Chapter 445
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"I just recalled it, so I thought I might as well make it come true," Lila said. That person he promised her not to meet, is someone whom he can't abandon when they are in need. Is it because of Haruka's personality? No, because there's plenty of other occasions where he's abandoned the other person for her sake. It's most likely because of Haruka, Aizawa Mei is special. It's a fact that she can't keep overlooking for long. A reality that is clearly there.
"About the party. There will be guests from all over the world, but please don't be overwhelmed. They are people who have personally been chosen by Ageha, so they are not the kind you'd meet in Souriee's."
From the sounds of things, Ageha contacted Kizaki-san.
"I suspected as much, what's the dress code like.. .?" Kasumi asked.
Dress...' I want to see you in a beautiful dress. 'Ah !!! Lila sat up, "That's it."
Right now if she wants to do her best to make Haruka happy, she should listen to those random things he says after they make love. She wonders why she didn't realize this up until now. Such small and random sounding requests, which he usually tells her not to mind. But whenever he says that she always feels that there's something hidden in his tone. For sure, those small requests are his real thoughts. If so, she can find a way to make him happy.
What does she want to become to him? She really doesn't understand this well yet, even though these feelings resemble love so much. Why can't she bring herself to talk to him about this subject?
"Are you that worried about the rumors Lila?"
"Rumours?"
"People have been saying things like,' She's his current girlfriend. ''ex-girlfriend?' 'His sister?' 'There's also the theory that she's his mistress. And they're in a forbidden master-servant relationship," Kasumi explained.
Kizaki sweatdropped, "The last one is too unbelievable for words." she trails off and turns to her, "Would such rumors bother you, though?"
"Normally it shouldn't. But it seems to be taking effect," Lila admitted and sighed, "Even though when I figured out that Haruka and Aizawa Mei were close, I thought it would be fine because nobody knew about it. As long as I pretended not to know of it then maybe it could disappear. However, now that everyone knows that they are acquainted, the pain has returned, and it's worse than before. I understand that they are friends -- that they meet often."
These are words that she never wanted to say out loud. Because she was afraid that if she did, it would mean acknowledging it.
"Lila, you knew about it?"
"Of course, after the previous times. It won't take long for anyone to guess. You have had your doubts for a longer time than that I'm sure," Kizaki said.
Lila nodded, "Back when they first met, I noticed something off about Haruka. Whether or not he realized that he emitted it, Haruka had it around him."
"But, that scent could have been for you. What made you think so otherwise?"
"That's true it could have. However, Haruka has never once lusted after me in such a manner. With me, he's always so gentle and caring. Even if he does have other desires, he will never let it show. The first time I saw something remotely desire wise from him was only recently, and even then it no longer felt special."
Because of that woman. However, Lila knows they haven't slept with each other. Haruka is probably only attracted to Aizawa Mei physically.
"Ah," she trails of realizing something, "The medicine, it got drenched during the program."
"Jumping from one topic to another," Kasumi sighed.
"It's just like her, but wait... .are you feeling that bad?"
Lila shook her head, "Uh, more like my chests been hurting a lot since I figured out how close those two are. Having dark thoughts and getting depressed aside. Getting pain in my chest is odd, so I thought I'd see the deputy tomorrow."
Kasumi and Kizaki share knowing glances, causing her to tilt her head in confusion.
"How to put it bluntly? Your jealous Lila-san," Kizaki was the first to explain things to her.
"Eh?"
Kasumi nodded, "Aizawa Mei is making you jealous."
Jealousy, so this is jealousy. The reason why all these bad scents and substances are becoming more apparent to her is because she's jealous. Last year she only noticed it briefly with Rosalia and Kiryu but now it's become so very clear with Aizawa Mei and Haruka. Why is that? Is it because she wants Haruka to belong to her and her alone?
Her whole face turned red. Eh?
"Lila, don't tell me this is the first time you've experienced jealousy. . ."
