City of Water Mermila VI [Song of Feelings Dedicated to the Grave]
“…When I lived in the Empire it was a society which oppressed demons. And though there is a great variety of human beings, demons and their magic are seen only as tools. Humans reigned as the ruling class, while demons were treated as slaves.” (Hiragi)
Hiragi muttered while placing a bunch of small white flowers to the grave at Mermila on the way back from the capitol.
It was the evening after escaping and we had returned to the village of Rene. At the request of Hiragi, we again visited Mermila after waiting for nightfall.
Although I peeked into the ruins of the research institute at that time, the figure of Desiree was nonexistent. That guy must have left.
However, what are you saying?
Rather than searching for a bloodthirsty, shouldn’t I have stayed with Hiragi who seemed slightly wilted? (デジレを血眼になって探すよりも、若干しおれたような印象を受けるヒイラギを放っておけなかったというか) What are you saying?
I heard that she had wanted to visit Mermila in order to visit this grave. Because I didn’t need to go anywhere, I decided to wait and watch from behind as she visited the grave.
The moon is shining on this beautiful night. It’s a half moon.
“…I hadn’t heard about the treatment of demons.” (Shuten)
“The Imperial Academy only compiles a history convenient to the Empire, as Shuten had said.” (Hiragi)
“Well, that’s true.” (Shuten)
I was a little surprised to hear of the Imperial Academy’s history in such a place, but I guess we can deal with it. Although the Marshall is like That…I had heard the First Seat controlled the Academy, but is it that the Marshall has no power? Doesn’t that mean the former Emperor is useless?
“I am also no exception. Being caught and enslaved, I was saved at that time by a human being. That was Garland…the General of Time.” (Hiragi) (TL: like the Hero of Time? :3) (それが、ガーランド……時の将軍)
Hiragi said so, looking back briefly.
The splendid tombstone lit by moonlight sat there silently. The scene brought by the tombstone on the hill framed by her silver tails was beautiful and kind of sad.
“It was pretty rough, and I was planning trying to escape if an opportunity arose…But at that time he hit me once. I don’t remember how many times he was blown away by my fox-fire.” (Hiragi)
“That’s an enviable relationship.” (Shuten)
“You’re terrible…It was then, that Talos V started a certain project.” (Hiragi)
“Project?” (Shuten)
“The ‘Primary Imperial Research Project.’ In actuality it was meant to forcibly remove the magical powers of demons. Talos V had these separated from the soul and collected in order to create a magic nucleus…so magic no longer dwelled in the soul. As a result, demons with a strange magic were made just like me.” (Hiragi)
“And then?” (Shuten)
“The other demons almost died, but Garland guarded me…though in the end it was unnecessary as Talos V was enthralled by my Charm magic.” (Hiragi)
“…is that so” (Shuten)
“That’s right, you guessed it. That was the time I was slandered as a courtesan.” (Hiragi)
Her laughter was heavy.
What kind of words should I say to Hiragi’s back?
I cannot choose good enough words. But, I do not like this dark atmosphere, I hate it.
“He must have been a good man. So stick out your chest and report that you are alive now because of him.” (Shuten)
“…Yeah.” (Hiragi)
Hiragi crouched before the grave, placing her hands together quietly.
The enemy probably won’t attack any more, but to keep anyone from interfering with Hiragi paying her respects I will silently keep watch for awhile.
The night breeze has cooled down a little.
(Hiragi POV)
Long time no see…How transparent should I be?
Just yesterday I was really here. Though I guess I was on the verge of being taken by Talos. I had just finished complaining in front of your grave before being able to talk in this way. I was trapped in a rock for about a hundred years after being sealed, and I was getting weak from the technique placed upon me…now I am not even half of the strength from when we met.
There is no doubt Talos is involved, but he has made a strange organization. Even if it is Garland, I don’t know if they can be beaten.
The exclusion of demons has created such a selfish story.
