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Dream Star - Chapter 532

Published at 31st of October 2019 05:15:08 PM


Chapter 532

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Austin Family Manor - 7:00PM

Ever since he learned of the chaotic relationship between his mother, the old man, and Hisame-san. Kiryu seldom went home. But since he was passing by the place, he figured he would come here. The one who opened his door surprisingly enough was Mother. She placed his baby brother down on the crib and turned to him.

"This is a surprise."

"I came here to fetch something."

Mother laughs, "Your a stubborn child," she reached over and patted his hair. "You didn't come to see me in the hospital when I was pregnant. I haven't seen you in such a long time... I thought you were angry at me or something."

"I'm not angry, I…"

"You've been focusing on Lila?"

Kiryu said nothing. It surprised him that Hisame-san still let's Mother stay here. The two are working on their divorce papers. Most elite men would have kicked the other party out by now.

"What was I supposed to do when I loved somebody so much that I had no choice but to let go?" he blurted out. Kiryu held back the tears; he didn't want to cry. But, just seeing his mother's kind smile, it all came spilling out. All the emotions he has held back till now.

At that comment, Mother let's go of his cheek. "Kiryu, you still haven't gotten back together with Lila?"Find authorized novels in Webnovel,faster updates, better experience,Please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.

"How could I.."

How could he ruin her happiness? At first, Kiryu did consider it still, trying to steal Lila away from Karashima. He made his intentions clear when Lila returned to town. However, the more he watched them. The more Kiryu realized that it was impossible. The more he watched them, the more he understood. He's never seen Lila smile like that before, when she is with Karashima, she is different. She looks a lot happier…

The truth was, he never wanted to break up with her. "I wanted to stay with her. I didn't want to send her to Light town. I wanted to keep her beside me. But, if we continued that way, we would have exploded sooner or later. Living in that dream bubble where it was just us two alone. It was already starting to wear her out. Lila cares about so many people, but me? I only cared about her.

For a while, she only cared about me, too; that's why we could live out our days like a dream. But that couldn't last long… It was getting difficult for me seeing her cry in secret. Seeing her suppress her own emotions just to keep me happy."

"You're a fool son, why didn't you tell her? Why couldn't you have found a way to stay with her? Your smart, your Hisame's son. You should have…"

"I already know!" Kiryu exclaimed. He knows he should have compromised. He should have just told Lila what he was feeling. But it's too late now, "I've lost her forever. She won't return to me. You have no idea. I still love her so much."

He loves her so much; he wants to touch her. To hold her in his arms again, to wake up with her in his arms. He wants to return to those days so desperately. But it's impossible now. One of the main reasons why he didn't go home was because of this. Every time he sees his mother, it all comes pouring out. Parents know their children far better than anyone, after all.


"I know, and right now, you're desperately trying to find a way to enter her life again. But Kiryu, you have to understand this much. Even if Lila-chan stays with Karashima Haruka, you'll always be important to her."

How many times did he kiss her? How many times did he hold her? Kiryu imprinted her scent and the feeling of the girl in his arms for so long. But recently, it feels like it is about to slip away from him — his sole connection to Lila.

…..

Out of all the times, his car broke down; it just happened to be today. Realizing that he wouldn't be able to fix it, Kiryu decided to walk and leave his car behind. On the way, he stopped by a music shop. Rather, when he saw Lila's poster outside the shop. Kiryu recalled something. DEVIL released a mini single recently. As he was waiting in line, Kiryu reached out for the magazine rack.

Interview with Terashima Lila

Q) Regarding 'The wings of the stars' Its a beautiful song, what sorts of emotions did you use to write it?

A) Being the songwriter, I aimed to capture a similar feeling like my Mother's songs. But at the same time, I made it different. Whenever I sing the song, I feel like I'm in another world. Everything was made from scratch. It's a song filled with feelings of, love and power of numerous different people.

Q) It was written for your most beloved. So…could you clarify who that person is? It is our most asked question from the readers and viewers.

A) Aha, um, this is going to be written in the magazine, right?

Q) Yes.

A) Un, then I'll say it. It's for Haruka! I wrote it with the feelings I have for him...

Um um, wait, this is pretty embarrassing for me!

Q) Karashima-san joined DEVIL recently, now you two can sing together. Are you pleased?

A) I'm very happy, because ---

But Kiryu didn't get a chance to read anymore since the shopkeeper gave him his change.

"Here's your change of 500 yen and receipt."

Receipt.

