Natalie went to Jian's bedroom.
She took a deep breath before she knock on the door and open it.
Natalie found Jian sitting on the bed while in a dazed.
He looked stressed!
He had a dark circles around his eyes, his hair is messy, his beard has grown and he even lost weight.
"J-Jian..." She called him.
Jian tilted his head, "Nana!" Jian quickly get up from the bed and took a big strides towards Natalie and then he embraced her tightly.
"Nana, Why you didn't show up this past few days? It thought you already left me..." Jian said pitifully as he tightened his embrace.
Natalie suppressed her self to embrace him back.
God knows how much she wanted to embrace Jian and stay by his side forever.
But, she can't!
Natalie suppressed her self not to cry.
She tried to compose her self and then she lift her arms and pushed Jian.
Jian looked at Natalie with his confused reaction." Nana..."
"Jian we have to talk." Natalie said coldly.
Jian noticed Natalie's coldness towards him.
"Why? What is it?" He asked.
"Jian... I want to tell you..."
That I love you and I'm willing to sacrifice for you.
Leaving you doesn't mean that I don't love you.
I will leave for your own good.
I can't bear to see you suffer because of me.
Even if I'll leave you, you will be forever in my heart.
Natalie secretly said.
"Nana? What are you going to say?" Jian asked anxiously.
He don't know why, but he feel odd to Nana's behavior.
"I..." Natalie gulped, she regretted her decision on coming here and talk to him.
I should have just left without telling him!
"Nana?"
Natalie snapped back to her senses.
"I...I'm going back to Shanghai. " Natalie finally said.
Jian was stunned!
"What?!"
Jian was obviously anxious!
"When will you coming back?" He asked.
"Jian... I... I am not coming back. I am leaving you." Natalie said with her cold expression, but deep inside, she feel so broke!
"What?!
"But Nana... You've promised me that you will stay by my side ! You said you won't leave me behind!" Jian said and he seems like crying.
Natalie tried her best to looked calm.
"I'm sorry Jian, but I can't keep that promise!" Natalie replied.
"Nana, No! Please! Don't leave me! Why did you suddenly changed? Is it because of the scandal that I got involved right now?"
"Yes!" Natalie replied.
"Nana, I am already looking for a proof that I am innocent! Nana please! Don't give up on us!" Jian tried to beg.
"C'mon Jian! You always said that you're looking for a proof but you never find one! You only rely on the people around you! I'm sorry but I don't want you anymore!" Natalie tried her best not to cry even though she's hurting inside!
"Nana please... Don't do this to me! I need you now! I need you to stay beside me! Nana, you're my only strength please don't go!" Jian begged again.
Natalie didn't look to Jian becuase she don't wasn't to see the pain in his eyes!
"Ha!" Natalie pretended to laugh sarcastically.
"This!"
"This is the main reason why I want to leave you Jian! Because you're too weak! You can't even prove your self innocent! You're hopeless!
Jian, I realized that you're not the kind of man that I want to be with for the rest of my life!
I want someone who is strong, influential and the man who has the same status as me! And it wasn't you Jian! " Natalie said.
Every word that came out from Natalie's mouth is like a knife that stabbed Jian's heart!
Every word make his heart bleed!
Thoug he is hurting, Jian still refused to believed to Natalie.
"No! I don't believe you! You're just lying ,don't you?!"
Natalie's heartbeat become faster!
But she still try to convince Jian.
"I am not lying! I am telling the truth! You know what Jian? I just realize that... that I have never love you!"
Jian's world shattered!
"No! No! Look at me Nana!"
Jian hold Natalie's face and forced her to look at him.
"Look at me and tell me that you don't love me!" He yelled!
Natalie slowly lifted her gaze.
She looked at Jian straight to his eyes.
"I... I don't love you!" Natalie use all her courage to say those words to Jian.
Jian slowly loosened his grip to Natalie's face.
It was so painful!
Jain lowered his head and his shoulders shook!
Natalie knew that Jian is crying and she can't take it anymore!
If she stay here for long, she might change her mind and take back the words that she said to Jian earlier!
So, before she could do it, she quickly turn around to leave but Jian suddenly grabbed her wrist and kissed her!
Natalie's heart skipped a beat!
But before she could lost control and forget everything, Natalie instantly pushed Jian away from her!
" Stop this Jian!" Natalie yelled!
Jian was stunned for a moment, but he won't give up!
He walked closer to Natalie and kneel down in front of her!
Natalie gasped!
"Jian! What do you think you're doing?!" She yelled!
"Nana, I'm begging you!" Jian embraced Natalie's tigh.
"Please don't leave me!" He said pitifully.
Natalie bit her lower lip and closed her eyes tightly to suppress her tears!
No Natalie!
You're doing this for him!
If you suddenly change your mind, his life would be more difficult!
With that thought, Natalie gathered her strength and pushed Jian violently!