Because of such an organization, now the Empire is one big country. Wasn’t there also an emerging country called the Republic? I was slightly surprised to learn it was swallowed recently.
This is part of the “report” I can do for Garland.
…And, there is one thing I forgot to mention, one thing I couldn’t say. But, it is one thing I want to say.
…Thank you.
Why?
You might think there is not much for me to thank you for. But anyway, thank you so much. You protected me, and gradually helped me become “human” properly. (TL: As opposed to a beast or slave/object)
There were times that were painful, but maybe that’s why I was able to meet many people. I think it is thanks to people like you, that I am able to live.
Thank you very much.
Thank you for holding out a hand. Thank you for giving me a warm daily life.
Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for giving me the feeling of joy.
Thank you for helping me…Thank you very much.
My life until now was a painful one, but that was a year staying with good people.
…Even if it’s not through a glass, I really wanted to tell you properly rather than in a graveyard. It’s terrible that you died while I was sealed. I did not know anything, but that monstrous little girl is alive…that truly is a mystery.
Then, as for what I could not say.
I couldn’t say it before when you were alive, was because I was embarrassed and am still embarrassed, even if the results were already visible, though the cause is gone now.
Every time you called yourself “Papa” I would snort roughly…how many times did I need to say I was older!?
No, that’s not what I wanted to talk about right now. It is something I have to say clearly.
…I’m a little nervous.
Oh, well, even if you are dead.
…Even from the bottom of hell, I can still hear you saying, “How terrible! Terrible, Hiragi!” like some kind of headache. Somehow, it is kind of painful to remember that like it is yesterday.
I guess you thought you could be a Papa forever.
So what was it I wanted to say?
…Yeah.
I-I liked you.
I thought about telling you just before I was sealed, but at that time it was impossible. I wonder why.
Ah, if I had said something, I could have made it clear.
Actually, I wanted to tell you this. The reason I returned to the Empire was because I wanted to take revenge on the tyranny of Talos V, and also talk to you.
Well, he may have been confused by the words I left. (まあ、今の言葉で困惑してるかもしれないけどね) That’s right. I did not intend to show such a practice swing. (そんな素振り見せたつもりないもん。)
Besides, I know you have someone you like. I know that much, just as you know me.
Even rambling like this, I am glad I was able to tell you about such things and about my own weaknesses that I could not previously say.
With this, I can leave the Empire with no regrets.I think…we should go somewhere quickly.
Since I’m in front of my Papa, I think I will mention only one more thing.
Yes, this is the last of what I “want to say.”
To Mermila or to the Empire, I do not know when I will next come here. Perhaps I may not return for the rest of my time, so perhaps it is for the better to talk about such things, though I wonder if that is just to justify myself.
That shouldn’t be too difficult to understand though.
That said, I think it is quite reasonable.
Besides you who I loved, there is only one other such playful man.
Though I cannot see him as foolish anymore, even when speaking seriously, he says silly things. Do you think that was intentional? (それがもうどうしようもない奴で、まじめな話をしてる時さえおちゃらけようとして。ヒドいと思わない？)
But…he came to help me even in the middle of the Empire, even only knowing for a few days. As always, he was in a good mood and told me he was only late because he had been delayed because he accidentally entered the girls’ bathroom, and though he didn’t say anything else for awhile he still playfully gave me assistance.
It’s a good look on him, keeping silent, please stay that way for a while longer. He’s a really strange man. I never thought I would say this about anyone except for you.
…From the moment I met him, he only gave stupid remarks. Even surrounded by enemies, he was not upset in the slightest.
When I was about to be killed he dove in and extended my life. At that time I meant to sign a temporary contract out of gratitude, but it instead reversed the registration…Can you believe it?
He kept the contract because he wanted a traveling companion?
So we kept on traveling while playing silly games.
There was also a strange encounter, but even including that it was a lot of fun.
It is fun.
Not having to think about too much, just traveling with an obscure goal and journeying with silly interactions. It is an amazingly free, wanderer-like life…for me who has been trapped for such a long time, it is a dream-like journey.
