Chapter 746
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Haruka has already lost track of how often Terashima Lila has helped him get back up on his feet. How many times did he break down and show this girl his fragile side? So many times already.
It was a short time before they became a couple.
He ended up getting beat up badly after the boyfriends of those girls he saw found out. During that time, Lila found him in the alleyway; she treated his wounds and listened to him. That time he was very embarrassed.
But not only did she not judge him, but she also listened and accepted everything about him. For the first time, he learned of a warmth he didn't think was possible. Now that he thinks about it, that was probably when he decided he would pursue her seriously.
"What are you thinking?"
"I'm debating whether I should hug you or not," Haruka admitted.
Lila laughed. "You don't have to debate about that. But," she turned to the railing. "Say, is it truly okay for me to stay by your side?"
"Why are you asking that?"
The girl's words surprised him.
"Haruka, you should know. If Kiryu is in a bad state like that, it won't be long before I will be too. My condition, I've actually been hiding things from you."
"Yeah, I know."
Lila looked surprised, and he sighed. "When your parents made a deal with me, they told me everything. You know Lila, I am grateful to you. You may get mad at me again. But let me say this much." Haruka took a deep breath. "I am very clumsy with words, but I want to tell you. Lila, you saved me. I didn't realize it back then, but I was on the verge of despair and on the verge of breaking down. You were the one who reached out to me and saved me."
She saved him from that endless pit of nothingness. It was because her that he realized that despite the corruption in this world, this world is still beautiful.
"But I…" Lila looked down at the ground. "The current situation will only lead you to the dark side of the hanyou world. Is this what you want?"
Haruka pulled her into his arms. "Damn, I was going to hold back, but I can't anymore. My wife, you're so cute. I want to eat you up."
Lila laughed. "How did I turn you on in this situation?"
"You tell me, everything you do is beautiful to me."
'She gave my life meaning, that's why I would do anything for her.'
"Lila, do you have a wish?"
"A wish?" Lila repeated.
"Yes, a wish. I want to do something for you. I know you've told me repeatedly that all you want is for me to stay by your side. But I am sure there is something else."
There is undoubtedly something else; surely, she wants more from him. Lila gave him so much. Haruka knew he would never be able to repay her. But, if he can do something to make her happier...
"I want to touch you."
Huh? Uhh…
"I want to feel your warmth. I want us to become one truly. When I'm eighteen, can you grant this wish for me?" Lila asked.
When he saw the serious look in her eyes, his eyes widened. He felt his heart thumping, and a red color crept on his cheeks. Is she serious about this, huh? Honestly, his wife surprises him even now.
"Truly become one, do you know what that means? You're quite bold.."
"Bold?" Lila repeated, puzzled.
'Again, she has no idea. But, I guess this is fine.' Terashima Lila is not innocent anymore. But if he thought about it carefully, maybe she wasn't innocent from the start.
Haruka pulled away from her but grabbed hold of her hand. He brought it to her lips and kissed her fingers.
"Understood. I swear I shall grant that wish of yours."
His thoughts broke off when he felt a menacing presence. Haruka frowned, 'already?'
......…..
After a few minutes, Haruka finally managed to lose them. A relieved sigh escaped his lips, and he turned to the girl in his arms. Since they entered this alleyway a few minutes ago, he noticed that she kept casually getting close to him. "Wife, this isn't the time to flirt. We should find a proper place to hide."
'For now, those people went the other way, but not for long.'
"Hey wif--" his sentence fell short when the girl started coughing. Haruka ran his hands through his back. "Are you okay? What's wro--"
He paused and stared at the girl. He couldn't miss the red color in her palm.
Her parents warned him already, and Lila said it too. But, Haruka didn't think it would be this way.
"I'm sorry." Lila apologized.
Haruka shook his head. "You don't have to say sorry. I should have stayed by your side from the very start. I regret what happened when we were kids. Why did I leave your side? If I stayed with you from the very start, you wouldn't be like this now."