Lila managed a shy nod, and Kizaki laughed. "As I thought, you're really interesting."
"Eh, um?"
"Kasumi-san, do please inform me on their relationship from now on. I'm truly interested to see what comes out of their relationship."
Kasumi sighed, "They're so slow, I doubt there will be many updates."
If she's jealous, then it explains why. That time and those previous times before, and her growing dislike for Aizawa Mei. It's not because she's a bad person, after all, she's been able to talk to the girl properly till now, but because she's jealous.
Her heart feels so clouded, so heavy. She doesn't like this. Even the blue skies cannot make her feel happy. This feeling of jealousy is so heavy; it makes her feel nauseous. 'I belong to you Lila, everything about me is yours. '
Lie.
'Nobody else can touch me like you do. '
That's a lie.
Why did he have to lie to her? If he had been open about it from the start, she would have acknowledged the fact a long time ago, and these dark feelings would not consume her heart. So painful, it hurts.
"She's hyperventilating."
"Quick, get a bag."
A bag? She doesn't want it. She wants Haruka... where is he? Pitch-Black darkness, with no sky. Without any light. She's so frightened. So scared. Where's Haruka?
...
Haruka was reluctant to leave her, especially after the whole hyperventilating incidence. But even then he still let her go in the end. Lila had to admit she was disappointed. However, she didn't bother calling after him or anything. What good will it do now? Besides, she wants to be left alone for a bit to think. Lila entered the mansion, and the servants greeted her. She nodded and headed up the stairs to search for her Mother.
"Mother?"
"I'm here, Lila-chan."
She's never been in this room before.
Lila opened the door handle, only to have large piles of papers fly out. Eh? She proceeded to sort it out only to notice something. Waah! Its music scores, there's so many? What are these? She's never seen these before. Mother must have written all these. But some titles aren't familiar to her in this pile.
"There it is. No, no getting a sneak glimpse until it's done."
"Mother, are you writing a new song?" Lila asked curiously.
"Yes. I'm thinking of doing a live soon."
"Wahh, mothers live? Really?!! You'll sing on stage?" Lila exclaimed, unknowingly she found herself getting very close to Mother.
"Lila-chan you're too close."
"Oh sorry, Mother, I got excited."
Mother chuckled before she asked, "I heard your writing songs for your new single too. How is it going?"
"Um, I'm stuck."
"I see, then..do you want to join me for today?"
Lila happily agreed, but then she realized something. "Can't I get a sneak peek?"
"You're impatient like your father. Well, since Yuhi's out, it's okay for a bit. Let's see now...which song..."
Mothers going to sing !! Lucky. She made the right decision to come home after all. Mother started singing a few lines from her new song.
What a gentle and clear voice.
It's usually hard to tell when she's singing on stage because of all the stage lights and sound effects when playing the backing track. Mother's voice is really good. Even now she's still a fantastic singer. When she plays the piano, she looks so refined and elegant too.
An angel's voice...
This entire time she has been looking up to her and although she went off in another direction. Her starting point was her dream to be like her mother. It's so beautiful, that it brings tears to her eyes. This sort of singing, it's no wonder nobody can beat her. Her mother is definitely the patron to the idol - no, the entire universe, the singing Princess. A legend she heard about from Uncle Atushi. Someone who's voice captures attracts and brings gentleness to anyone who listens.
Gentleness and warmth, Lila felt the tears fall from her eyes. What is this feeling? She's never felt this before.
"Ehhh, Lila-chan, why are you crying?"
"I'm just moved to tears, mother!"
She really is moved, the fact that mother is step by step returning to music of her own free will. The fact that she can once again hear this voice is truly a blessing. Ren-san, too. Can he hear mothers voice? It's so beautiful. It's like she never stopped singing.
...
"6 songs?!!!" Lila looked at the song list in wonder. After she calmed down, Lila felt a bit embarrassed, but that completely went away when she saw the song list.
