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She Died - Chapter 17

Published at 31st of October 2018 01:58:18 PM


Chapter 17

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“I’m nervous.” Yohanne restlessly said while he keeps moving his fingers on the table.

“You just have to relax. You look like you’re going to poop.” Eros irritably said to Yohanne who was agitated.

They were in the garden of Gazelle’s house. The party was quite simple. A variety of foods were served, karaoke and a little gimmick. The party started around seven p.m., Gazelle’s classmates, friends, and relatives were present.

Yohanne was agitated, he was quite unsure on how he will confess to Gazelle. He plans to tell her his feelings but he was nervous.

“Argghh! I can’t do it! I’ll just go home!” Yohanne stood up and was about to go out.

“Oy, are you stupid? Go back to your seat!” Eros grabbed his shirt for him to sit again.

“Yohanne don’t go. Wait for the right time and you will be able to tell her your feelings.” Eris said.

“Right time? When? Can’t you see that she’s surrounded by her friends and family, how can I talk to her privately? I don’t think I can ever confess to her, I just knew that I can only dream of her.” He banged his head on the table and stayed in that position. He feels desperate.

Eris was worried about Yohanne. She asked Eros who was beside her. “Hey, Ero-ero! What should we do as their cupids? Look, Yohanne looks pitiful. Can you make a way for them to talk so that he can confess to her? Hey, Ero-ero!”

Eros didn’t mind her and just continued eating. She tugged his sleeves. “Hey Ero-ero, come on! Please Ero-ero. Don’t just keep on eating! Ero-ero!”

“Who will sing next?” announced the one who just finished singing in the karaoke.

Because Eros was irritated with Eris annoying him, he answered the one who announced in front and pointed at Yohanne whose head was still on the table. “Him! He wants to sing!”

Yohanne’s head abruptly raised. “What? Ha? Me? No!”

Eros pushed him to stand-up and continued on pushing him to the front to sing. “Go! I will beat you up if you won’t go!”

“But Eros… it’s embarrassing. I don’t want to…”

Eros went near him and whispered. “You don’t have the guts to approach and talk to her? Now you have a microphone, I don’t think she will not notice and hear you.”

“Ha? What do you mean?”

Eros strongly patted his back and pushed him again. “Go!”

Yohanne arrived at the front due to Eros pushing him; the microphone was passed to him by the previous singer. “Hi! Choose the song you like.”

He chose a song and it was entitled “Ngiti (Smile)” by Ronnie Liang.

♪ Minamasdan kita ng di mo alam
Pinapangarap kong ikaw ay akin
Mapupulang labi at matingkad mong ngiti
Umaabot hanggang sa langit… ♪

♪ I gaze at you when you don’t know
I’m dreaming that you are mine
Your red lips and your shining smile
reaches the heavens…♪

Yohanne was quite uncomfortable singing at first, he was not used to singing in front of many people especially since he doesn’t know everyone; only Eros, Eris, and Gazelle.

Ah. Gazelle.

Where could she be? Yohanne scanned the area to search for the girl he secretly admired for a long time. His eyes stopped scanning when he saw the face he gazes every day. She was standing near a table talking with a girl.

He smiled. His nervousness seemed to vanish; it was because he was only able to see Gazelle even though there were plenty of people at the time.

♪ Huwag ka lang titingin sa akin
At baka matunaw ang puso kong sabik… ♪

♪ Don’t look at me
My desperate heart will melt… ♪

He was taken aback when she looked at him and their eyes met. He was really surprised when she smiled and waved at him.

He felt that his heart was going to burst; the song fits his feelings, because seeing her smile was his favorite.

♪ “Sa iyong ngiti ako’y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo ko’y tumitigil
Para lang sayo
Ang awit ng aking puso
Sana’y mapansin mo rin
Ang lihim kong pagtingin
Minamahal kita ng di mo alam
Huwag ka sanang magagalit
Tinamaan yata talaga ang aking puso
Na dati akala ko’y manhid” ~♪

♪I get addicted with your smile
And every time you move
My world stops
My heart sings only for you
I hope you notice
My secret admiration

I love you even if you don’t know
I hope you won’t get mad
I think my heart is struck
When I thought it was numb ♪

Yohanne sang the song wholeheartedly while still gazing at Gazelle. She was still looking and listening to him. He wants to convey his true feelings through the song. He finished singing and went back to his seat.