"If you did that, I wouldn't have met Kiryu."
"Yeah."
"If I didn't meet him, I wouldn't be confused. We would be connected from the very start. But," Lila trailed off. "I don't regret anything. I would have still spent the last thirteen years in love with him."
A bitter laugh escaped his lips. "I guess I'm no match for him, after all."
"Yes. But, from the very start, I never compared you two. You have qualities that make you good and Kiryu too. You're both good guys, but even you both hurt me."
Hurt?
"Kiryu cheated on you but he--"
"I know," Lila interjected. "I understand, Haruka. You two don't have to explain and cover up each other's mess. I'm not stupid, you know?"
So Lila noticed that?
"For a long time, I felt weird about it. But I understood. You two are good friends, and you both care for me deeply. I wasn't the only one having a hard time."
"Lila.."
"You see, Haruka, I love you a lot. But I don't want to hurt Kiryu either. There was a time where I thought that maybe I should break up with you. If I did that, you wouldn't have blamed me, correct?"
Haruka nodded. "That's right."
"I would have blamed myself because I love you."
She keeps saying, 'I love.' It feels surreal, even though he understood it already. Lila loves him and would do anything for him. This girl has helped him so much and pulled him out from the darkness. But what about her scars? She has them too, scars more deep-rooted than the one Kiryu and he has.
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Haruka has already lost track of how often Terashima Lila has helped him get back up on his feet. How many times did he break down and show this girl his fragile side? So many times already.
It was a short time before they became a couple.
He ended up getting beat up badly after the boyfriends of those girls he saw found out. During that time, Lila found him in the alleyway; she treated his wounds and listened to him. That time he was very embarrassed.
But not only did she not judge him, but she also listened and accepted everything about him. For the first time, he learned of a warmth he didn't think was possible. Now that he thinks about it, that was probably when he decided he would pursue her seriously.
"What are you thinking?"
"I'm debating whether I should hug you or not," Haruka admitted.
Lila laughed. "You don't have to debate about that. But," she turned to the railing. "Say, is it truly okay for me to stay by your side?"
"Why are you asking that?"
The girl's words surprised him.
"Haruka, you should know. If Kiryu is in a bad state like that, it won't be long before I will be too. My condition, I've actually been hiding things from you."
"Yeah, I know."
Lila looked surprised, and he sighed. "When your parents made a deal with me, they told me everything. You know Lila, I am grateful to you. You may get mad at me again. But let me say this much." Haruka took a deep breath. "I am very clumsy with words, but I want to tell you. Lila, you saved me. I didn't realize it back then, but I was on the verge of despair and on the verge of breaking down. You were the one who reached out to me and saved me."
She saved him from that endless pit of nothingness. It was because her that he realized that despite the corruption in this world, this world is still beautiful.
"But I…" Lila looked down at the ground. "The current situation will only lead you to the dark side of the hanyou world. Is this what you want?"
Haruka pulled her into his arms. "Damn, I was going to hold back, but I can't anymore. My wife, you're so cute. I want to eat you up."
Lila laughed. "How did I turn you on in this situation?"
"You tell me, everything you do is beautiful to me."
'She gave my life meaning, that's why I would do anything for her.'
"Lila, do you have a wish?"
"A wish?" Lila repeated.
"Yes, a wish. I want to do something for you. I know you've told me repeatedly that all you want is for me to stay by your side. But I am sure there is something else."
There is undoubtedly something else; surely, she wants more from him. Lila gave him so much. Haruka knew he would never be able to repay her. But, if he can do something to make her happier...
"I want to touch you."
Huh? Uhh…
"I want to feel your warmth. I want us to become one truly. When I'm eighteen, can you grant this wish for me?" Lila asked.
When he saw the serious look in her eyes, his eyes widened. He felt his heart thumping, and a red color crept on his cheeks. Is she serious about this, huh? Honestly, his wife surprises him even now.
