Book I:
THE FIRST COMPRESSION
Chapter 1
INTAKE
01
A girl murmured, in a voice that could barely be called a voice, “I’d be better off dead.”
It was the half-hearted sound of words that weren’t real, words not meant for the man next to her.
It was a sound that she thought could just be heard above the bustle of the pleasure quarter of Mardock
City, over the noises that drifted in through the car windows.
She perked up a bit after speaking the words, as if a jazzsinger had cast a spell with a song.
She was floating along in a four-ton black jewel. It was the highest class of AirCar there was, its body
kept silently afloat by the Gravity Device Engine. All the door windows were Magic Mirrors—you
couldn’t see anything on the inside when looking in from outside. You needed special dispensation to
have this sort of window—Hunter Killers, they’re called, windows to keep the cops away. And of
course, to get that special dispensation, the city needed to consider you a person of suitable standing.
Usually there was a chauffeur assigned to the car, but now it was on complete autopilot, gliding
through the city unconcerned.
Perhaps the car wasn’t so much the jewel as it was the jewel box. Perhaps it was the girl inside that
was the jewel. Certainly, that was what her appearance suggested. The shimmering lights of the city lent
her cheeks a lustrous sheen, illuminating her innocent face. It was beguiling, seductive. Her slimbody, her
piercing ebony pupils and her fawnlike eyes, her shoulder-length black hair: all there to give the client the
pleasure of an encounter with an exotic doll.
Doll was just about right. That was her status in life. She might be treated better—well, she was
considerably more expensive—than the likes of those you found in the sleazy Internet classifieds:
Seduction by Precocious Nymphette. Milk-Colored Lollipop Girl. But human desires are what they are,
wherever you were on the social scale. Needs are needs. And anyway, she was already in a colorful
uniform of her own: gaudy striped tights that showed off her not-quite-yet-developed thighs and calves,
her skinny little ass wrapped tight in white hot pants. She might as well have been advertised as Sexual
Innocence Available Here in one of those creepy ads.
Over her outfit she wore a trench coat that came down to her ankles. The type so beloved of the
Senorita class of girls. It was spread open, and both her hands were stuffed deep in her coat pockets. She
was the very picture of a cute, alluring young thing who’d been transported into an adult wonderland.
It was just then, as she was thinking about herself, reacting to the bright lights of the city, that the
words were born:
“I’d be better off dead…”
She spoke the words. The spell was cast. Her thick red lipstick, heavy on her mouth, felt just that little
bit lighter.
“What is it, Balot? Did you say something?” asked the man sitting next to her in the back seat. He was
a weaselly figure, with his smooth, swarthy skin and black hair slicked back in a ponytail. He was
enrobed in a white coat and was facing the girl. His photochromatic Chameleon Sunglasses, with their
shifting colors, settled on a sharp crimson tint.
“Nothing, Shell. I was just thinking about you at the Show earlier tonight.”
When the young girl replied, the man curled his handsome lips into a smile and stretched out his hand
toward her.
“It went well today. The deal at the Show. And it’s going to go well from now on.” As he spoke he
caressed her cheeks, rejoicing in her soft lines.
There were a number of diamond rings on the gambler’s hands. All platinum with Blue Diamonds.
They were taken off during the Shows, and one of the girl’s jobs was to look after them while he was
gambling. One of the diamonds was conspicuous, brighter than the rest, and the man called this one Fat
Mama, because, as he said, “I called in a favor from an acquaintance who works in processing to have
my dead mother’s ashes turned into a diamond.” Motherly love was eternal, so he reckoned, and brought
himgood luck to this day.
The man had a great many other rings, and the girl didn’t know whether the diamonds on them were
made fromthe ashes of people other than his mother.
“Open the fridge and make me my usual drink, will you?” In response to his request, the girl gave a
little murmur of assent, opened the door to the car refrigerator, and made a gin cocktail. She squeezed the
lime, dribbling its juices into the drink. The surface of the beverage was absolutely still thanks to the
smooth ride that the AirCar provided, and all the while, right up until the moment that she proffered the
drink to him, the man’s hand continued stroking her chin.
“There’s a good girl.” The man took the drink, lifted up the girl’s chin, kissed it, and put the drink to
his lips.
The man, an upstart from the slums, was now one of the city’s leading Show Gamblers and also the
proprietor of many of the city’s legal casinos. The girl was an underage prostitute—a Teen Harlot—
whom he’d bought, and (for the time being) she was exclusive to him, not required to service any other
customers. On the contrary, the little runaway was treated as a valuable commodity—she’d even been
given a new identity, namely a fake citizen’s ID card.
“Everything that you’ve lost, I’m going to give back to you.” That was what he’d said to her when the
brothel that she worked in was rumbled and she had nowhere to go. The girl had often heard stories of the
authorities granting guarantees of safety—a new identity, name, and address—to informers who had given
important information that resulted in the indictment of certain people from the city’s crime gangs. But the
girl was hardly looking for that.
“Does this mean that…you love me?” The girl asked this question, and the man narrowed his eyes and
smiled. His eyes were shining as he gazed upon her, his irises said to have been turned Emperor Green, a
color he selected when he put himself through the operation. And this was what the man said:
“You’ve asked the perfect question. That’s exactly right. The definition of love is to give. And there
are rules. Rules that the receiver of that love has to obey. As long as you abide by those rules, you’ll
continue being loved.”
The girl, in her simple way, thought that the man was kind. Sticking to the rules was nothing. She’d
lived under all sorts of rule and misrule so far. Well, apart from when she ran away from the Welfare
Institute, unable to endure any more sexual abuse. But in order to survive since then she had completely
stuck to the rules of the adult wonderland she found herself in. She’d done anything, dressed in any way
demanded of her.
Nevertheless, one lingering doubt remained: Why me?
She’d asked this question a few times—asked it of the man, asked it when no one else was around.
The question of all questions. Why is it me? Why do all the customers ask for me? Why does this man
want to give me all these things? Why, out of all the other girls just like me, am I living this sort of
life?
The girl really just wanted a simple answer. Like the sort a parent gave a child. Because I love you.
She could be loved by the man, or God, or fate. As far as she was concerned, all that mattered was to be
loved, and that would be enough to answer all questions such as Why me? That was the answer she
wanted fromthe man. But—
“Never doubt. It’s the road to ruin.”
This rule meant that the girl had to endure a different sort of ordeal from the ones she’d suffered in the
past.
“The recipient of love shouldn’t have any doubts. No need to trouble yourself with questions such as
Why me? You’re not permitted to have any doubts as to why you are who you are.”
In particular she was absolutely forbidden from touching on the details of the new citizen’s ID card
she’d been given.
The result of all this was that she had no idea even of the name under which she’d been registered
when he bought her. Not until six months had passed—in other words, not until yesterday.
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Behind the high-class AirCar that carried the man and girl through the pleasure quarter of Mardock
City was a red convertible. One glance at the convertible revealed that it came from the coastal quarter of
the city—the fact that it had tires gave it away. It might have been cheaper to buy a lifetime supply of
gasoline than to buy an AirCar (with its Gravity Device Engine that ran virtually for eternity without the
need for charging), but at least the owners of the car were able to buy gasoline. That showed that they
must’ve been at least something in the city.
“Almost at Central Park. We’re going to need to switch cars, eh?”
An easygoing voice emerged from the driver’s seat. A tall, lanky slip of a man. His hair was tie-dyed,
and his charming, reddish-brown eyes were covered by a pair of Tech Glasses of the sort that was so
popular with lab researchers.
“Let’s stop and take stock of the situation before we head into Central Park. If it turns out to be nothing
to worry about, we should withdraw.”
A rich, booming voice answered, but there was no one else in the car besides the driver.
“No way it’s going to turn out to be nothing. I’m the one who led the profiling on him, right,
Oeufcoque?” It turned out the man was speaking to the Nav, the in-car navigation system next to the
steering wheel. “That man’s been ‘looking after’ six different runaway girls. Of those, four commit
suicide. Two, nobody knows their whereabouts. Look at the stats from the Center for Guardianship of
Minors. It just doesn’t add up.”
The man spoke with conviction, and the Nav’s lights flashed in answer.
“On top of that there’s the little fact that all the girls died or disappeared shortly after checking their
own citizen’s ID for the first time, right, Doc? Well, I calculate there’s a less than two percent chance that
this girl has managed to access a Citizen Records Bureau. The way I figure it, all’s well and good as long
as nothing happens to the girl.”
The location, speed, and orientation of the black AirCar in front was shown in precise detail on the
Nav’s screen.
“Stop being so damn wishy-washy. We’ve staked our lives on this work here. You don’t want to be
treated as trash, right, Oeufcoque? If we don’t get the guys who are behind that man then where’s your
usefulness? Nowhere. You’ll be useless—and the fate of useless things is to be disposed of.”
“Yeah, but that doesn’t mean I actually have to hope that something bad’s going to happen to the girl.”
“Sure. Mind you, the real question in this situation is whether the girl is going to accept you. A
Scramble 09 like you.”
Presently a blip ran across the screen of the Nav and a dark voice echoed all around.
“With humans…some live as objects, and it’s not always the case that they even want free will.”
“Hey, I’m sure she’ll understand just what a good thing you are. Her life’s in danger. That’s where we
save her. She’ll witness our usefulness firsthand, right?”
“Even if she does have her life saved, it’s not at all unlikely that she’ll reject us…”
The screen grew ever more blurred.
“Stop being such a mope. Que sera sera, right? Oi! Hey, stop hiding away.” The man banged at the
Nav with increasing urgency, and eventually the screen recovered.
“The target’s left the road. He’s faster than I thought.”
The screen showed that the blackAirCar had left the freeway and was moving directly toward Central
Park.
“It’s here! He’s changed the autopilot’s course. He’s broken the pattern set over the last forty-seven
days.”
The man was gleefully getting ready to give the steering wheel a big yank when the voice of the Nav
stopped him in his tracks. “Don’t follow straight after him, Doc. We’ll take a detour and intercept him at
his likely destination. Keep your distance.”
No sooner said than a number of possible routes came up on the screen, and before long they settled on
one of those.
“Why’ve we chosen this road, Oeufcoque?” asked the man as he turned the steering wheel again.
“ ’Cause if nothing happens we’ll be able to head home on this road without having to pass them.”
The man sighed—he should have known it—and responded, “If nothing happens, eh? Oeufcoque, my
naive little soft-boiled friend, do you really think we live in such a gentle world? When you think about it,
what is there really that divides our little patch of earth fromthe fires of hell down below?”
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“Ah, yes, and we’re stopping right there beside the lake.” The man slid both his hands over the girl’s
body as he spoke.
“Don’t forget to set the timer for our rest. The password’s the same as before.” The man’s hands were
creeping incessantly about the girl’s body as she did as he ordered and set the course for the AirCar with
the remote. The hands that never broke into a cold sweat even when a hundred thousand dollars was at
stake, that had coolly won many a deal, the gamester’s hands that had caused so much excitement in the
Shows—these long, slender fingers had now slid into the girl’s underwear, forced her legs apart,
burrowed deeper and deeper (or so she thought), and at the same time the other hand played with the
swell of her breasts, squeezing and gently pinching them.
Even as the man explored the girl’s body she was somewhere else—unresisting while silently
assisting him with his needs. Her coat had already been taken off, and the fingers moving about deep
inside her hot pants were getting wet. Sensing a change in her breaking, he slid his other hand under her
shirt and inside her bra. Still the girl silently continued to programthe course into the AirCar, and the man
took great pleasure in the way she let out the occasional involuntary moan.
“We’ll do it as you’re programming the remote.” The voice from the man, now behind her,
commanded, and the girl closed her eyes, obeyed the rules.
As the girl closed her eyes and slipped out of consciousness, the sensation of the man’s hand inside
her gradually diminished—all sensations isolated—and it was as if everything in the world were
happening on the other side of a thin film.
This was the girl’s talent, and indeed it was a skill that she constantly had the opportunity to polish.
Right now she was able to observe even her own reactions and physical responses from a safe place
within her heart.
Don’t stay hidden in your shell, someone would say.
Come on out, they would say.
That was the sort of response she’d always had fromthe myriad of people in her life—social workers,
the people fromthe institute, passing friends, colleagues, employers, owners, clients.
But this city had a different set of needs for the girl’s special talent.
It turned out there were quite a few clients who liked their girls to be dolls.
Clients who got off on the idea of girls who closed off their hearts, girls who acted as though they
were asleep or dead.
“Balot…” the man called into the girl’s ear. Just as many clients had called her before.
Balot. The name of that delicacy in which a chick in its egg was boiled alive and eaten straight from
the shell.
At first it was a nickname given to her by the mistress of the brothel, half in jest. But the name soon
stuck and became her trademark. Just as word quickly spreads of a particularly special dish at a
restaurant, the clients came searching her out, and she became popular. No one told her not to stay hidden
away in her shell any longer. Instead, that became her job. To continue hiding herself away in a thin husk.
A girl—boiled to death in her own shell by the heat of a man’s ardor—a sweet, balmy delicacy was born.
“Good girl. You’re an elegant little doll, like a figure in a painting. Now, open your eyes.” The man
spoke in feverish tones. The girl obeyed, meekly. The vision that confronted her when she lifted her
eyelids was like a world viewed fromthe bottomof a lake, shimmering away in the distance.
“Do you remember the rules, Balot? The rules you need to obey if you want to be loved?”
Caught off guard—just as when he had asked her the question in the past—the girl just nodded her
head vaguely.
“Do you know what happens to girls who forget the rules?”
The sound of the man’s voice sent a sudden chill through the girl’s heart. She was taken aback. She
realized that the glitter of the city had disappeared and that they were now surrounded by the gloomy gray
of the park.
Behind the girl the man slowly took his sunglasses off.
“Shell…” The girl spoke as if she were swallowing her own breath. That instant the man’s large body
came down on top of hers. The glint at the back of his emerald eyes was different fromany sort she’d ever
seen before.
“You be obedient, Balot.” The girl stiffened slightly when she heard the sharp tone in his voice, but of
course, in the end she did just as the man commanded. The girl meekly serviced the man’s needs, and at
the same time the AirCar eventually came to a halt by the large lake in the park, resting still in the air.
02
Central Park was known as the Spot of Spots. It bisected the city, and it was the only place on the
circuit where different classes of cars—which were easily identifiable according to where they were
coming fromand where they were going to—might ever cross paths.
Take the middle-class Cheap Branchers, for example. They migrated into the city in droves, and might
drive from their homes in the purpose-built skyscrapers of the coastal district down to the pleasure
quarter, but they would never go near the high-class Senorita district in the east, let alone the industrial
estates to the south. The slums sprawled out throughout the southern districts, kept in strict isolation from
the immaculate streets.
In other words the red convertible wouldn’t be able to park right by the lake just because the black
AirCar had done so. That would immediately arouse suspicion. So the convertible picked a riverside spot
a few hundred meters away fromthe path toward the Senorita district the AirCar would later be taking.
The night was thick and moonless. After the convertible killed its engine you could hear even the wind
beating against the leaves on the trees.
“There! There! It’s that man’s car!” Oblivious to the cold night wind of early spring hitting his halfjacket,
the driver of the convertible nudged his Tech Glasses up with his finger and said,
“Oeufcoque, time to turn.”
He grabbed the Nav with his other hand.
“Got it,” said the Nav. And then a strange thing happened. The Nav lost its shape. A squashy
distortion, and in a twinkle it was a pair of binoculars.
“Too dark to see anything, Oeufcoque.”
The man was looking over his glasses into the binoculars, a frown expressing his dissatisfaction. As
he did so the binoculars lost their shape in his hands. In less than a moment they had squidged, like
quicksilver, into a pair of night vision goggles.
“How’s that, Doc?” said the night vision goggles. The voice was identical to the Nav’s.
“God damn, looks like that AirCar has a real expensive Gravity Device Engine,” said the man that the
goggles were speaking to—the Doctor—as the solemn sight of the black car entered his field of vision.
“I’d bet the shock absorbers on that thing are so good that a gunfight raging inside wouldn’t even register
on the outside. Let’s have a look for the passenger in question…no, Magic Mirrors. Can’t see inside, just
as I thought.”
“Save up all your requests for one go, will you, Doc? Wait a sec, I’ll change into a pair with heat
detectors.” The goggles distorted again. This time only the lenses. As this took place a kaleidoscope of
the reds and blues of human body heat unfolded before the Doctor’s eyes.
“Nice one, Oeufcoque—however tricky the request, you deal with it in a flash, the All-Purpose Tool
that you are.” The Doctor peered through the goggles, satisfied.
“They’re violently entangled. Could be engaged in hand-to-hand combat, Doc.” The goggles spoke in
a serious tone, but the Doctor just shrugged his shoulders.
“Hmm…you could say they’re engaged in hand-to-hand combat, yeah. Right in the middle of it. Man
and…woman. No one else in the car. Let’s start filming.”
“Already recording. But these images aren’t enough to determine whether we have the right man?”
