' I learned this in the long run. We couldn't change the things that already happened to us... We can only choose to face forward. Our pasts doesn't define us, do you understand, Duke Bloodwort? Not everyone is the same."
I felt something warm growing inside me. What she said... It was something that I wanted to hear all this time... I never expected it to come from a girl.
I clenched my fists as I felt my tears on the edge of my eyes. I was really thankful that her room didn't have much light. "Please excuse me." I left her room and wiped off the tears.
----
We didn't talked much but I was comfortable with spending time with Violet. I would always accompany her and watch her sleep.
Is it okay for me to love her?
I was wondering how I can tell her my feelings since she seems to be avoiding me. Until one day, she approached me and asked if I can be her Light magic teacher.
I was surprised but I soon learned that she was actually the wandering Healer that I heard from the knights.
I took this chance to confess to her. I can see through her and I was amused by how she tried to keep lying on me just to turn me down, I don't care, even if she rejects me, I will still try to pursue her, I want to make her mine. The more she tries to avoid me, the more I get attracted to her.
I broke off her engagement with my cousin by suggesting things to my aunt, the Queen.
All went according to my plan and in the end, I got engaged with Violet.
I was glad to see that she stopped pushing me away. She was finally accepting me.
I made sure to give her the respect she needs and to let her feel my love and affection, I was glad to see that she was opening up to me.
I thought everything was going well until I met her brother again. This time, I noticed the way her step-brother was looking at her, it was something more deeper than brotherly love.
Since Violet was already mine and I can see her falling for me, I ignored him.
I finally found the girl I am supposed to be with but she also left my life soon after.
Seeing her body covered in blood made me fall on my knees. I couldn't stop my tears from flowing down my cheeks.
This can't be possible...This is impossible... She was the girl I plan on spending the rest of my life with but... why take her away from me?
She was the first person I've shown my heart to and now... no one will ever see it again... I want to be the person where she couldn't live without but it looks like, I became that person.
She was mine and I was hers but... We never made it, did we?
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I was born because of an affair between a noble and a prostitute.
I was raised by my mother in secret. I love my mother since she would always shower me with love and affection although I turned a blind eye whenever she sleeps with other men... I know that this was something I cannot do anything since it was her way to earn money for a living.
I once suggested that she could have a normal job but she would always say that no one will accept her since she wasn't able to go to a school. In the end, she told me that the pay was always high so she didn't mind, as long as she can give me a wonderful life, her work doesn't matter.
I always admired my mother for being a strong-willed woman and because of this I wanted to do my best in everything so that in the future, I can give her a good life.
I thought everything was going fine until one day, a man with the same sky blue hair like mine arrived in the house with mother.
My mother told me that he was my father and that he was going to take me away. At first I didn't agreed on it but learning that my mother doesn't need to be a prostitute anymore since he will be giving her his support and send money, I didn't had a choice. My mother was finally going to have a good life.
I entered the Bloodwort family and I was happy to see that I was welcomed by my everyone, including my step-mom. I was a naive child and whenever my father was out, she would always invite me in her room.
Everything changed when she started abusing me in her room, doing what she wants and at the same time, she was using my mother as a blackmail.
I didn't have a choice but to comply and I hated every moment of it. I hated her, I hated her so much that one night, I couldn't take it anymore, I killed her.
I was shaking in fear upon realizing that I killed her but I quickly snapped out and thought of a plan.
I was able to deceive the servants after telling them that my step-mom protected me from a thief that broke in the house.
After a few months, the incident calmed down and my father took my mother home.
I was glad to see her become the new lady of the house and because of this, I tried my best to protect her.
I hated all women except my mother. The women in every party I attended was like that filthy woman who I once called my 'step-mom', they would always fawn on me and would try to seduce me but I gave them all a cold shoulder.
I've always thought every women was the same until I met Violet Brielle Trancy, my cousin's fiance.
She was different from the women I met. She maintained her distance from me and she wouldn't even dare to approach me. Because of this, I grew curious about her. I watched her from a far and before I know it, I started liking her.
