Chapter 94
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May 31st, 2035
They pass the next few days, fleeting like in a dream. Simply, by each other's side and asking random and mundane questions, and yet those days were peaceful.
….
Oh, he's fallen asleep. Lately, he falls asleep a lot. He must be tired. Lila extended her hand out, he has pretty eyelashes for a guy… She had her hand extended out, however, she paused. She still can't bring herself to touch him. If she touched him back, then the barrier keeping them apart from each other will truly break. He looks exhausted.
The competition is officially tomorrow and for the last few days, Haruka's been running back and forth. Is there something she can do... Maybe, it's okay to touch him this time? Just a little. Lila gently caressed his face. Is he eating properly? It's true that they meet every day, but he only has sex with her and then falls asleep. When she wakes up in the morning, he's already gone too.
She only wanted to make sure of something.
Her thoughts broke off when she noticed he was awake.
"What?"
"Ah, um, have you been eating?" Lila asked.
"My usual meals," Haruka replied.
His usual, so convenient store lunches. Her gaze flickered towards the surrounding areas, cup noodles. That's even worse than convenient store bentos. As she was thinking this, she felt Haruka's lips graze her breast... "Um…"
"Hah. Why do you smell so good?"
"I'm wearing perfume…"
She made sure to wear it whenever she meets with him.
"Mmm, smells good."
Is it really the perfume he's smells or is it the blood? He suddenly shuffled away.
"I wonder why you keep staying here."
"Eh?"
"You could just leave every time I'm done."
That's true. Since he falls asleep right away, she can use that time to regain her strength and then leave. But for some reason, she can't leave him alone. She doesn't understand that. But ever since he opened up his weakness, she hasn't been able to leave.
She gently caressed his hair with her fingers, as she lightly brought up the topic of his meals. She knows full well how mad he gets if she takes her concern too far, "Your not getting any nutrition…"
"Will you cook for me then?" Haruka murmured.
"Ah, I can!" Lila exclaimed.
She proceeded to get up, but Haruka pulled her back down. "Breakfast. Let's just sleep now."
"Okay."
"Did you eat?"
Lila nodded. Before coming here she made sure to eat dinner. After all, she knows Haruka isn't satisfied just doing it once. It's strange. She still trembles whenever he holds her and cries. But, she isn't exactly afraid of him. She really is a weird one. She's being forced and yet she doesn't hate this person.
"Haruka, is work tough?"
She asks, but she understood that the work Haruka does behind the scenes isn't easy. The ones who work hard for the idols behind the scenes. She's always appreciated them, but she's never been able to relate to them.
"Well, it shouldn't be. But a man with a high position like mine has a lot of stuff to deal with. Did you know that even though there are judges picked out for certain cities during the competition, in the end, only 5 will be picked for the main tournament? We have to run a vote based on experience, success during the competition."
"Ah, does that mean you'll get kicked out?"
He flicked her forehead.
"Don't be cheeky, that position is mine by default."
Ah, of course. He's really talented and good at his job. Even though she caught a glimpse of it before, she only experienced it properly when he became her manager.
"What?"
"I was thinking, it doesn't suit your image."
"Kid, there are many things in this world that don't suit peoples images. But, they end up with that career or particular speciality because that's just what fate decided for them."
"..."
"..What now?"
"Haruka, you believe in fate?" Lila asked.
"I didn't, that was until I fell in love."
That comment caught her off guard and her cheeks burned red. How can he say that so casually? Is he not embarrassed? That was until he fell in love... The others said to her, that she's the one who changed Haruka. But she wasn't sure. The Haruka everyone sees on a daily is incomplete, they don't see the full picture.
He seemed satisfied with her reaction since he bends over and lightly kissed her lips before continuing, "And so the stuff with the judges aside. There's a lot of internal work to do regarding the participants. We have to conduct extreme background checks.." Haruka paused seeing her reaction, "Of course, I handled yours by myself."
Lila sighed a breath of relief she didn't know she was holding back until now.
"So during these checks, it's a hassle. Obviously, there will be those who notice were prying. They either get mad or try to change the information. But even option one is a trap."
"A trap?"Lila repeated.
"Yes, a trap. Them getting mad is simply an excuse, during the time they voice out a complaint. They have already warned their family members and associates, so the information gets changed."
