When I saw Jay once again, he was rehearsing the script with his manager, Xu Mei. I nodded at him and didn’t step forward.
Gu Xiao An was getting tired being carried the whole journey, swinging on Fu Jun Yan’s body asking to come down. His cute voice keep saying: “Qi Qi, play!”
Xiao Qi who was walking behind apparently understood, it barked a sound then wagged his tail to protect Gu Xiao An who had just landed on the ground, excitedly lifting his two paws.
I looked at Fu Jun Yan, my heart turning back and forth, totally amazed that this dog actually understand human very well! However Fu Jun Yan smiled evidently and said: “They’ve became best friends.”
After that I saw Gu Xiao An flopped a few times, leaned on top of Xiao Qi’s body. His little arms was hooked around Xiao Qi’s neck, he rode the dog like a horse… Xiao Qi was very docile, obediently let him tossed it around and unexpectedly slowed down its step. The picture of this two little guys together is really very cute and heart warming. Me and Fu Jun Yan were looking at each other and automatically laughed.
This is the first time that I’ve actually take a good look at the great white dog who had pounced on me when the first time I saw it. I saw it has a big pair of eyes, a bright and full of expression eyes, whole body covered with woollen white fur, clean and beautiful. The more I saw it, suddenly I felt that it’s cute and lovable.
“Fu Jun Yan, what type of dog is it?”
“The Great Pyrenees.”
“Why is it called Xiao Qi?”
Fu Jun Yan turned around to looked deeply into the eyes, he smiled gently and said: “Last night when you’re sleeping, An An woke up and kept saying Qi Qi, play.”
What! I looked at Gu Xiao An who was riding on Xiao Qi’s back, my heart beats up and down, then I looked over at FunJun Yan and hesitantly said: “What he actually want to say …. should be play riding…” This is definitely a misunderstanding ah… I’m really afraid it’ll hit this man’s self-esteem, but I’ve never thought that Fu Jun Yan will turned around instead and looked at the two little guys, nodded his head and replied me: “It seems so….”
I felt extremely helpless so I leaned my head to one side and looked at this upcoming superstar, in my heart had nothing to say at all …..
Gu Xiao An kept riding on Xiao Qi all the way in the later part. I’m afraid that the little guy will feel off from the dog’s back so I felt extremely nervous.
Fu Jun Yan doesn’t seem to be worry at all, his nice looking mouth kept on smiling, with a slow step followed behind the two little guys, telling me not to worry by nodded his head.
Actually this movie《Sad Love》also has a certain difficulty. First of all, all the characters in this movie are those years popular singers and noble daughter of a rich and powerful family. And moreover these characters are all using real name. In the past life, at the beginning all news media including internet said that this is just a media sensationalism to attract audience.
In those days Daddy with four other people had formed a band group “Rainbow” together, and the chinese name for it is Cai Hong. At that time, they are the superstars of music industry in Japan-China. So one of the difficulty to tell their story is to choose the right cast and crew. Even though all of them had withdrew from the music industry for so many years but their huge fans group are still around, if choose the wrong actor definitely will get scolded.
In the past life, after《Sad Love》released, the one who miserably got scolded is the actor who acted as Xiao Mo Xiao …. practically he got scolded til became famous! Although he knew the arrogance of this character, but he forgot to play out the character’s meticulous and the grief that he had in the bottom of his heart. Daddy as the original character was so angry that afterwards when he watched《Sad Love》and he saw the character Xiao Mo Xiao appeared on the screen, he will pressed fast-forward and asked me sarcastically: “Bao Bei! This kind of act, you don’t know how to stop it? Don’t you know how to do NG? Act as me until like that …. who play the violin? Send him two carts of cotton. And your that screenwriter En Hao as expected forever will never understand the theory of music …. after so many years this guy actually still trying to destroy my image!Stupid girl, your arms bent outwards!”