"Back in the day, I'd release more for a single. But since it's been a while, I don't want to overwhelm the crowd too much."
Six songs in a single is already a lot though. Most singles these days only have one/two songs. From the sounds of things, mother did this just recently... In contrast to herself...
"No frowning."
"But mother, I really can't write good songs."
"Oh? But I really love the songs you write Lila-chan. They're different from mine, but I feel nostalgic when I hear it.."
Nostalgic? Her songs?
"Why did you come home early?"
"Ah, my head hurts. I thought it was just a headache. But then Haruka said I was burning up."
Mother placed a hand on her forehead, "It must be the fever, you haven't had it in a while right?"
She hasn't. But if she says that, she'll probably have to rest. "I'll take care of you. So rest up today."
"Wah, Mother, you'll take care of me? Okay, I'm going to bed now !!"
....
- Her room -
Was she that obvious? But it feels bizarre. Her memories of mother taking care of her were rather vague now since Ren-san was in those memories. Lila kept it sealed away this whole time after all. However, Lila remembered how warm and comfortable mothers hand was. Lila peeks under the blanket, "Mother, Mother. Why don't you sing a song instead of humming?"
"That's right. Lila-chan, you like my singing."
Lila nodded, "Ahuh, it's my favorite."
"But first, you need to eat something and have some medicine. It'll be done soon, rest until then."
Mother is so kind and gentle... Even with the darkness surrounding her, Lila can feel her gentleness and warmth. The queen of darkness, huh? It's not as though she doesn't understand it. She of all people know about the dangers associated with darkness. But the darkness she sees around mother is so very pretty. It's protecting her.
"If your sick I ought to tell your father...Haruka-kun and your sister too."
"Ah, um, Mother. Don't tell Haruka is gotten worse he's busy today," or rather, Lila deeply sighed. He could have come with her, but he didn't.
"So Haruka-kun is the type to drop work and rush to your side?"
"Ahuh, and then he will hold me close. But if he does that now, we can't spend time together," Lila explained. She's really conflicted. However, she really does want to spend longer with her mother. Its already been a year since Mother returned and yet the time she spends speaking with her has been limited.
It doesn't help how she ended up going on her journey, too, so things are a bit complex.
Besides, Haruka is busy being Aizawa Mei's manager. Her gaze dimmed, but that didn't last long when she felt a warm hand on her head, "Good girl, good girl. You really are a good girl, I'm glad."
Is mother treating her like a kid? But she doesn't mind. Back then, she couldn't let herself be spoiled even once; because of the dilemma of father not being around. She always had to remain strong and put up a front. Being treated like this isn't bad. Mothers hands are warm too; it's different than Kiryu's. But it's comfortable.
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"I just recalled it, so I thought I might as well make it come true," Lila said. That person he promised her not to meet, is someone whom he can't abandon when they are in need. Is it because of Haruka's personality? No, because there's plenty of other occasions where he's abandoned the other person for her sake. It's most likely because of Haruka, Aizawa Mei is special. It's a fact that she can't keep overlooking for long. A reality that is clearly there.
"About the party. There will be guests from all over the world, but please don't be overwhelmed. They are people who have personally been chosen by Ageha, so they are not the kind you'd meet in Souriee's."
From the sounds of things, Ageha contacted Kizaki-san.
"I suspected as much, what's the dress code like.. .?" Kasumi asked.
Dress...' I want to see you in a beautiful dress. 'Ah !!! Lila sat up, "That's it."
Right now if she wants to do her best to make Haruka happy, she should listen to those random things he says after they make love. She wonders why she didn't realize this up until now. Such small and random sounding requests, which he usually tells her not to mind. But whenever he says that she always feels that there's something hidden in his tone. For sure, those small requests are his real thoughts. If so, she can find a way to make him happy.
What does she want to become to him? She really doesn't understand this well yet, even though these feelings resemble love so much. Why can't she bring herself to talk to him about this subject?