In Mermila, I thought it was bad to linger at the grave too long, so I had said my goodbyes quickly and was about to leave.
As I was quickly captured and brought to the Imperial capitol, I thought that such a carefree journey had been brought to an end. I well understood the selfishness of the man who waited there.
Frustratingly, my power was weakened. Kidnapped, and brought before Talos V. I was terribly afraid. My hands trembled. Why was he still alive…I was frightened just listening to his voice.
It was terribly painful…and I fought back the urge to cry.
Then, that guy came, saying something about coming as a tourist, whatever that meant.
Even though it was just a little feeling, my heart had tightened. To the words of Talos V, he seemed quite relaxed.
[“A hundred years huh, well I guess my hundred steps are not quite as long then…Either way, she’s mine now.” (Shuten)]
I remember his words.
When I was about to ask him about it. Already…my face had turned red like a child…yeah. It was useless.
I will absolutely never let such a thing pass from my mouth, but walk the path before him. But, it’s useless. Even saying such a thing, from the beginning I have been heavily depenedent so I will probably fall.
The last thing I wanted to tell you…that’s right.
I guess you could say that I have a reason to live my life properly.
As for separating from the past with a word, I do not intend to do that.
But, I think that though I will be mindful of the past I will live in the future.
So, I want you to sleep with peace of mind. There are various things, but I will not drag you into the past. I’m here now because I was thinking I didn’t want to be left with regret. I will not forget you? These things cannot be forgotten. But I will not drag on.
…So, with this, goodbye.
And today, since I was not able to greet you while you were alive, I have come to greet you while you are dead. This time I have come to greet you at your grave.
…I decided to not drag things out.
Ah haha, my heart hurts a bit saying goodbye so confidently.
You know, since I was sealed, I couldn’t express greetings properly, right?
A-and so, only this one time, I thought, but…
If you stay under the soil…then I can’t see your face…?
City of Water Mermila VI [Song of Feelings Dedicated to the Grave]
“…When I lived in the Empire it was a society which oppressed demons. And though there is a great variety of human beings, demons and their magic are seen only as tools. Humans reigned as the ruling class, while demons were treated as slaves.” (Hiragi)
Hiragi muttered while placing a bunch of small white flowers to the grave at Mermila on the way back from the capitol.
It was the evening after escaping and we had returned to the village of Rene. At the request of Hiragi, we again visited Mermila after waiting for nightfall.
Although I peeked into the ruins of the research institute at that time, the figure of Desiree was nonexistent. That guy must have left.
However, what are you saying?
Rather than searching for a bloodthirsty, shouldn’t I have stayed with Hiragi who seemed slightly wilted? (デジレを血眼になって探すよりも、若干しおれたような印象を受けるヒイラギを放っておけなかったというか) What are you saying?
I heard that she had wanted to visit Mermila in order to visit this grave. Because I didn’t need to go anywhere, I decided to wait and watch from behind as she visited the grave.
The moon is shining on this beautiful night. It’s a half moon.
“…I hadn’t heard about the treatment of demons.” (Shuten)
“The Imperial Academy only compiles a history convenient to the Empire, as Shuten had said.” (Hiragi)
“Well, that’s true.” (Shuten)
I was a little surprised to hear of the Imperial Academy’s history in such a place, but I guess we can deal with it. Although the Marshall is like That…I had heard the First Seat controlled the Academy, but is it that the Marshall has no power? Doesn’t that mean the former Emperor is useless?
“I am also no exception. Being caught and enslaved, I was saved at that time by a human being. That was Garland…the General of Time.” (Hiragi) (TL: like the Hero of Time? :3) (それが、ガーランド……時の将軍)
Hiragi said so, looking back briefly.
The splendid tombstone lit by moonlight sat there silently. The scene brought by the tombstone on the hill framed by her silver tails was beautiful and kind of sad.