"Truly become one, do you know what that means? You're quite bold.."
"Bold?" Lila repeated, puzzled.
'Again, she has no idea. But, I guess this is fine.' Terashima Lila is not innocent anymore. But if he thought about it carefully, maybe she wasn't innocent from the start.
Haruka pulled away from her but grabbed hold of her hand. He brought it to her lips and kissed her fingers.
"Understood. I swear I shall grant that wish of yours."
His thoughts broke off when he felt a menacing presence. Haruka frowned, 'already?'
......…..
After a few minutes, Haruka finally managed to lose them. A relieved sigh escaped his lips, and he turned to the girl in his arms. Since they entered this alleyway a few minutes ago, he noticed that she kept casually getting close to him. "Wife, this isn't the time to flirt. We should find a proper place to hide."
'For now, those people went the other way, but not for long.'
"Hey wif--" his sentence fell short when the girl started coughing. Haruka ran his hands through his back. "Are you okay? What's wro--"
He paused and stared at the girl. He couldn't miss the red color in her palm.
Her parents warned him already, and Lila said it too. But, Haruka didn't think it would be this way.
"I'm sorry." Lila apologized.
Haruka shook his head. "You don't have to say sorry. I should have stayed by your side from the very start. I regret what happened when we were kids. Why did I leave your side? If I stayed with you from the very start, you wouldn't be like this now."
"If you did that, I wouldn't have met Kiryu."
"Yeah."
"If I didn't meet him, I wouldn't be confused. We would be connected from the very start. But," Lila trailed off. "I don't regret anything. I would have still spent the last thirteen years in love with him."
A bitter laugh escaped his lips. "I guess I'm no match for him, after all."
"Yes. But, from the very start, I never compared you two. You have qualities that make you good and Kiryu too. You're both good guys, but even you both hurt me."
Hurt?
"Kiryu cheated on you but he--"
"I know," Lila interjected. "I understand, Haruka. You two don't have to explain and cover up each other's mess. I'm not stupid, you know?"
So Lila noticed that?
"For a long time, I felt weird about it. But I understood. You two are good friends, and you both care for me deeply. I wasn't the only one having a hard time."
"Lila.."
"You see, Haruka, I love you a lot. But I don't want to hurt Kiryu either. There was a time where I thought that maybe I should break up with you. If I did that, you wouldn't have blamed me, correct?"
Haruka nodded. "That's right."
"I would have blamed myself because I love you."
She keeps saying, 'I love.' It feels surreal, even though he understood it already. Lila loves him and would do anything for him. This girl has helped him so much and pulled him out from the darkness. But what about her scars? She has them too, scars more deep-rooted than the one Kiryu and he has.
Haruka has already lost track of how often Terashima Lila has helped him get back up on his feet. How many times did he break down and show this girl his fragile side? So many times already.It was a short time before they became a couple.He ended up getting beat up badly after the boyfriends of those girls he saw found out. During that time, Lila found him in the alleyway; she treated his wounds and listened to him. That time he was very embarrassed.But not only did she not judge him, but she also listened and accepted everything about him. For the first time, he learned of a warmth he didn't think was possible. Now that he thinks about it, that was probably when he decided he would pursue her seriously."What are you thinking?""I'm debating whether I should hug you or not," Haruka admitted.Lila laughed. "You don't have to debate about that. But," she turned to the railing. "Say, is it truly okay for me to stay by your side?""Why are you asking that?"The girl's words surprised him."Haruka, you should know. If Kiryu is in a bad state like that, it won't be long before I will be too. My condition, I've actually been hiding things from you.""Yeah, I know."Lila looked surprised, and he sighed. "When your parents made a deal with me, they told me everything. You know Lila, I am grateful to you. You may get mad at me again. But let me say this much." Haruka took a deep breath. "I am very clumsy with words, but I want to tell you. Lila, you saved me. I didn't realize