“It’s Shell-Septinos, make no mistake. A modern-day Bluebeard. The color of sin, the death of the six
young girls—it’s flowing through his veins. I can see it.”
“Yeah, but your testimony alone isn’t going to count for much down at the Broilerhouse, Doc. With all
the fake footage about these days, recorded evidence has stopped counting for much.”
“I know. But you’ve got records of his physical characteristics, right? If we can just identify something
specific—any ailments, treatment scars—then a heat scan of his somatic cells will come in handy as
evidence.”
“According to an ailment scan we have a 72 percent chance of determining that it’s definitely him, by
my calculations.”
“What about his brain? He’s had operations there. If you can identify those.”
“The brain is difficult…48 percent chance.”
“The Broilerhouse won’t even take a second look unless we’re talking over 90 percent. What about
the girl?”
“Rune-Balot.” This time the goggles answered immediately. “We can conclude it’s her with a 96
percent certainty. She’s the underage prostitute scouted by Shell-Septinos back when she was a kiddie
porn star.”
“Damn it. This’d be useful evidence if she was the one we were trying to stop fromkilling him.”
“Wait…something’s odd.” A quieter voice fromthe goggles. The Doctor’s face tensed immediately.
“Odd? What’s odd, Oeufcoque?”
“The odor. I’mgetting smells fromthe car—not just pleasure, but something else mixed in there too.”
“Explain that in a way that I can relate to. You know your nose is special !”
“There’s the marked smell of…fear. They’re both afraid of something.”
“What? In the middle of doing it? Not just the girl, but the man too? Why?”
“No, it’s nerves…stress. Both people are subtly different but…similar.”
“Hone in on Shell, the man, analyze him. We might be able to work out his motives for his crimes to
date, Oeufcoque.”
“It’s almost like a death wish.”
The Doctor was visibly stunned by these words.
“What? Shell’s planning a suicide pact with the girl?”
“In a sense…that could indeed be the case.”
“What a perfectly crazy bastard. Right—mission aborted—we need some serious psychoanalysis here.
Okay, now that we’ve come this far our next step is to pay someone off, get them to turn this footage in to
the Broilerhouse. Any charge we can make stick—breaking the protection of minors law, attempted
coercion to commit suicide—whatever! Then we take over her case, offer the girl shelter—”
“Won’t work. He’ll rid himself of all ties to her while the investigation’s under way, and you’ve got
yourself an unresolved case, never to be closed. That’s one of the things her fake ID will be there for—so
that he can cleanse himself of any ties to her in an instant if he needs to.”
“Well, what do we do then? Carry on playing Peeping Tom?”
“Hang on…something strange is happening.” The voice from the goggles was pointed, abrupt. “The
man’s odor has changed. As if it’s oozing out. No suicidal tendencies anymore. It’s definite pleasure.”
Right at that moment another AirCar was silently drawing closer fromthe other side of the park.
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“You’ve questioned the status that you were given.” The man murmured while holding the girl. He
laughed a sharp, hollow laugh. He stared at the girl, a decision hidden deep in his eyes.
Held by him, the girl just lay there silently. She wondered, through the thin skin that separated her from
the outside world, whether it really was such a bad thing to try and work out her own position in life. It
must be a very bad thing, surely? Part of the girl became sadder and sadder as she thought about this, but
another part—the heart fromdeep within—looked on, utterly indifferent.
“Good girls don’t break the rules. Nice dolls exist to be obedient little decorations.” The man
embraced the girl with both arms as he spoke. He wrapped himself around her tightly. This was different
from a gentle embrace. It was like he was clinging, almost as if he were about to be dragged off
somewhere but had found something to hold on to in order to stop himself frombeing pulled away.
“But it’s okay, Balot. It’s okay. It’s tough for me, but it’s tough for you too. It’s tough. I understand. So
tough I almost want to die. In fact, I am, practically, going to die. Part of my memory is going to die. But
even if it dies away, the shape of it can still remain. Just like a Blue Diamond made fromashes.”
The man thrashed around furiously now, ranting and raving. As if he were delirious with fever. As
always at these times the girl remained docile. That was her job, after all, her talent.
Eventually the man stopped moving, slowly peeled himself off the girl, and came out of her. He started
dressing himself, and she was about to get up too when the man said in an unexpectedly tender voice,
“Stay just the way you are, Balot.”
So the girl lay sprawled in her disheveled state, and all she could do was gaze absentmindedly back at
the man as he laughed his thin laugh.
“What a wonderful sight. A beautiful sight. And after this you’re going to turn into something even
more beautiful,” the man murmured as he moved farther away from the girl, pressing his back against the
car door.
“A Blue Diamond.”
A watery smile, then the man raised his right hand to show off the glittering rings.
“That’s the answer to the question ‘What becomes of children who break the rules,’ Balot.” Speaking
these words, the man suddenly opened the door and jumped out of the car.
“Shell…?”
Just as she was hurriedly getting up the door slammed shut with a loud bang right in front of her.
Instinctively she tried to open the door—no go. However hard she tugged at the electric inner handle
the door just wouldn’t open. The man turned to look at her. Or so she thought, but then she realized that he
was just using the Magic Mirror windows to straighten his clothes and hair and adjust his sunglasses. He
wasn’t looking at her at all. The hands pulling at the door handles lost all their strength. She couldn’t even
speak. The world was distant, and she was overwhelmed by a terrible premonition.
When the headlights of the other AirCar came into view, the girl immediately understood that
everything had come to pass just as the man had planned right fromthe start.
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“Murder! I smell it! The girl’s going to die!”
The goggles’ outburst was shrill.
“Wait, there’s another car! Give me a head count!”
The Doctor pointed the goggles at the other AirCar. Instantly the lenses transformed with a squash, and
the body heat sensors turned back into standard night vision lenses.
“I don’t believe it… It’s Boiled,” the Doctor said in a troubled tone. “Look. The man in the driver’s
seat—it’s Boiled. To think that he’s now working for Shell! This isn’t good, Oeufcoque. If they’re
planning on killing the girl then any rescue attempt by us could backfire. Boiled is the sort that will shoot
her first.”
Soon the other AirCar pulled up beside the one containing the girl. The new AirCar had normal glass
in the windows, and the Doctor could see the stocky man in the driver’s seat. Short gray hair and a white
face devoid of any emotion. Boiled opened the window and spoke to Shell. His gray eyes flickered, and
—
“Shit! He’s looking this way!” The Doctor hastily threw himself to the car floor for cover.
“Calm down, Doc. I can’t smell any hostility coming from Boiled. Shell, on the other hand, is dripping
with murderous intent. It’s a very definite smell.”
“How’s he going to do it? Shoot her? Hang her? Poison her? Is the girl already dead?”
“No idea how, but it doesn’t feel like it’s happened yet. Point me at them. I’ll start recording.”
The Doctor got back up and pointed the goggles at the two AirCars by the lake. The man who’d gotten
out of the first AirCar—Shell—was gesturing at the car containing the girl.
“He’s waving his hand as if to say goodbye.”
“Not really enough to paint a convincing picture of a man planning on committing murder, is it?”
“Of course it’s not enough! He could give any old excuse for his actions. What the hell is he playing
at?”
“He’s keeping her trapped in the car. Shit! His murderous intent is starting to change to relief. There’s
not a moment to lose. My nose is definitely right about this—consider this an emergency!”
“And do what?”
“Move! Save the girl!” the goggles yelled. The Doctor started the convertible as fast as he could.
Up ahead the second AirCar, now with Shell on board, was starting to move away.
The car with the girl in it wasn’t moving.
The tires of the convertible spun violently, letting off a piercing shriek as the car took off.
At that moment the hood of the AirCar containing the girl exploded into a million tiny pieces.
Stunned at such an incredible turn of events, the Doctor rubbed his eyes. Then more terrible,
thundering explosions. The darkness was ripped apart in an instant, the whole scene repainted with the
bright red flames of an inferno. A roaring pillar of fire erupted along with the explosions, and the shrapnel
from the car poured down in lumps of solid flame, bathing the lakeshore with its incandescence. The
weird smell of roasting steel filled the air.
“To think he’d blow up the whole car! Shit, Boiled made me take my eye off the ball! Instant death?”
the Doctor said, despairing. Pieces of shrapnel rained down chunk by chunk on the hood and windshield.
The Doctor pressed down on the gas pedal, and in his hands the goggles changed shape with a squelch
and said:
“An explosion of the front engine. The rear of the car was ripped halfway off by the first blast.”
As soon as the goggles spoke they changed—somewhat surprisingly—into the shape of a fire
extinguisher, and said, “The car was built to disperse the effects of an explosion. There’s a good chance
that anyone in the back seat won’t have been killed by the blast.”
“What, so if she’s lucky she’s just covered in third-degree burns instead? See? What really divides
our little patch of earth from the fires of hell down below? Why not taste the flames for yourself, Mr.
Soft-Boiled Oeufcoque!”
“I’ll quench the fires of this world before they get a chance to burn me.” The fire extinguisher’s voice
was deadly earnest. “That’s my usefulness.”
03
A number of thoughts ran through the girl’s mind just before the explosion.
You’ve questioned the status that you were given.
She’d just wanted to make sure. She’d just wanted to show her gratitude for the wonderful gift that
she’d been given. That was why—just the once, she’d decided—she’d secretly accessed the city’s
personnel directory and learned who she was. She didn’t think that this was such a bad thing.
Why me? She’d just wanted to solve the mystery, learn the answer.
When the other car had arrived, she’d considered again whether it was such a bad thing.
And, of course, as it turned out it was. Without realizing it, she was trespassing onto the dangerous
territory of a dangerous man. And this was the worst thing in the world.
The man suddenly turned to look at the girl staring vacantly out of the window. Not at the window: he
was looking directly at the girl beyond it now, and clearly waving goodbye.
A Blue Diamond…something he can truly love. That’s what becomes of girls who break the rules.
She could see the glittering rings on the hand that was waving at her. A shudder tingled down her spine
amid her confusion. Synthetic diamonds made from human ashes. The rings that had been entrusted to her
to look after during every Show. There were seven of them—the man’s mother and those poor, anonymous
girls. She’d heard the rumors that he’d bought a number of girls and let them die. Those rumors were true.
And now me too—a wave of nausea welled up inside her. She felt as if something awful had seared itself
deep in her chest.
Why? Why me?
The question emerged from her mouth amid the daze. Now the question was no longer about love—it
had changed into something more sinister and disturbing. At the same time her nose sensed danger,
something burning…a disgusting smell. Sulfurous fumes filled the car, and the alarm in the driver’s seat
was beeping, as if to warn of engine trouble.
The man continued smiling and waving for a moment, then quickly turned around and jumped into the
other AirCar. Just that moment she remembered some of her fellow whores talking about how gangs liked
to burn their victims to death. It made it easier to process the corpses…
She heard a voice: Come on out.
Don’t shut yourself away in the shell of your heart. The words of the volunteer social worker from
the Welfare Institute.
The shell. That was what was supposed to have protected her. But right now, she was its prisoner—
trapped by a man, the man named Shell-Septinos, the man who had promised to give her back everything
that she had lost.
She suddenly became aware that her hand was frantically fumbling at the door handle. For a moment,
she didn’t even realize what she was doing. But of course she was trying to save herself.
Deep inside her own heart, another girl, just awakened, looked calmly on at her floundering hands.
Indeed…
The girl murmured. So this was what it was like. To be shut away in a shell. The door wouldn’t open.
Her hands kept on struggling with the door handle. She wondered again whether what she had done was
really all that bad.
Balot, somebody called. Ironically. The chick was boiled to death in the shell before it was even
born. The clients said it was the name of a rare delicacy. The clients who favored doll-like girls. Balot
had become the pièce de résistance—no one would tell her not to stay holed away inside her shell
again…
Before long the other AirCar started pulling away. As it did, the man in the front passenger seat turned
back to her again and waved lightly, carefree. See you soon, he almost seemed to say.
The nausea welled up inside her again. See you soon—once you’re a dead body. Would her scorched
remains—her body turned to ashes—really be decorating this gambler’s finger as a synthetic jewel?
Her chest clenched in dread thinking about this. The body that had survived so far by meeting the
needs of others: Was this to be its fate? Was she to be used as a thing right until the end?
“Die, you bastard. Die.”
She was shouting now, as if by reflex. She clung to the window, tried to watch the AirCar as it sped
away, but soon lost sight of it and was left only with her own translucent reflection.
“You’re a shit. You’re nothing but shit. I hope you die, you shit!”
And now she was directing an angry tirade at the man somewhere beyond the window: foolish, trash.
As if she were singing. Then she inhaled, choked on the acrid air. Tears welled up. Her head went hazy.
Her hands were yanking at the door as if her life depended on it. A lingering memory of the man was still
burning deep inside her body.
Foolish, trash, ash, cash.
The little ditty spun around in her head. That’s all I am. Was there a version of myself who thought
that? she wondered for an instant and looked out, but only a sad reflection stared back at her. Even now
her hands continued to grapple with the door handle.
Josh, fish, gash, hash.
A wave of despair assaulted her, and the part of her that had up to that point remained hidden behind
the thin layer of skin suddenly emerged.
“No! Help me, please!”
At that moment the pressure inside the car suddenly dropped, and a high-pitched buzz sounded.
Something, somewhere, caught fire.
Flash.
The pain lasted only an instant. A terrible roar and an explosion assaulted her, and her vision was
flooded with a blinding white light.
“I don’t want to die.”
That was the last sound the girl was ever to voice.
In the next instant the driver’s seat was blown backwards by the force of the blast, slamming her body
against the rear seat before the raging flames flared up and everything became a single mass of fire.
≡
“Are you in pain, Mr. Shell?” the man in the driver’s seat asked of the man now sprawled in the front
passenger seat.
“Just stressed.” The man—Shell—took his hand off his forehead and moved it to his breast pocket. He
pulled out the flask of scotch and the bottle of pills he kept inside his suit. He took a swig of scotch, put
two of the pills in his mouth, and then followed with another gulp of the whiskey, as though forcing down
something bitter.
“Heroic Pills, are they?” the driver muttered. Shell nodded and sighed a deep sigh. His Chameleon
Sunglasses were now glinting a deep blue, almost the color of lead.
“When I was a child I had A-10 surgery on my brain,” Shell said. “When my stress levels rise above a
certain level, my brain automatically switches to a state of euphoria. It was one of the Social Welfare
Department’s crime prevention schemes they tried out in the slums. But when I was in my teens they
discovered a flaw and halted the scheme.”
Shell looked at the driver, who nodded as if to say I’m listening.
“There’s a chance your brain goes haywire. Back when I was a kid, a friend went blind the moment
his stress levels rose. The part of his brain that controlled his vision was destroyed in the chemical
reaction that induces happiness. In my case, my memory goes in a bad way. So, these pills are the backup
plan. Absolute perfection. Take these and there’s no stress, no side effects. Right?”
“Well, at least you know how to deal with misfortune. That’s what allowed you to hire me,” said the
driver. These weren’t words of consolation. His tone was devoid of sympathy. His pale, glassy skin
seemed strange on a man so solidly built. His hair was closely cropped and mostly gray. Shell thought of
himas a revolver.
“Exactly right, Boiled. It means that I can cope with this little ritual. And, step by step, I’m able to
climb the road to glory in Mardock City.”
Shell laughed. He had a simple faith in the man sitting next to him. Even better, the drugs were kicking
in. He glanced at the side mirror, noticing again how much contrast there was in the way the two of them
looked. His own dark skin, long black hair. A feeling of satisfaction was spreading throughout his body—
satisfaction that he was able to hire such a keen professional, get himto do the driving…
It gave himconfidence that his plans, his scheme for life, were all working out.
“And every time I take another step toward glory I gain another beautiful Blue Diamond.” Shell gazed
at his glittering rings as happiness flooded his senses.
Boiled interrupted Shell’s euphoria. “I’mconcerned about something.” Shell shrugged his shoulders.
“What?”
“Back there in the park I noticed a car that was…incongruous.”
“Incongruous?”
“There’s a big baseball game at the dome at seven tonight. It’s strange that a car with tires would be in
this park.”
“What’ve tires and baseball got to do with each other, Boiled?”
“Electromagnetic waves are blocked within the park to keep it a quiet zone, right? Their car wouldn’t
be able to pick up a radio signal. What do you think people of that class would be doing skulking in the
shadows of the boathouse during a time they should be enjoying themselves?”
Shell smiled a thin smile and shook his head. “Whatever. There’s no proof of what I did today. No
memory. And even if there is any trouble, you’ll take care of it for me, Boiled. Trouble is your business,
after all.”
04
The girl was already unconscious fromthe impact of the blast before the flames enveloped her body.
This meant her lungs avoided the worst of the fiery smoke—in other words, she avoided, by the
narrowest of margins, dying of smoke inhalation. Even so, when she finally awoke in a dim haze the cells
in her mouth had been burnt through, and she was barely being kept alive by a tube that was shoved down
her throat to her respiratory organs, forcing her lungs to breathe to an automated rhythm.