"Are you that worried about the rumors Lila?"
"Rumours?"
"People have been saying things like,' She's his current girlfriend. ''ex-girlfriend?' 'His sister?' 'There's also the theory that she's his mistress. And they're in a forbidden master-servant relationship," Kasumi explained.
Kizaki sweatdropped, "The last one is too unbelievable for words." she trails off and turns to her, "Would such rumors bother you, though?"
"Normally it shouldn't. But it seems to be taking effect," Lila admitted and sighed, "Even though when I figured out that Haruka and Aizawa Mei were close, I thought it would be fine because nobody knew about it. As long as I pretended not to know of it then maybe it could disappear. However, now that everyone knows that they are acquainted, the pain has returned, and it's worse than before. I understand that they are friends -- that they meet often."
These are words that she never wanted to say out loud. Because she was afraid that if she did, it would mean acknowledging it.
"Lila, you knew about it?"
"Of course, after the previous times. It won't take long for anyone to guess. You have had your doubts for a longer time than that I'm sure," Kizaki said.
Lila nodded, "Back when they first met, I noticed something off about Haruka. Whether or not he realized that he emitted it, Haruka had it around him."
"But, that scent could have been for you. What made you think so otherwise?"
"That's true it could have. However, Haruka has never once lusted after me in such a manner. With me, he's always so gentle and caring. Even if he does have other desires, he will never let it show. The first time I saw something remotely desire wise from him was only recently, and even then it no longer felt special."
Because of that woman. However, Lila knows they haven't slept with each other. Haruka is probably only attracted to Aizawa Mei physically.
"Ah," she trails of realizing something, "The medicine, it got drenched during the program."
"Jumping from one topic to another," Kasumi sighed.
"It's just like her, but wait... .are you feeling that bad?"
Lila shook her head, "Uh, more like my chests been hurting a lot since I figured out how close those two are. Having dark thoughts and getting depressed aside. Getting pain in my chest is odd, so I thought I'd see the deputy tomorrow."
Kasumi and Kizaki share knowing glances, causing her to tilt her head in confusion.
"How to put it bluntly? Your jealous Lila-san," Kizaki was the first to explain things to her.
"Eh?"
Kasumi nodded, "Aizawa Mei is making you jealous."
Jealousy, so this is jealousy. The reason why all these bad scents and substances are becoming more apparent to her is because she's jealous. Last year she only noticed it briefly with Rosalia and Kiryu but now it's become so very clear with Aizawa Mei and Haruka. Why is that? Is it because she wants Haruka to belong to her and her alone?
Her whole face turned red. Eh?
"Lila, don't tell me this is the first time you've experienced jealousy. . ."
Lila managed a shy nod, and Kizaki laughed. "As I thought, you're really interesting."
"Eh, um?"
"Kasumi-san, do please inform me on their relationship from now on. I'm truly interested to see what comes out of their relationship."
Kasumi sighed, "They're so slow, I doubt there will be many updates."
If she's jealous, then it explains why. That time and those previous times before, and her growing dislike for Aizawa Mei. It's not because she's a bad person, after all, she's been able to talk to the girl properly till now, but because she's jealous.
Her heart feels so clouded, so heavy. She doesn't like this. Even the blue skies cannot make her feel happy. This feeling of jealousy is so heavy; it makes her feel nauseous. 'I belong to you Lila, everything about me is yours. '
Lie.
'Nobody else can touch me like you do. '
That's a lie.
Why did he have to lie to her? If he had been open about it from the start, she would have acknowledged the fact a long time ago, and these dark feelings would not consume her heart. So painful, it hurts.
"She's hyperventilating."
"Quick, get a bag."
A bag? She doesn't want it. She wants Haruka... where is he? Pitch-Black darkness, with no sky. Without any light. She's so frightened. So scared. Where's Haruka?
...