*arm bent outwards means siding with the outsiders
I turned aside to looked at Fu Jun Yan who was walking behind me under the sunshine, he walked leisurely yet protectively and followed closely behind Xiao Qi, now and then he would gently looked at An An who was leaning on top of Xiao Qi’s body and smiled at the little guy. He has long eyelashes, high bridge nose and fine eyebrows. On his hand was An An’s small school bag, all the things needed to take care An An were in that bag, and he prepared all these things that very night, so meticulous and considerate …..
Man seems to looked the best and most reliable when they looking after children. Suddenly I thought of what people often praised him in the past life: “a handsome and outstanding gentleman”. No wonder his fans called him Sir. This kind of man, just by looking at him you’ll know that he’s a modest and warm-hearted person ….
When Jay put down his script to say hello to me, I saw behind him was his manager Xu Mei and subconsciously I moved one step backwards.
I’m not against love between an older woman and a younger man, but Xu Mei is seven years older than Jay and she’s his manager. In the past life, I thought that Xu Mei treat him well, protect him and even anxious for him were all because of job duty. So I’ve never thought that my love would be taken away by her, the man that I’ve waited for ten years but then I still lost it to the so-called kindness. Maybe in the past life from Xu Mei’s perspective, I was the bad person who nearly snatched her love away …
I have an older cousin, he’s the son of my biological father – Mo Qian’s younger sister, his name is Mo Nuo Yun. He’s the president of Mo Corporation and he held half of Mo Corporation’s equity shares. In the past life, he said this to me: “Jay, this man is not bad, can be considered very good. But because too good, too pure-minded that he broke the bottom line repeatedly. A man without bottom line is weak so he’s quite poor thing as well.
I complicatedly looked at Jay, looked at that familiar eyebrow, my heart felt slightly sour. He once said that this woman has given birth to his daughter…
Jay played a very important supporting role in 《Sad Love》, Rainbow lead singer Mu Cun Jin. And this man Mu Cun Jin was the one who accompanied my mother during her most loneliest time. And later he died because of saving my mother from a car accident.
Before Jay got a chance to say anything, Fu Jun Yan had came over. He politely nodded his head towards them and then warmly urged me: “Xiao Ai, you must go to put on makeup already.”
I nodded, turned my head and I saw a spark light in Jay’s eyes when he heard the word Xiao Ai. I was nervous because I know what’s the meaning of that. But then I pretended that I didn’t see anything, I turned my head back and sternly smiled at Fu Jun Yan and he smiled back at me, unknowingly why he reached out his hand, gave me a pat on my head and already started to talk first: “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of An An.”
In the movie, Gu Xin Yao saw Mo Qian among the crowds, the person that she loved since young. That one glance, among thousands of people in the crowd, they only saw each other. Just standing still like that and with tears in her eyes, Gu Xin Yao hazily looked at him however a smile raised from the corner of her mouth.
Mo Qian had no interest towards Gu Xin Yao, but she’s shamelessly unruly, regardless of anything, she kept on following him until Mo Qian was emotionally moved. Until the day where she fell down and injured herself because of him and Mo Qian finally turned around to looked at her, finally approached her,distressedly protect her in his bosom, and at that moment, Gu Xin Yao was so happy as if she has gotten the whole world.
On that rainy night, Mo Qian proposed to Gu Xin Yao. They hid under the roof, she took out the ring he gave her and cried of happiness, she said: “Mo Qian, do you know how happy I am, so happy that I’m scared. It seems too happy that even the sky will get jealous.”
In my previous life, I didn’t understand when I acted this part, didn’t understand these feeling. Only this time I’d understood it, that should be the woman’s intuition, God’s compassion. Maybe at that time my mother inexorably could feel that too much happiness really could be hated by others. So in her happiness, there’s also so much of fearfulness and sorrow ….
I held on the tears that brimming in my eyes, I remember in the past Jay said: “I’m going to marry her.” He looked at me with that loving gaze but then said that type of word. He said he loved me but he’ll married other person. Sadness and happiness is like a ceramic glaze lantern that can break anytime.
“Ok! Wrap up!” Oldman John shouted, and the rain sprinkler stopped immediately. I nodded my head towards the leading actor Fang Ting Yue and smiled then I turned around and left.