A voice abruptly leapt into her still-indistinct consciousness. “She’s still alive, Doctor! The girl,
Rune-Balot, she’s alive!”
A voice as if the speaker were rejoicing from the bottom of his heart. And then, in time, a different,
more leisurely voice:
“She’ll be okay for now, Oeufcoque—her whole body’s enveloped in the protective foam. Even so,
this is horrific. She’s burnt to a crisp. Her skin’s lost, and her sense of taste and smell could go too…”
“The poor thing. Do you think she’ll resent us for rescuing her, Doc?”
“Well, humans—females in particular—are such illogical creatures. They start to lose the will to live
and hate the world the moment something affects their sense of worth. We’ll just have to try and reason
with her.”
“Will she choose the path of Scramble 09, do you think? Or will she give up on life?”
“Probably best not to let her know the latter option exists.”
The girl—Balot—felt nothing of the world, but just then she saw a curious thing emerge.
The one called the Doctor: a tall, lanky man. Splotchy hair, Tech Glasses, a reddish-brown half-coat
that covered a colorful patchwork of a doctor’s gown, with syringes, portable microscopes and all sorts
of other contraptions hanging from the chest and waist. It was as if the lead singer in a psychedelic band
had suddenly decided to say Look at me, I’m a doctor now. And then—
Even more bizarre than that. A golden mouse perched on the Doctor’s shoulder.
“Anyway, look after her, will you—she could turn out to be a new buddy.”
“Yup, though at the moment she’s more body than buddy.”
The golden mouse just looked at Balot, completely ignoring the Doctor’s reply.
The mouse’s dim red eyes seemed to contain hidden depths, as if he were a mature, older man. The
tiny pants that he was wearing as if to cover up a bulging belly—held in place by a tiny pair of suspenders
hanging off his shoulders—seemed hilarious to the girl.
Sharp, focused golden whiskers. And she could see in his solemn face a gentleness that she’d never
encountered before.
Their eyes met unexpectedly. A clear expression of concern flickered across the golden mouse’s face.
“She’s conscious. She looked at me.”
“Well, she’s drugged to the hilt with morphine, and with these burns she’s not in a state to take in
anything at the moment. Anyway, you’re going to be partners, right? You should at least be prepared for
her to see you.”
“Generally speaking women aren’t too keen on mice…” The golden mouse’s eyes were a little
downcast. The Doctor stroked his little back as if to say There, there.
Balot tried to move herself in order to see them better, but could barely lift a finger and just lay there
shaking. She realized in some faint way that she was ensconced in a large capsule. She felt a strange sense
of security, floating, surrounded by foam, steeped in liquid, in an egg-shaped portable pod designed for
intensive care. Her whole body, scorched through, in fetal position, barely able to lift a finger—floated in
that bulky egg.
Shell…
The word drifted through her mind, suddenly with different feelings, associations…
And she dozed off the moment she closed her eyes, losing consciousness again.
While Balot lay half dreaming, the Doctor and the mouse held a curious conversation.
“Memory loss?” The mouse’s querulous voice chirped up. The Doctor’s voice answered. Balot
opened her eyelids a crack and looked out through the solution she was suspended in to see the back of the
Doctor’s head, covered in its tie-dyed hair.
“Yup, that’s my guess, based on the stress and pleasure levels that you sensed coming from him. The
side effects of his A-10 surgery. Whenever it feels under stress, part of the brain selectively destroys the
gestalt. A sort of suicide of the memory, so to speak. That’s Shell’s dirty little secret.”
“Suicide of the memory…”
“And it looks like it was triggered by the murder of the girl. There’s some connection. Each time he
kills a girl, he probably forgets that he’s done so, but then finds another similar girl and kills again. A sort
of ritual. Let’s see, something like those ancient Eastern religions that wouldn’t recognize the existence of
a widow.”
“What?”
“Widows had to be immolated along with their dead husbands. There were cases when the woman
objected and had to be doused with gasoline and burnt to death. I think this is similar to that.”
It appeared that the Doctor was now driving. From the back seat where Balot was placed she could
see the mouse perched on his shoulder nodding along to the conversation.
“So, Doc, the death wish I could smell from the man was his memories committing suicide? And the
girl was dragged along as part of a ritual designed for stress relief?”
“That fits with everything we know. We’ve never psycho-analyzed Shell directly, so we can’t know
for sure in detail. But knowing that you’re about to lose your memories—that’d be incredibly stressful.
Part of your mind is going to go. Maybe it’s not surprising he wants to drag someone along for the ride.
He probably sees it as romantic in his own way, killing a little girl along with his memory.”
That man will die too.
This was the one fact that registered in Balot’s hazy state of consciousness. My Shell. The man that
gave me—a Teen Harlot from the slums—an identity, even if only for a moment. The man that was trying
to rise to the top in this city—what a pathetic way for him to die. She felt pity, which then changed into an
intoxicating thought: I’ll die with him. Her sort-of compassion.
If there were ever a moment when her compassion for others could redeemher then this was it.
“It’s hardly decent to try and explain away his actions as romantic…”
Balot’s feelings were shattered in an instant by the mouse’s words.
“Death is a solitary thing. It’s not as if someone else’s death is somehow going to add value to your
own, or even give solace to your own life.”
Balot unconsciously tried to remove the oxygen mask attached to her mouth. She wanted to say
something to the mouse. But she couldn’t even lift a finger.
In her muddy consciousness, conflicting feelings of indignation and gratitude toward the mouse were
swirling around together.
“Yup, I’m with you there. And in any case, cleaning up after his romantic notions ain’t half racking up
the expenses. There’s lots of upkeep now, Oeufcoque: you, and the girl.”
Balot heard the Doctor grumbling just as she was on the verge of collapsing back into
unconsciousness.
Many times Balot’s consciousness floated back into the real world before plunging back down into the
depths of sleep. Each time Balot began to fade, she was assailed by incredible anxiety, only to be rescued
by a curious sense of relief. That relief could come in the form of the mouse’s voice, or the Doctor’s. The
prospect of death was steadily fading away. Reality was coming back into focus, and she would now have
to live.
Make your choice.
Someone spoke in a dream. It wasn’t an order. Rather, it was closer to a question.
The choice to choose your path—the choice of existence. You have that right.
Balot was dreaming. She was floating in the darkness, and another version of herself was gradually
swooping down on her fromabove. And her other self asked:
Make your choice—or would you be better of dead?
Her other self collapsed in a tangled heap, right on top of her.
She remembered the noise fromthe glitter of the city.
I’d be better of dead—the magic spell that made the heart feel lighter. The words closed in on her,
hideously familiar. Beyond the noise was a life full of sadness. I want you to die with me—the doll burnt
along with the body at a cremation. That was the last need. And she had obeyed.
But—
Why me?
The question surfaced like a bubble in the melange of her consciousness.
There was no answer. When you realized this, truly understood that there was no answer to the
question of why me, all that was left was death. Yes. That was the choice. Whether to live. Why me? Why
should I live? Such a person as me. The choice: one of two possibilities.
She felt that no one would say yes for her. The burden carried by a person who had never experienced
unconditional love. You were either crushed by that burden, or you lived in order to search for that
answer: yes. To search for the answer to the question Why me?
Balot’s heart was ripped to pieces, scattered, and sunk beneath the waves.
At length, the thing that she had been protecting—hidden away in her shell—started to rise up slowly
fromthe ruins of her heart.
I don’t want to die…
The moment her heart—protected in its shell till the very end, not yet boiled to death—murmured these
words in the faintest of whispers…
…that became Balot’s choice.
05
Josh, crush.
Balot suddenly realized that the little ditty was spinning around in her head again.
Dish, wash, brush, mash.
The awakening happened in an instant. As if the dreamstate she had experienced had never been.
Gosh!
Balot opened her eyes amid an eerie calm.
An ultraviolet lamp flickered in one corner of the ceiling. Reflective mirrors were fixed above her and
arms extended fromthe bed. It was as if she were on an operating table.
She felt something moving on her back. The bed undulated slowly from left to right in order to prevent
bedsores. When Balot moved her body to get up, the bed automatically rose with her, gently supporting
her upper body.
At the same time the lower half of the bed started to fall, so she could now bend her legs.
The bed had become an easy chair. Almost like a cradle.
Her focus now moved from the ceiling to the room itself—she was in a huge hall filled with a number
of machines. One of the contraptions was beating a pulse along with Balot’s heartbeat, and all the cords
sprouting from the devices and tubes ran along to the bed, some of which were also attached to her head
or arms. Balot looked around the room, listening to the soothing rhythm of the machines pulsing in
harmony, working just for her benefit.
The roomwas windowless, and disinfectant tiles covered the surfaces of the walls.
The dry air was suffused with a feeling of quiet madness.
And then, all of a sudden, the realization—I am alive.
She ran her hands across her body. A movement to confirmher own existence.
She wasn’t naked but wore a thin hospital gown made of insulating material. Protruding fromthe gown
were her arms and legs, spotlessly clean. Her skin was almost uncomfortably smooth.
Her hair was full of life, as if it had only just sprung up. Cut cleanly, just above shoulder-length, it was
now much shorter than it had been before.
She stretched her left arm out and slowly caressed the limb from her elbow to her wrist with her right
hand.
It felt like the white of a boiled egg, and—very faintly—there was a sort of spark.
Electricity?
There was no other way of describing it. Millions of little currents of electricity flowed down the
surface of her skin.
Not only that, they were in the shape of a complicated circuit. As if woven into an exquisite fiber.
She felt the threads of the fiber stretching out toward the air, one by one, like a spider’s web, and that
instant Balot understood why she felt so calm.
She felt no insecurity about the room she was in whatsoever. In other words she recognized every
little corner of the room, intimately.
Normally, because there were blind spots where she couldn’t see, she would have a sense of
apprehension. But now, because Balot knew the air that touched the skin, she could also feel all the
objects that the air was touching.
Even without looking, I know precisely the shapes of the things that are there.
This was because of the millions of threads, invisible to the eye, extending from her body. And all
those threads were connected to the machines in the room. Or rather coiled around them. And the bed, the
light fixtures, the thermostat, the blood pressure meter—the threads had burrowed their way in
everywhere.
Balot lifted her still-extended left hand above her head and toward the lights.
She felt the threads again, thin, unbreakable.
Quite spontaneously she pinched the threads between her fingers. An image of plucking floated into
her mind.
The world was plunged into darkness in an instant. All the lights had gone out. The electricity hadn’t
been cut. Rather, the switches had all gone off simultaneously.
Balot opened her eyes wide in the darkness, remaining absolutely still.
In the darkness she could sense the threads that extended fromher body even more vividly than before.
She plucked at the strings again. A blinding light flooded her eyes. All the lights were back on.
She let go of the threads, and this time took the mass of extending strings and stroked themgently.
It was like a kaleidoscope. A flick of her wrist and anything in sight could be changed in a million
ways.
She changed the temperature on the air conditioning. The dial moved, and the tubes fixed to her hands
and feet came loose on their own. After a while she didn’t need to check the threads anymore. Without
even having to move her hands, using willpower alone, she realized that she could operate any
electronic device without touching it.
I’ve gone mad. So she thought. I’m in a strange dream. And I’m causing the madness myself. The
very definition of a nightmare that I can’t wake up from.
The fact that she existed was proof that she had gone mad. When she opened her eyes she had become
a different creature. Or, strictly speaking, her outer layer of skin had become a different creature. And that
creature was powerful. With an as-yet-unknown, but very definite, power. Like one who, bitten by a
vampire, awakes thirsty, aware for the first time of the new self that they have been bequeathed.
And, then…
Balot discovered an old portable radio in the corner of the room. As if it were the only thing in the
roomthat was not under the control of Balot’s consciousness.
As she lifted her hand toward the radio she noticed a slight resistance from it. Balot gave a little
scowl, and just then the radio started giving off a noise.
An ear-splitting sound rent the room. A grating sound, as if a large crowd of people had all decided to
claw at chalkboards.
Balot searched for music in the air. She realized that her senses could extend beyond the confines of
the room.
Outside a multitude of radio waves were overflowing in a complex tangle of dissonance.
She plucked one of the radio waves, ran it through her body—her skin—and connected the music up
with the radio.
The light on the radio started flickering, surprised, and in an instant began broadcasting Midnight
Broadway. Balot ensnared the volume control, bringing it to just the right level.
She rested her head back in the easy chair, concentrated on the jolly music, and all of a sudden she felt
like crying. But no tears came. There was a gaping hole inside her chest, and everything inside it was all
dried out.
As the black woman on the radio—with her husky voice and distinctive accent—came to the end of
her song, Balot noticed a presence outside the room. Someone was coming. She could even tell that they
had stopped outside, pausing. One man. The electronic waves in the air gave her a clear idea not just of
his shape but even his looks.
The door opened.
“Looks like somebody’s awake.”
That instant Balot turned off all the lights and stopped the radio, as if by reflex.
The man stepped on a pedal at the entrance to the room. The wheels on Balot’s easy chair gradually
started moving away from the door. Balot waited in the corner, achingly still, where the man couldn’t
reach her.
“Uh…”
The man cleared his throat and said, “Well, let’s start with introductions. I’mDr. Easter. I’min charge
of repairing you… uh…or rather I should say I’m the physician in charge. Call me… Doctor, Doc, Duck
—as in quack—as you like, really. Basically, I’m, uh, remunerated by the city authorities for keeping you
alive, making sure your life is improved… So, erm, that’s the way it is.”
Balot kept her breathing shallow, watching to make sure that the man didn’t enter any farther into the
room.
The Doctor gave another dry cough and pushed his glasses up onto the bridge of his nose. The thin film
of numbers and displays that were up on his Tech Glasses had disappeared, and they now looked like
normal spectacles.
“Hey, take it easy. This is our little hideaway, our shell, or one of them, anyway. Used to be a morgue,
you know, but it was abandoned after the neighborhood objected. This very room was used for autopsies,
so it’s a perfect setup for surgery. Go down the corridor and there’s a huge room set up to store eight
hundred corpses. Amazing, huh? Eight hundred bodies, all free for me to tinker with as I please—it’s a
dream come true. But then there was an earthquake in the area, the circuits went down, total blackout for
about forty-eight hours. That’s when the good citizens started getting a bit edgy about the smell…and
that’s when we came in, buying this place up as an office-slash-factory and made it into our apartment.”
The Doctor paused at this moment. He seemed a little out of breath.
“So, uh…it’d be great if we could have some light back, maybe?”
His tone of voice seemed to imply that he’d explained enough for now, that she really should be
convinced that everything was going to be all right.
As it was, the only phrase that really registered with Balot was hideaway. Our shell.
That was what convinced Balot. It was as though the rest of the explanation were irrelevant. She had
once been in danger but was now in a safe place. In the end, those were the two pertinent facts.
Balot turned the lights on bit by bit. She also turned the radio back on at a low volume.
The Doctor threw the radio an odd glance before pulling up a chair next to Balot’s easy chair and
sitting down on it.
“We, uh, took the liberty of dressing you in a change of clothes. Hope you don’t mind. Your old outfit
was a pile of ash, anyhow.”
Exactly, thought Balot. It burst into flame in an instant. Like the cellophane wrapper on a cigarette
carton. It would have melted, lost its shape, and all that would have been left clinging would have been an
ugly black lump. And the same goes for me.
“Now, uh, open up!”
The Doctor now had in his hand the penlight that had been clipped to his breast pocket. He gestured
for Balot to open her mouth. She followed his orders. The Doctor’s Tech Glasses started flickering as he
looked down her throat, and the layer of numbers and symbols came up again. Eventually the Doctor
furrowed his brow and said:
“Nah…no good, just as I thought. The tissue’s all peeled away.”
That was the moment that Balot remembered something was amiss in her throat. Up until now she’d
been too distracted by her new senses, and she had completely failed to notice what she’d lost…
“Can you speak at all?” asked the Doctor. Balot’s mouth stayed open, silent and gaping, while the
Doctor turned the penlight off and returned it to its position on his chest.
“Your eardrums and your sense of smell were fairly easy to regenerate. But vocal cords are a bit more
complicated, and as they were badly damaged it’s a bit harder to get them stable again. Well, uh, we’ll
work something out eventually, no worries.”
It was as if he were talking about a broken appliance for which he couldn’t order any replacement
parts.
Balot tried exhaling. Some breath wheezed out, but no voice.
Her throat was like a cavity in a desiccated old tree.
“And how’s the skin? Any aches or itches?”
She gazed absentmindedly at the Doctor and slowly shook her head. The things she had gained, the
things she had lost. She tried to reconcile the two, but couldn’t.
“Impressive things, women. Quick at knowing your own bodies. It’s less than two weeks since the
operation, too.”
The Doctor was full of admiration. He was referring to the incident with the lights, earlier. The music
fromthe radio as well. The Doctor knew she hadn’t touched either of them.
“Snarc. A kind of electronic stimulation. That’s the name of your choice, the power you selected in
order to survive,” the Doctor informed her.
