Chapter 1 – Prologue
The first night I spent alone.
"I got married to you because it was convenient for me."
I, Liliana Catherine de Allwyn, heard these words on the bed on for first night I should have spend together with my husband after the wedding.
Today, the maid who just introduced herself prepared a garment of a thin material that would show the body lines and the skin that its see through, and the maid prepared me who was half crying with shame, confusion and fear. Waiting on the bed, wearing the gown that she gave me, I looked up at the man who had just become my husband, the those words were told.
He has a slender, tall body with a well-balanced masculine body, and beautiful amber hair and long, double-lid eyes that are bright blue. His masculine face is as beautiful as a workmanship, and the dimly lit room, which only relies on shade lamps, accentuates the shadows of his face, making me feel like I'm chilling when a little cold gets mixed in.
The person who became my husband is William Ignatius de Rutherford, the Marquis of Springfield, a famous hero in the war five years ago.
My husband stood in front of me with a cold expression on his beautiful face.
This husband is wearing the tight knight uniform and has not loosened his necktie at all. I wasn't able to say that I could sleep alone.
The cold face of my husband and the cold atmostphere, made myself turn to in a small ball so as to disappear from his view as much as possible.
"Don't cry. I hate crying women."
I shrugged down and thought I was going to cry. A terribly disgusting voice came down from above, and I became smaller and smaller. After all, my husband, who was hoping for me to disappear, was irritated and fluttered.
I am just fifteen years old. My husband is 25 years old. I'm more than ten years old youger than him, and since I met at church to sign the engagement promise that promised to be married on paper before the marriage ceremony, so today it's the second time I've had a wedding, today was the ceremony. The engagement period was only one month and I didn't know anything about him until the day I signed the engagement form. Even today, I left behind the house that I was born and raised and pushed into a carriage without knowing anything. Naturally, I don't even know anything about my husband. So I wanted to get to know each other little by little.
However, as was the case with my engagement document, I never met my husband at our wedding today. There were no vows to kiss, no veil was dropped, and it was held during non-social times, so there were few attendees, and the ceremonial wedding proceeded just plain. After that, when my husband returned to the waiting room of the church and changed into the knight's uniform, I went to work as it was, so I went to the Marquis house where my husband lives.
"I don't want to have children with you. I can pass on the Marquis and the Rutherford family to my brother."
I was surprised and looked up at the following words.
There was my husband standing there, who had a cold look like ice. When I met his eyes, the eyebrows with good shape came down a little, and I hurriedly looked down.
I knew from an early age that leaving a child and connecting blood is one of the most important obligations of an aristocrat. Besides, there is no reason to give a response to a husband who told me such a thing. I couldn't speak any words, I just listened silently to my husband's words.
"As I said at the beginning, it was convenient for me to marry you. I didn't have any intention of getting married, but from a standpoint, my surroundings were May flies. I heard that there was a daughter in the Earl's family who was sick and could not go out ... Even if a sick girl was sick for a short engagement period, the surroundings would be sick, even if she did not attend the social gathering later. I thought you would be convinient ... Your father was trying to force his daughter on me, but Earl Eaton would take over the debt of 30 million lils he made in his gambling. He gave me a quote. "
"... 30 million lils?"
Certainly, I raised my face while listening to the sound of blood drawn from my whole body.
My husband looked down at me with a faint smile.
"To the Inquisition Committee of the House of Lords, it's the amount of royalties, territories and private property confiscated ... but it's cheap if you think you're not against me."
Looking up at the narrowed blue eyes, I was unconsciously holding my left hand. His blue eyes chased my hand and became more and more narrow.
Under this hand, there is a large and daunting scar.
“Your duty as a wife doesn't have to be fulfilled. You don't have to attend a night party or tea party. There is a rumor that you are sick and not very social, but ... yu are 15 As long as you are young and old, you can buy as many dresses and jewelry as you want, instead of doing anything else, tell your servant Elsa or Butler Arthur if you have something. ''
When he saw my nod, the husband, who finished talking turned his back and and went out of the room without saying any more words. The bang and the sound of the door closing suddenly fell into the room, and disappeared without any alarm.
I tried to manage my empty heart by holding my knees, touching my face, clenching my lips and holding back my tears.
I didn't know what it was, whether I was sadly rejected, whether I was disappointed that my father had a lot of debt, or that I was sorry.
I remembered my father asking my husband about a problem at the church where he signed the engagement document. This is because my father wanted to marry his beloved sister, not me, to Springfield, a hero of the Kingdom of Creature and a nobleman.
"She is an awkward girl with an ugly mark, but it's okay, the older girl says it's beautiful and refreshing," my husband just said to my father's words "I have that daughter is good" He said.
I started to cry when I wanted to get married, and the warm feelings I had never felt in my chest came and dissapeared.
I now realize that I had a little hope and hope for this marriage. I realized that I was hoping that I could be loved for a while. The warm feelings at that time must have been "happy."
"... Idiot, Liliana. You can't be loved ..."
The words I had spit out fell into my empty heart and fit perfectly.
I was glad that I had no trouble in getting married and was convenient.
However, I didn't know that my father had a tremendous amount of debt of 30 million rills. My husband is a very kind person who can take over a debt for me.
I was the only one in the bedroom, and at least that kind of husband wanted me a wife decoration. I was determined to be one.
That was the first night of my marriage with my husband.