The actor who acted as my biological father is Fang Ting Yue, he’s the male lead in this film. He’s also a newcomer, came from an excellent family. I heard he’s the son of a high-ranking official who had a solid foundation in the capital city. But in the past life, all these info only revealed out a few years later. He had a cold personality but he’s a pretty good person, he got into his role very quickly during acting and he became famous after this movie.
In the past life, even though there’s once I had a dispute with him due to my willfulness, but afterwards there’s once at the awards ceremony that he disregarded our previous enmity and helped me out of trouble, he really is ‘a friend in need is a friend indeed’ type of good person.
I just walked out from the shed, Fu Jun Yan had already walked towards me with Gu Xiao An in his arm. An An was holding a small blanket, when he came nearer to me, he draped the blanket on my body and didn’t forget to stretched out his small hand, rubbed it between my hand and said: “Jie Jie not cold, An An rub for you.”
“An An so good.” I pulled the blanket on my body and draped it well, rubbed my nose then nodded my head towards Fu Jun Yan, after that hurriedly went into the nanny car to change clothes.
After I changed my clothes, I opened the car door, at first I wanted to hurriedly find a cup of hot water to drink but I’ve never thought that Fu Jun Yan had actually holding on a Thermos flask and stand at the car door waiting for me. After seeing that I’m ready, he pulled my hand and brought me back into the car to seat, calmly opened the Thermos flask and gave to me, he said: “Xiao Ai, drink some, this is ginger soup.”
I foolishly blinked my eyes at him and only then I took the flask from him. Because just now I’ve got splashed by rain quite miserably so I didn’t even bother to say thanks, just right away drank a big mouthful of ginger soup, until I sighed a tone of comfortable voice then asked him, “Where’s An An?”
“Got carried away by John, today he even said that if only An An is not too young, he can act as the young Mo Qian.”
Act as my biological daddy? I wrinkled my nose and seriously shook my head towards Fu Jun Yan: “That won’t do, children has to be low-profile.”
Fu Jun Yan didn’t has any opinion about this, only nodded his head and said: “Xiao Ai, today John talked to me about you. Although you are not under any management company, but you should have a personal care manager, don’t you think that it’s not so good if you’re always alone to shoot a movie?”
“Aren’t you also don’t have a manager?” I shrugged my shoulder while looking at him, then squinted my eyes and said: “Aren’t we good this way? No one controlling us, so good!”
“It’s quite good.” He nodded his head and smiled at me, that smile was like a passing through sun warmth, it’s so nice to see that seemingly it can even transformed the four seasons into bright and beautiful ….
“That’s right, we’ll take care of each other, isn’t that good.” I nodded my head, somehow I felt a little breathless, it seems that I’m more and more having no resistance towards his smile.
When I went back to the dressing room, Jay had actually waited for me at the door. I saw the Thermos flask on his hand so I looked at him suspiciously, but yet I heard him said: “Xiao Ai, today you shoot in the rain, it just so happen that Mei Jie made ginger tea, you drink a bit.”
T/N — Jie : older Sister / used to address a female older than you
Subconsciously I became unhappy when I heard Xu Mei’s name. In this life, the last thing I want to touch is whatever Xu Mei has touched before, including ginger tea, and you!
As a woman, how many ten years that you are able to endure and waste, how could I still want to repeat this disaster? I shook my head, in my heart I’ve treated this as poison but a smile still shown on my face and said: “Ah! What a waste, I’ve just drank it in the nanny car, thanks ah Jay.”
Jay stunned after hearing what I’ve said, his hand freeze at that position and his eyes looked sad. In the end I couldn’t be hard-hearted towards him, after all he actually didn’t do anything bad to me. So again I smiled and said: “Otherwise why don’t you pass it to me, I’ll drink it later.”
He nodded his head, and he even smiled because of a simple sentence that I’ve said. In fact, all these while even up to now I’d always believed that Jay had liked me from the beginning, really really liked me. But then again, what’s the use of it?