“Presently about 98 percent of your body’s surface is, uh, wrapped in Lightite, synthetic skin. That’s
what they call it when it’s not skin tissue donated by other people. It’s not originally human skin,
something—”
The Doctor cut himself off. As Balot cocked her head to one side, the Doctor held a finger up as if to
make it clear that now this is the important bit, and said, “Regenerative metal fibers—that’s what the
outer layer of your body is now composed of. They were invented in order to try and understand what it
would be like to experience the void of outer space…and that’s now been surgically transplanted onto
you. These metal fibers have three important properties. Number one, they are accelerators—they
sharpen all your body’s senses. The second, a sort of omnidirectional sensory perception using electronic
waves. Allows you to feel everything in the area, sense all its dimensions. In your current state you could
get through life quite comfortably without ever opening your eyes.”
Balot nodded her head—she’d just experienced what he described for herself, and now she was
having it confirmed properly. Furthermore, the Doctor went on to explain thoroughly what else she could
expect to experience, using words unknown to her.
“And number three is the ability to manipulate electricity. Your skin is formed of outputs, electronic
interfaces. Right now you’re a living remote control for pretty much any piece of electronic equipment.”
At this point the Doctor pushed his glasses up a little with his fingers, clearing the lines that ran across
the lenses.
“So, you wondering how you came by this newfangled body of yours?”
An extremely direct question. Again Balot nodded, docile.
“While you were in your coma, we took the liberty of having a little Q&A with your consciousness
using a set of questions prescribed by the city authorities. In other words, an inquiry of your psyche. Do
you want to live, that sort of thing. You have the right to do so, will you exercise that right, was one of
the questions we asked.”
Balot suddenly remembered the dream she’d experienced. A dream about a choice. She had selected
something then. But what exactly was it?
“Mardock Scramble Oh Nine,” said the Doctor.
As if that answered everything.
“Emergency laws promulgated by Mardock City, designed to preserve human life. Within them,
number 09—that’s Oh Nine—gives special dispensation to use technology otherwise forbidden by law.
Like when an ambulance is allowed to run a red light when lives are at stake. And this is my specialty.”
Balot was gripped by the Doctor’s words, not even nodding now. Choice—right. She felt the two
words spinning around like hands on a clock, then snapping into position together. A magic moment.
Magic that would transport Balot to a different place. In the interior workings of choice and right a
number of complicated cogs spun together. The Doctor was one of those cogs.
“The boundaries of your consciousness chose 09. So, based on this choice, I made use of a certain
operation that your unconscious mind requested.”
The Doctor turned and smiled—a little nervously, now—at Balot, who remained still.
“So, uh, the question, now that you’re awake, is whether your conscious self makes the same choice of
09, as expected. But, well, before we come to that, let’s talk a little about where this technology came
from.”
As he said this the Doctor fiddled with the monitor on his Tech Glasses, aimlessly switching them on
and off.
His actions were unsettling. The reason for this would soon become clear: the Doctor was about to
talk about himself, not just explain Balot’s predicament.
“Many years ago, I was involved right at the heart of our space program. It was a case of pretty much
anything goes, whatever we needed. The government spared no expense. This was because space
exploration was the cornerstone of our strategy against the enemy across the sea, the Continent—our
space program kept the balance of power and resources in our favor. In other words, I was one of the last
of the war generation, and at the same time I was one of the first of the postwar generation, after
everything turned topsy-turvy.”
Balot showed no sign of interest. War stories were irrelevant to her, and she’d never had a soldier as
a client. Also, it was something that she’d learned at work. Not to do anything. Let them talk, wait until
the other person says everything that needed to be said.
“I suppose you’d call it the flow of time. Seven years after the war ended, I was stripped of my
doctorate. Well, not only that, I was also held responsible for experiments on live human subjects and
was almost thrown in jail. It was kind of the fashion at that time to play the blame game, throw about
accusations of the odd war crime here and there. And I was dragged into that game. And, uh, the thing that
saved me is our old friend, Scramble 09. We have to prove our usefulness as specialists responsible for
overseeing 09 cases. For example, I don’t know, saving your life. And if we don’t do so, our fate is to be
disposed of fromthis world—that’s how it goes.”
At this point the Doctor grinned and pointed at Balot.
“So, for example, the skin you’re wearing—we invented it, and it was one of the inventions banned at
the end of the war. And, uh, if you accept it, we can then submit it to the Broilerhouse—the Ministry of
Justice—as part of your Life Preservation Program.”
Balot tilted her head. She was alive here and now, and she wondered why they needed a program to
preserve her life, to protect her.
“There are people who will try to kill you the moment they learn that you’re still alive. The reason I
gave you this technology wasn’t just to bring you back from the brink of death. It was also to give you
enough strength to freely defend yourself afterward.”
In other words, Balot’s crisis was the Doctor’s salvation.
The Doctor was the sort who was very good at tying loose ends together, making virtue out of
necessity. Some of her clients had been like that. There was a job he needed to take care of, and someone
like Balot needed to be engineered, so why not link the two together? Needs must, a client would tell
Balot as he embraced her. You can’t make an omelet without breaking eggs, but if you had to break eggs
then why not cook themsunny-side up?
But, of course, there was a flip side to sunny-side up—dark, blackened. There were plenty of eggs
that could be broken in this world. And this city broke many of them, too many.
“The reason you get to live on for is up to you. If you want revenge, get revenge. If you want to start
your life over, you’re free to do as you like. We’ve got plenty of money…or perhaps I should say we’re
going to make it. But that’s after you’ve cooperated with us. Do you think you understand?”
She understood well. And that was what a nod was for at times like this. Then the other person would
tell you what they wanted fromyou.
Balot lowered her eyes and gave a small nod.
Breathing an obvious sigh of relief, the Doctor:
“We’re PIs—private investigators, or rather special investigators, specializing in Scramble 09s. On
request we solve unofficial cases, acting as Trustees, taking responsibility for Concerned Parties—that’s
victims such as you—and making sure that things move smoothly and fairly. In return we’re rewarded by
the Broilerhouse, with money and a warranty of our usefulness. It’s even possible that, as a result of this
case, the technology that I’ve given you will be made legal.”
Balot considered this, keeping her eyes downcast. And when had the Doctor started referring to
himself as we? It was I up until a moment ago, wasn’t it?
And that word, case, again. The sharp cog spinning around in the space between choice and right. All
she’d done was make a choice. But what on earth had she chosen? Sure, the Doctor had explained how
Balot’s strange abilities worked. But what was their purpose?
What on earth should I do now? As she was thinking this—
“So, what we want you to do is this. First, go to the Broilerhouse and request that you—as the
Concerned Party in this case—be given the opportunity to solve it. Next, nominate us as Trustees, as
we’ve been in charge of the case so far.”
–Case?
A sudden voice. The Doctor was visibly taken aback.
Balot too was taken by surprise. She’d done it completely unconsciously.
–Whose case?
A voice like static. It was coming from the portable radio. Or, more accurately, Balot was interfering
with the speakers, snarcing them, changing the sound into words.
Strangely, though, it was as if the radio were doing the work for her.
As if the radio sensed what she wanted to say and offered to say the words itself.
The Doctor slowly turned his eyes back fromthe radio toward Balot and spoke.
“Shell-Septinos.”
The moment she heard the words Balot’s heart started pounding. She was able to sense the physical
changes that her emotions were causing and could measure themas precisely as clockwork.
“He’s the man we’re after. He perpetrated the crime. We’re the ones who deal with it. Having said
that, although he’s bad enough, he’s just a pawn himself, being used and manipulated.”
–In what way?
“Shell’s working for a certain large corporation. OctoberCorp—you know it, of course?”
And of course she did. All of the casinos that Shell managed were connected to the enterprise one way
or another. OctoberCorp, the giant conglomerate with its roots in the pleasure industries, now firmly in
control behind the scenes of many of the city’s media outlets.
“This corporation is our nemesis, as it were.”
–…nemesis?
“There are cases other than Scramble 09 in which permission is given to use forbidden science.
OctoberCorp, you see, was founded by people who worked in the same laboratory I used to work in.”
The Doctor hesitated a little at this point.
“Amusement, you see. Or pleasure, comfort, whatever you want to call it. That’s OctoberCorp’s
usefulness. Using a variety of technologies they furnish the good citizens of Mardock with their
amusements, and in this capacity they’re not too worried about the legality of the pleasures that they so
generously dribble into the city. Narcotics, pleasure devices, illegal Shows, whatever your heart desires
it can have.”
And, one part of that is the special technology they donate to the inhabitants of the slums, under the
guise of welfare.
The Doctor explained that the A-10 surgery—which made the brain secrete chemicals that transform
stress into euphoria—was also trickled in by OctoberCorp.
“Shell is one of OctoberCorp’s rainmakers, in charge of money-laundering operations. They use all
sorts of methods to launder their money. There’s a very good chance that your recent exposure to lifethreatening
danger was part of Shell’s business ops. So you could say that you and we have an enemy in
common.”
In other words, the Doctor was saying that Balot’s attempted murder—or murder—was for a purpose.
Well, that answered one part of the question—Why me?—that Balot was looking to have answered.
Why do I have to be killed?
Surely there must have been a definite reason. A reason far removed from love. The heart was already
beating softly. The temperature of her heart was frighteningly cold. As if she’d turned into an insect or
something.
An insect could live by its instincts. But, at this moment, this life held nothing.
Balot held on to the most important part of the Doctor’s words.
“We will preserve your life and arrest Shell. We’ll receive a bounty from the municipal authorities
and when we’re paid, we’ll split it down the middle. As the enemy is part of the stupidly large
OctoberCorp, the reward won’t be less than a few hundred thousand dollars. Enough money to change
your life plenty.”
The Doctor was now zealously trying to persuade Balot. As if to say If it’s what you want then take
all the money. We’ll give you whatever you want to fulfill your needs.
“You’ll gain a new life. This case will prove our usefulness to society, and—even better—we’ll
expose OctoberCorp for all its crimes and iniquity!” the Doctor said.
It didn’t seemlike he was about to say anything further.
It felt like he’d run out of steamjust as his rhetoric had started to get going.
Balot didn’t even nod. Her eyes hadn’t seen anything. In her mouth she tasted fire.
She could clearly taste the fumes she’d inhaled when she burnt to death, like an old wound.
An old song played on the radio. A woman sang a mournful tune, accompanied by a piano.
When the song ended the Doctor opened his mouth as if to speak, but Balot used the radio to speak
first:
–…the mouse.
The static fromthe radio formed the words.
“What?”
–Cute. And talks.
The Doctor’s eyebrows rose. As if he were surprised. Balot continued:
–Golden, like egg yolk, it/she added.
“Whew!”
A sudden outburst. The Doctor threw his head back and burst into laughter.
“You held on to consciousness in that state! What incredible aptitude! Not even most astronauts would
be able to do that, even after their specialist intensive training!”
After his little outburst, the Doctor turned around toward the portable radio for the first time.
“Hey, come on, Oeufcoque! The lady’s calling you!”
But no one answered.
“Jeez, what a shy guy you are.”
The Doctor skipped out of his chair and picked up the radio with a mischievous grin on his face.
And then—what do you know?—he suddenly raised the radio high into the air and threw it down to the
floor.
The sound of the radio smashing startled Balot. The antenna flew off along with the handle, the
speakers popped out, and the volume control knob rolled across the floor.
The knob rolled under the feet of the dumbfounded Balot before collapsing on its side.
“Way to startle a lady, Doctor!”
The knob spoke in an incredibly raspy voice. His tone was somehow troubled.
“Turning over, it’s called, or just turn for short. This little fella here can return to his usual self out of
any of his fragments,” the Doctor explained, ignoring the voice coming fromthe knob.
“This guy was originally developed for space exploration. He has this hyperspace within his body,
and by reversing this substance that he’s got stored up inside it, he’s able to turn his body into any object
you can think of.”
Balot picked up the knob fromthe radio. Softly, she rolled it around in her hand.
And then she remembered the curious exchange of electric currents that had just happened between her
and the radio.
The Doctor informed her of its name: “Oeufcoque.”
“ ’Cause he’s a half-baked little thing, when it comes down to it.”
As she thought on this, the thing did indeed turn inside out. The part of it that was a radio knob went
inside. At the same time, a mouse with golden fur emerged. It was the mouse fromher dream.
“Good evening, madam.”
The mouse gave a polite bow of introduction from Balot’s hand. Somehow it was standing upright, on
two feet.
“You have no objection to a mouse, I hope?”
The mouse spread his arms as if appealing to her, and Balot tilted her head toward him.
“For my part, I’m somewhat different from an ordinary mouse, so do feel free to speak to me without
disgust… No, wait, you aren’t able to speak. Hmm. Well, if it would be of assistance I would be glad to
become a radio again. Do please let me know what’s convenient, radio or television, as you desire.”
Balot tilted her head again. She didn’t feel bad. She remembered that the mouse had said something
important in her dreams. To do with death. And its value. She wanted him to say it again. Why me—she
felt he might be able to teach her a different answer to this question.
“What are you jabbering on for? Talk to her about our work, the task—” the Doctor interjected,
amazed.
“There’s such a thing as taking it easy, you know.” Oeufcoque stabbed his finger toward the Doctor.
“It was quite a shock for her, after all, the whole affair. Let’s start off with a bit of TLC for the mind.”
“You want me to prescribe her some Prozac? Or should we get her wasted just enough that it doesn’t
interfere with her work?”
“No, I’msaying we need to get her to a state where we don’t need to do those things.”
–What should I do?
The speakers on the floor suddenly emitted the words.
The Doctor and Oeufcoque turned to look at Balot at the same time.
–Do you need me to nod to saythat I’ll help you? Or maybe sign a contract?
“Well, that didn’t take long!”
The Doctor was all smiles now. “Okay, so, keep gripping that thing—Oeufcoque—and I want you to
visualize what you can about Shell-Septinos.”
Balot had no idea what the Doctor’s words meant, but she quietly got on with doing what she was
asked. She gently wrapped her hands around Oeufcoque’s body and thought of Shell.
Oeufcoque’s red eyes stared at Balot.
Balot’s jet black eyes also stared back at Oeufcoque. And then she thought of the thin smile Shell gave
her at the very end. His figure waving at her from outside the car window. The Blue Diamonds on his
fingers sparkling brightly. Just thinking of that light glinting made her heart slowly ooze poison.
Her lips trembled. The shame and the sadness suddenly surged through her hand and was transmitted
to Oeufcoque.
Then Balot’s deepest feelings started to take shape and appear.
This was Balot’s new ability—and Oeufcoque’s.
Oeufcoque turned with a squish. Oeufcoque’s face, with its troubled expression, disappeared in an
instant—and in its place Balot felt a profound weight in her hands.
A golden revolver had appeared in Balot’s grip.
Balot stared at the revolver. She wondered whether this was the answer. As she did so the trigger
cocked itself. Click. She felt the bullet loading in the steel chamber inside the gun. This was, without a
doubt, Balot’s snarc. The gun knew of Balot’s despair.
“Well, I didn’t think it would take the formof a gun with such accuracy.” The Doctor stared, fixated on
the gun, and continued. “Now your psychoprint is recorded inside Oeufcoque. Physical evidence of your
heart, as it were. And, using your heart as our foundation, we’re going to protect you and fulfill our
objectives. So, we’ll defeat the man known as Shell-Septinos, smash OctoberCorp—”
“You’ve got it wrong, Doctor,” Oeufcoque interrupted, still in the form of a revolver. “She’s going to
shoot herself.”
The Doctor’s eyes widened.
“She still has feelings for the man?”
“No, not that,” Oeufcoque said. Balot realized then for the first time that the gun didn’t have a trigger.
That was Oeufcoque’s will. And it was the first act of kindness that Balot had received from this
curious little mouse.
She felt the warmth of a body in her palms. The gun lost its form with a squelch and turned into a
golden mouse before looking up at Balot fromwithin her grip.
“She just can’t break out of the shell inside her heart. There are too many things around her that cause
her pain.”
Balot breathed the air, deeply. She opened her eyes wide and stared at Oeufcoque.
“What’s this?”
The Doctor’s face was doubtful.
“The girl’s lost everything. We’re the ones who saved her. It’s our responsibility to help her find a
sense of purpose in the life she’s now living. My usefulness at the moment is to make sure she doesn’t
make the choice to abandon life.”
Oeufcoque looked right into Balot’s eyes. Mature eyes, as if they were filled with a mixture of dignity
and courtesy. In the end even the Doctor couldn’t argue with Oeufcoque’s words. Balot understood that
quickly. She also understood the reason.
She didn’t know how, but Oeufcoque had the ability to search a person’s heart, see through them in an
instant. Also, the power to evaluate the value of that heart. A power that Balot, the Doctor, the people of
this city, all seemed to have lost.
The mouse and the girl stared each other down. As if two pieces of a whole had finally met. They
remained like that for a good while.
Eventually the Doctor, who had been left all on his own, nonplussed, said, “How’s about I shine a
spotlight on the happy couple?”