Oh.
"Then, what do you do?"Lila asked.
This is fun, just talking with him like this. It's comfortable...
.
.
1st June 2035
"Har--Haruka, m-morning." Lila stammered since he was sucking her neck. Biting it harshly. "Unngh."
She still can't adapt to his morning greeting.
"Morning." he trailed off, "What are you cooking?"
"Omelets. I wanted to make more, but there's not a lot in the fridge."
She wanted to run to the convenient store. But she knows Haruka doesn't like her leaving without saying a word, so she opted to wait.
"I'll send some people, what do you need?"
"Etto.." she listed out a few things and Haruka pulled out his phone and called someone.
In the next few minutes, she has all the ingredients she needed. It felt strange to her, this whole thing. She's used to shopping for things herself. But Haruka just calls someone whenever either of them needs anything. If it wasn't for his workload, then she wouldn't believe he was getting any exercise at all.
"Haruka?"
"Let's kiss."
Kiss… "It's too early, and you have to eat." Lila insisted.
Haruka however simply backed her against the wall, "What sort of nonsense are you saying, when we're already like this?"
N--nonsense? And they haven't been in this position long. He's so cocky and arrogant. Haruka's leaned down, "So, are you still going to refuse? Either way, your mine already."
These days, the words that leave Haruka's lips are possessive. She had always known him to be a kind person. But these days, she is starting to learn more about the shadows he has kept to himself this whole time. The shadows, the darkness influencing this sort of behaviour.
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May 31st, 2035
They pass the next few days, fleeting like in a dream. Simply, by each other's side and asking random and mundane questions, and yet those days were peaceful.
….
Oh, he's fallen asleep. Lately, he falls asleep a lot. He must be tired. Lila extended her hand out, he has pretty eyelashes for a guy… She had her hand extended out, however, she paused. She still can't bring herself to touch him. If she touched him back, then the barrier keeping them apart from each other will truly break. He looks exhausted.
The competition is officially tomorrow and for the last few days, Haruka's been running back and forth. Is there something she can do... Maybe, it's okay to touch him this time? Just a little. Lila gently caressed his face. Is he eating properly? It's true that they meet every day, but he only has sex with her and then falls asleep. When she wakes up in the morning, he's already gone too.
She only wanted to make sure of something.
Her thoughts broke off when she noticed he was awake.
"What?"
"Ah, um, have you been eating?" Lila asked.
"My usual meals," Haruka replied.
His usual, so convenient store lunches. Her gaze flickered towards the surrounding areas, cup noodles. That's even worse than convenient store bentos. As she was thinking this, she felt Haruka's lips graze her breast... "Um…"
"Hah. Why do you smell so good?"
"I'm wearing perfume…"
She made sure to wear it whenever she meets with him.
"Mmm, smells good."
Is it really the perfume he's smells or is it the blood? He suddenly shuffled away.
"I wonder why you keep staying here."
"Eh?"
"You could just leave every time I'm done."
That's true. Since he falls asleep right away, she can use that time to regain her strength and then leave. But for some reason, she can't leave him alone. She doesn't understand that. But ever since he opened up his weakness, she hasn't been able to leave.
She gently caressed his hair with her fingers, as she lightly brought up the topic of his meals. She knows full well how mad he gets if she takes her concern too far, "Your not getting any nutrition…"
"Will you cook for me then?" Haruka murmured.
"Ah, I can!" Lila exclaimed.
She proceeded to get up, but Haruka pulled her back down. "Breakfast. Let's just sleep now."
"Okay."
"Did you eat?"
Lila nodded. Before coming here she made sure to eat dinner. After all, she knows Haruka isn't satisfied just doing it once. It's strange. She still trembles whenever he holds her and cries. But, she isn't exactly afraid of him. She really is a weird one. She's being forced and yet she doesn't hate this person.
"Haruka, is work tough?"
She asks, but she understood that the work Haruka does behind the scenes isn't easy. The ones who work hard for the idols behind the scenes. She's always appreciated them, but she's never been able to relate to them.
"Well, it shouldn't be. But a man with a high position like mine has a lot of stuff to deal with. Did you know that even though there are judges picked out for certain cities during the competition, in the end, only 5 will be picked for the main tournament? We have to run a vote based on experience, success during the competition."