I took over that flask of ginger tea, then looked at the closed dressing room next door, I thought for a moment and then said: “Jay, I’ll give some to Ting Yue ge, his male assistant usually quite careless so I supposed he didn’t really take good care of Ting Yue ge.”
T/N — Ge : older brother / used to address a man older than you
And then I saw Jay’s brightening eyes turned dim, once again he readjusted his expression , nodded his head towards me and said: “Xiao Ai, tomorrow is our first collaboration, good luck!”
“Yeah.” I nodded my head and unconsciously said: “We’ll collaborate very well….”
Once again Jay smiled after hearing what I’ve said and nodded his head seriously towards me.
Me and Jay, in the past life indeed we collaborated very well. With the subsequent of several drama collaborations, it could be said that lovers in TV screen became reality. After all I’ve only grown some feeling towards Jay after a long period of time, the one who fell in love first was him, but then the one who got the heart broken were two person ….
Moreover he acted as Mu Cun Jin and this character had a distinctive personality: a proud and stubborn Young Master but he always conceded towards Gu Xin Yao, wrote songs for her, always protecting her, waited for her and at the end for the sake of Gu Xin Yao who has lost her mind, blocking the incoming car and died for her.
So later on when the film was broadcasted, there’s so many different fans group, a group that supported Gu Xin Yao and Mo Qian, a group that supported Gu Xin Yao and Mu Cun Jin and there’s one who supported Gu Xin Yao and Xiao Mo Xiao. There’s once I was so angry that I wrote on Weibo: “Otherwise one woman and N men!” It got an endless responses but then I’ve got a big scolding from my cousin and daddy.
At the thought of it, suddenly I remembered that tomorrow is also the day I will act along with Fu Jun Yan. In my heart there’s a tiny looking forward for it, in the previous life I had always wanted to have an exchange with him but never had the chance. And didn’t expect that I can meet him after my rebirth! I wonder how he’ll act. What would it be like for such a gentleman to act as my arrogant and rebellious daddy?
After Jay left, I knocked on the dressing room’s door in front of me, this is a male dressing room and there’s no sound at all after a long time. I had to knocked and called out softly: “Ting Yue ge? Ting Yue ge? I’m Xiao Ai, are you in there?”
At last there’s a footstep sound from the room, Fang Ting Yue opened the door and stand at doorway looking at me. Fang Ting Yue had a cold personality, during filming my whole body turned cold when he brought me into his embrace. Therefore, normally people who had just met him will often be overwhelmed by his estranged personality and overlooked his good looking appearance.
“What happened? Xiao Ai.”
From the first day into the crew, that’s how Fu Jun Yan called me, later gradually everyone get used to it and no one called me Bao Bei anymore. The last time only one person called me that name, but now no longer one person.
I offered him the Thermos flask that was on my hand and forcing myself to smiled: “Ting Yue ge, treat you drink ginger tea!”
He slightly frowned, from the halfway opened door looked behind my back and then looked at me: “Jun Yan has given me, how come there’s some more?”
“Ah!” I pulled back my hand and honestly explained: “This is what Jay asked his agent do for us.”
“Oh.” He took a glance at me and then reached out to get the Thermos flask, opened up the lid and half-heartedly took a glimpse of it.
I felt a bit embarrassed but still continue to said: “Ting Yue ge, after you finish drinking it just put it in my dressing room, tomorrow I’ll return it to Mei jie.”
“Never mind, I’ll return it.” He waved his hand. And don’t know is it talking to himself or purposely said out for me to hear: “This Xu Mei is an old Veteran whose very dedicated to bring Jay up and in between, don’t know how many twists and turns they’ve been through.” After saying that, he looked at me sincerely and then patted my shoulder, said: “Good girl, we as lovers are not going to see each other for a long time.”
I gave out a smile, this time Gu Xin Yao and Mo Qian really had no more chance. Suddenly I felt a little sorry for Mummy, how long togetherness that she get in exchange for her lifetime waiting?