It was all he could say
Book I:
THE FIRST COMPRESSION
Chapter 1
INTAKE
01
A girl murmured, in a voice that could barely be called a voice, “I’d be better off dead.”
It was the half-hearted sound of words that weren’t real, words not meant for the man next to her.
It was a sound that she thought could just be heard above the bustle of the pleasure quarter of Mardock
City, over the noises that drifted in through the car windows.
She perked up a bit after speaking the words, as if a jazzsinger had cast a spell with a song.
She was floating along in a four-ton black jewel. It was the highest class of AirCar there was, its body
kept silently afloat by the Gravity Device Engine. All the door windows were Magic Mirrors—you
couldn’t see anything on the inside when looking in from outside. You needed special dispensation to
have this sort of window—Hunter Killers, they’re called, windows to keep the cops away. And of
course, to get that special dispensation, the city needed to consider you a person of suitable standing.
Usually there was a chauffeur assigned to the car, but now it was on complete autopilot, gliding
through the city unconcerned.
Perhaps the car wasn’t so much the jewel as it was the jewel box. Perhaps it was the girl inside that
was the jewel. Certainly, that was what her appearance suggested. The shimmering lights of the city lent
her cheeks a lustrous sheen, illuminating her innocent face. It was beguiling, seductive. Her slimbody, her
piercing ebony pupils and her fawnlike eyes, her shoulder-length black hair: all there to give the client the
pleasure of an encounter with an exotic doll.
Doll was just about right. That was her status in life. She might be treated better—well, she was
considerably more expensive—than the likes of those you found in the sleazy Internet classifieds:
Seduction by Precocious Nymphette. Milk-Colored Lollipop Girl. But human desires are what they are,
wherever you were on the social scale. Needs are needs. And anyway, she was already in a colorful
uniform of her own: gaudy striped tights that showed off her not-quite-yet-developed thighs and calves,
her skinny little ass wrapped tight in white hot pants. She might as well have been advertised as Sexual
Innocence Available Here in one of those creepy ads.
Over her outfit she wore a trench coat that came down to her ankles. The type so beloved of the
Senorita class of girls. It was spread open, and both her hands were stuffed deep in her coat pockets. She
was the very picture of a cute, alluring young thing who’d been transported into an adult wonderland.
It was just then, as she was thinking about herself, reacting to the bright lights of the city, that the
words were born:
“I’d be better off dead…”
She spoke the words. The spell was cast. Her thick red lipstick, heavy on her mouth, felt just that little
bit lighter.
“What is it, Balot? Did you say something?” asked the man sitting next to her in the back seat. He was
a weaselly figure, with his smooth, swarthy skin and black hair slicked back in a ponytail. He was
enrobed in a white coat and was facing the girl. His photochromatic Chameleon Sunglasses, with their
shifting colors, settled on a sharp crimson tint.
“Nothing, Shell. I was just thinking about you at the Show earlier tonight.”
When the young girl replied, the man curled his handsome lips into a smile and stretched out his hand
toward her.
“It went well today. The deal at the Show. And it’s going to go well from now on.” As he spoke he
caressed her cheeks, rejoicing in her soft lines.
There were a number of diamond rings on the gambler’s hands. All platinum with Blue Diamonds.
They were taken off during the Shows, and one of the girl’s jobs was to look after them while he was
gambling. One of the diamonds was conspicuous, brighter than the rest, and the man called this one Fat
Mama, because, as he said, “I called in a favor from an acquaintance who works in processing to have
my dead mother’s ashes turned into a diamond.” Motherly love was eternal, so he reckoned, and brought
himgood luck to this day.
The man had a great many other rings, and the girl didn’t know whether the diamonds on them were
made fromthe ashes of people other than his mother.
“Open the fridge and make me my usual drink, will you?” In response to his request, the girl gave a
little murmur of assent, opened the door to the car refrigerator, and made a gin cocktail. She squeezed the
lime, dribbling its juices into the drink. The surface of the beverage was absolutely still thanks to the
smooth ride that the AirCar provided, and all the while, right up until the moment that she proffered the
drink to him, the man’s hand continued stroking her chin.
“There’s a good girl.” The man took the drink, lifted up the girl’s chin, kissed it, and put the drink to
his lips.
The man, an upstart from the slums, was now one of the city’s leading Show Gamblers and also the
proprietor of many of the city’s legal casinos. The girl was an underage prostitute—a Teen Harlot—
whom he’d bought, and (for the time being) she was exclusive to him, not required to service any other
customers. On the contrary, the little runaway was treated as a valuable commodity—she’d even been
given a new identity, namely a fake citizen’s ID card.
“Everything that you’ve lost, I’m going to give back to you.” That was what he’d said to her when the
brothel that she worked in was rumbled and she had nowhere to go. The girl had often heard stories of the
authorities granting guarantees of safety—a new identity, name, and address—to informers who had given
important information that resulted in the indictment of certain people from the city’s crime gangs. But the
girl was hardly looking for that.
“Does this mean that…you love me?” The girl asked this question, and the man narrowed his eyes and
smiled. His eyes were shining as he gazed upon her, his irises said to have been turned Emperor Green, a
color he selected when he put himself through the operation. And this was what the man said:
“You’ve asked the perfect question. That’s exactly right. The definition of love is to give. And there
are rules. Rules that the receiver of that love has to obey. As long as you abide by those rules, you’ll
continue being loved.”
The girl, in her simple way, thought that the man was kind. Sticking to the rules was nothing. She’d
lived under all sorts of rule and misrule so far. Well, apart from when she ran away from the Welfare
Institute, unable to endure any more sexual abuse. But in order to survive since then she had completely
stuck to the rules of the adult wonderland she found herself in. She’d done anything, dressed in any way
demanded of her.
Nevertheless, one lingering doubt remained: Why me?
She’d asked this question a few times—asked it of the man, asked it when no one else was around.
The question of all questions. Why is it me? Why do all the customers ask for me? Why does this man
want to give me all these things? Why, out of all the other girls just like me, am I living this sort of
life?
The girl really just wanted a simple answer. Like the sort a parent gave a child. Because I love you.
She could be loved by the man, or God, or fate. As far as she was concerned, all that mattered was to be
loved, and that would be enough to answer all questions such as Why me? That was the answer she
wanted fromthe man. But—
“Never doubt. It’s the road to ruin.”
This rule meant that the girl had to endure a different sort of ordeal from the ones she’d suffered in the
past.
“The recipient of love shouldn’t have any doubts. No need to trouble yourself with questions such as
Why me? You’re not permitted to have any doubts as to why you are who you are.”
In particular she was absolutely forbidden from touching on the details of the new citizen’s ID card
she’d been given.
The result of all this was that she had no idea even of the name under which she’d been registered
when he bought her. Not until six months had passed—in other words, not until yesterday.
≡
Behind the high-class AirCar that carried the man and girl through the pleasure quarter of Mardock
City was a red convertible. One glance at the convertible revealed that it came from the coastal quarter of
the city—the fact that it had tires gave it away. It might have been cheaper to buy a lifetime supply of
gasoline than to buy an AirCar (with its Gravity Device Engine that ran virtually for eternity without the
need for charging), but at least the owners of the car were able to buy gasoline. That showed that they
must’ve been at least something in the city.
“Almost at Central Park. We’re going to need to switch cars, eh?”
An easygoing voice emerged from the driver’s seat. A tall, lanky slip of a man. His hair was tie-dyed,
and his charming, reddish-brown eyes were covered by a pair of Tech Glasses of the sort that was so
popular with lab researchers.
“Let’s stop and take stock of the situation before we head into Central Park. If it turns out to be nothing
to worry about, we should withdraw.”
A rich, booming voice answered, but there was no one else in the car besides the driver.
“No way it’s going to turn out to be nothing. I’m the one who led the profiling on him, right,
Oeufcoque?” It turned out the man was speaking to the Nav, the in-car navigation system next to the
steering wheel. “That man’s been ‘looking after’ six different runaway girls. Of those, four commit
suicide. Two, nobody knows their whereabouts. Look at the stats from the Center for Guardianship of
Minors. It just doesn’t add up.”
The man spoke with conviction, and the Nav’s lights flashed in answer.
“On top of that there’s the little fact that all the girls died or disappeared shortly after checking their
own citizen’s ID for the first time, right, Doc? Well, I calculate there’s a less than two percent chance that
this girl has managed to access a Citizen Records Bureau. The way I figure it, all’s well and good as long
as nothing happens to the girl.”
The location, speed, and orientation of the black AirCar in front was shown in precise detail on the
Nav’s screen.
“Stop being so damn wishy-washy. We’ve staked our lives on this work here. You don’t want to be
treated as trash, right, Oeufcoque? If we don’t get the guys who are behind that man then where’s your
usefulness? Nowhere. You’ll be useless—and the fate of useless things is to be disposed of.”
“Yeah, but that doesn’t mean I actually have to hope that something bad’s going to happen to the girl.”
“Sure. Mind you, the real question in this situation is whether the girl is going to accept you. A
Scramble 09 like you.”
Presently a blip ran across the screen of the Nav and a dark voice echoed all around.
“With humans…some live as objects, and it’s not always the case that they even want free will.”
“Hey, I’m sure she’ll understand just what a good thing you are. Her life’s in danger. That’s where we
save her. She’ll witness our usefulness firsthand, right?”
“Even if she does have her life saved, it’s not at all unlikely that she’ll reject us…”
The screen grew ever more blurred.
“Stop being such a mope. Que sera sera, right? Oi! Hey, stop hiding away.” The man banged at the
Nav with increasing urgency, and eventually the screen recovered.
“The target’s left the road. He’s faster than I thought.”
The screen showed that the blackAirCar had left the freeway and was moving directly toward Central
Park.
“It’s here! He’s changed the autopilot’s course. He’s broken the pattern set over the last forty-seven
days.”
The man was gleefully getting ready to give the steering wheel a big yank when the voice of the Nav
stopped him in his tracks. “Don’t follow straight after him, Doc. We’ll take a detour and intercept him at
his likely destination. Keep your distance.”
No sooner said than a number of possible routes came up on the screen, and before long they settled on
one of those.
“Why’ve we chosen this road, Oeufcoque?” asked the man as he turned the steering wheel again.
“ ’Cause if nothing happens we’ll be able to head home on this road without having to pass them.”
The man sighed—he should have known it—and responded, “If nothing happens, eh? Oeufcoque, my
naive little soft-boiled friend, do you really think we live in such a gentle world? When you think about it,
what is there really that divides our little patch of earth fromthe fires of hell down below?”
≡
“Ah, yes, and we’re stopping right there beside the lake.” The man slid both his hands over the girl’s
body as he spoke.
“Don’t forget to set the timer for our rest. The password’s the same as before.” The man’s hands were
creeping incessantly about the girl’s body as she did as he ordered and set the course for the AirCar with
the remote. The hands that never broke into a cold sweat even when a hundred thousand dollars was at
stake, that had coolly won many a deal, the gamester’s hands that had caused so much excitement in the
Shows—these long, slender fingers had now slid into the girl’s underwear, forced her legs apart,
burrowed deeper and deeper (or so she thought), and at the same time the other hand played with the
swell of her breasts, squeezing and gently pinching them.
Even as the man explored the girl’s body she was somewhere else—unresisting while silently
assisting him with his needs. Her coat had already been taken off, and the fingers moving about deep
inside her hot pants were getting wet. Sensing a change in her breaking, he slid his other hand under her
shirt and inside her bra. Still the girl silently continued to programthe course into the AirCar, and the man
took great pleasure in the way she let out the occasional involuntary moan.
“We’ll do it as you’re programming the remote.” The voice from the man, now behind her,
commanded, and the girl closed her eyes, obeyed the rules.
As the girl closed her eyes and slipped out of consciousness, the sensation of the man’s hand inside
her gradually diminished—all sensations isolated—and it was as if everything in the world were
happening on the other side of a thin film.
This was the girl’s talent, and indeed it was a skill that she constantly had the opportunity to polish.
Right now she was able to observe even her own reactions and physical responses from a safe place
within her heart.
Don’t stay hidden in your shell, someone would say.
Come on out, they would say.
That was the sort of response she’d always had fromthe myriad of people in her life—social workers,
the people fromthe institute, passing friends, colleagues, employers, owners, clients.
But this city had a different set of needs for the girl’s special talent.
It turned out there were quite a few clients who liked their girls to be dolls.
Clients who got off on the idea of girls who closed off their hearts, girls who acted as though they
were asleep or dead.
“Balot…” the man called into the girl’s ear. Just as many clients had called her before.
Balot. The name of that delicacy in which a chick in its egg was boiled alive and eaten straight from
the shell.
At first it was a nickname given to her by the mistress of the brothel, half in jest. But the name soon
stuck and became her trademark. Just as word quickly spreads of a particularly special dish at a
restaurant, the clients came searching her out, and she became popular. No one told her not to stay hidden
away in her shell any longer. Instead, that became her job. To continue hiding herself away in a thin husk.
A girl—boiled to death in her own shell by the heat of a man’s ardor—a sweet, balmy delicacy was born.
“Good girl. You’re an elegant little doll, like a figure in a painting. Now, open your eyes.” The man
spoke in feverish tones. The girl obeyed, meekly. The vision that confronted her when she lifted her
eyelids was like a world viewed fromthe bottomof a lake, shimmering away in the distance.
“Do you remember the rules, Balot? The rules you need to obey if you want to be loved?”
Caught off guard—just as when he had asked her the question in the past—the girl just nodded her
head vaguely.
“Do you know what happens to girls who forget the rules?”
The sound of the man’s voice sent a sudden chill through the girl’s heart. She was taken aback. She
realized that the glitter of the city had disappeared and that they were now surrounded by the gloomy gray
of the park.
Behind the girl the man slowly took his sunglasses off.
“Shell…” The girl spoke as if she were swallowing her own breath. That instant the man’s large body
came down on top of hers. The glint at the back of his emerald eyes was different fromany sort she’d ever
seen before.
“You be obedient, Balot.” The girl stiffened slightly when she heard the sharp tone in his voice, but of
course, in the end she did just as the man commanded. The girl meekly serviced the man’s needs, and at
the same time the AirCar eventually came to a halt by the large lake in the park, resting still in the air.
02
Central Park was known as the Spot of Spots. It bisected the city, and it was the only place on the
circuit where different classes of cars—which were easily identifiable according to where they were
coming fromand where they were going to—might ever cross paths.
Take the middle-class Cheap Branchers, for example. They migrated into the city in droves, and might
drive from their homes in the purpose-built skyscrapers of the coastal district down to the pleasure
quarter, but they would never go near the high-class Senorita district in the east, let alone the industrial
estates to the south. The slums sprawled out throughout the southern districts, kept in strict isolation from
the immaculate streets.
In other words the red convertible wouldn’t be able to park right by the lake just because the black
AirCar had done so. That would immediately arouse suspicion. So the convertible picked a riverside spot
a few hundred meters away fromthe path toward the Senorita district the AirCar would later be taking.
The night was thick and moonless. After the convertible killed its engine you could hear even the wind
beating against the leaves on the trees.
“There! There! It’s that man’s car!” Oblivious to the cold night wind of early spring hitting his halfjacket,
the driver of the convertible nudged his Tech Glasses up with his finger and said,
“Oeufcoque, time to turn.”
He grabbed the Nav with his other hand.
“Got it,” said the Nav. And then a strange thing happened. The Nav lost its shape. A squashy
distortion, and in a twinkle it was a pair of binoculars.
“Too dark to see anything, Oeufcoque.”
The man was looking over his glasses into the binoculars, a frown expressing his dissatisfaction. As
he did so the binoculars lost their shape in his hands. In less than a moment they had squidged, like
quicksilver, into a pair of night vision goggles.
“How’s that, Doc?” said the night vision goggles. The voice was identical to the Nav’s.
“God damn, looks like that AirCar has a real expensive Gravity Device Engine,” said the man that the
goggles were speaking to—the Doctor—as the solemn sight of the black car entered his field of vision.
“I’d bet the shock absorbers on that thing are so good that a gunfight raging inside wouldn’t even register
on the outside. Let’s have a look for the passenger in question…no, Magic Mirrors. Can’t see inside, just
as I thought.”
“Save up all your requests for one go, will you, Doc? Wait a sec, I’ll change into a pair with heat
detectors.” The goggles distorted again. This time only the lenses. As this took place a kaleidoscope of
the reds and blues of human body heat unfolded before the Doctor’s eyes.
“Nice one, Oeufcoque—however tricky the request, you deal with it in a flash, the All-Purpose Tool
that you are.” The Doctor peered through the goggles, satisfied.
“They’re violently entangled. Could be engaged in hand-to-hand combat, Doc.” The goggles spoke in
a serious tone, but the Doctor just shrugged his shoulders.
“Hmm…you could say they’re engaged in hand-to-hand combat, yeah. Right in the middle of it. Man
and…woman. No one else in the car. Let’s start filming.”
“Already recording. But these images aren’t enough to determine whether we have the right man?”