"Stop being so pathetic Jian!" She said.
And then she turn her back and leave Jian's room!
As soon as she turn her back away from him , Natalie's tears started to fall down to her face.
She went downstairs, she saw Carrie and Mrs. Hong in the living room butv Natalie just ignore them!
She don't want to stay in Jian's place, so, she took a bi lg strides and get out from Jian's house!
Natalie headed to the car parked not far from Jian's house where Chairman Zhuang is waiting for her!
Natalie get inside the car and sit down in the back seat!
"It's done! I hope you're happy now!" Natalie coldly said to her father who is sitting beside her.
Chairman Zhuang didn't reply, he only took a deep breath and instructed the driver to drive away.
"Let's go!" He said.
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Jian stayed in the floor.
He hold his head with both of his hands and he messed his hair!
No!
He can't accept it!
He can't live without Natalie!
He love her so much and he can't let her go just like that!
With that thought, Jian quickly get up from the floor, he headed downstairs and run to the outside!
Carrie and Mrs. Hong quickly followed Jian!
"Jian!" Mrs. Hong called Jian.
"Gēgē!" Carrie called her brother too!
Jian didn't listen to his mother and sister!
When he got out from the house, he quickly search for Natalie!
And there, he saw her get inside the black car that was parked not far from his house!
"Nana!" Jian called Natalie, but Natalie seemed to hear nothing!
"Nana!" Jian called again while running!
He is running bare footed but he didn't mind the pain in his feet!
All he want is to chase Nana and tell her to comeback to him!
"Nana!"
Natalie unintentionally looked at the rearview mirror, and there!
She saw Jian chasing after their car!
"Jian!" She blurted out!
Natalie instantly turn her head and look behind the car!
"Jian!" Natalie cried and tears continued to fall down to her face.
But Chairman Zhuang hold Natalie's hand and reminded her about their agreement.
"Don't forget your promise." He said.
Natalie instantly shut her mouth while helplessly watch Jian farther and farther and farther until she can't see him anymore!
"Nana!" Jian stopped chasing the car when it's gone .
"Nana..." Jian murmured.
He helplessly kneel down and cry.
"Gēgē..." Carrie slowly walked closer to her brother.
"Gēgē..." Carrie crouched on the ground and embrace her brother.
It is the only thing that she can do for him.
To make him feel that he is not alone.
She's not mad at Nana, because she knew that Nana has a good reason why she choose to leave Jian.
The two of them are just a victim of the forbidden love!
Natalie went to Jian's bedroom.
She took a deep breath before she knock on the door and open it.
Natalie found Jian sitting on the bed while in a dazed.
He looked stressed!
He had a dark circles around his eyes, his hair is messy, his beard has grown and he even lost weight.
"J-Jian..." She called him.
Jian tilted his head, "Nana!" Jian quickly get up from the bed and took a big strides towards Natalie and then he embraced her tightly.
"Nana, Why you didn't show up this past few days? It thought you already left me..." Jian said pitifully as he tightened his embrace.
Natalie suppressed her self to embrace him back.
God knows how much she wanted to embrace Jian and stay by his side forever.
But, she can't!
Natalie suppressed her self not to cry.
She tried to compose her self and then she lift her arms and pushed Jian.
Jian looked at Natalie with his confused reaction." Nana..."
"Jian we have to talk." Natalie said coldly.
Jian noticed Natalie's coldness towards him.
"Why? What is it?" He asked.
"Jian... I want to tell you..."
That I love you and I'm willing to sacrifice for you.
Leaving you doesn't mean that I don't love you.
I will leave for your own good.
I can't bear to see you suffer because of me.
Even if I'll leave you, you will be forever in my heart.
Natalie secretly said.
"Nana? What are you going to say?" Jian asked anxiously.
He don't know why, but he feel odd to Nana's behavior.
"I..." Natalie gulped, she regretted her decision on coming here and talk to him.
I should have just left without telling him!
"Nana?"
Natalie snapped back to her senses.
"I...I'm going back to Shanghai. " Natalie finally said.
Jian was stunned!
"What?!"
Jian was obviously anxious!
"When will you coming back?" He asked.
"Jian... I... I am not coming back. I am leaving you." Natalie said with her cold expression, but deep inside, she feel so broke!
"What?!
"But Nana... You've promised me that you will stay by my side ! You said you won't leave me behind!" Jian said and he seems like crying.
Natalie tried her best to looked calm.
"I'm sorry Jian, but I can't keep that promise!" Natalie replied.
"Nana, No! Please! Don't leave me! Why did you suddenly changed? Is it because of the scandal that I got involved right now?"
"Yes!" Natalie replied.
"Nana, I am already looking for a proof that I am innocent! Nana please! Don't give up on us!" Jian tried to beg.
"C'mon Jian! You always said that you're looking for a proof but you never find one! You only rely on the people around you! I'm sorry but I don't want you anymore!" Natalie tried her best not to cry even though she's hurting inside!