When I saw Jay once again, he was rehearsing the script with his manager, Xu Mei. I nodded at him and didn’t step forward.
Gu Xiao An was getting tired being carried the whole journey, swinging on Fu Jun Yan’s body asking to come down. His cute voice keep saying: “Qi Qi, play!”
Xiao Qi who was walking behind apparently understood, it barked a sound then wagged his tail to protect Gu Xiao An who had just landed on the ground, excitedly lifting his two paws.
I looked at Fu Jun Yan, my heart turning back and forth, totally amazed that this dog actually understand human very well! However Fu Jun Yan smiled evidently and said: “They’ve became best friends.”
After that I saw Gu Xiao An flopped a few times, leaned on top of Xiao Qi’s body. His little arms was hooked around Xiao Qi’s neck, he rode the dog like a horse… Xiao Qi was very docile, obediently let him tossed it around and unexpectedly slowed down its step. The picture of this two little guys together is really very cute and heart warming. Me and Fu Jun Yan were looking at each other and automatically laughed.
This is the first time that I’ve actually take a good look at the great white dog who had pounced on me when the first time I saw it. I saw it has a big pair of eyes, a bright and full of expression eyes, whole body covered with woollen white fur, clean and beautiful. The more I saw it, suddenly I felt that it’s cute and lovable.
“Fu Jun Yan, what type of dog is it?”
“The Great Pyrenees.”
“Why is it called Xiao Qi?”
Fu Jun Yan turned around to looked deeply into the eyes, he smiled gently and said: “Last night when you’re sleeping, An An woke up and kept saying Qi Qi, play.”
What! I looked at Gu Xiao An who was riding on Xiao Qi’s back, my heart beats up and down, then I looked over at FunJun Yan and hesitantly said: “What he actually want to say …. should be play riding…” This is definitely a misunderstanding ah… I’m really afraid it’ll hit this man’s self-esteem, but I’ve never thought that Fu Jun Yan will turned around instead and looked at the two little guys, nodded his head and replied me: “It seems so….”
I felt extremely helpless so I leaned my head to one side and looked at this upcoming superstar, in my heart had nothing to say at all …..
Gu Xiao An kept riding on Xiao Qi all the way in the later part. I’m afraid that the little guy will feel off from the dog’s back so I felt extremely nervous.
Fu Jun Yan doesn’t seem to be worry at all, his nice looking mouth kept on smiling, with a slow step followed behind the two little guys, telling me not to worry by nodded his head.
Actually this movie《Sad Love》also has a certain difficulty. First of all, all the characters in this movie are those years popular singers and noble daughter of a rich and powerful family. And moreover these characters are all using real name. In the past life, at the beginning all news media including internet said that this is just a media sensationalism to attract audience.
In those days Daddy with four other people had formed a band group “Rainbow” together, and the chinese name for it is Cai Hong. At that time, they are the superstars of music industry in Japan-China. So one of the difficulty to tell their story is to choose the right cast and crew. Even though all of them had withdrew from the music industry for so many years but their huge fans group are still around, if choose the wrong actor definitely will get scolded.
In the past life, after《Sad Love》released, the one who miserably got scolded is the actor who acted as Xiao Mo Xiao …. practically he got scolded til became famous! Although he knew the arrogance of this character, but he forgot to play out the character’s meticulous and the grief that he had in the bottom of his heart. Daddy as the original character was so angry that afterwards when he watched《Sad Love》and he saw the character Xiao Mo Xiao appeared on the screen, he will pressed fast-forward and asked me sarcastically: “Bao Bei! This kind of act, you don’t know how to stop it? Don’t you know how to do NG? Act as me until like that …. who play the violin? Send him two carts of cotton. And your that screenwriter En Hao as expected forever will never understand the theory of music …. after so many years this guy actually still trying to destroy my image!Stupid girl, your arms bent outwards!”