“It’s Shell-Septinos, make no mistake. A modern-day Bluebeard. The color of sin, the death of the six
young girls—it’s flowing through his veins. I can see it.”
“Yeah, but your testimony alone isn’t going to count for much down at the Broilerhouse, Doc. With all
the fake footage about these days, recorded evidence has stopped counting for much.”
“I know. But you’ve got records of his physical characteristics, right? If we can just identify something
specific—any ailments, treatment scars—then a heat scan of his somatic cells will come in handy as
evidence.”
“According to an ailment scan we have a 72 percent chance of determining that it’s definitely him, by
my calculations.”
“What about his brain? He’s had operations there. If you can identify those.”
“The brain is difficult…48 percent chance.”
“The Broilerhouse won’t even take a second look unless we’re talking over 90 percent. What about
the girl?”
“Rune-Balot.” This time the goggles answered immediately. “We can conclude it’s her with a 96
percent certainty. She’s the underage prostitute scouted by Shell-Septinos back when she was a kiddie
porn star.”
“Damn it. This’d be useful evidence if she was the one we were trying to stop fromkilling him.”
“Wait…something’s odd.” A quieter voice fromthe goggles. The Doctor’s face tensed immediately.
“Odd? What’s odd, Oeufcoque?”
“The odor. I’mgetting smells fromthe car—not just pleasure, but something else mixed in there too.”
“Explain that in a way that I can relate to. You know your nose is special !”
“There’s the marked smell of…fear. They’re both afraid of something.”
“What? In the middle of doing it? Not just the girl, but the man too? Why?”
“No, it’s nerves…stress. Both people are subtly different but…similar.”
“Hone in on Shell, the man, analyze him. We might be able to work out his motives for his crimes to
date, Oeufcoque.”
“It’s almost like a death wish.”
The Doctor was visibly stunned by these words.
“What? Shell’s planning a suicide pact with the girl?”
“In a sense…that could indeed be the case.”
“What a perfectly crazy bastard. Right—mission aborted—we need some serious psychoanalysis here.
Okay, now that we’ve come this far our next step is to pay someone off, get them to turn this footage in to
the Broilerhouse. Any charge we can make stick—breaking the protection of minors law, attempted
coercion to commit suicide—whatever! Then we take over her case, offer the girl shelter—”
“Won’t work. He’ll rid himself of all ties to her while the investigation’s under way, and you’ve got
yourself an unresolved case, never to be closed. That’s one of the things her fake ID will be there for—so
that he can cleanse himself of any ties to her in an instant if he needs to.”
“Well, what do we do then? Carry on playing Peeping Tom?”
“Hang on…something strange is happening.” The voice from the goggles was pointed, abrupt. “The
man’s odor has changed. As if it’s oozing out. No suicidal tendencies anymore. It’s definite pleasure.”
Right at that moment another AirCar was silently drawing closer fromthe other side of the park.
≡
“You’ve questioned the status that you were given.” The man murmured while holding the girl. He
laughed a sharp, hollow laugh. He stared at the girl, a decision hidden deep in his eyes.
Held by him, the girl just lay there silently. She wondered, through the thin skin that separated her from
the outside world, whether it really was such a bad thing to try and work out her own position in life. It
must be a very bad thing, surely? Part of the girl became sadder and sadder as she thought about this, but
another part—the heart fromdeep within—looked on, utterly indifferent.
“Good girls don’t break the rules. Nice dolls exist to be obedient little decorations.” The man
embraced the girl with both arms as he spoke. He wrapped himself around her tightly. This was different
from a gentle embrace. It was like he was clinging, almost as if he were about to be dragged off
somewhere but had found something to hold on to in order to stop himself frombeing pulled away.
“But it’s okay, Balot. It’s okay. It’s tough for me, but it’s tough for you too. It’s tough. I understand. So
tough I almost want to die. In fact, I am, practically, going to die. Part of my memory is going to die. But
even if it dies away, the shape of it can still remain. Just like a Blue Diamond made fromashes.”
The man thrashed around furiously now, ranting and raving. As if he were delirious with fever. As
always at these times the girl remained docile. That was her job, after all, her talent.
Eventually the man stopped moving, slowly peeled himself off the girl, and came out of her. He started
dressing himself, and she was about to get up too when the man said in an unexpectedly tender voice,
“Stay just the way you are, Balot.”
So the girl lay sprawled in her disheveled state, and all she could do was gaze absentmindedly back at
the man as he laughed his thin laugh.
“What a wonderful sight. A beautiful sight. And after this you’re going to turn into something even
more beautiful,” the man murmured as he moved farther away from the girl, pressing his back against the
car door.
“A Blue Diamond.”
A watery smile, then the man raised his right hand to show off the glittering rings.
“That’s the answer to the question ‘What becomes of children who break the rules,’ Balot.” Speaking
these words, the man suddenly opened the door and jumped out of the car.
“Shell…?”
Just as she was hurriedly getting up the door slammed shut with a loud bang right in front of her.
Instinctively she tried to open the door—no go. However hard she tugged at the electric inner handle
the door just wouldn’t open. The man turned to look at her. Or so she thought, but then she realized that he
was just using the Magic Mirror windows to straighten his clothes and hair and adjust his sunglasses. He
wasn’t looking at her at all. The hands pulling at the door handles lost all their strength. She couldn’t even
speak. The world was distant, and she was overwhelmed by a terrible premonition.
When the headlights of the other AirCar came into view, the girl immediately understood that
everything had come to pass just as the man had planned right fromthe start.
≡
“Murder! I smell it! The girl’s going to die!”
The goggles’ outburst was shrill.
“Wait, there’s another car! Give me a head count!”
The Doctor pointed the goggles at the other AirCar. Instantly the lenses transformed with a squash, and
the body heat sensors turned back into standard night vision lenses.
“I don’t believe it… It’s Boiled,” the Doctor said in a troubled tone. “Look. The man in the driver’s
seat—it’s Boiled. To think that he’s now working for Shell! This isn’t good, Oeufcoque. If they’re
planning on killing the girl then any rescue attempt by us could backfire. Boiled is the sort that will shoot
her first.”
Soon the other AirCar pulled up beside the one containing the girl. The new AirCar had normal glass
in the windows, and the Doctor could see the stocky man in the driver’s seat. Short gray hair and a white
face devoid of any emotion. Boiled opened the window and spoke to Shell. His gray eyes flickered, and
—
“Shit! He’s looking this way!” The Doctor hastily threw himself to the car floor for cover.
“Calm down, Doc. I can’t smell any hostility coming from Boiled. Shell, on the other hand, is dripping
with murderous intent. It’s a very definite smell.”
“How’s he going to do it? Shoot her? Hang her? Poison her? Is the girl already dead?”
“No idea how, but it doesn’t feel like it’s happened yet. Point me at them. I’ll start recording.”
The Doctor got back up and pointed the goggles at the two AirCars by the lake. The man who’d gotten
out of the first AirCar—Shell—was gesturing at the car containing the girl.
“He’s waving his hand as if to say goodbye.”
“Not really enough to paint a convincing picture of a man planning on committing murder, is it?”
“Of course it’s not enough! He could give any old excuse for his actions. What the hell is he playing
at?”
“He’s keeping her trapped in the car. Shit! His murderous intent is starting to change to relief. There’s
not a moment to lose. My nose is definitely right about this—consider this an emergency!”
“And do what?”
“Move! Save the girl!” the goggles yelled. The Doctor started the convertible as fast as he could.
Up ahead the second AirCar, now with Shell on board, was starting to move away.
The car with the girl in it wasn’t moving.
The tires of the convertible spun violently, letting off a piercing shriek as the car took off.
At that moment the hood of the AirCar containing the girl exploded into a million tiny pieces.
Stunned at such an incredible turn of events, the Doctor rubbed his eyes. Then more terrible,
thundering explosions. The darkness was ripped apart in an instant, the whole scene repainted with the
bright red flames of an inferno. A roaring pillar of fire erupted along with the explosions, and the shrapnel
from the car poured down in lumps of solid flame, bathing the lakeshore with its incandescence. The
weird smell of roasting steel filled the air.
“To think he’d blow up the whole car! Shit, Boiled made me take my eye off the ball! Instant death?”
the Doctor said, despairing. Pieces of shrapnel rained down chunk by chunk on the hood and windshield.
The Doctor pressed down on the gas pedal, and in his hands the goggles changed shape with a squelch
and said:
“An explosion of the front engine. The rear of the car was ripped halfway off by the first blast.”
As soon as the goggles spoke they changed—somewhat surprisingly—into the shape of a fire
extinguisher, and said, “The car was built to disperse the effects of an explosion. There’s a good chance
that anyone in the back seat won’t have been killed by the blast.”
“What, so if she’s lucky she’s just covered in third-degree burns instead? See? What really divides
our little patch of earth from the fires of hell down below? Why not taste the flames for yourself, Mr.
Soft-Boiled Oeufcoque!”
“I’ll quench the fires of this world before they get a chance to burn me.” The fire extinguisher’s voice
was deadly earnest. “That’s my usefulness.”
03
A number of thoughts ran through the girl’s mind just before the explosion.
You’ve questioned the status that you were given.
She’d just wanted to make sure. She’d just wanted to show her gratitude for the wonderful gift that
she’d been given. That was why—just the once, she’d decided—she’d secretly accessed the city’s
personnel directory and learned who she was. She didn’t think that this was such a bad thing.
Why me? She’d just wanted to solve the mystery, learn the answer.
When the other car had arrived, she’d considered again whether it was such a bad thing.
And, of course, as it turned out it was. Without realizing it, she was trespassing onto the dangerous
territory of a dangerous man. And this was the worst thing in the world.
The man suddenly turned to look at the girl staring vacantly out of the window. Not at the window: he
was looking directly at the girl beyond it now, and clearly waving goodbye.
A Blue Diamond…something he can truly love. That’s what becomes of girls who break the rules.
She could see the glittering rings on the hand that was waving at her. A shudder tingled down her spine
amid her confusion. Synthetic diamonds made from human ashes. The rings that had been entrusted to her
to look after during every Show. There were seven of them—the man’s mother and those poor, anonymous
girls. She’d heard the rumors that he’d bought a number of girls and let them die. Those rumors were true.
And now me too—a wave of nausea welled up inside her. She felt as if something awful had seared itself
deep in her chest.
Why? Why me?
The question emerged from her mouth amid the daze. Now the question was no longer about love—it
had changed into something more sinister and disturbing. At the same time her nose sensed danger,
something burning…a disgusting smell. Sulfurous fumes filled the car, and the alarm in the driver’s seat
was beeping, as if to warn of engine trouble.
The man continued smiling and waving for a moment, then quickly turned around and jumped into the
other AirCar. Just that moment she remembered some of her fellow whores talking about how gangs liked
to burn their victims to death. It made it easier to process the corpses…
She heard a voice: Come on out.
Don’t shut yourself away in the shell of your heart. The words of the volunteer social worker from
the Welfare Institute.
The shell. That was what was supposed to have protected her. But right now, she was its prisoner—
trapped by a man, the man named Shell-Septinos, the man who had promised to give her back everything
that she had lost.
She suddenly became aware that her hand was frantically fumbling at the door handle. For a moment,
she didn’t even realize what she was doing. But of course she was trying to save herself.
Deep inside her own heart, another girl, just awakened, looked calmly on at her floundering hands.
Indeed…
The girl murmured. So this was what it was like. To be shut away in a shell. The door wouldn’t open.
Her hands kept on struggling with the door handle. She wondered again whether what she had done was
really all that bad.
Balot, somebody called. Ironically. The chick was boiled to death in the shell before it was even
born. The clients said it was the name of a rare delicacy. The clients who favored doll-like girls. Balot
had become the pièce de résistance—no one would tell her not to stay holed away inside her shell
again…
Before long the other AirCar started pulling away. As it did, the man in the front passenger seat turned
back to her again and waved lightly, carefree. See you soon, he almost seemed to say.
The nausea welled up inside her again. See you soon—once you’re a dead body. Would her scorched
remains—her body turned to ashes—really be decorating this gambler’s finger as a synthetic jewel?
Her chest clenched in dread thinking about this. The body that had survived so far by meeting the
needs of others: Was this to be its fate? Was she to be used as a thing right until the end?
“Die, you bastard. Die.”
She was shouting now, as if by reflex. She clung to the window, tried to watch the AirCar as it sped
away, but soon lost sight of it and was left only with her own translucent reflection.
“You’re a shit. You’re nothing but shit. I hope you die, you shit!”
And now she was directing an angry tirade at the man somewhere beyond the window: foolish, trash.
As if she were singing. Then she inhaled, choked on the acrid air. Tears welled up. Her head went hazy.
Her hands were yanking at the door as if her life depended on it. A lingering memory of the man was still
burning deep inside her body.
Foolish, trash, ash, cash.
The little ditty spun around in her head. That’s all I am. Was there a version of myself who thought
that? she wondered for an instant and looked out, but only a sad reflection stared back at her. Even now
her hands continued to grapple with the door handle.
Josh, fish, gash, hash.
A wave of despair assaulted her, and the part of her that had up to that point remained hidden behind
the thin layer of skin suddenly emerged.
“No! Help me, please!”
At that moment the pressure inside the car suddenly dropped, and a high-pitched buzz sounded.
Something, somewhere, caught fire.
Flash.
The pain lasted only an instant. A terrible roar and an explosion assaulted her, and her vision was
flooded with a blinding white light.
“I don’t want to die.”
That was the last sound the girl was ever to voice.
In the next instant the driver’s seat was blown backwards by the force of the blast, slamming her body
against the rear seat before the raging flames flared up and everything became a single mass of fire.
≡
“Are you in pain, Mr. Shell?” the man in the driver’s seat asked of the man now sprawled in the front
passenger seat.
“Just stressed.” The man—Shell—took his hand off his forehead and moved it to his breast pocket. He
pulled out the flask of scotch and the bottle of pills he kept inside his suit. He took a swig of scotch, put
two of the pills in his mouth, and then followed with another gulp of the whiskey, as though forcing down
something bitter.
“Heroic Pills, are they?” the driver muttered. Shell nodded and sighed a deep sigh. His Chameleon
Sunglasses were now glinting a deep blue, almost the color of lead.
“When I was a child I had A-10 surgery on my brain,” Shell said. “When my stress levels rise above a
certain level, my brain automatically switches to a state of euphoria. It was one of the Social Welfare
Department’s crime prevention schemes they tried out in the slums. But when I was in my teens they
discovered a flaw and halted the scheme.”
Shell looked at the driver, who nodded as if to say I’m listening.
“There’s a chance your brain goes haywire. Back when I was a kid, a friend went blind the moment
his stress levels rose. The part of his brain that controlled his vision was destroyed in the chemical
reaction that induces happiness. In my case, my memory goes in a bad way. So, these pills are the backup
plan. Absolute perfection. Take these and there’s no stress, no side effects. Right?”
“Well, at least you know how to deal with misfortune. That’s what allowed you to hire me,” said the
driver. These weren’t words of consolation. His tone was devoid of sympathy. His pale, glassy skin
seemed strange on a man so solidly built. His hair was closely cropped and mostly gray. Shell thought of
himas a revolver.
“Exactly right, Boiled. It means that I can cope with this little ritual. And, step by step, I’m able to
climb the road to glory in Mardock City.”
Shell laughed. He had a simple faith in the man sitting next to him. Even better, the drugs were kicking
in. He glanced at the side mirror, noticing again how much contrast there was in the way the two of them
looked. His own dark skin, long black hair. A feeling of satisfaction was spreading throughout his body—
satisfaction that he was able to hire such a keen professional, get himto do the driving…
It gave himconfidence that his plans, his scheme for life, were all working out.
“And every time I take another step toward glory I gain another beautiful Blue Diamond.” Shell gazed
at his glittering rings as happiness flooded his senses.
Boiled interrupted Shell’s euphoria. “I’mconcerned about something.” Shell shrugged his shoulders.
“What?”
“Back there in the park I noticed a car that was…incongruous.”
“Incongruous?”
“There’s a big baseball game at the dome at seven tonight. It’s strange that a car with tires would be in
this park.”
“What’ve tires and baseball got to do with each other, Boiled?”
“Electromagnetic waves are blocked within the park to keep it a quiet zone, right? Their car wouldn’t
be able to pick up a radio signal. What do you think people of that class would be doing skulking in the
shadows of the boathouse during a time they should be enjoying themselves?”
Shell smiled a thin smile and shook his head. “Whatever. There’s no proof of what I did today. No
memory. And even if there is any trouble, you’ll take care of it for me, Boiled. Trouble is your business,
after all.”
04
The girl was already unconscious fromthe impact of the blast before the flames enveloped her body.
This meant her lungs avoided the worst of the fiery smoke—in other words, she avoided, by the
narrowest of margins, dying of smoke inhalation. Even so, when she finally awoke in a dim haze the cells
in her mouth had been burnt through, and she was barely being kept alive by a tube that was shoved down
her throat to her respiratory organs, forcing her lungs to breathe to an automated rhythm.