"Nana please... Don't do this to me! I need you now! I need you to stay beside me! Nana, you're my only strength please don't go!" Jian begged again.
Natalie didn't look to Jian becuase she don't wasn't to see the pain in his eyes!
"Ha!" Natalie pretended to laugh sarcastically.
"This!"
"This is the main reason why I want to leave you Jian! Because you're too weak! You can't even prove your self innocent! You're hopeless!
Jian, I realized that you're not the kind of man that I want to be with for the rest of my life!
I want someone who is strong, influential and the man who has the same status as me! And it wasn't you Jian! " Natalie said.
Every word that came out from Natalie's mouth is like a knife that stabbed Jian's heart!
Every word make his heart bleed!
Thoug he is hurting, Jian still refused to believed to Natalie.
"No! I don't believe you! You're just lying ,don't you?!"
Natalie's heartbeat become faster!
But she still try to convince Jian.
"I am not lying! I am telling the truth! You know what Jian? I just realize that... that I have never love you!"
Jian's world shattered!
"No! No! Look at me Nana!"
Jian hold Natalie's face and forced her to look at him.
"Look at me and tell me that you don't love me!" He yelled!
Natalie slowly lifted her gaze.
She looked at Jian straight to his eyes.
"I... I don't love you!" Natalie use all her courage to say those words to Jian.
Jian slowly loosened his grip to Natalie's face.
It was so painful!
Jain lowered his head and his shoulders shook!
Natalie knew that Jian is crying and she can't take it anymore!
If she stay here for long, she might change her mind and take back the words that she said to Jian earlier!
So, before she could do it, she quickly turn around to leave but Jian suddenly grabbed her wrist and kissed her!
Natalie's heart skipped a beat!
But before she could lost control and forget everything, Natalie instantly pushed Jian away from her!
" Stop this Jian!" Natalie yelled!
Jian was stunned for a moment, but he won't give up!
He walked closer to Natalie and kneel down in front of her!
Natalie gasped!
"Jian! What do you think you're doing?!" She yelled!
"Nana, I'm begging you!" Jian embraced Natalie's tigh.
"Please don't leave me!" He said pitifully.
Natalie bit her lower lip and closed her eyes tightly to suppress her tears!
No Natalie!
You're doing this for him!
If you suddenly change your mind, his life would be more difficult!
With that thought, Natalie gathered her strength and pushed Jian violently!
"Stop being so pathetic Jian!" She said.
And then she turn her back and leave Jian's room!
As soon as she turn her back away from him , Natalie's tears started to fall down to her face.
She went downstairs, she saw Carrie and Mrs. Hong in the living room butv Natalie just ignore them!
She don't want to stay in Jian's place, so, she took a bi lg strides and get out from Jian's house!
Natalie headed to the car parked not far from Jian's house where Chairman Zhuang is waiting for her!
Natalie get inside the car and sit down in the back seat!
"It's done! I hope you're happy now!" Natalie coldly said to her father who is sitting beside her.
Chairman Zhuang didn't reply, he only took a deep breath and instructed the driver to drive away.
"Let's go!" He said.
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Jian stayed in the floor.
He hold his head with both of his hands and he messed his hair!
No!
He can't accept it!
He can't live without Natalie!
He love her so much and he can't let her go just like that!
With that thought, Jian quickly get up from the floor, he headed downstairs and run to the outside!
Carrie and Mrs. Hong quickly followed Jian!
"Jian!" Mrs. Hong called Jian.
"Gēgē!" Carrie called her brother too!
Jian didn't listen to his mother and sister!
When he got out from the house, he quickly search for Natalie!
And there, he saw her get inside the black car that was parked not far from his house!
"Nana!" Jian called Natalie, but Natalie seemed to hear nothing!
"Nana!" Jian called again while running!
He is running bare footed but he didn't mind the pain in his feet!
All he want is to chase Nana and tell her to comeback to him!
"Nana!"
Natalie unintentionally looked at the rearview mirror, and there!
She saw Jian chasing after their car!
"Jian!" She blurted out!
Natalie instantly turn her head and look behind the car!
"Jian!" Natalie cried and tears continued to fall down to her face.
But Chairman Zhuang hold Natalie's hand and reminded her about their agreement.
"Don't forget your promise." He said.
Natalie instantly shut her mouth while helplessly watch Jian farther and farther and farther until she can't see him anymore!
"Nana!" Jian stopped chasing the car when it's gone .
"Nana..." Jian murmured.
He helplessly kneel down and cry.
"Gēgē..." Carrie slowly walked closer to her brother.
"Gēgē..." Carrie crouched on the ground and embrace her brother.
It is the only thing that she can do for him.
To make him feel that he is not alone.
She's not mad at Nana, because she knew that Nana has a good reason why she choose to leave Jian.
The two of them are just a victim of the forbidden love!
