Chapter 12
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We will adopt this girl from today on ...Zen she will be your sister so take good care of her.
But I don't need one mom !
Obsessed with revenge obsessed with power obsessed with your clan !! You really are a heartless woman Saraha! !
In the near future you will be desperate for freedom from my memories ! I wanted to make you feel how it feels to lose a loved one . I don't even know why I feel guilty of doing this but I'm honoured to be able to taste death from by your mighty hands ... as always the colour red will bring happiness in your dry life Zen but next time it would be true ! Don't mistake me I'm not sorry at all but ... The look on your face aches my heart ....
"God Damn it !!! What the hell is wrong with me? " Zen frowns clearing his thoughts . He looks himself in the mirror turning his hands in to tight fists . He wasn't feeling well... unnecessary thoughts , unpleasant memories came out of the closed door in his mind . Unable to control his anger he pushes the flower vase kept on the dressing table which falls down into pieces .
"Oh god ! What have I done ?.." He tries to pick them up but a sharp piece injures the side if his palm pretty badly. Blood starts oozing out in no time . Neil and Alisha enter after hearing the noise made by the broken vase.
"Your Majesty ! Are you alright ..."
"I'm fine ... Neil where is the bottle ... I remember it was here so where did it go ?" Zen winced in pain as Neil furrowed his brows looking at Alisha who is trembling at his sight .
"Your Majesty we need to look after that wound first .." Neil tries to take his hand but he pushes him .
"I want my medicine !! Right now !! You here me ...!! Where is it ?? " Zen screams and Alisha runs over to him . She grabs his shoulders and shakes them as he constantly looks here and there .
"Snap out of it ! What's wrong with you .... calm down okay ?"
"Shut up ! Just get out.. its none of your damn business !! "
"The hell it is ... uhhhh ... I'll give you the medicine okay come with me .. "
"You will ! You have it with you ? " Zen relaxes and agrees to go with her . She makes him sit on the bed .
"Yes .... but first let's heal your wound for now okay ... before that .." Alisha places her thumb on his forehead and the rest of the fingers on the scalp .
"This is the land of rising sun ... Thankful for the power I have I command thee to rest and suppress all anxiety !" Closed eyes she blows the spell on Zen because of which he falls asleep . She then heals his hand and sighs . After putting a blanket over him she writes something on a piece of paper and hands over it to Neil .
"Please ask the chief herbalist to give this for me . "
"Sure " He nods .
"Hey ... why was he acting so strangely ... it was as if he was a completely different person . Did something happen .. I just spoke to him sometime before and he was perfectly fine so .. what happened ..?"
"It has to be her ..."
"Her ?"
"The past .. his past My lady . He suffers this way whenever he thinks about her and in such a case only a medicine would help him . I'm indeed grateful for your help today . Thank you very much . " Neil bows slightly and Alisha defends saying that it was her duty .
"I promised didn't I ? I'll be there for him whenever he needs me besides who is this person you mentioned earlier . What is his past ? I believe I'm kept in dark there are just so many things I do not know about him . I'm totally oblivious when it comes to him "
"I understand My lady but I cannot tell you now . His majesty himself will tell you about it when the right times comes "
"Right time haan ? Well I'll be waiting then . Whoever this mysterious girl is I'm sure I won't let her disturb him anymore ."
"I trust you on that . " Neil smiles and leaves . Alisha looks at Zen and sits beside him .
"He sure looks cool when I look at him like this . I was so scared may be that's because I haven't seen him so helpless before . What has he endured until now ?" She wonders smoothing his hair .
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Warm rays of tge sun fall on Zen and he wakes up peering through the window . He notices the bandages on his hand recollecting last night's thoughts . Slowly he removes it and washes the coat of medicine Alisha prepared with the help of the herbs .
"Calm down Okay ! "
Zen thinks about her as he at his reflection in the mirror. He knew she was a great help not only his wound was healed but all of his tensions , worries and anxiety were cleared . He was in a peaceful state . Meanwhile Alisha wakes up and after taking a hot shower she opens her wardrobe deciding what to wear . After she refused to wear gowns and long heavy dresses Zen ordered lots of formal and simple shirts , tops and pants which she preferred .
"I think I'll wear blue today. Thankfully there is no formal gathering or else they will make me dress for almost 3 hours Sheesh being a part of the royal family is tough ! " She quickly changes amd picks a clutch for her hair . Her hair sure were long and added ti her beauty .