it back then, but I was on the verge of despair and on the verge of breaking down. You were the one who reached out to me and saved me."She saved him from that endless pit of nothingness. It was because her that he realized that despite the corruption in this world, this world is still beautiful."But I" Lila looked down at the ground. "The current situation will only lead you to the dark side of the hanyou world. Is this what you want?"Haruka pulled her into his arms. "Damn, I was going to hold back, but I can't anymore. My wife, you're so cute. I want to eat you up."Lila laughed. "How did I turn you on in this situation?""You tell me, everything you do is beautiful to me."'She gave my life meaning, that's why I would do anything for her.'"Lila, do you have a wish?""A wish?" Lila repeated."Yes, a wish. I want to do something for you. I know you've told me repeatedly that all you want is for me to stay by your side. But I am sure there is something else."There is undoubtedly something else; surely, she wants more from him. Lila gave him so much. Haruka knew he would never be able to repay her. But, if he can do something to make her happier..."I want to touch you."Huh? Uhh"I want to feel your warmth. I want us to become one truly. When I'm eighteen, can you grant this wish for me?" Lila asked.When he saw the serious look in her eyes, his eyes widened. He felt his heart thumping, and a red color crept on his cheeks. Is she serious about this, huh? Honestly, his wife surprises him even now."Truly become one, do you know what that means? You're quite bold..""Bold?" Lila repeated, puzzled.'Again, she has no idea. But, I guess this is fine.' Terashima Lila is not innocent anymore. But if he thought about it carefully, maybe she wasn't innocent from the start.Haruka pulled away from her but grabbed hold of her hand. He brought it to her lips and kissed her fingers."Understood. I swear I shall grant that wish of yours."His thoughts broke off when he felt a menacing presence. Haruka frowned, 'already?'........After a few minutes, Haruka finally managed to lose them. A relieved sigh escaped his lips, and he turned to the girl in his arms. Since they entered this alleyway a few minutes ago, he noticed that she kept casually getting close to him. "Wife, this isn't the time to flirt. We should find a proper place to hide."'For now, those people went the other way, but not for long.'"Hey wif--" his sentence fell short when the girl started coughing. Haruka ran his hands through his back. "Are you okay? What's wro--"He paused and stared at the girl. He couldn't miss the red color in her palm.Her parents warned him already, and Lila said it too. But, Haruka didn't think it would be this way."I'm sorry." Lila apologized.Haruka shook his head. "You don't have to say sorry. I should have stayed by your side from the very start. I regret what happened when we were kids. Why did I leave your side? If I stayed with you from the very start, you wouldn't be like this now.""If you did that, I wouldn't have met Kiryu.""Yeah.""If I didn't meet him, I wouldn't be confused. We would be connected from the very start. But," Lila trailed off. "I don't regret anything. I would have still spent the last thirteen years in love with him."A bitter laugh escaped his lips. "I guess I'm no match for him, after all.""Yes. But, from the very start, I never compared you two. You have qualities that make you good and Kiryu too. You're both good guys, but even you both hurt me."Hurt?"Kiryu cheated on you but he--""I know," Lila interjected. "I understand, Haruka. You two don't have to explain and cover up each other's mess. I'm not stupid, you know?"So Lila noticed that?"For a long time, I felt weird about it. But I understood. You two are good friends, and you both care for me deeply. I wasn't the only one having a hard time.""Lila..""You see, Haruka, I love you a lot. But I don't want to hurt Kiryu either. There was a time where I thought that maybe I should break up with you. If I did that, you wouldn't have blamed me, correct?"Haruka nodded. "That's right.""I would have blamed myself because I love you."She keeps saying, 'I love.' It feels surreal, even though he understood it already. Lila loves him and would do anything for him. This girl has helped him so much and pulled him out from the darkness. But what about her scars? She has them too, scars more deep-rooted than the one Kiryu and he has.