*arm bent outwards means siding with the outsiders
I turned aside to looked at Fu Jun Yan who was walking behind me under the sunshine, he walked leisurely yet protectively and followed closely behind Xiao Qi, now and then he would gently looked at An An who was leaning on top of Xiao Qi’s body and smiled at the little guy. He has long eyelashes, high bridge nose and fine eyebrows. On his hand was An An’s small school bag, all the things needed to take care An An were in that bag, and he prepared all these things that very night, so meticulous and considerate …..
Man seems to looked the best and most reliable when they looking after children. Suddenly I thought of what people often praised him in the past life: “a handsome and outstanding gentleman”. No wonder his fans called him Sir. This kind of man, just by looking at him you’ll know that he’s a modest and warm-hearted person ….
When Jay put down his script to say hello to me, I saw behind him was his manager Xu Mei and subconsciously I moved one step backwards.
I’m not against love between an older woman and a younger man, but Xu Mei is seven years older than Jay and she’s his manager. In the past life, I thought that Xu Mei treat him well, protect him and even anxious for him were all because of job duty. So I’ve never thought that my love would be taken away by her, the man that I’ve waited for ten years but then I still lost it to the so-called kindness. Maybe in the past life from Xu Mei’s perspective, I was the bad person who nearly snatched her love away …
I have an older cousin, he’s the son of my biological father – Mo Qian’s younger sister, his name is Mo Nuo Yun. He’s the president of Mo Corporation and he held half of Mo Corporation’s equity shares. In the past life, he said this to me: “Jay, this man is not bad, can be considered very good. But because too good, too pure-minded that he broke the bottom line repeatedly. A man without bottom line is weak so he’s quite poor thing as well.
I complicatedly looked at Jay, looked at that familiar eyebrow, my heart felt slightly sour. He once said that this woman has given birth to his daughter…
Jay played a very important supporting role in 《Sad Love》, Rainbow lead singer Mu Cun Jin. And this man Mu Cun Jin was the one who accompanied my mother during her most loneliest time. And later he died because of saving my mother from a car accident.
Before Jay got a chance to say anything, Fu Jun Yan had came over. He politely nodded his head towards them and then warmly urged me: “Xiao Ai, you must go to put on makeup already.”
I nodded, turned my head and I saw a spark light in Jay’s eyes when he heard the word Xiao Ai. I was nervous because I know what’s the meaning of that. But then I pretended that I didn’t see anything, I turned my head back and sternly smiled at Fu Jun Yan and he smiled back at me, unknowingly why he reached out his hand, gave me a pat on my head and already started to talk first: “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of An An.”
In the movie, Gu Xin Yao saw Mo Qian among the crowds, the person that she loved since young. That one glance, among thousands of people in the crowd, they only saw each other. Just standing still like that and with tears in her eyes, Gu Xin Yao hazily looked at him however a smile raised from the corner of her mouth.
Mo Qian had no interest towards Gu Xin Yao, but she’s shamelessly unruly, regardless of anything, she kept on following him until Mo Qian was emotionally moved. Until the day where she fell down and injured herself because of him and Mo Qian finally turned around to looked at her, finally approached her,distressedly protect her in his bosom, and at that moment, Gu Xin Yao was so happy as if she has gotten the whole world.
On that rainy night, Mo Qian proposed to Gu Xin Yao. They hid under the roof, she took out the ring he gave her and cried of happiness, she said: “Mo Qian, do you know how happy I am, so happy that I’m scared. It seems too happy that even the sky will get jealous.”
In my previous life, I didn’t understand when I acted this part, didn’t understand these feeling. Only this time I’d understood it, that should be the woman’s intuition, God’s compassion. Maybe at that time my mother inexorably could feel that too much happiness really could be hated by others. So in her happiness, there’s also so much of fearfulness and sorrow ….
I held on the tears that brimming in my eyes, I remember in the past Jay said: “I’m going to marry her.” He looked at me with that loving gaze but then said that type of word. He said he loved me but he’ll married other person. Sadness and happiness is like a ceramic glaze lantern that can break anytime.
“Ok! Wrap up!” Oldman John shouted, and the rain sprinkler stopped immediately. I nodded my head towards the leading actor Fang Ting Yue and smiled then I turned around and left.