"My bangs have grown I guess may be I should think of cutting them a little .. Well guess I should ask Silver head about it He does like my hair after all . Ah yes I should go check on him today is my chance after all since he was a cry baby yesterday . I can't imagine the look on his face . " She lets out a chuckle and goes to Zen's room . A maid comes out with cleaning accessories.
"Oh My lady Good morning! Are you here to see his Majesty "
"Good morning ... kinda yes is he not here "
"No ma'am he left early today to attend a meeting "
"Meeting huh.. so I guess Neil is busy too then may be I can skip his boring classes"
"Uh.mmmm... Shall I pass on a message to him ma'am ?"
"No no... don't worry about that I'll go see him myself . " Reesha joins them greeting her as Alisha leaves she turns back
" and Yes great job you guys ..I really appreciate your hard work keep it up . I just felt like saying "
"No problem thank you so much ma'am " They both bow as they were happy to hear it from her .
"You are welcome . Okay then see you later " She waves and leaves towards the palace court .
"Oh my GOD Lady Alisha is so kind so sweet , !!"
"Yes you are right Reesha ! She is just like an Angel and perfect for our king but I wonder why some of them dislike her "
"What they do ? "
"Yes I recently heard that they won't accept her as the queen so they might test her ability for that "
"What ? No way ! But don't worry no matter what kind of test our lady will get through all if them and prove herself "
"Yeah you are right about that !" They both smile and resume their work . They admires Alisha for her beauty and also how kind and just full she was so they always supported her.
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We will adopt this girl from today on ...Zen she will be your sister so take good care of her.
But I don't need one mom !
Obsessed with revenge obsessed with power obsessed with your clan !! You really are a heartless woman Saraha! !
In the near future you will be desperate for freedom from my memories ! I wanted to make you feel how it feels to lose a loved one . I don't even know why I feel guilty of doing this but I'm honoured to be able to taste death from by your mighty hands ... as always the colour red will bring happiness in your dry life Zen but next time it would be true ! Don't mistake me I'm not sorry at all but ... The look on your face aches my heart ....
"God Damn it !!! What the hell is wrong with me? " Zen frowns clearing his thoughts . He looks himself in the mirror turning his hands in to tight fists . He wasn't feeling well... unnecessary thoughts , unpleasant memories came out of the closed door in his mind . Unable to control his anger he pushes the flower vase kept on the dressing table which falls down into pieces .
"Oh god ! What have I done ?.." He tries to pick them up but a sharp piece injures the side if his palm pretty badly. Blood starts oozing out in no time . Neil and Alisha enter after hearing the noise made by the broken vase.
"Your Majesty ! Are you alright ..."
"I'm fine ... Neil where is the bottle ... I remember it was here so where did it go ?" Zen winced in pain as Neil furrowed his brows looking at Alisha who is trembling at his sight .
"Your Majesty we need to look after that wound first .." Neil tries to take his hand but he pushes him .
"I want my medicine !! Right now !! You here me ...!! Where is it ?? " Zen screams and Alisha runs over to him . She grabs his shoulders and shakes them as he constantly looks here and there .
"Snap out of it ! What's wrong with you .... calm down okay ?"
"Shut up ! Just get out.. its none of your damn business !! "
"The hell it is ... uhhhh ... I'll give you the medicine okay come with me .. "
"You will ! You have it with you ? " Zen relaxes and agrees to go with her . She makes him sit on the bed .
"Yes .... but first let's heal your wound for now okay ... before that .." Alisha places her thumb on his forehead and the rest of the fingers on the scalp .
"This is the land of rising sun ... Thankful for the power I have I command thee to rest and suppress all anxiety !" Closed eyes she blows the spell on Zen because of which he falls asleep . She then heals his hand and sighs . After putting a blanket over him she writes something on a piece of paper and hands over it to Neil .
"Please ask the chief herbalist to give this for me . "
"Sure " He nods .
"Hey ... why was he acting so strangely ... it was as if he was a completely different person . Did something happen .. I just spoke to him sometime before and he was perfectly fine so .. what happened ..?"
"It has to be her ..."
"Her ?"
"The past .. his past My lady . He suffers this way whenever he thinks about her and in such a case only a medicine would help him . I'm indeed grateful for your help today . Thank you very much . " Neil bows slightly and Alisha defends saying that it was her duty .
