When they finish dinner, she does the dishes and when she is done, she goes back to their room and she sees Lucas is laying on the bed.
He smiles at her when she enters the room. She goes into the bathroom and she changes. She is left in her bra and underwear. She walks back into the room and Lucas stares at her. His eyes have gone wide and he looks away.
"It's okay you don't have to look away, I am your wife after all." As she stalks towards him. If she had sex with him it would prove that he is just like every other man, who wanted her for her body.
She climbs on the bed and Lucas is frozen where he is sitting, he is looking down when she crawls over to him. When she gets to him, she raises his face and he looks at her shyly.
He clears his throat, "Let's go to bed."
He gets up and switches off the lights and he lay down. There is a bit of light from the moon. She gets on top of him and she grabs both of his hands and places them on her behind. She leans down, and she starts placing kissing on his neck.
He pushes her off him and she is baffled.
"Why are you stopping me? Don't you want me to give you pleasure?"
"I do but not this way Olivia."
"Then in what way." As her tone is now bitter. "Don't you want me because I am prostitute and I have slept with many men? Is that it?"
He sits up and he turns her face towards him,
"I just want to know why you would sleep with me?"
"Because I am good at it and you would also enjoy it, I guess."
"That's not good enough for me Olivia, I want you to feel the same joy I would."
"I will feel it."
"No, you won't."
"How do you know that Lucas?"
"I would know that because you don't love me yet."
"What does love have to do with this?"
"I want you to sleep with me because you love me and not just a matter of convenience. Why do you want to sleep with me? If you don't mind me asking."
Olivia sighs she doesn't know how to answer him. She doesn't know a good enough answer for him. She couldn't tell him her true intentions that she just wanted to break him down, that she wanted to win and the only she could do that was to have sex with him, so she could close her heart.
"You have done so much for me."
"That's not good enough for me Olivia. I want more."
"How much more do you want?"
"Everything you have to offer Olivia, I will take."
She struggles within herself, she feels very conflicted about he said. What if everything she had was not good enough?
"What are you thinking about."
She turned away from his gaze and she wanted to hide away from him.
"I want to hide away." As she decides to tell him the truth.
"Why do you want to hide away?" he probes.
"You make me feel uncomfortable." She blurts out before she thinks better of it.
"Why?"
"You don't take anything, you just give." She says it as she is also trying to make sense of it.
Lucas turns her face towards him and he plants a light peck on her lips and he pulls her down with him and he puts his arms around her.
Olivia feels something blossom within her. She had felt a bit of emotion from Lucas's kiss. It was so simple yet so sweet.
He hadn't demanded more, but she knew she couldn't give more than she already was. She was too scared that he would get
Olivia had to leave him and soon she thought. She couldn't risk it from where she was concerned.
When they finish dinner, she does the dishes and when she is done, she goes back to their room and she sees Lucas is laying on the bed.
He smiles at her when she enters the room. She goes into the bathroom and she changes. She is left in her bra and underwear. She walks back into the room and Lucas stares at her. His eyes have gone wide and he looks away.
"It's okay you don't have to look away, I am your wife after all." As she stalks towards him. If she had sex with him it would prove that he is just like every other man, who wanted her for her body.
She climbs on the bed and Lucas is frozen where he is sitting, he is looking down when she crawls over to him. When she gets to him, she raises his face and he looks at her shyly.
He clears his throat, "Let's go to bed."
He gets up and switches off the lights and he lay down. There is a bit of light from the moon. She gets on top of him and she grabs both of his hands and places them on her behind. She leans down, and she starts placing kissing on his neck.
He pushes her off him and she is baffled.
"Why are you stopping me? Don't you want me to give you pleasure?"
"I do but not this way Olivia."
"Then in what way." As her tone is now bitter. "Don't you want me because I am prostitute and I have slept with many men? Is that it?"
He sits up and he turns her face towards him,
"I just want to know why you would sleep with me?"
"Because I am good at it and you would also enjoy it, I guess."
"That's not good enough for me Olivia, I want you to feel the same joy I would."
"I will feel it."
"No, you won't."
"How do you know that Lucas?"
"I would know that because you don't love me yet."
"What does love have to do with this?"
"I want you to sleep with me because you love me and not just a matter of convenience. Why do you want to sleep with me? If you don't mind me asking."
Olivia sighs she doesn't know how to answer him. She doesn't know a good enough answer for him. She couldn't tell him her true intentions that she just wanted to break him down, that she wanted to win and the only she could do that was to have sex with him, so she could close her heart.
"You have done so much for me."
"That's not good enough for me Olivia. I want more."
"How much more do you want?"
"Everything you have to offer Olivia, I will take."
She struggles within herself, she feels very conflicted about he said. What if everything she had was not good enough?
"What are you thinking about."
She turned away from his gaze and she wanted to hide away from him.
"I want to hide away." As she decides to tell him the truth.
"Why do you want to hide away?" he probes.
"You make me feel uncomfortable." She blurts out before she thinks better of it.
"Why?"
"You don't take anything, you just give." She says it as she is also trying to make sense of it.
Lucas turns her face towards him and he plants a light peck on her lips and he pulls her down with him and he puts his arms around her.
Olivia feels something blossom within her. She had felt a bit of emotion from Lucas's kiss. It was so simple yet so sweet.
He hadn't demanded more, but she knew she couldn't give more than she already was. She was too scared that he would get
Olivia had to leave him and soon she thought. She couldn't risk it from where she was concerned.