The actor who acted as my biological father is Fang Ting Yue, he’s the male lead in this film. He’s also a newcomer, came from an excellent family. I heard he’s the son of a high-ranking official who had a solid foundation in the capital city. But in the past life, all these info only revealed out a few years later. He had a cold personality but he’s a pretty good person, he got into his role very quickly during acting and he became famous after this movie.
In the past life, even though there’s once I had a dispute with him due to my willfulness, but afterwards there’s once at the awards ceremony that he disregarded our previous enmity and helped me out of trouble, he really is ‘a friend in need is a friend indeed’ type of good person.
I just walked out from the shed, Fu Jun Yan had already walked towards me with Gu Xiao An in his arm. An An was holding a small blanket, when he came nearer to me, he draped the blanket on my body and didn’t forget to stretched out his small hand, rubbed it between my hand and said: “Jie Jie not cold, An An rub for you.”
“An An so good.” I pulled the blanket on my body and draped it well, rubbed my nose then nodded my head towards Fu Jun Yan, after that hurriedly went into the nanny car to change clothes.
After I changed my clothes, I opened the car door, at first I wanted to hurriedly find a cup of hot water to drink but I’ve never thought that Fu Jun Yan had actually holding on a Thermos flask and stand at the car door waiting for me. After seeing that I’m ready, he pulled my hand and brought me back into the car to seat, calmly opened the Thermos flask and gave to me, he said: “Xiao Ai, drink some, this is ginger soup.”
I foolishly blinked my eyes at him and only then I took the flask from him. Because just now I’ve got splashed by rain quite miserably so I didn’t even bother to say thanks, just right away drank a big mouthful of ginger soup, until I sighed a tone of comfortable voice then asked him, “Where’s An An?”
“Got carried away by John, today he even said that if only An An is not too young, he can act as the young Mo Qian.”
Act as my biological daddy? I wrinkled my nose and seriously shook my head towards Fu Jun Yan: “That won’t do, children has to be low-profile.”
Fu Jun Yan didn’t has any opinion about this, only nodded his head and said: “Xiao Ai, today John talked to me about you. Although you are not under any management company, but you should have a personal care manager, don’t you think that it’s not so good if you’re always alone to shoot a movie?”
“Aren’t you also don’t have a manager?” I shrugged my shoulder while looking at him, then squinted my eyes and said: “Aren’t we good this way? No one controlling us, so good!”
“It’s quite good.” He nodded his head and smiled at me, that smile was like a passing through sun warmth, it’s so nice to see that seemingly it can even transformed the four seasons into bright and beautiful ….
“That’s right, we’ll take care of each other, isn’t that good.” I nodded my head, somehow I felt a little breathless, it seems that I’m more and more having no resistance towards his smile.
When I went back to the dressing room, Jay had actually waited for me at the door. I saw the Thermos flask on his hand so I looked at him suspiciously, but yet I heard him said: “Xiao Ai, today you shoot in the rain, it just so happen that Mei Jie made ginger tea, you drink a bit.”
T/N — Jie : older Sister / used to address a female older than you
Subconsciously I became unhappy when I heard Xu Mei’s name. In this life, the last thing I want to touch is whatever Xu Mei has touched before, including ginger tea, and you!
As a woman, how many ten years that you are able to endure and waste, how could I still want to repeat this disaster? I shook my head, in my heart I’ve treated this as poison but a smile still shown on my face and said: “Ah! What a waste, I’ve just drank it in the nanny car, thanks ah Jay.”
Jay stunned after hearing what I’ve said, his hand freeze at that position and his eyes looked sad. In the end I couldn’t be hard-hearted towards him, after all he actually didn’t do anything bad to me. So again I smiled and said: “Otherwise why don’t you pass it to me, I’ll drink it later.”
He nodded his head, and he even smiled because of a simple sentence that I’ve said. In fact, all these while even up to now I’d always believed that Jay had liked me from the beginning, really really liked me. But then again, what’s the use of it?