"I promised didn't I ? I'll be there for him whenever he needs me besides who is this person you mentioned earlier . What is his past ? I believe I'm kept in dark there are just so many things I do not know about him . I'm totally oblivious when it comes to him "
"I understand My lady but I cannot tell you now . His majesty himself will tell you about it when the right times comes "
"Right time haan ? Well I'll be waiting then . Whoever this mysterious girl is I'm sure I won't let her disturb him anymore ."
"I trust you on that . " Neil smiles and leaves . Alisha looks at Zen and sits beside him .
"He sure looks cool when I look at him like this . I was so scared may be that's because I haven't seen him so helpless before . What has he endured until now ?" She wonders smoothing his hair .
*****************
Warm rays of tge sun fall on Zen and he wakes up peering through the window . He notices the bandages on his hand recollecting last night's thoughts . Slowly he removes it and washes the coat of medicine Alisha prepared with the help of the herbs .
"Calm down Okay ! "
Zen thinks about her as he at his reflection in the mirror. He knew she was a great help not only his wound was healed but all of his tensions , worries and anxiety were cleared . He was in a peaceful state . Meanwhile Alisha wakes up and after taking a hot shower she opens her wardrobe deciding what to wear . After she refused to wear gowns and long heavy dresses Zen ordered lots of formal and simple shirts , tops and pants which she preferred .
"I think I'll wear blue today. Thankfully there is no formal gathering or else they will make me dress for almost 3 hours Sheesh being a part of the royal family is tough ! " She quickly changes amd picks a clutch for her hair . Her hair sure were long and added ti her beauty .
"My bangs have grown I guess may be I should think of cutting them a little .. Well guess I should ask Silver head about it He does like my hair after all . Ah yes I should go check on him today is my chance after all since he was a cry baby yesterday . I can't imagine the look on his face . " She lets out a chuckle and goes to Zen's room . A maid comes out with cleaning accessories.
"Oh My lady Good morning! Are you here to see his Majesty "
"Good morning ... kinda yes is he not here "
"No ma'am he left early today to attend a meeting "
"Meeting huh.. so I guess Neil is busy too then may be I can skip his boring classes"
"Uh.mmmm... Shall I pass on a message to him ma'am ?"
"No no... don't worry about that I'll go see him myself . " Reesha joins them greeting her as Alisha leaves she turns back
" and Yes great job you guys ..I really appreciate your hard work keep it up . I just felt like saying "
"No problem thank you so much ma'am " They both bow as they were happy to hear it from her .
"You are welcome . Okay then see you later " She waves and leaves towards the palace court .
"Oh my GOD Lady Alisha is so kind so sweet , !!"
"Yes you are right Reesha ! She is just like an Angel and perfect for our king but I wonder why some of them dislike her "
"What they do ? "
"Yes I recently heard that they won't accept her as the queen so they might test her ability for that "
"What ? No way ! But don't worry no matter what kind of test our lady will get through all if them and prove herself "
"Yeah you are right about that !" They both smile and resume their work . They admires Alisha for her beauty and also how kind and just full she was so they always supported her.
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We will adopt this girl from today on ...Zen she will be your sister so take good care of her. But I don't need one mom ! Obsessed with revenge obsessed with power obsessed with your clan !! You really are a heartless woman Saraha! ! In the near future you will be desperate for freedom from my memories ! I wanted to make you feel how it feels to lose a loved one . I don't even know why I feel guilty of doing this but I'm honoured to be able to taste death from by your mighty hands ... as always the colour red will bring happiness in your dry life Zen but next time it would be true ! Don't mistake me I'm not sorry at all but ... The look on your face aches my heart .... "God Damn it !!! What the hell is wrong with me? " Zen frowns clearing his thoughts . He looks himself in the mirror turning his hands in to tight fists . He wasn't feeling well... unnecessary thoughts , unpleasant memories came out of the closed door in his mind . Unable to control his anger he pushes the flower vase kept on the dressing table which falls down into pieces . "Oh god ! What have I done ?.." He tries to pick them up but a sharp piece injures the side if his palm pretty badly. Blood starts oozing out in no time . Neil and Alisha enter after hearing the noise made by the broken vase. "Your Majesty ! Are you alright ..." "I'm fine ... Neil where is the bottle ... I remember it was here so where did it go ?" Zen winced in pain as Neil furrowed his brows looking at Alisha who is trembling at his sight . "Your Majesty we need to look after that wound first .." Neil tries to