One day, she went out of control when the evil spirit tried to control her. Despite my rank, the evil spirit was so strong that I had a hard time destroying it.
Violet's body was cover with burn... this will surely leave a scar. I feel sorry for her, it was my fault that I couldn't protect her well, it was my duty but I failed. Because of this, I guarded her everyday, making sure that the evil spirit won't have time to possess her as I filled the room with my Light spell.
Although the small dark mist on her shoulder didn't left, I was so bothered by it but seeing that it didn't do her any harm, I was relieved. Maybe this has something to do with the curse object? If we can destroy it, then this mist would disappear.
"I once hated men. I find them disgusting. I always thought that they were animals that only thinks of their perverted thoughts to women."
Why is she saying something like this? Could it be that... she is the same as me?
She raised her head and smiled. "But because of my father and Luke... my views changed. Not all men are animals. Prince Alyn is a good person who tries to help me whenever I'm in trouble... Dylan is a nice person who cares a lot about others. He is a very pure boy.
'One should not live in the past.' I learned this in the long run. We couldn't change the things that already happened to us... We can only choose to face forward. Our pasts doesn't define us, do you understand, Duke Bloodwort? Not everyone is the same."
I felt something warm growing inside me. What she said... It was something that I wanted to hear all this time... I never expected it to come from a girl.
I clenched my fists as I felt my tears on the edge of my eyes. I was really thankful that her room didn't have much light. "Please excuse me." I left her room and wiped off the tears.
----
We didn't talked much but I was comfortable with spending time with Violet. I would always accompany her and watch her sleep.
Is it okay for me to love her?
I was wondering how I can tell her my feelings since she seems to be avoiding me. Until one day, she approached me and asked if I can be her Light magic teacher.
I was surprised but I soon learned that she was actually the wandering Healer that I heard from the knights.
I took this chance to confess to her. I can see through her and I was amused by how she tried to keep lying on me just to turn me down, I don't care, even if she rejects me, I will still try to pursue her, I want to make her mine. The more she tries to avoid me, the more I get attracted to her.
I broke off her engagement with my cousin by suggesting things to my aunt, the Queen.
All went according to my plan and in the end, I got engaged with Violet.
I was glad to see that she stopped pushing me away. She was finally accepting me.
I made sure to give her the respect she needs and to let her feel my love and affection, I was glad to see that she was opening up to me.
I thought everything was going well until I met her brother again. This time, I noticed the way her step-brother was looking at her, it was something more deeper than brotherly love.
Since Violet was already mine and I can see her falling for me, I ignored him.
I finally found the girl I am supposed to be with but she also left my life soon after.
Seeing her body covered in blood made me fall on my knees. I couldn't stop my tears from flowing down my cheeks.
This can't be possible...This is impossible... She was the girl I plan on spending the rest of my life with but... why take her away from me?
She was the first person I've shown my heart to and now... no one will ever see it again... I want to be the person where she couldn't live without but it looks like, I became that person.
She was mine and I was hers but... We never made it, did we?