I took over that flask of ginger tea, then looked at the closed dressing room next door, I thought for a moment and then said: “Jay, I’ll give some to Ting Yue ge, his male assistant usually quite careless so I supposed he didn’t really take good care of Ting Yue ge.”
T/N — Ge : older brother / used to address a man older than you
And then I saw Jay’s brightening eyes turned dim, once again he readjusted his expression , nodded his head towards me and said: “Xiao Ai, tomorrow is our first collaboration, good luck!”
“Yeah.” I nodded my head and unconsciously said: “We’ll collaborate very well….”
Once again Jay smiled after hearing what I’ve said and nodded his head seriously towards me.
Me and Jay, in the past life indeed we collaborated very well. With the subsequent of several drama collaborations, it could be said that lovers in TV screen became reality. After all I’ve only grown some feeling towards Jay after a long period of time, the one who fell in love first was him, but then the one who got the heart broken were two person ….
Moreover he acted as Mu Cun Jin and this character had a distinctive personality: a proud and stubborn Young Master but he always conceded towards Gu Xin Yao, wrote songs for her, always protecting her, waited for her and at the end for the sake of Gu Xin Yao who has lost her mind, blocking the incoming car and died for her.
So later on when the film was broadcasted, there’s so many different fans group, a group that supported Gu Xin Yao and Mo Qian, a group that supported Gu Xin Yao and Mu Cun Jin and there’s one who supported Gu Xin Yao and Xiao Mo Xiao. There’s once I was so angry that I wrote on Weibo: “Otherwise one woman and N men!” It got an endless responses but then I’ve got a big scolding from my cousin and daddy.
At the thought of it, suddenly I remembered that tomorrow is also the day I will act along with Fu Jun Yan. In my heart there’s a tiny looking forward for it, in the previous life I had always wanted to have an exchange with him but never had the chance. And didn’t expect that I can meet him after my rebirth! I wonder how he’ll act. What would it be like for such a gentleman to act as my arrogant and rebellious daddy?
After Jay left, I knocked on the dressing room’s door in front of me, this is a male dressing room and there’s no sound at all after a long time. I had to knocked and called out softly: “Ting Yue ge? Ting Yue ge? I’m Xiao Ai, are you in there?”
At last there’s a footstep sound from the room, Fang Ting Yue opened the door and stand at doorway looking at me. Fang Ting Yue had a cold personality, during filming my whole body turned cold when he brought me into his embrace. Therefore, normally people who had just met him will often be overwhelmed by his estranged personality and overlooked his good looking appearance.
“What happened? Xiao Ai.”
From the first day into the crew, that’s how Fu Jun Yan called me, later gradually everyone get used to it and no one called me Bao Bei anymore. The last time only one person called me that name, but now no longer one person.
I offered him the Thermos flask that was on my hand and forcing myself to smiled: “Ting Yue ge, treat you drink ginger tea!”
He slightly frowned, from the halfway opened door looked behind my back and then looked at me: “Jun Yan has given me, how come there’s some more?”
“Ah!” I pulled back my hand and honestly explained: “This is what Jay asked his agent do for us.”
“Oh.” He took a glance at me and then reached out to get the Thermos flask, opened up the lid and half-heartedly took a glimpse of it.
I felt a bit embarrassed but still continue to said: “Ting Yue ge, after you finish drinking it just put it in my dressing room, tomorrow I’ll return it to Mei jie.”
“Never mind, I’ll return it.” He waved his hand. And don’t know is it talking to himself or purposely said out for me to hear: “This Xu Mei is an old Veteran whose very dedicated to bring Jay up and in between, don’t know how many twists and turns they’ve been through.” After saying that, he looked at me sincerely and then patted my shoulder, said: “Good girl, we as lovers are not going to see each other for a long time.”
I gave out a smile, this time Gu Xin Yao and Mo Qian really had no more chance. Suddenly I felt a little sorry for Mummy, how long togetherness that she get in exchange for her lifetime waiting?