take his hand but he pushes him . "I want my medicine !! Right now !! You here me ...!! Where is it ?? " Zen screams and Alisha runs over to him . She grabs his shoulders and shakes them as he constantly looks here and there . "Snap out of it ! What's wrong with you .... calm down okay ?" "Shut up ! Just get out.. its none of your damn business !! " "The hell it is ... uhhhh ... I'll give you the medicine okay come with me .. " "You will ! You have it with you ? " Zen relaxes and agrees to go with her . She makes him sit on the bed . "Yes .... but first let's heal your wound for now okay ... before that .." Alisha places her thumb on his forehead and the rest of the fingers on the scalp . "This is the land of rising sun ... Thankful for the power I have I command thee to rest and suppress all anxiety !" Closed eyes she blows the spell on Zen because of which he falls asleep . She then heals his hand and sighs . After putting a blanket over him she writes something on a piece of paper and hands over it to Neil . "Please ask the chief herbalist to give this for me . " "Sure " He nods . "Hey ... why was he acting so strangely ... it was as if he was a completely different person . Did something happen .. I just spoke to him sometime before and he was perfectly fine so .. what happened ..?" "It has to be her ..." "Her ?" "The past .. his past My lady . He suffers this way whenever he thinks about her and in such a case only a medicine would help him . I'm indeed grateful for your help today . Thank you very much . " Neil bows slightly and Alisha defends saying that it was her duty . "I promised didn't I ? I'll be there for him whenever he needs me besides who is this person you mentioned earlier . What is his past ? I believe I'm kept in dark there are just so many things I do not know about him . I'm totally oblivious when it comes to him " "I understand My lady but I cannot tell you now . His majesty himself will tell you about it when the right times comes " "Right time haan ? Well I'll be waiting then . Whoever this mysterious girl is I'm sure I won't let her disturb him anymore ." "I trust you on that . " Neil smiles and leaves . Alisha looks at Zen and sits beside him . "He sure looks cool when I look at him like this . I was so scared may be that's because I haven't seen him so helpless before . What has he endured until now ?" She wonders smoothing his hair . ***************** Warm rays of tge sun fall on Zen and he wakes up peering through the window . He notices the bandages on his hand recollecting last night's thoughts . Slowly he removes it and washes the coat of medicine Alisha prepared with the help of the herbs . "Calm down Okay ! " Zen thinks about her as he at his reflection in the mirror. He knew she was a great help not only his wound was healed but all of his tensions , worries and anxiety were cleared . He was in a peaceful state . Meanwhile Alisha wakes up and after taking a hot shower she opens her wardrobe deciding what to wear . After she refused to wear gowns and long heavy dresses Zen ordered lots of formal and simple shirts , tops and pants which she preferred . "I think I'll wear blue today. Thankfully there is no formal gathering or else they will make me dress for almost 3 hours Sheesh being a part of the royal family is tough ! " She quickly changes amd picks a clutch for her hair . Her hair sure were long and added ti her beauty . "My bangs have grown I guess may be I should think of cutting them a little .. Well guess I should ask Silver head about it He does like my hair after all . Ah yes I should go check on him today is my chance after all since he was a cry baby yesterday . I can't imagine the look on his face . " She lets out a chuckle and goes to Zen's room . A maid comes out with cleaning accessories. "Oh My lady Good morning! Are you here to see his Majesty " "Good morning ... kinda yes is he not here " "No ma'am he left early today to attend a meeting " "Meeting huh.. so I guess Neil is busy too then may be I can skip his boring classes" "Uh.mmmm... Shall I pass on a message to him ma'am ?" "No no... don't worry about that I'll go see him myself . " Reesha joins them greeting her as Alisha leaves she turns back " and Yes great job you guys ..I really appreciate your hard work keep it up . I just felt like saying " "No problem thank you so much ma'am " They both bow as they were happy to hear it from her . "You are welcome . Okay then see you later " She waves and leaves towards the palace court . "Oh my GOD Lady Alisha is so kind so sweet , !!" "Yes you are right Reesha ! She is just like an Angel and perfect for our king but I wonder why some of them dislike her " "What they do ? " "Yes I recently heard that they won't accept her as the queen so they might test her ability for that " "What ? No way ! But don't worry no matter what kind of test our lady will get through all if them and prove herself " "Yeah you are right about that !" They both smile and resume their work . They admires Alisha for her beauty and also how kind and just full she was so they always supported her. ********************