A voice abruptly leapt into her still-indistinct consciousness. “She’s still alive, Doctor! The girl,
Rune-Balot, she’s alive!”
A voice as if the speaker were rejoicing from the bottom of his heart. And then, in time, a different,
more leisurely voice:
“She’ll be okay for now, Oeufcoque—her whole body’s enveloped in the protective foam. Even so,
this is horrific. She’s burnt to a crisp. Her skin’s lost, and her sense of taste and smell could go too…”
“The poor thing. Do you think she’ll resent us for rescuing her, Doc?”
“Well, humans—females in particular—are such illogical creatures. They start to lose the will to live
and hate the world the moment something affects their sense of worth. We’ll just have to try and reason
with her.”
“Will she choose the path of Scramble 09, do you think? Or will she give up on life?”
“Probably best not to let her know the latter option exists.”
The girl—Balot—felt nothing of the world, but just then she saw a curious thing emerge.
The one called the Doctor: a tall, lanky man. Splotchy hair, Tech Glasses, a reddish-brown half-coat
that covered a colorful patchwork of a doctor’s gown, with syringes, portable microscopes and all sorts
of other contraptions hanging from the chest and waist. It was as if the lead singer in a psychedelic band
had suddenly decided to say Look at me, I’m a doctor now. And then—
Even more bizarre than that. A golden mouse perched on the Doctor’s shoulder.
“Anyway, look after her, will you—she could turn out to be a new buddy.”
“Yup, though at the moment she’s more body than buddy.”
The golden mouse just looked at Balot, completely ignoring the Doctor’s reply.
The mouse’s dim red eyes seemed to contain hidden depths, as if he were a mature, older man. The
tiny pants that he was wearing as if to cover up a bulging belly—held in place by a tiny pair of suspenders
hanging off his shoulders—seemed hilarious to the girl.
Sharp, focused golden whiskers. And she could see in his solemn face a gentleness that she’d never
encountered before.
Their eyes met unexpectedly. A clear expression of concern flickered across the golden mouse’s face.
“She’s conscious. She looked at me.”
“Well, she’s drugged to the hilt with morphine, and with these burns she’s not in a state to take in
anything at the moment. Anyway, you’re going to be partners, right? You should at least be prepared for
her to see you.”
“Generally speaking women aren’t too keen on mice…” The golden mouse’s eyes were a little
downcast. The Doctor stroked his little back as if to say There, there.
Balot tried to move herself in order to see them better, but could barely lift a finger and just lay there
shaking. She realized in some faint way that she was ensconced in a large capsule. She felt a strange sense
of security, floating, surrounded by foam, steeped in liquid, in an egg-shaped portable pod designed for
intensive care. Her whole body, scorched through, in fetal position, barely able to lift a finger—floated in
that bulky egg.
Shell…
The word drifted through her mind, suddenly with different feelings, associations…
And she dozed off the moment she closed her eyes, losing consciousness again.
While Balot lay half dreaming, the Doctor and the mouse held a curious conversation.
“Memory loss?” The mouse’s querulous voice chirped up. The Doctor’s voice answered. Balot
opened her eyelids a crack and looked out through the solution she was suspended in to see the back of the
Doctor’s head, covered in its tie-dyed hair.
“Yup, that’s my guess, based on the stress and pleasure levels that you sensed coming from him. The
side effects of his A-10 surgery. Whenever it feels under stress, part of the brain selectively destroys the
gestalt. A sort of suicide of the memory, so to speak. That’s Shell’s dirty little secret.”
“Suicide of the memory…”
“And it looks like it was triggered by the murder of the girl. There’s some connection. Each time he
kills a girl, he probably forgets that he’s done so, but then finds another similar girl and kills again. A sort
of ritual. Let’s see, something like those ancient Eastern religions that wouldn’t recognize the existence of
a widow.”
“What?”
“Widows had to be immolated along with their dead husbands. There were cases when the woman
objected and had to be doused with gasoline and burnt to death. I think this is similar to that.”
It appeared that the Doctor was now driving. From the back seat where Balot was placed she could
see the mouse perched on his shoulder nodding along to the conversation.
“So, Doc, the death wish I could smell from the man was his memories committing suicide? And the
girl was dragged along as part of a ritual designed for stress relief?”
“That fits with everything we know. We’ve never psycho-analyzed Shell directly, so we can’t know
for sure in detail. But knowing that you’re about to lose your memories—that’d be incredibly stressful.
Part of your mind is going to go. Maybe it’s not surprising he wants to drag someone along for the ride.
He probably sees it as romantic in his own way, killing a little girl along with his memory.”
That man will die too.
This was the one fact that registered in Balot’s hazy state of consciousness. My Shell. The man that
gave me—a Teen Harlot from the slums—an identity, even if only for a moment. The man that was trying
to rise to the top in this city—what a pathetic way for him to die. She felt pity, which then changed into an
intoxicating thought: I’ll die with him. Her sort-of compassion.
If there were ever a moment when her compassion for others could redeemher then this was it.
“It’s hardly decent to try and explain away his actions as romantic…”
Balot’s feelings were shattered in an instant by the mouse’s words.
“Death is a solitary thing. It’s not as if someone else’s death is somehow going to add value to your
own, or even give solace to your own life.”
Balot unconsciously tried to remove the oxygen mask attached to her mouth. She wanted to say
something to the mouse. But she couldn’t even lift a finger.
In her muddy consciousness, conflicting feelings of indignation and gratitude toward the mouse were
swirling around together.
“Yup, I’m with you there. And in any case, cleaning up after his romantic notions ain’t half racking up
the expenses. There’s lots of upkeep now, Oeufcoque: you, and the girl.”
Balot heard the Doctor grumbling just as she was on the verge of collapsing back into
unconsciousness.
Many times Balot’s consciousness floated back into the real world before plunging back down into the
depths of sleep. Each time Balot began to fade, she was assailed by incredible anxiety, only to be rescued
by a curious sense of relief. That relief could come in the form of the mouse’s voice, or the Doctor’s. The
prospect of death was steadily fading away. Reality was coming back into focus, and she would now have
to live.
Make your choice.
Someone spoke in a dream. It wasn’t an order. Rather, it was closer to a question.
The choice to choose your path—the choice of existence. You have that right.
Balot was dreaming. She was floating in the darkness, and another version of herself was gradually
swooping down on her fromabove. And her other self asked:
Make your choice—or would you be better of dead?
Her other self collapsed in a tangled heap, right on top of her.
She remembered the noise fromthe glitter of the city.
I’d be better of dead—the magic spell that made the heart feel lighter. The words closed in on her,
hideously familiar. Beyond the noise was a life full of sadness. I want you to die with me—the doll burnt
along with the body at a cremation. That was the last need. And she had obeyed.
But—
Why me?
The question surfaced like a bubble in the melange of her consciousness.
There was no answer. When you realized this, truly understood that there was no answer to the
question of why me, all that was left was death. Yes. That was the choice. Whether to live. Why me? Why
should I live? Such a person as me. The choice: one of two possibilities.
She felt that no one would say yes for her. The burden carried by a person who had never experienced
unconditional love. You were either crushed by that burden, or you lived in order to search for that
answer: yes. To search for the answer to the question Why me?
Balot’s heart was ripped to pieces, scattered, and sunk beneath the waves.
At length, the thing that she had been protecting—hidden away in her shell—started to rise up slowly
fromthe ruins of her heart.
I don’t want to die…
The moment her heart—protected in its shell till the very end, not yet boiled to death—murmured these
words in the faintest of whispers…
…that became Balot’s choice.
05
Josh, crush.
Balot suddenly realized that the little ditty was spinning around in her head again.
Dish, wash, brush, mash.
The awakening happened in an instant. As if the dreamstate she had experienced had never been.
Gosh!
Balot opened her eyes amid an eerie calm.
An ultraviolet lamp flickered in one corner of the ceiling. Reflective mirrors were fixed above her and
arms extended fromthe bed. It was as if she were on an operating table.
She felt something moving on her back. The bed undulated slowly from left to right in order to prevent
bedsores. When Balot moved her body to get up, the bed automatically rose with her, gently supporting
her upper body.
At the same time the lower half of the bed started to fall, so she could now bend her legs.
The bed had become an easy chair. Almost like a cradle.
Her focus now moved from the ceiling to the room itself—she was in a huge hall filled with a number
of machines. One of the contraptions was beating a pulse along with Balot’s heartbeat, and all the cords
sprouting from the devices and tubes ran along to the bed, some of which were also attached to her head
or arms. Balot looked around the room, listening to the soothing rhythm of the machines pulsing in
harmony, working just for her benefit.
The roomwas windowless, and disinfectant tiles covered the surfaces of the walls.
The dry air was suffused with a feeling of quiet madness.
And then, all of a sudden, the realization—I am alive.
She ran her hands across her body. A movement to confirmher own existence.
She wasn’t naked but wore a thin hospital gown made of insulating material. Protruding fromthe gown
were her arms and legs, spotlessly clean. Her skin was almost uncomfortably smooth.
Her hair was full of life, as if it had only just sprung up. Cut cleanly, just above shoulder-length, it was
now much shorter than it had been before.
She stretched her left arm out and slowly caressed the limb from her elbow to her wrist with her right
hand.
It felt like the white of a boiled egg, and—very faintly—there was a sort of spark.
Electricity?
There was no other way of describing it. Millions of little currents of electricity flowed down the
surface of her skin.
Not only that, they were in the shape of a complicated circuit. As if woven into an exquisite fiber.
She felt the threads of the fiber stretching out toward the air, one by one, like a spider’s web, and that
instant Balot understood why she felt so calm.
She felt no insecurity about the room she was in whatsoever. In other words she recognized every
little corner of the room, intimately.
Normally, because there were blind spots where she couldn’t see, she would have a sense of
apprehension. But now, because Balot knew the air that touched the skin, she could also feel all the
objects that the air was touching.
Even without looking, I know precisely the shapes of the things that are there.
This was because of the millions of threads, invisible to the eye, extending from her body. And all
those threads were connected to the machines in the room. Or rather coiled around them. And the bed, the
light fixtures, the thermostat, the blood pressure meter—the threads had burrowed their way in
everywhere.
Balot lifted her still-extended left hand above her head and toward the lights.
She felt the threads again, thin, unbreakable.
Quite spontaneously she pinched the threads between her fingers. An image of plucking floated into
her mind.
The world was plunged into darkness in an instant. All the lights had gone out. The electricity hadn’t
been cut. Rather, the switches had all gone off simultaneously.
Balot opened her eyes wide in the darkness, remaining absolutely still.
In the darkness she could sense the threads that extended fromher body even more vividly than before.
She plucked at the strings again. A blinding light flooded her eyes. All the lights were back on.
She let go of the threads, and this time took the mass of extending strings and stroked themgently.
It was like a kaleidoscope. A flick of her wrist and anything in sight could be changed in a million
ways.
She changed the temperature on the air conditioning. The dial moved, and the tubes fixed to her hands
and feet came loose on their own. After a while she didn’t need to check the threads anymore. Without
even having to move her hands, using willpower alone, she realized that she could operate any
electronic device without touching it.
I’ve gone mad. So she thought. I’m in a strange dream. And I’m causing the madness myself. The
very definition of a nightmare that I can’t wake up from.
The fact that she existed was proof that she had gone mad. When she opened her eyes she had become
a different creature. Or, strictly speaking, her outer layer of skin had become a different creature. And that
creature was powerful. With an as-yet-unknown, but very definite, power. Like one who, bitten by a
vampire, awakes thirsty, aware for the first time of the new self that they have been bequeathed.
And, then…
Balot discovered an old portable radio in the corner of the room. As if it were the only thing in the
roomthat was not under the control of Balot’s consciousness.
As she lifted her hand toward the radio she noticed a slight resistance from it. Balot gave a little
scowl, and just then the radio started giving off a noise.
An ear-splitting sound rent the room. A grating sound, as if a large crowd of people had all decided to
claw at chalkboards.
Balot searched for music in the air. She realized that her senses could extend beyond the confines of
the room.
Outside a multitude of radio waves were overflowing in a complex tangle of dissonance.
She plucked one of the radio waves, ran it through her body—her skin—and connected the music up
with the radio.
The light on the radio started flickering, surprised, and in an instant began broadcasting Midnight
Broadway. Balot ensnared the volume control, bringing it to just the right level.
She rested her head back in the easy chair, concentrated on the jolly music, and all of a sudden she felt
like crying. But no tears came. There was a gaping hole inside her chest, and everything inside it was all
dried out.
As the black woman on the radio—with her husky voice and distinctive accent—came to the end of
her song, Balot noticed a presence outside the room. Someone was coming. She could even tell that they
had stopped outside, pausing. One man. The electronic waves in the air gave her a clear idea not just of
his shape but even his looks.
The door opened.
“Looks like somebody’s awake.”
That instant Balot turned off all the lights and stopped the radio, as if by reflex.
The man stepped on a pedal at the entrance to the room. The wheels on Balot’s easy chair gradually
started moving away from the door. Balot waited in the corner, achingly still, where the man couldn’t
reach her.
“Uh…”
The man cleared his throat and said, “Well, let’s start with introductions. I’mDr. Easter. I’min charge
of repairing you… uh…or rather I should say I’m the physician in charge. Call me… Doctor, Doc, Duck
—as in quack—as you like, really. Basically, I’m, uh, remunerated by the city authorities for keeping you
alive, making sure your life is improved… So, erm, that’s the way it is.”
Balot kept her breathing shallow, watching to make sure that the man didn’t enter any farther into the
room.
The Doctor gave another dry cough and pushed his glasses up onto the bridge of his nose. The thin film
of numbers and displays that were up on his Tech Glasses had disappeared, and they now looked like
normal spectacles.
“Hey, take it easy. This is our little hideaway, our shell, or one of them, anyway. Used to be a morgue,
you know, but it was abandoned after the neighborhood objected. This very room was used for autopsies,
so it’s a perfect setup for surgery. Go down the corridor and there’s a huge room set up to store eight
hundred corpses. Amazing, huh? Eight hundred bodies, all free for me to tinker with as I please—it’s a
dream come true. But then there was an earthquake in the area, the circuits went down, total blackout for
about forty-eight hours. That’s when the good citizens started getting a bit edgy about the smell…and
that’s when we came in, buying this place up as an office-slash-factory and made it into our apartment.”
The Doctor paused at this moment. He seemed a little out of breath.
“So, uh…it’d be great if we could have some light back, maybe?”
His tone of voice seemed to imply that he’d explained enough for now, that she really should be
convinced that everything was going to be all right.
As it was, the only phrase that really registered with Balot was hideaway. Our shell.
That was what convinced Balot. It was as though the rest of the explanation were irrelevant. She had
once been in danger but was now in a safe place. In the end, those were the two pertinent facts.
Balot turned the lights on bit by bit. She also turned the radio back on at a low volume.
The Doctor threw the radio an odd glance before pulling up a chair next to Balot’s easy chair and
sitting down on it.
“We, uh, took the liberty of dressing you in a change of clothes. Hope you don’t mind. Your old outfit
was a pile of ash, anyhow.”
Exactly, thought Balot. It burst into flame in an instant. Like the cellophane wrapper on a cigarette
carton. It would have melted, lost its shape, and all that would have been left clinging would have been an
ugly black lump. And the same goes for me.
“Now, uh, open up!”
The Doctor now had in his hand the penlight that had been clipped to his breast pocket. He gestured
for Balot to open her mouth. She followed his orders. The Doctor’s Tech Glasses started flickering as he
looked down her throat, and the layer of numbers and symbols came up again. Eventually the Doctor
furrowed his brow and said:
“Nah…no good, just as I thought. The tissue’s all peeled away.”
That was the moment that Balot remembered something was amiss in her throat. Up until now she’d
been too distracted by her new senses, and she had completely failed to notice what she’d lost…
“Can you speak at all?” asked the Doctor. Balot’s mouth stayed open, silent and gaping, while the
Doctor turned the penlight off and returned it to its position on his chest.
“Your eardrums and your sense of smell were fairly easy to regenerate. But vocal cords are a bit more
complicated, and as they were badly damaged it’s a bit harder to get them stable again. Well, uh, we’ll
work something out eventually, no worries.”
It was as if he were talking about a broken appliance for which he couldn’t order any replacement
parts.
Balot tried exhaling. Some breath wheezed out, but no voice.
Her throat was like a cavity in a desiccated old tree.
“And how’s the skin? Any aches or itches?”
She gazed absentmindedly at the Doctor and slowly shook her head. The things she had gained, the
things she had lost. She tried to reconcile the two, but couldn’t.
“Impressive things, women. Quick at knowing your own bodies. It’s less than two weeks since the
operation, too.”
The Doctor was full of admiration. He was referring to the incident with the lights, earlier. The music
fromthe radio as well. The Doctor knew she hadn’t touched either of them.
“Snarc. A kind of electronic stimulation. That’s the name of your choice, the power you selected in
order to survive,” the Doctor informed her.