I was born because of an affair between a noble and a prostitute. I was raised by my mother in secret. I love my mother since she would always shower me with love and affection although I turned a blind eye whenever she sleeps with other men... I know that this was something I cannot do anything since it was her way to earn money for a living. I once suggested that she could have a normal job but she would always say that no one will accept her since she wasn't able to go to a school. In the end, she told me that the pay was always high so she didn't mind, as long as she can give me a wonderful life, her work doesn't matter. I always admired my mother for being a strong-willed woman and because of this I wanted to do my best in everything so that in the future, I can give her a good life. I thought everything was going fine until one day, a man with the same sky blue hair like mine arrived in the house with mother. My mother told me that he was my father and that he was going to take me away. At first I didn't agreed on it but learning that my mother doesn't need to be a prostitute anymore since he will be giving her his support and send money, I didn't had a choice. My mother was finally going to have a good life. I entered the Bloodwort family and I was happy to see that I was welcomed by my everyone, including my step-mom. I was a naive child and whenever my father was out, she would always invite me in her room. Everything changed when she started abusing me in her room, doing what she wants and at the same time, she was using my mother as a blackmail. I didn't have a choice but to comply and I hated every moment of it. I hated her, I hated her so much that one night, I couldn't take it anymore, I killed her. I was shaking in fear upon realizing that I killed her but I quickly snapped out and thought of a plan. I was able to deceive the servants after telling them that my step-mom protected me from a thief that broke in the house. After a few months, the incident calmed down and my father took my mother home. I was glad to see her become the new lady of the house and because of this, I tried my best to protect her. I hated all women except my mother. The women in every party I attended was like that filthy woman who I once called my 'step-mom', they would always fawn on me and would try to seduce me but I gave them all a cold shoulder. I've always thought every women was the same until I met Violet Brielle Trancy, my cousin's fiance. She was different from the women I met. She maintained her distance from me and she wouldn't even dare to approach me. Because of this, I grew curious about her. I watched her from a far and before I know it, I started liking her. One day, she went out of control when the evil spirit tried to control her. Despite my rank, the evil spirit was so strong that I had a hard time destroying it. Violet's body was cover with burn... this will surely leave a scar. I feel sorry for her, it was my fault that I couldn't protect her well, it was my duty but I failed. Because of this, I guarded her everyday, making sure that the evil spirit won't have time to possess her as I filled the room with my Light spell. Although the small dark mist on her shoulder didn't left, I was so bothered by it but seeing that it didn't do her any harm, I was relieved. Maybe this has something to do with the curse object? If we can destroy it, then this mist would disappear. "I once hated men. I find them disgusting. I always thought that they were animals that only thinks of their perverted thoughts to women." Why is she saying something like this? Could it be that... she is the same as me? She raised her head and smiled. "But because of my father and Luke... my views changed. Not all men are animals. Prince Alyn is a good person who tries to help me whenever I'm in trouble... Dylan is a nice person who cares a lot about others. He is a very pure boy. 'One should not live in the past.' I learned this in the long run. We couldn't change the things that already happened to us... We can only choose to face forward. Our pasts doesn't define us, do you understand, Duke Bloodwort? Not everyone is the same." I felt something warm growing inside me. What she said... It was something that I wanted to hear all this time... I never expected it to come from a girl. I clenched my fists as I felt my tears on the edge of my eyes. I was really thankful that her room didn't have much light. "Please excuse me." I left her room and wiped off the tears. ---- We didn't talked much but I was comfortable with spending time with Violet. I would always accompany her and watch her sleep. Is it okay for me to love her? I was wondering how I can tell her my feelings since she seems to be avoiding me. Until one day, she approached me and asked if I can be her Light magic teacher. I was surprised but I soon learned that she was actually the wandering Healer that I heard from the knights. I took this chance to confess to her. I can see through her and I was amused by how she tried to keep lying on me just to turn me down, I don't care, even if she rejects me, I will still try to pursue her, I want to make her mine. The more she tries to avoid me, the more I get attracted to her. I broke off her engagement with my cousin by suggesting things to my aunt, the Queen. All went according to my plan and in the end, I got engaged with Violet. I was glad to see that she stopped pushing me away. She was finally accepting me. I made sure to give her the respect she needs and to let her feel my love and affection, I was glad to see that she was opening up to me. I thought everything was going well until I met her brother again. This time, I noticed the way her step-brother was looking at her, it was something more deeper than brotherly love. Since Violet was already mine and I can see her falling for me, I ignored him. I finally found the girl I am supposed to be with but she also left my life soon after. Seeing her body covered in blood made me fall on my knees. I couldn't stop my tears from flowing down my cheeks. This can't be possible...This is impossible... She was the girl I plan on spending the rest of my life with but... why take her away from me? She was the first person I've shown my heart to and now... no one will ever see it again... I want to be the person where she couldn't live without but it looks like, I became that person. She was mine and I was hers but... We never made it, did we?