“It was pretty rough, and I was planning trying to escape if an opportunity arose…But at that time he hit me once. I don’t remember how many times he was blown away by my fox-fire.” (Hiragi)
“That’s an enviable relationship.” (Shuten)
“You’re terrible…It was then, that Talos V started a certain project.” (Hiragi)
“Project?” (Shuten)
“The ‘Primary Imperial Research Project.’ In actuality it was meant to forcibly remove the magical powers of demons. Talos V had these separated from the soul and collected in order to create a magic nucleus…so magic no longer dwelled in the soul. As a result, demons with a strange magic were made just like me.” (Hiragi)
“And then?” (Shuten)
“The other demons almost died, but Garland guarded me…though in the end it was unnecessary as Talos V was enthralled by my Charm magic.” (Hiragi)
“…is that so” (Shuten)
“That’s right, you guessed it. That was the time I was slandered as a courtesan.” (Hiragi)
Her laughter was heavy.
What kind of words should I say to Hiragi’s back?
I cannot choose good enough words. But, I do not like this dark atmosphere, I hate it.
“He must have been a good man. So stick out your chest and report that you are alive now because of him.” (Shuten)
“…Yeah.” (Hiragi)
Hiragi crouched before the grave, placing her hands together quietly.
The enemy probably won’t attack any more, but to keep anyone from interfering with Hiragi paying her respects I will silently keep watch for awhile.
The night breeze has cooled down a little.
(Hiragi POV)
Long time no see…How transparent should I be?
Just yesterday I was really here. Though I guess I was on the verge of being taken by Talos. I had just finished complaining in front of your grave before being able to talk in this way. I was trapped in a rock for about a hundred years after being sealed, and I was getting weak from the technique placed upon me…now I am not even half of the strength from when we met.
There is no doubt Talos is involved, but he has made a strange organization. Even if it is Garland, I don’t know if they can be beaten.
The exclusion of demons has created such a selfish story.
Because of such an organization, now the Empire is one big country. Wasn’t there also an emerging country called the Republic? I was slightly surprised to learn it was swallowed recently.
This is part of the “report” I can do for Garland.
…And, there is one thing I forgot to mention, one thing I couldn’t say. But, it is one thing I want to say.
…Thank you.
Why?
You might think there is not much for me to thank you for. But anyway, thank you so much. You protected me, and gradually helped me become “human” properly. (TL: As opposed to a beast or slave/object)
There were times that were painful, but maybe that’s why I was able to meet many people. I think it is thanks to people like you, that I am able to live.
Thank you very much.
Thank you for holding out a hand. Thank you for giving me a warm daily life.
Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for giving me the feeling of joy.
Thank you for helping me…Thank you very much.
My life until now was a painful one, but that was a year staying with good people.
…Even if it’s not through a glass, I really wanted to tell you properly rather than in a graveyard. It’s terrible that you died while I was sealed. I did not know anything, but that monstrous little girl is alive…that truly is a mystery.
Then, as for what I could not say.
I couldn’t say it before when you were alive, was because I was embarrassed and am still embarrassed, even if the results were already visible, though the cause is gone now.
Every time you called yourself “Papa” I would snort roughly…how many times did I need to say I was older!?
No, that’s not what I wanted to talk about right now. It is something I have to say clearly.
…I’m a little nervous.
Oh, well, even if you are dead.
…Even from the bottom of hell, I can still hear you saying, “How terrible! Terrible, Hiragi!” like some kind of headache. Somehow, it is kind of painful to remember that like it is yesterday.
I guess you thought you could be a Papa forever.
So what was it I wanted to say?
…Yeah.
I-I liked you.
I thought about telling you just before I was sealed, but at that time it was impossible. I wonder why.
Ah, if I had said something, I could have made it clear.
Actually, I wanted to tell you this. The reason I returned to the Empire was because I wanted to take revenge on the tyranny of Talos V, and also talk to you.