Haruka was reluctant to leave her, especially after the whole hyperventilating incidence. But even then he still let her go in the end. Lila had to admit she was disappointed. However, she didn't bother calling after him or anything. What good will it do now? Besides, she wants to be left alone for a bit to think. Lila entered the mansion, and the servants greeted her. She nodded and headed up the stairs to search for her Mother.
"Mother?"
"I'm here, Lila-chan."
She's never been in this room before.
Lila opened the door handle, only to have large piles of papers fly out. Eh? She proceeded to sort it out only to notice something. Waah! Its music scores, there's so many? What are these? She's never seen these before. Mother must have written all these. But some titles aren't familiar to her in this pile.
"There it is. No, no getting a sneak glimpse until it's done."
"Mother, are you writing a new song?" Lila asked curiously.
"Yes. I'm thinking of doing a live soon."
"Wahh, mothers live? Really?!! You'll sing on stage?" Lila exclaimed, unknowingly she found herself getting very close to Mother.
"Lila-chan you're too close."
"Oh sorry, Mother, I got excited."
Mother chuckled before she asked, "I heard your writing songs for your new single too. How is it going?"
"Um, I'm stuck."
"I see, then..do you want to join me for today?"
Lila happily agreed, but then she realized something. "Can't I get a sneak peek?"
"You're impatient like your father. Well, since Yuhi's out, it's okay for a bit. Let's see now...which song..."
Mothers going to sing !! Lucky. She made the right decision to come home after all. Mother started singing a few lines from her new song.
What a gentle and clear voice.
It's usually hard to tell when she's singing on stage because of all the stage lights and sound effects when playing the backing track. Mother's voice is really good. Even now she's still a fantastic singer. When she plays the piano, she looks so refined and elegant too.
An angel's voice...
This entire time she has been looking up to her and although she went off in another direction. Her starting point was her dream to be like her mother. It's so beautiful, that it brings tears to her eyes. This sort of singing, it's no wonder nobody can beat her. Her mother is definitely the patron to the idol - no, the entire universe, the singing Princess. A legend she heard about from Uncle Atushi. Someone who's voice captures attracts and brings gentleness to anyone who listens.
Gentleness and warmth, Lila felt the tears fall from her eyes. What is this feeling? She's never felt this before.
"Ehhh, Lila-chan, why are you crying?"
"I'm just moved to tears, mother!"
She really is moved, the fact that mother is step by step returning to music of her own free will. The fact that she can once again hear this voice is truly a blessing. Ren-san, too. Can he hear mothers voice? It's so beautiful. It's like she never stopped singing.
...
"6 songs?!!!" Lila looked at the song list in wonder. After she calmed down, Lila felt a bit embarrassed, but that completely went away when she saw the song list.
"Back in the day, I'd release more for a single. But since it's been a while, I don't want to overwhelm the crowd too much."
Six songs in a single is already a lot though. Most singles these days only have one/two songs. From the sounds of things, mother did this just recently... In contrast to herself...
"No frowning."
"But mother, I really can't write good songs."
"Oh? But I really love the songs you write Lila-chan. They're different from mine, but I feel nostalgic when I hear it.."
Nostalgic? Her songs?
"Why did you come home early?"
"Ah, my head hurts. I thought it was just a headache. But then Haruka said I was burning up."
Mother placed a hand on her forehead, "It must be the fever, you haven't had it in a while right?"
She hasn't. But if she says that, she'll probably have to rest. "I'll take care of you. So rest up today."
"Wah, Mother, you'll take care of me? Okay, I'm going to bed now !!"
....
- Her room -
Was she that obvious? But it feels bizarre. Her memories of mother taking care of her were rather vague now since Ren-san was in those memories. Lila kept it sealed away this whole time after all. However, Lila remembered how warm and comfortable mothers hand was. Lila peeks under the blanket, "Mother, Mother. Why don't you sing a song instead of humming?"
"That's right. Lila-chan, you like my singing."