“Presently about 98 percent of your body’s surface is, uh, wrapped in Lightite, synthetic skin. That’s
what they call it when it’s not skin tissue donated by other people. It’s not originally human skin,
something—”
The Doctor cut himself off. As Balot cocked her head to one side, the Doctor held a finger up as if to
make it clear that now this is the important bit, and said, “Regenerative metal fibers—that’s what the
outer layer of your body is now composed of. They were invented in order to try and understand what it
would be like to experience the void of outer space…and that’s now been surgically transplanted onto
you. These metal fibers have three important properties. Number one, they are accelerators—they
sharpen all your body’s senses. The second, a sort of omnidirectional sensory perception using electronic
waves. Allows you to feel everything in the area, sense all its dimensions. In your current state you could
get through life quite comfortably without ever opening your eyes.”
Balot nodded her head—she’d just experienced what he described for herself, and now she was
having it confirmed properly. Furthermore, the Doctor went on to explain thoroughly what else she could
expect to experience, using words unknown to her.
“And number three is the ability to manipulate electricity. Your skin is formed of outputs, electronic
interfaces. Right now you’re a living remote control for pretty much any piece of electronic equipment.”
At this point the Doctor pushed his glasses up a little with his fingers, clearing the lines that ran across
the lenses.
“So, you wondering how you came by this newfangled body of yours?”
An extremely direct question. Again Balot nodded, docile.
“While you were in your coma, we took the liberty of having a little Q&A with your consciousness
using a set of questions prescribed by the city authorities. In other words, an inquiry of your psyche. Do
you want to live, that sort of thing. You have the right to do so, will you exercise that right, was one of
the questions we asked.”
Balot suddenly remembered the dream she’d experienced. A dream about a choice. She had selected
something then. But what exactly was it?
“Mardock Scramble Oh Nine,” said the Doctor.
As if that answered everything.
“Emergency laws promulgated by Mardock City, designed to preserve human life. Within them,
number 09—that’s Oh Nine—gives special dispensation to use technology otherwise forbidden by law.
Like when an ambulance is allowed to run a red light when lives are at stake. And this is my specialty.”
Balot was gripped by the Doctor’s words, not even nodding now. Choice—right. She felt the two
words spinning around like hands on a clock, then snapping into position together. A magic moment.
Magic that would transport Balot to a different place. In the interior workings of choice and right a
number of complicated cogs spun together. The Doctor was one of those cogs.
“The boundaries of your consciousness chose 09. So, based on this choice, I made use of a certain
operation that your unconscious mind requested.”
The Doctor turned and smiled—a little nervously, now—at Balot, who remained still.
“So, uh, the question, now that you’re awake, is whether your conscious self makes the same choice of
09, as expected. But, well, before we come to that, let’s talk a little about where this technology came
from.”
As he said this the Doctor fiddled with the monitor on his Tech Glasses, aimlessly switching them on
and off.
His actions were unsettling. The reason for this would soon become clear: the Doctor was about to
talk about himself, not just explain Balot’s predicament.
“Many years ago, I was involved right at the heart of our space program. It was a case of pretty much
anything goes, whatever we needed. The government spared no expense. This was because space
exploration was the cornerstone of our strategy against the enemy across the sea, the Continent—our
space program kept the balance of power and resources in our favor. In other words, I was one of the last
of the war generation, and at the same time I was one of the first of the postwar generation, after
everything turned topsy-turvy.”
Balot showed no sign of interest. War stories were irrelevant to her, and she’d never had a soldier as
a client. Also, it was something that she’d learned at work. Not to do anything. Let them talk, wait until
the other person says everything that needed to be said.
“I suppose you’d call it the flow of time. Seven years after the war ended, I was stripped of my
doctorate. Well, not only that, I was also held responsible for experiments on live human subjects and
was almost thrown in jail. It was kind of the fashion at that time to play the blame game, throw about
accusations of the odd war crime here and there. And I was dragged into that game. And, uh, the thing that
saved me is our old friend, Scramble 09. We have to prove our usefulness as specialists responsible for
overseeing 09 cases. For example, I don’t know, saving your life. And if we don’t do so, our fate is to be
disposed of fromthis world—that’s how it goes.”
At this point the Doctor grinned and pointed at Balot.
“So, for example, the skin you’re wearing—we invented it, and it was one of the inventions banned at
the end of the war. And, uh, if you accept it, we can then submit it to the Broilerhouse—the Ministry of
Justice—as part of your Life Preservation Program.”
Balot tilted her head. She was alive here and now, and she wondered why they needed a program to
preserve her life, to protect her.
“There are people who will try to kill you the moment they learn that you’re still alive. The reason I
gave you this technology wasn’t just to bring you back from the brink of death. It was also to give you
enough strength to freely defend yourself afterward.”
In other words, Balot’s crisis was the Doctor’s salvation.
The Doctor was the sort who was very good at tying loose ends together, making virtue out of
necessity. Some of her clients had been like that. There was a job he needed to take care of, and someone
like Balot needed to be engineered, so why not link the two together? Needs must, a client would tell
Balot as he embraced her. You can’t make an omelet without breaking eggs, but if you had to break eggs
then why not cook themsunny-side up?
But, of course, there was a flip side to sunny-side up—dark, blackened. There were plenty of eggs
that could be broken in this world. And this city broke many of them, too many.
“The reason you get to live on for is up to you. If you want revenge, get revenge. If you want to start
your life over, you’re free to do as you like. We’ve got plenty of money…or perhaps I should say we’re
going to make it. But that’s after you’ve cooperated with us. Do you think you understand?”
She understood well. And that was what a nod was for at times like this. Then the other person would
tell you what they wanted fromyou.
Balot lowered her eyes and gave a small nod.
Breathing an obvious sigh of relief, the Doctor:
“We’re PIs—private investigators, or rather special investigators, specializing in Scramble 09s. On
request we solve unofficial cases, acting as Trustees, taking responsibility for Concerned Parties—that’s
victims such as you—and making sure that things move smoothly and fairly. In return we’re rewarded by
the Broilerhouse, with money and a warranty of our usefulness. It’s even possible that, as a result of this
case, the technology that I’ve given you will be made legal.”
Balot considered this, keeping her eyes downcast. And when had the Doctor started referring to
himself as we? It was I up until a moment ago, wasn’t it?
And that word, case, again. The sharp cog spinning around in the space between choice and right. All
she’d done was make a choice. But what on earth had she chosen? Sure, the Doctor had explained how
Balot’s strange abilities worked. But what was their purpose?
What on earth should I do now? As she was thinking this—
“So, what we want you to do is this. First, go to the Broilerhouse and request that you—as the
Concerned Party in this case—be given the opportunity to solve it. Next, nominate us as Trustees, as
we’ve been in charge of the case so far.”
–Case?
A sudden voice. The Doctor was visibly taken aback.
Balot too was taken by surprise. She’d done it completely unconsciously.
–Whose case?
A voice like static. It was coming from the portable radio. Or, more accurately, Balot was interfering
with the speakers, snarcing them, changing the sound into words.
Strangely, though, it was as if the radio were doing the work for her.
As if the radio sensed what she wanted to say and offered to say the words itself.
The Doctor slowly turned his eyes back fromthe radio toward Balot and spoke.
“Shell-Septinos.”
The moment she heard the words Balot’s heart started pounding. She was able to sense the physical
changes that her emotions were causing and could measure themas precisely as clockwork.
“He’s the man we’re after. He perpetrated the crime. We’re the ones who deal with it. Having said
that, although he’s bad enough, he’s just a pawn himself, being used and manipulated.”
–In what way?
“Shell’s working for a certain large corporation. OctoberCorp—you know it, of course?”
And of course she did. All of the casinos that Shell managed were connected to the enterprise one way
or another. OctoberCorp, the giant conglomerate with its roots in the pleasure industries, now firmly in
control behind the scenes of many of the city’s media outlets.
“This corporation is our nemesis, as it were.”
–…nemesis?
“There are cases other than Scramble 09 in which permission is given to use forbidden science.
OctoberCorp, you see, was founded by people who worked in the same laboratory I used to work in.”
The Doctor hesitated a little at this point.
“Amusement, you see. Or pleasure, comfort, whatever you want to call it. That’s OctoberCorp’s
usefulness. Using a variety of technologies they furnish the good citizens of Mardock with their
amusements, and in this capacity they’re not too worried about the legality of the pleasures that they so
generously dribble into the city. Narcotics, pleasure devices, illegal Shows, whatever your heart desires
it can have.”
And, one part of that is the special technology they donate to the inhabitants of the slums, under the
guise of welfare.
The Doctor explained that the A-10 surgery—which made the brain secrete chemicals that transform
stress into euphoria—was also trickled in by OctoberCorp.
“Shell is one of OctoberCorp’s rainmakers, in charge of money-laundering operations. They use all
sorts of methods to launder their money. There’s a very good chance that your recent exposure to lifethreatening
danger was part of Shell’s business ops. So you could say that you and we have an enemy in
common.”
In other words, the Doctor was saying that Balot’s attempted murder—or murder—was for a purpose.
Well, that answered one part of the question—Why me?—that Balot was looking to have answered.
Why do I have to be killed?
Surely there must have been a definite reason. A reason far removed from love. The heart was already
beating softly. The temperature of her heart was frighteningly cold. As if she’d turned into an insect or
something.
An insect could live by its instincts. But, at this moment, this life held nothing.
Balot held on to the most important part of the Doctor’s words.
“We will preserve your life and arrest Shell. We’ll receive a bounty from the municipal authorities
and when we’re paid, we’ll split it down the middle. As the enemy is part of the stupidly large
OctoberCorp, the reward won’t be less than a few hundred thousand dollars. Enough money to change
your life plenty.”
The Doctor was now zealously trying to persuade Balot. As if to say If it’s what you want then take
all the money. We’ll give you whatever you want to fulfill your needs.
“You’ll gain a new life. This case will prove our usefulness to society, and—even better—we’ll
expose OctoberCorp for all its crimes and iniquity!” the Doctor said.
It didn’t seemlike he was about to say anything further.
It felt like he’d run out of steamjust as his rhetoric had started to get going.
Balot didn’t even nod. Her eyes hadn’t seen anything. In her mouth she tasted fire.
She could clearly taste the fumes she’d inhaled when she burnt to death, like an old wound.
An old song played on the radio. A woman sang a mournful tune, accompanied by a piano.
When the song ended the Doctor opened his mouth as if to speak, but Balot used the radio to speak
first:
–…the mouse.
The static fromthe radio formed the words.
“What?”
–Cute. And talks.
The Doctor’s eyebrows rose. As if he were surprised. Balot continued:
–Golden, like egg yolk, it/she added.
“Whew!”
A sudden outburst. The Doctor threw his head back and burst into laughter.
“You held on to consciousness in that state! What incredible aptitude! Not even most astronauts would
be able to do that, even after their specialist intensive training!”
After his little outburst, the Doctor turned around toward the portable radio for the first time.
“Hey, come on, Oeufcoque! The lady’s calling you!”
But no one answered.
“Jeez, what a shy guy you are.”
The Doctor skipped out of his chair and picked up the radio with a mischievous grin on his face.
And then—what do you know?—he suddenly raised the radio high into the air and threw it down to the
floor.
The sound of the radio smashing startled Balot. The antenna flew off along with the handle, the
speakers popped out, and the volume control knob rolled across the floor.
The knob rolled under the feet of the dumbfounded Balot before collapsing on its side.
“Way to startle a lady, Doctor!”
The knob spoke in an incredibly raspy voice. His tone was somehow troubled.
“Turning over, it’s called, or just turn for short. This little fella here can return to his usual self out of
any of his fragments,” the Doctor explained, ignoring the voice coming fromthe knob.
“This guy was originally developed for space exploration. He has this hyperspace within his body,
and by reversing this substance that he’s got stored up inside it, he’s able to turn his body into any object
you can think of.”
Balot picked up the knob fromthe radio. Softly, she rolled it around in her hand.
And then she remembered the curious exchange of electric currents that had just happened between her
and the radio.
The Doctor informed her of its name: “Oeufcoque.”
“ ’Cause he’s a half-baked little thing, when it comes down to it.”
As she thought on this, the thing did indeed turn inside out. The part of it that was a radio knob went
inside. At the same time, a mouse with golden fur emerged. It was the mouse fromher dream.
“Good evening, madam.”
The mouse gave a polite bow of introduction from Balot’s hand. Somehow it was standing upright, on
two feet.
“You have no objection to a mouse, I hope?”
The mouse spread his arms as if appealing to her, and Balot tilted her head toward him.
“For my part, I’m somewhat different from an ordinary mouse, so do feel free to speak to me without
disgust… No, wait, you aren’t able to speak. Hmm. Well, if it would be of assistance I would be glad to
become a radio again. Do please let me know what’s convenient, radio or television, as you desire.”
Balot tilted her head again. She didn’t feel bad. She remembered that the mouse had said something
important in her dreams. To do with death. And its value. She wanted him to say it again. Why me—she
felt he might be able to teach her a different answer to this question.
“What are you jabbering on for? Talk to her about our work, the task—” the Doctor interjected,
amazed.
“There’s such a thing as taking it easy, you know.” Oeufcoque stabbed his finger toward the Doctor.
“It was quite a shock for her, after all, the whole affair. Let’s start off with a bit of TLC for the mind.”
“You want me to prescribe her some Prozac? Or should we get her wasted just enough that it doesn’t
interfere with her work?”
“No, I’msaying we need to get her to a state where we don’t need to do those things.”
–What should I do?
The speakers on the floor suddenly emitted the words.
The Doctor and Oeufcoque turned to look at Balot at the same time.
–Do you need me to nod to saythat I’ll help you? Or maybe sign a contract?
“Well, that didn’t take long!”
The Doctor was all smiles now. “Okay, so, keep gripping that thing—Oeufcoque—and I want you to
visualize what you can about Shell-Septinos.”
Balot had no idea what the Doctor’s words meant, but she quietly got on with doing what she was
asked. She gently wrapped her hands around Oeufcoque’s body and thought of Shell.
Oeufcoque’s red eyes stared at Balot.
Balot’s jet black eyes also stared back at Oeufcoque. And then she thought of the thin smile Shell gave
her at the very end. His figure waving at her from outside the car window. The Blue Diamonds on his
fingers sparkling brightly. Just thinking of that light glinting made her heart slowly ooze poison.
Her lips trembled. The shame and the sadness suddenly surged through her hand and was transmitted
to Oeufcoque.
Then Balot’s deepest feelings started to take shape and appear.
This was Balot’s new ability—and Oeufcoque’s.
Oeufcoque turned with a squish. Oeufcoque’s face, with its troubled expression, disappeared in an
instant—and in its place Balot felt a profound weight in her hands.
A golden revolver had appeared in Balot’s grip.
Balot stared at the revolver. She wondered whether this was the answer. As she did so the trigger
cocked itself. Click. She felt the bullet loading in the steel chamber inside the gun. This was, without a
doubt, Balot’s snarc. The gun knew of Balot’s despair.
“Well, I didn’t think it would take the formof a gun with such accuracy.” The Doctor stared, fixated on
the gun, and continued. “Now your psychoprint is recorded inside Oeufcoque. Physical evidence of your
heart, as it were. And, using your heart as our foundation, we’re going to protect you and fulfill our
objectives. So, we’ll defeat the man known as Shell-Septinos, smash OctoberCorp—”
“You’ve got it wrong, Doctor,” Oeufcoque interrupted, still in the form of a revolver. “She’s going to
shoot herself.”
The Doctor’s eyes widened.
“She still has feelings for the man?”
“No, not that,” Oeufcoque said. Balot realized then for the first time that the gun didn’t have a trigger.
That was Oeufcoque’s will. And it was the first act of kindness that Balot had received from this
curious little mouse.
She felt the warmth of a body in her palms. The gun lost its form with a squelch and turned into a
golden mouse before looking up at Balot fromwithin her grip.
“She just can’t break out of the shell inside her heart. There are too many things around her that cause
her pain.”
Balot breathed the air, deeply. She opened her eyes wide and stared at Oeufcoque.
“What’s this?”
The Doctor’s face was doubtful.
“The girl’s lost everything. We’re the ones who saved her. It’s our responsibility to help her find a
sense of purpose in the life she’s now living. My usefulness at the moment is to make sure she doesn’t
make the choice to abandon life.”
Oeufcoque looked right into Balot’s eyes. Mature eyes, as if they were filled with a mixture of dignity
and courtesy. In the end even the Doctor couldn’t argue with Oeufcoque’s words. Balot understood that
quickly. She also understood the reason.
She didn’t know how, but Oeufcoque had the ability to search a person’s heart, see through them in an
instant. Also, the power to evaluate the value of that heart. A power that Balot, the Doctor, the people of
this city, all seemed to have lost.
The mouse and the girl stared each other down. As if two pieces of a whole had finally met. They
remained like that for a good while.
Eventually the Doctor, who had been left all on his own, nonplussed, said, “How’s about I shine a
spotlight on the happy couple?”
It was all he could say