"Ah, does that mean you'll get kicked out?"
He flicked her forehead.
"Don't be cheeky, that position is mine by default."
Ah, of course. He's really talented and good at his job. Even though she caught a glimpse of it before, she only experienced it properly when he became her manager.
"What?"
"I was thinking, it doesn't suit your image."
"Kid, there are many things in this world that don't suit peoples images. But, they end up with that career or particular speciality because that's just what fate decided for them."
"..."
"..What now?"
"Haruka, you believe in fate?" Lila asked.
"I didn't, that was until I fell in love."
That comment caught her off guard and her cheeks burned red. How can he say that so casually? Is he not embarrassed? That was until he fell in love... The others said to her, that she's the one who changed Haruka. But she wasn't sure. The Haruka everyone sees on a daily is incomplete, they don't see the full picture.
He seemed satisfied with her reaction since he bends over and lightly kissed her lips before continuing, "And so the stuff with the judges aside. There's a lot of internal work to do regarding the participants. We have to conduct extreme background checks.." Haruka paused seeing her reaction, "Of course, I handled yours by myself."
Lila sighed a breath of relief she didn't know she was holding back until now.
"So during these checks, it's a hassle. Obviously, there will be those who notice were prying. They either get mad or try to change the information. But even option one is a trap."
"A trap?"Lila repeated.
"Yes, a trap. Them getting mad is simply an excuse, during the time they voice out a complaint. They have already warned their family members and associates, so the information gets changed."
Oh.
"Then, what do you do?"Lila asked.
This is fun, just talking with him like this. It's comfortable...
.
.
1st June 2035
"Har--Haruka, m-morning." Lila stammered since he was sucking her neck. Biting it harshly. "Unngh."
She still can't adapt to his morning greeting.
"Morning." he trailed off, "What are you cooking?"
"Omelets. I wanted to make more, but there's not a lot in the fridge."
She wanted to run to the convenient store. But she knows Haruka doesn't like her leaving without saying a word, so she opted to wait.
"I'll send some people, what do you need?"
"Etto.." she listed out a few things and Haruka pulled out his phone and called someone.
In the next few minutes, she has all the ingredients she needed. It felt strange to her, this whole thing. She's used to shopping for things herself. But Haruka just calls someone whenever either of them needs anything. If it wasn't for his workload, then she wouldn't believe he was getting any exercise at all.
"Haruka?"
"Let's kiss."
Kiss… "It's too early, and you have to eat." Lila insisted.
Haruka however simply backed her against the wall, "What sort of nonsense are you saying, when we're already like this?"
N--nonsense? And they haven't been in this position long. He's so cocky and arrogant. Haruka's leaned down, "So, are you still going to refuse? Either way, your mine already."
These days, the words that leave Haruka's lips are possessive. She had always known him to be a kind person. But these days, she is starting to learn more about the shadows he has kept to himself this whole time. The shadows, the darkness influencing this sort of behaviour.