Well, he may have been confused by the words I left. (まあ、今の言葉で困惑してるかもしれないけどね) That’s right. I did not intend to show such a practice swing. (そんな素振り見せたつもりないもん。)
Besides, I know you have someone you like. I know that much, just as you know me.
Even rambling like this, I am glad I was able to tell you about such things and about my own weaknesses that I could not previously say.
With this, I can leave the Empire with no regrets.I think…we should go somewhere quickly.
Since I’m in front of my Papa, I think I will mention only one more thing.
Yes, this is the last of what I “want to say.”
To Mermila or to the Empire, I do not know when I will next come here. Perhaps I may not return for the rest of my time, so perhaps it is for the better to talk about such things, though I wonder if that is just to justify myself.
That shouldn’t be too difficult to understand though.
That said, I think it is quite reasonable.
Besides you who I loved, there is only one other such playful man.
Though I cannot see him as foolish anymore, even when speaking seriously, he says silly things. Do you think that was intentional? (それがもうどうしようもない奴で、まじめな話をしてる時さえおちゃらけようとして。ヒドいと思わない？)
But…he came to help me even in the middle of the Empire, even only knowing for a few days. As always, he was in a good mood and told me he was only late because he had been delayed because he accidentally entered the girls’ bathroom, and though he didn’t say anything else for awhile he still playfully gave me assistance.
It’s a good look on him, keeping silent, please stay that way for a while longer. He’s a really strange man. I never thought I would say this about anyone except for you.
…From the moment I met him, he only gave stupid remarks. Even surrounded by enemies, he was not upset in the slightest.
When I was about to be killed he dove in and extended my life. At that time I meant to sign a temporary contract out of gratitude, but it instead reversed the registration…Can you believe it?
He kept the contract because he wanted a traveling companion?
So we kept on traveling while playing silly games.
There was also a strange encounter, but even including that it was a lot of fun.
It is fun.
Not having to think about too much, just traveling with an obscure goal and journeying with silly interactions. It is an amazingly free, wanderer-like life…for me who has been trapped for such a long time, it is a dream-like journey.
In Mermila, I thought it was bad to linger at the grave too long, so I had said my goodbyes quickly and was about to leave.
As I was quickly captured and brought to the Imperial capitol, I thought that such a carefree journey had been brought to an end. I well understood the selfishness of the man who waited there.
Frustratingly, my power was weakened. Kidnapped, and brought before Talos V. I was terribly afraid. My hands trembled. Why was he still alive…I was frightened just listening to his voice.
It was terribly painful…and I fought back the urge to cry.
Then, that guy came, saying something about coming as a tourist, whatever that meant.
Even though it was just a little feeling, my heart had tightened. To the words of Talos V, he seemed quite relaxed.
[“A hundred years huh, well I guess my hundred steps are not quite as long then…Either way, she’s mine now.” (Shuten)]
I remember his words.
When I was about to ask him about it. Already…my face had turned red like a child…yeah. It was useless.
I will absolutely never let such a thing pass from my mouth, but walk the path before him. But, it’s useless. Even saying such a thing, from the beginning I have been heavily depenedent so I will probably fall.
The last thing I wanted to tell you…that’s right.
I guess you could say that I have a reason to live my life properly.
As for separating from the past with a word, I do not intend to do that.
But, I think that though I will be mindful of the past I will live in the future.
So, I want you to sleep with peace of mind. There are various things, but I will not drag you into the past. I’m here now because I was thinking I didn’t want to be left with regret. I will not forget you? These things cannot be forgotten. But I will not drag on.
…So, with this, goodbye.
And today, since I was not able to greet you while you were alive, I have come to greet you while you are dead. This time I have come to greet you at your grave.
…I decided to not drag things out.
Ah haha, my heart hurts a bit saying goodbye so confidently.
You know, since I was sealed, I couldn’t express greetings properly, right?
A-and so, only this one time, I thought, but…
If you stay under the soil…then I can’t see your face…?