“Wow Yohanne! You sang very well.” Eris clapped joyfully.
“If not now, when?”

“Eh?” Eros and Eris were confused when Yohanne suddenly talked to himself.

“I will tell her, I can’t take it anymore. I will confess to her.” Yohanne suddenly ran, leaving both Eros and Eris at the table. He approached Gazelle and he touched her arm.

“Oh, Yohanne? You sang really well!”

“Gazelle, can we talk?”

“Aren’t we talking already?”

“In private Gazelle… please.” Yohanne seriously uttered.

“Eh? Ah, okay.” Gazelle agreed. They went inside the kitchen, since no one was there.

“What is it Yohanne? Why do we need to talk in private? Is it confidential?” Gazelle asked curiously.

“Gazelle…” His heart was beating so loud, he felt like his tongue would curb anytime. He doesn’t want to be gutless at that moment but he was so nervous.

“Yes? What is it Yohanne?”

He breathed deeply before he spoke.

“Maybe you don’t remember or noticed but since elementary we are already schoolmates…”

“Eh? Really? Wow! I really didn’t know Yohanne…”

“Yes… we were always in different sections. But even though we are, I still notice you. I was so happy whenever I get to see you at the hallway despite the fact that you don’t seem to see me, that you don’t know I exist at all – I was still very happy. Every time I see you, I seem to forget everything.”

“W-wait Yohanne…”

“I can’t believe that the day would come that I would be able to talk to you – that you would know that a Yohanne Garcia exists in this world.”

“Yohanne… w-what.. Y-yohanne…”

“I really hated my name ever since. It’s ugly. I want a name that sounds strong when one hears it; but when you say my name, I feel that I am a very lucky person when I was named Yohanne. A name that was once uttered by your lips.”

“Eh? Hey! What are you saying? I don’t get it…” Gazelle panicked. Yohanne was seriously looking at her.

“Gazelle… I love you.”

Gazelle was unable to speak for a few seconds because she was shocked with what Yohanne revealed. But when she recovered, she smacked Yohanne’s shoulders.

“AHAHAHA! It’s my birthday, but you’re joking at me!” Yohanne stopped her hand that smacked his shoulders.

“What if I tell you I was not joking? That it is not a joke? What if I tell you I’m serious?”

“Y-yohanne…” Gazelle doesn’t know what to say.

“Gazelle… I love you. I really love you. I love you so much.”

“Ah… Eh…” Gazelle was lost for words. It caught her off guard.

“Can I court you?”

“Hey Gazelle! You’re just here! We were looking for you.” Gazelle and Yohanne were surprised when a few of Gazelle’s girl friends showed up.

“Larry is here! You’re very handsome suitor! Come on! He’s looking for you!” Gazelle was pulled away from Yohanne by one of the girls.

 

“W—wait!” her friends did not hear her and they continued to drag her back to the garden, she looked back at Yohanne who looked shocked. Her friends have a bad timing. Yohanne just confessed to her and Larry just arrived. Larry is one of the basketball varsity players in their school. He is courting her for three months now.

She has a huge crush on Larry because he is so handsome. She felt pity when she saw Yohanne’s shocked and disappointed face. She was unable to answer him since she was pulled away by her friends.

“Oh, how was it?” Eros and Eris asked Yohanne as soon as he came back.

“I’ll go home.” He weakly said.

“Eh? Why? What happened?” Eris worriedly inquired.

“I’ll just go home.” Yohanne uttered again.

“Come on.” Eros stood up.

“Eh, wait? We’ll go? Let’s say goodbye to Gazelle first.” Eris said, confused.

Eros just grabbed Eris shirt. “I said let’s go.”

“Eeee. Wait, let’s inform Gazelle first!”

“We’ll go now!”

They went home without telling Gazelle. Eros easily understood what happened and why Yohanne wants to go home; that’s why he chose not to inform Gazelle even though Eris insists that they do.

“Yohanne, what happened?” Eris immediately asked as soon as they went out while walking along the road.

“I’m so stupid! I’m an idiot!” Yohanne went near a post and banged his head. “I was too excited that I forgot that she already has Larry.”

“Who is Larry?” Eris asked.

“The varsity player, he is courting her. The guy that I think Gazelle likes.”

“Eh? Why do you think so?” Eris curiosly asked.