May 31st, 2035They pass the next few days, fleeting like in a dream. Simply, by each other's side and asking random and mundane questions, and yet those days were peaceful..Oh, he's fallen asleep. Lately, he falls asleep a lot. He must be tired. Lila extended her hand out, he has pretty eyelashes for a guy She had her hand extended out, however, she paused. She still can't bring herself to touch him. If she touched him back, then the barrier keeping them apart from each other will truly break. He looks exhausted.The competition is officially tomorrow and for the last few days, Haruka's been running back and forth. Is there something she can do... Maybe, it's okay to touch him this time? Just a little. Lila gently caressed his face. Is he eating properly? It's true that they meet every day, but he only has sex with her and then falls asleep. When she wakes up in the morning, he's already gone too.She only wanted to make sure of something.Her thoughts broke off when she noticed he was awake."What?""Ah, um, have you been eating?" Lila asked."My usual meals," Haruka replied.His usual, so convenient store lunches. Her gaze flickered towards the surrounding areas, cup noodles. That's even worse than convenient store bentos. As she was thinking this, she felt Haruka's lips graze her breast... "Um""Hah. Why do you smell so good?""I'm wearing perfume"She made sure to wear it whenever she meets with him."Mmm, smells good."Is it really the perfume he's smells or is it the blood? He suddenly shuffled away."I wonder why you keep staying here.""Eh?""You could just leave every time I'm done."That's true. Since he falls asleep right away, she can use that time to regain her strength and then leave. But for some reason, she can't leave him alone. She doesn't understand that. But ever since he opened up his weakness, she hasn't been able to leave.She gently caressed his hair with her fingers, as she lightly brought up the topic of his meals. She knows full well how mad he gets if she takes her concern too far, "Your not getting any nutrition""Will you cook for me then?" Haruka murmured."Ah, I can!" Lila exclaimed.She proceeded to get up, but Haruka pulled her back down. "Breakfast. Let's just sleep now.""Okay.""Did you eat?"Lila nodded. Before coming here she made sure to eat dinner. After all, she knows Haruka isn't satisfied just doing it once. It's strange. She still trembles whenever he holds her and cries. But, she isn't exactly afraid of him. She really is a weird one. She's being forced and yet she doesn't hate this person."Haruka, is work tough?"She asks, but she understood that the work Haruka does behind the scenes isn't easy. The ones who work hard for the idols behind the scenes. She's always appreciated them, but she's never been able to relate to them."Well, it shouldn't be. But a man with a high position like mine has a lot of stuff to deal with. Did you know that even though there are judges picked out for certain cities during the competition, in the end, only 5 will be picked for the main tournament? We have to run a vote based on experience, success during the competition.""Ah, does that mean you'll get kicked out?"He flicked her forehead."Don't be cheeky, that position is mine by default."Ah, of course. He's really talented and good at his job. Even though she caught a glimpse of it before, she only experienced it properly when he became her manager."What?""I was thinking, it doesn't suit your image.""Kid, there are many things in this world that don't suit peoples images. But, they end up with that career or particular speciality because that's just what fate decided for them.""...""..What now?""Haruka, you believe in fate?" Lila asked."I didn't, that was until I fell in love."That comment caught her off guard and her cheeks burned red. How can he say that so casually? Is he not embarrassed? That was until he fell in love... The others said to her, that she's the one who changed Haruka. But she wasn't sure. The Haruka everyone sees on a daily is incomplete, they don't see the full picture.He seemed satisfied with her reaction since he bends over and lightly kissed her lips before continuing, "And so the stuff with the judges aside. There's a lot of internal work to do regarding the participants. We have to conduct extreme background checks.." Haruka paused seeing her reaction, "Of course, I handled yours by myself."Lila sighed a breath of relief she didn't know she was holding back until now."So during these checks, it's a hassle. Obviously, there will be those who notice were prying. They either get mad or try to change the information. But even option one is a trap.""A trap?"Lila repeated."Yes, a trap. Them getting mad is simply an excuse, during the time they voice out a complaint. They have already warned their family members and associates, so the information gets changed."Oh."Then, what do you do?"Lila asked.This is fun, just talking with him like this. It's comfortable.....1st June 2035"Har--Haruka, m-morning." Lila stammered since he was sucking her neck. Biting it harshly. "Unngh."She still can't adapt to his morning greeting."Morning." he trailed off, "What are you cooking?""Omelets. I wanted to make more, but there's not a lot in the fridge."She wanted to run to the convenient store. But she knows Haruka doesn't like her leaving without saying a word, so she opted to wait."I'll send some people, what do you need?""Etto.." she listed out a few things and Haruka pulled out his phone and called someone.In the next few minutes, she has all the ingredients she needed. It felt strange to her, this whole thing. She's used to shopping for things herself. But Haruka just calls someone whenever either of them needs anything. If it wasn't for his workload, then she wouldn't believe he was getting any exercise at all."Haruka?""Let's kiss."Kiss "It's too early, and you have to eat." Lila insisted.Haruka however simply backed her against the wall, "What sort of nonsense are you saying, when we're already like this?"N--nonsense? And they haven't been in this position long. He's so cocky and arrogant. Haruka's leaned down, "So, are you still going to refuse? Either way, your mine already."These days, the words that leave Haruka's lips are possessive. She had always known him to be a kind person. But these days, she is starting to learn more about the shadows he has kept to himself this whole time. The shadows, the darkness influencing this sort of behaviour.