Lila nodded, "Ahuh, it's my favorite."
"But first, you need to eat something and have some medicine. It'll be done soon, rest until then."
Mother is so kind and gentle... Even with the darkness surrounding her, Lila can feel her gentleness and warmth. The queen of darkness, huh? It's not as though she doesn't understand it. She of all people know about the dangers associated with darkness. But the darkness she sees around mother is so very pretty. It's protecting her.
"If your sick I ought to tell your father...Haruka-kun and your sister too."
"Ah, um, Mother. Don't tell Haruka is gotten worse he's busy today," or rather, Lila deeply sighed. He could have come with her, but he didn't.
"So Haruka-kun is the type to drop work and rush to your side?"
"Ahuh, and then he will hold me close. But if he does that now, we can't spend time together," Lila explained. She's really conflicted. However, she really does want to spend longer with her mother. Its already been a year since Mother returned and yet the time she spends speaking with her has been limited.
It doesn't help how she ended up going on her journey, too, so things are a bit complex.
Besides, Haruka is busy being Aizawa Mei's manager. Her gaze dimmed, but that didn't last long when she felt a warm hand on her head, "Good girl, good girl. You really are a good girl, I'm glad."
Is mother treating her like a kid? But she doesn't mind. Back then, she couldn't let herself be spoiled even once; because of the dilemma of father not being around. She always had to remain strong and put up a front. Being treated like this isn't bad. Mothers hands are warm too; it's different than Kiryu's. But it's comfortable.
"I just recalled it, so I thought I might as well make it come true," Lila said. That person he promised her not to meet, is someone whom he can't abandon when they are in need. Is it because of Haruka's personality? No, because there's plenty of other occasions where he's abandoned the other person for her sake. It's most likely because of Haruka, Aizawa Mei is special. It's a fact that she can't keep overlooking for long. A reality that is clearlythere."About the party. There will be guests from all over the world, but please don't be overwhelmed. They are people who have personally been chosen by Ageha, so they are not the kind you'd meet in Souriee's."From the sounds of things, Ageha contacted Kizaki-san."I suspected as much, what's the dress code like...?" Kasumi asked.Dress...' I want to see you in a beautiful dress. 'Ah!!! Lila sat up, "That's it."Right now if she wants to do her best to make Haruka happy, she should listen to those random things he says after they make love. She wonders why she didn't realize this upuntil now. Such small and random sounding requests, which he usually tells her not to mind. But whenever he says that she always feels that there's something hidden in his tone. For sure, those small requests are his real thoughts. If so, she can find a way tomake him happy.What does she want to become to him? She really doesn't understand this well yet, even though these feelings resemble love so much. Why can't she bring herself to talk to him about this subject?"Are you that worried about the rumors Lila?""Rumours?""People have been saying things like,' She's his current girlfriend. ''ex-girlfriend?' 'His sister?' 'There's also the theory that she's his mistress. And they're in a forbidden master-servant relationship," Kasumi explained.Kizaki sweatdropped, "The last one is too unbelievable for words." she trails off and turns to her, "Would such rumors bother you, though?""Normally it shouldn't. But it seems to be taking effect," Lila admitted and sighed, "Even though when I figured out that Haruka and Aizawa Mei were close, I thought it would be fine because nobody knew about it. As long as I pretended not to know of it then maybe it could disappear. However, now that everyone knows that they are acquainted, the pain has returned, and it's worse than before. I understand that they are friends -- that they meet often."These are words that she never wanted to say out loud. Because she was afraid that if she did, it would mean acknowledging it."Lila, you knew about it?""Of course, after the previous times. It won't take long for anyone to guess. You have had your doubts for a longer time than that I'm sure," Kizaki said.Lila nodded, "Back when they first met, I noticed something off about Haruka. Whether or not he realized that he emitted