Chapter 1 – Prologue
The first night I spent alone.
"I got married to you because it was convenient for me."
I, Liliana Catherine de Allwyn, heard these words on the bed on for first night I should have spend together with my husband after the wedding.
Today, the maid who just introduced herself prepared a garment of a thin material that would show the body lines and the skin that its see through, and the maid prepared me who was half crying with shame, confusion and fear. Waiting on the bed, wearing the gown that she gave me, I looked up at the man who had just become my husband, the those words were told.
He has a slender, tall body with a well-balanced masculine body, and beautiful amber hair and long, double-lid eyes that are bright blue. His masculine face is as beautiful as a workmanship, and the dimly lit room, which only relies on shade lamps, accentuates the shadows of his face, making me feel like I'm chilling when a little cold gets mixed in.
The person who became my husband is William Ignatius de Rutherford, the Marquis of Springfield, a famous hero in the war five years ago.
My husband stood in front of me with a cold expression on his beautiful face.
This husband is wearing the tight knight uniform and has not loosened his necktie at all. I wasn't able to say that I could sleep alone.
The cold face of my husband and the cold atmostphere, made myself turn to in a small ball so as to disappear from his view as much as possible.
"Don't cry. I hate crying women."
I shrugged down and thought I was going to cry. A terribly disgusting voice came down from above, and I became smaller and smaller. After all, my husband, who was hoping for me to disappear, was irritated and fluttered.
I am just fifteen years old. My husband is 25 years old. I'm more than ten years old youger than him, and since I met at church to sign the engagement promise that promised to be married on paper before the marriage ceremony, so today it's the second time I've had a wedding, today was the ceremony. The engagement period was only one month and I didn't know anything about him until the day I signed the engagement form. Even today, I left behind the house that I was born and raised and pushed into a carriage without knowing anything. Naturally, I don't even know anything about my husband. So I wanted to get to know each other little by little.
However, as was the case with my engagement document, I never met my husband at our wedding today. There were no vows to kiss, no veil was dropped, and it was held during non-social times, so there were few attendees, and the ceremonial wedding proceeded just plain. After that, when my husband returned to the waiting room of the church and changed into the knight's uniform, I went to work as it was, so I went to the Marquis house where my husband lives.
"I don't want to have children with you. I can pass on the Marquis and the Rutherford family to my brother."
I was surprised and looked up at the following words.
There was my husband standing there, who had a cold look like ice. When I met his eyes, the eyebrows with good shape came down a little, and I hurriedly looked down.
I knew from an early age that leaving a child and connecting blood is one of the most important obligations of an aristocrat. Besides, there is no reason to give a response to a husband who told me such a thing. I couldn't speak any words, I just listened silently to my husband's words.
"As I said at the beginning, it was convenient for me to marry you. I didn't have any intention of getting married, but from a standpoint, my surroundings were May flies. I heard that there was a daughter in the Earl's family who was sick and could not go out ... Even if a sick girl was sick for a short engagement period, the surroundings would be sick, even if she did not attend the social gathering later. I thought you would be convinient ... Your father was trying to force his daughter on me, but Earl Eaton would take over the debt of 30 million lils he made in his gambling. He gave me a quote. "
"... 30 million lils?"
Certainly, I raised my face while listening to the sound of blood drawn from my whole body.
My husband looked down at me with a faint smile.
"To the Inquisition Committee of the House of Lords, it's the amount of royalties, territories and private property confiscated ... but it's cheap if you think you're not against me."
Looking up at the narrowed blue eyes, I was unconsciously holding my left hand. His blue eyes chased my hand and became more and more narrow.
Under this hand, there is a large and daunting scar.
“Your duty as a wife doesn't have to be fulfilled. You don't have to attend a night party or tea party. There is a rumor that you are sick and not very social, but ... yu are 15 As long as you are young and old, you can buy as many dresses and jewelry as you want, instead of doing anything else, tell your servant Elsa or Butler Arthur if you have something. ''
When he saw my nod, the husband, who finished talking turned his back and and went out of the room without saying any more words. The bang and the sound of the door closing suddenly fell into the room, and disappeared without any alarm.
I tried to manage my empty heart by holding my knees, touching my face, clenching my lips and holding back my tears.
I didn't know what it was, whether I was sadly rejected, whether I was disappointed that my father had a lot of debt, or that I was sorry.
I remembered my father asking my husband about a problem at the church where he signed the engagement document. This is because my father wanted to marry his beloved sister, not me, to Springfield, a hero of the Kingdom of Creature and a nobleman.
"She is an awkward girl with an ugly mark, but it's okay, the older girl says it's beautiful and refreshing," my husband just said to my father's words "I have that daughter is good" He said.
I started to cry when I wanted to get married, and the warm feelings I had never felt in my chest came and dissapeared.
I now realize that I had a little hope and hope for this marriage. I realized that I was hoping that I could be loved for a while. The warm feelings at that time must have been "happy."
"... Idiot, Liliana. You can't be loved ..."
The words I had spit out fell into my empty heart and fit perfectly.
I was glad that I had no trouble in getting married and was convenient.
However, I didn't know that my father had a tremendous amount of debt of 30 million rills. My husband is a very kind person who can take over a debt for me.
I was the only one in the bedroom, and at least that kind of husband wanted me a wife decoration. I was determined to be one.
That was the first night of my marriage with my husband.