“I follow Gazelle every day and sometimes I see her with Larry. At first, I thought he was her boyfriend but I overheard that he was still courting her. And I think she likes him because whenever they are together, I always see that she’s happy. She looks like she enjoys his company.”

“Did you tell her what you feel about her?”

“Eh?” Yohanne was a bit shocked with Eros’ question; it was as if he was not bothered on what he just told them about Gazelle’s suitor.

“Did you tell her? Have you confessed? Did you ask if you can court her?”

“Ah… Eh… Yes.”

“Then, what did she say?”

“She said nothing. She was dragged away by her friends because Larry just arrived.”

“You were not even rejected! Why are feeling depressed?”

“Have you not heard what I said? Larry is already courting her!”

“So what? Is he her boyfriend? Not yet, right? Then court her! Tomorrow ask her answer. If she says “yes” don’t be a coward, give your effort in courting her since you do have a rival! Tss! You give up easily! I’ll just go home! Do whatever you want!” Eros turned back at Yohanne and walked away.

“Eros wait! Goodbye Yohanne. See you tomorrow! Hey Eros! I said wait!” Eris followed Eros after she said her goodbye.

“Why do you keep on following me as if you’re my tail!”

“We have the same road towards home! Bleh!”

“Tss.”

“I hope Gazelle would allow Yohanne to court her, even though Larry is already doing so.”

“She’ll agree.”

“Eh? Why do you seem sure of your answer?”

“I already asked her the other day right? When I was with her going home that caused Yohanne to be mad at me.”

“Ah, right. Did she tell you about Larry?”

“Somewhat. She said that he’s courting her but she does not totally believe him.”

“Eh? What do you mean?”

“I don’t know. She told me that it looks like Larry is not serious in courting her. She sometimes feels that he doesn’t mean what he says, and that she did not ever feel the sincerity in his words.”

“Oh my, really? Then why is she still allowing him to court her?”

“It’s because she quite enjoys his company and that she feels something for him. She’s happy when they are together and she said she’s not really sure. She’s testing him if he is serious or not.”

“Ah, oh my! If ever Gazelle allows Yohanne to court her, I hope he conquers her heart, because at least we are sure that he has sincere feelings for her.”

“I don’t know.” Eros suddenly yawned. “I feel sleepy.”

There was a sudden silence between them while they were walking.

“Eros…”

“Oh?”

“Umm…” Eris’ head was bowed while walking. “Love is really complicated, right?”

“I don’t know. Why did you ask me?”

“It’s because you already fell in love right? It means you already experienced the complications between you and your girlfriend.”

“Ahh. I don’t know.” Eros lazily replied.

“How come you don’t know? Oh my! You’re so—! Tell me something about her!”

“I don’t want to. Why should I tell you.”

“It’s because I can’t believe that you already fell in love Eros. I thought that only hatred was in your heart…”

“I only fell in love once, and it’s already done that’s why I don’t have anything to tell you.”

“You’re so selfish. Hey Eros, did you really loved that girl?”

“You’re so annoying. Don’t ask.”

“What is it… did you love her?”

“I already answered it last night!”

“I already forgot!”

“I don’t care!”

“What is it? Did you really love her?”

“Tss! Yes, I loved her and I still love her! What, is it okay now? Please be quiet you are really annoying or else I’ll slap you.”

Eris was stunned by what he said, she stopped walking. Eros noticed it and he looked back at her.

“Oh? What are standing there for? Why did you stop walking? Let’s go!”

“Eros…”

“H–hey! You’re crying? Hey! Why are you crying? What’s your problem?” Eros was shocked to see the tears spilling down her eyes.

“Eros…” Eris wiped her tears on her arm.

“H–hey crazy angel! Why did you cry? Hey!”

Eros approached her and pulled her arm away from her eyes.

“What happened to you? Who poked your eyes causing you to cry? I’m innocent, I did not do anything to you. I did not make you cry.”

Eris laughed for a second even though her tears are still falling.

“Eros… Did you know…” Eris stammered because she’s still sobbing. “Did you know…”

“What?”

“Falling in love with someone is actually a miracle?”

“E-eh?” He did not understand what she is trying to convey.

She looked directly in his eyes. “Thank you Eros, thank you.”

“Ha? Thank you for what?”

“Thank you for the miracle… Thank you for falling in love with me.





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