it, Haruka had it around him.""But, that scent could have been for you. What made you think so otherwise?""That's true it could have. However, Haruka has never once lusted after me in such a manner. With me, he's always so gentle and caring. Even if he does have other desires, he will never let it show. The first time I saw something remotely desire wise from him was only recently, and even then it no longer felt special."Because of that woman. However, Lila knows they haven't slept with each other. Haruka is probably only attracted to Aizawa Mei physically."Ah," she trails of realizing something, "The medicine, it got drenched during the program.""Jumping from one topic to another," Kasumi sighed."It's just like her, but wait....are you feeling that bad?"Lila shook her head, "Uh, more like my chests been hurting a lot since I figured out how close those two are. Having dark thoughts and getting depressed aside. Getting pain in my chest is odd, so I thought I'd see the deputy tomorrow."Kasumi and Kizaki share knowing glances, causing her to tilt her head in confusion."How to put it bluntly? Your jealous Lila-san," Kizaki was the first to explain things to her."Eh?"Kasumi nodded, "Aizawa Mei is making you jealous."Jealousy, so this is jealousy. The reason whyall these bad scents and substances are becoming more apparent to her is because she's jealous. Last year she only noticed it briefly with Rosalia and Kiryu but now it's become so very clear with Aizawa Mei and Haruka. Why is that? Is it because she wants Haruka to belong to her and her alone?Her whole face turned red. Eh?"Lila, don't tell me this is the first time you've experienced jealousy. . ."Lila managed a shy nod, and Kizaki laughed. "As I thought, you're reallyinteresting.""Eh, um?""Kasumi-san, doplease inform me on their relationship from now on. I'm truly interested to see what comes out of their relationship."Kasumi sighed, "They're so slow, I doubt there will be many updates."If she's jealous, then it explains why. That time and those previous times before, and her growing dislike for Aizawa Mei. It's not because she's a bad person, after all,she's been able to talk to the girl properly till now, but because she's jealous.Her heart feels so clouded, so heavy. She doesn't like this. Even the blue skies cannot make her feel happy. This feeling of jealousy is so heavy; it makes her feel nauseous. 'I belong to you Lila, everything about me is yours. 'Lie.'Nobody else can touch me like you do. 'That's a lie.Why did he have to lie to her? If he had been open about it from the start, she would have acknowledged the fact a long time ago, and these dark feelings would not consume her heart. So painful, it hurts."She's hyperventilating.""Quick, get a bag."A bag? She doesn't want it. She wants Haruka... where is he? Pitch-Black darkness, with no sky. Without any light. She's so frightened. So scared. Where's Haruka?...Haruka was reluctant to leave her, especially after the whole hyperventilating incidence. But even then he still let her goin the end. Lila had to admit she was disappointed. However, she didn't bother calling after him or anything. What good will it do now? Besides, she wants to be left alone for a bit to think. Lila entered the mansion, and the servants greeted her. She nodded and headed up the stairs to search for her Mother."Mother?""I'm here, Lila-chan."She's never been in this room before.Lila opened the door handle, only to have large piles of papers fly out. Eh? She proceeded to sort it out only to notice something. Waah! Its music scores, there's so many? What are these? She's never seen these before. Mother must have written all these. But some titles aren't familiar to her in this pile."There it is. No, no getting a sneak glimpse until it's done.""Mother, are you writing a new song?" Lila asked curiously."Yes. I'm thinking of doing a live soon.""Wahh, mothers live? Really?!! You'll sing on stage?" Lila exclaimed, unknowingly she found herself getting very close to Mother."Lila-chan you're too close.""Oh sorry, Mother, I got excited."Mother chuckled before she asked, "I heard your writing songs for your new single too. How is it going?""Um, I'm stuck.""I see, then..do you want to join me for today?"Lila happily agreed, but then she realized something. "Can't I get a sneak peek?""You're impatient like your father. Well, since Yuhi's out, it's okay for a bit. Let's see now...which song..."Mothers going to sing!! Lucky. She made the right