1 CD

Devil (side X ) 1,500 Yen

Paid: 2,000 yen

Change: 500

Time: 6:00PM

He placed the magazine back into the rack and walked out of the shop. His gaze darted towards the skies. If he walks there, he should still be able to make it on time.

'Cherish those feelings...'

Kiryu recalled what happened not too long ago and sighed. Maybe he is hopeless, after all. Even now, he can't let Lila go. Can anybody blame him, though? For the longest time, the woman named Terashima Lila was his entire world.

His gaze landed on his phone, would it be okay to text her? Honestly, Kiryu didn't understand how much distance he ought to put between himself and Lila. Can he go ahead and speak to her whenever he wanted? No, that is no good. If he does that, then he will talk to her all the time.

What can he do to stay within her line of sight? Just as Kiryu dwelled on this, he hears his phone beep and pulled it out of his pocket. Seeing who it was from, he opened it immediately.

From: Lila

Turn around!

Huh?

Kiryu does as Lila said, and sure enough, he saw black hair approaching him. "Lila."

"Ah, there you are, Kiryu! I was wondering if you're walking to the venue, can we go together?"

"Sure, but what happened to Karashima?"

Lila laughed, "Uh, he kinda got dragged away. Jae-hee wanted him for something."

"You're okay with that?"

"Jae-hee is a friend, and besides, every time Haruka and I go anywhere together. We attract too much attention. I want to go to the venue in peace."

Does she think walking with him will make her stand out less? She will draw more attention this way. Well, nobody is around.

"Kiryu, what did you buy?"

Kiryu recalled the CD he bought moments ago and tried to hide it. But Lila grabbed hold of the bag and took it out. She laughed, "You bought it!"

"Well, it is your song. Of course, I bought it."

He can't confess to her that every time a new single comes out, whether it's her duo or single songs. He buys it.

Kiryu nodded, eyes still away. It's embarrassing getting caught...

"I'm so happy! Thank you, Kiryu."

"Y--yeah."

"Senpai, did you like 'The Wings Of the Stars?'"

"It's very different than the first one. But it's a continuous version to it, isn't it?"

"Yes. Actually, I was going to apologize once I saw you."

"Apologise?"

"Ah-huh, cause that song isn't technically my creation alone." Oh, right? He did the composition for it. She turned it into such an amazing song with the lyrics. That he almost forgot that he wrote the melody to it. "It felt wrong to write a continuation without asking you, what's more changing it into something completely different."

His gaze softens, she doesn't have to be considerate about it. After all, "I wrote that song for you, with the intention that you use it to be able to sing whatever feelings you have in mind." Kiryu trails off, "It took me by surprise the first time. I wasn't expecting such a powerful response."

"It's because I was jealous and weird…"

"No, I don't think it was strange or anything."

"So, I'm not weird?"

"Y-your not," he mumbled. Austin Kiryu, get a hold of yourself. Quit acting like a nervous mess in front of her.

"I'm surprised you bought this, though, since I wrote it for Haruka."

"Unlike your boyfriend, I'm not a petty person."

Lila giggled, "That's probably true. Still, thank you, Kiryu."

"Thank you?"

"Mmm, it feels like I've been on edge a lot recently. I haven't been able to sing properly because of that. However, when you agreed to work with the band, I felt that the heavyweight was lifted from my shoulders."

"Between Ichinose's Rise, my black and white sign and Karashima's The World, which song do you like better?"

Lila looked at him with wide eyes and sighed. "You're asking me something like this..."

"Curiosity."

"This isn't normal curiosity!" Lila exclaimed. "But well, since you put it that way, I guess you'll learn tonight."

"You're having the band play."

"Mmm, the others agreed. Tonight, I'll sing the song I prefer."

So she's made her mind up? Kiryu was curious. Which song will she choose? He didn't know why he wanted to know so badly. Isn't it evident that she will choose Karashima's song? Why does that bug him so much? He shouldn't let his emotions get the better of him. Besides, the song Karashima wrote for Lila is very amazing.

It's obvious which one she would choose.

"Kiryu, your eyes are puffy. Have you been crying?"

How did she notice that?

Kiryu looked away, "I haven't."

Lila reached over and caressed his cheeks with her soft hands. "I don't know what's wrong, Kiryu, but please cheer up."

'You're the problem, idiot.' If Kiryu told her right here and there, what he was thinking, maybe he could evoke some sympathy from her. Perhaps he could still change things between them. But like an idiot, he simply drew her hands back from him.

"Let's go to the venue."

Even though he loves her so much, why is it so difficult for him to hold onto her hand?




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