decision to come homeafter all. Mother started singing a few lines from her new song.What a gentle and clear voice.It's usually hard to tell when she's singing on stage because of all the stage lights and sound effects when playing the backing track. Mother's voice is really good. Even now she's still a fantastic singer. When she plays the piano, she looks so refined and elegant too.An angel's voice...This entire time she has been looking up to her and although she went off in another direction. Her starting point was her dream to be like her mother. It's so beautiful, that it brings tears to her eyes. This sort ofsinging, it's no wonder nobody can beat her. Her mother is definitely the patron to the idol - no, the entire universe, the singing Princess. A legend she heard about from Uncle Atushi. Someone who's voice captures attracts and brings gentleness to anyone who listens.Gentleness and warmth, Lila felt the tears fall from her eyes. What is this feeling? She's never felt this before."Ehhh, Lila-chan, why are you crying?""I'm just moved to tears, mother!"She really is moved, the factthat mother is step by step returning to music of her own free will. The fact that she can once again hear this voice is truly a blessing. Ren-san, too. Can he hear mothers voice? It's so beautiful. It's like she never stopped singing...."6 songs?!!!" Lila looked at the song list in wonder. After she calmed down, Lila felt a bitembarrassed, but that completely went away when she saw the song list."Back in the day, I'd release more for a single. But since it's been a while, I don't want to overwhelm the crowd too much."Six songs in a single is already a lot though. Most singles these days only have one/two songs. From the sounds of things, mother did this just recently... In contrast to herself..."No frowning.""But mother, I really can't write good songs.""Oh? But I really love the songs you write Lila-chan. They're different from mine, but I feel nostalgic when I hear it.."Nostalgic? Her songs?"Why did you come home early?""Ah, my head hurts. I thought it was just a headache. But then Haruka said I was burning up."Mother placed a hand on her forehead, "It must be the fever, you haven't had it in a while right?"She hasn't. But if she says that, she'll probably have to rest. "I'll take care of you. So rest up today.""Wah, Mother, you'll take care of me? Okay, I'm going to bed now !!"....- Her room -Was she that obvious? But it feels bizarre. Her memories of mother taking care of her were rather vague now since Ren-san was in those memories. Lila kept it sealed away this whole timeafter all. However, Lila remembered how warm and comfortable mothers hand was. Lila peeks under the blanket, "Mother, Mother. Why don't you sing a song instead of humming?""That's right. Lila-chan, you like my singing."Lila nodded, "Ahuh, it's my favorite.""But first, you need to eat something and have some medicine. It'll be done soon, rest until then."Mother is so kind and gentle... Even with the darkness surrounding her, Lila can feel her gentleness and warmth. The queen of darkness, huh? It's not as though she doesn't understand it. She of all people know about the dangers associated with darkness. But the darkness she sees around mother is so very pretty. It's protecting her."If your sick I ought to tell your father...Haruka-kun and your sister too.""Ah, um, Mother. Don't tell Haruka is gotten worse he's busy today," or rather, Lila deeply sighed. He could have come with her, but he didn't."So Haruka-kun is the type to drop work and rush to your side?""Ahuh, and then he will hold me close. But if he does that now, we can't spend time together," Lila explained. She's really conflicted. However, she really does want to spend longer with her mother. Its already been a year since Mother returned andyetthe time she spends speaking with her hasbeen limited.It doesn't help how she ended up going on her journey, too, so things are a bitcomplex.Besides, Haruka is busy being Aizawa Mei's manager. Her gaze dimmed, but that didn't last long when she felt a warm hand on her head, "Good girl, good girl. You really are a good girl, I'm glad."Is mother treating her like a kid? But she doesn't mind. Back then, she couldn't let herself be spoiled even once; because of the dilemma of father not being around. She always had to remain strong and put up a front. Being treated like this isn't bad. Mothers hands are warm too; it's different than Kiryu's. But it's comfortable.
