Chapter 8
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I have always fallen from bad to worse in a world of filth, murder, and ****
I remember 14 years ago that I was the head of a powerful gang that everyone was afraid of me all and can't even say my name.
But at that time also I was getting worse psychologically and morally. Briefly, I was a monster.
I still remember the eyes of the girl who I raped the last time she was beautiful and bright, she looked like a priceless diamond.
I think she is now dark and hopeless but I did not do anything wrong I just did what I wanted to do!
, and she can not protect itself she is weak, not me.
I remember I heard the voice of her mother weeping, Why did you she when she tried to kill me? Is she sad about me?!
And now I am still falling, falling from a high mountain to the ground to die. Is everything over?
Falling is a strange and beautiful feeling you feel that your body is free No one controls you But as always Every beautiful thing has its end Collision with ugly reality There is no escape from that.
This bitch is why I'm falling down now. I do not know why she did it, but there is no difference.
I will die again
falling down always had bad memories for me.
When I fell down for the first time in my real world while I was played I injured my hand. I have not yet been this monster before you now.
My mother saw me crying and looked at me with a smile, that was the first time I saw my mother smiling.
She carried me into the kitchen and set the fire and put a knife on it. "I do not want to hear you scream," she said and put the knife on my hand.
When I cried I was tortured more, so I did not open my damn mouth, I did not want to be tortured more.
So I hated falling since that day but really it is a nice feeling.
That strange world, despite the repetition of its stories and novels ..... But everyone falls in the same mistakes and restores the same events ... and feels the same pain over and over.
Everything is centered on the life of human beings between two words "hope and pain".
The same letters....and the same hell.
But the worst thing could ruin the life of any person that you give him hope and then take this hope and give him pain in return. So I learned a lesson, I must not trust or love anyone. No one is good enough for you to trust or love no one.
"Freefall " What's New?
Ever since I was created and I'm falling a free fall.
All that I have taught ... All that I have loved ... All my moral and my dreams, It was gradually decreasing until the last collision" death!"
So I asked myself an important question.
Do I really want to fly?
Do I want to feel like a bird without any restrictions or laws?
Or do I want this black end.....?
She is still standing there looking at that damned bitch.
I do not want that end.
Not in front of her ...
All I could find was that feeling of free fall with freedom, patience, and pain ...
I felt everything without dropping .....
At that moment before I fall completely I remembered her words right before my head touch the ground "Control your manna and transform like it"
and so I did, I controlled the Manna with all my strength, with all my inner energy
I turned it into an inner shape, a certain shape, I always loved
" learned transformational specialization"
I opened the skills and went to the specialty of the transformer and opened the first skill, raised its level up to the fourth level.
Then I closed my eyes and whispered "Transform ".
"wait for the next chapter tomorrow, and what is your opinion of the novel so far? "
<<AUTHOR:MOHAMMED KAMAR>>
<<TRANSLATED BY:SHERIF TAMER>>
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I have always fallen from bad to worse in a world of filth, murder, and ****
I remember 14 years ago that I was the head of a powerful gang that everyone was afraid of me all and can't even say my name.
But at that time also I was getting worse psychologically and morally. Briefly, I was a monster.
I still remember the eyes of the girl who I raped the last time she was beautiful and bright, she looked like a priceless diamond.
I think she is now dark and hopeless but I did not do anything wrong I just did what I wanted to do!
, and she can not protect itself she is weak, not me.
I remember I heard the voice of her mother weeping, Why did you she when she tried to kill me? Is she sad about me?!
And now I am still falling, falling from a high mountain to the ground to die. Is everything over?
Falling is a strange and beautiful feeling you feel that your body is free No one controls you But as always Every beautiful thing has its end Collision with ugly reality There is no escape from that.
This bitch is why I'm falling down now. I do not know why she did it, but there is no difference.
I will die again
falling down always had bad memories for me.
When I fell down for the first time in my real world while I was played I injured my hand. I have not yet been this monster before you now.
My mother saw me crying and looked at me with a smile, that was the first time I saw my mother smiling.
She carried me into the kitchen and set the fire and put a knife on it. "I do not want to hear you scream," she said and put the knife on my hand.
When I cried I was tortured more, so I did not open my damn mouth, I did not want to be tortured more.
So I hated falling since that day but really it is a nice feeling.
That strange world, despite the repetition of its stories and novels ..... But everyone falls in the same mistakes and restores the same events ... and feels the same pain over and over.
Everything is centered on the life of human beings between two words "hope and pain".
The same letters....and the same hell.
But the worst thing could ruin the life of any person that you give him hope and then take this hope and give him pain in return. So I learned a lesson, I must not trust or love anyone. No one is good enough for you to trust or love no one.
"Freefall " What's New?
Ever since I was created and I'm falling a free fall.
All that I have taught ... All that I have loved ... All my moral and my dreams, It was gradually decreasing until the last collision" death!"
So I asked myself an important question.
Do I really want to fly?
Do I want to feel like a bird without any restrictions or laws?
Or do I want this black end.....?
She is still standing there looking at that damned bitch.
I do not want that end.
Not in front of her ...
All I could find was that feeling of free fall with freedom, patience, and pain ...
I felt everything without dropping .....
At that moment before I fall completely I remembered her words right before my head touch the ground "Control your manna and transform like it"
and so I did, I controlled the Manna with all my strength, with all my inner energy
I turned it into an inner shape, a certain shape, I always loved
" learned transformational specialization"
I opened the skills and went to the specialty of the transformer and opened the first skill, raised its level up to the fourth level.
Then I closed my eyes and whispered "Transform ".
"wait for the next chapter tomorrow, and what is your opinion of the novel so far? "
<<AUTHOR:MOHAMMED KAMAR>>
<<TRANSLATED BY:SHERIF TAMER>>
I have always fallen from bad to worse in a world of filth, murder, and ****I remember 14 years ago that I was the head of a powerful gang that everyone was afraid of me all and can't even say my name.But at that time also I was getting worse psychologically and morally. Briefly, I was a monster.I still remember the eyes of the girl who I raped the last time she was beautiful and bright, she looked like a priceless diamond.I think she is now dark and hopeless but I did not do anything wrong I just did what I wanted to do!, and she can not protect itself she is weak, not me.I remember I heard the voice of her mother weeping, Why did you she when she tried to kill me? Is she sad about me?!And now I am still falling, falling from a high mountain to the ground to die. Is everything over?Falling is a strange and beautiful feeling you feel that your body is free No one controls you But as always Every beautiful thing has its end Collision with ugly reality There is no escape from that.This bitch is why I'm falling down now. I do not know why she did it, but there is no difference.I will die againfalling down always had bad memories for me.When I fell down for the first time in my real world while I was played I injured my hand. I have not yet been this monster before you now.My mother saw me crying and looked at me with a smile, that was the first time I saw my mother smiling.She carried me into the kitchen and set the fire and put a knife on it. "I do not want to hear you scream," she said and put the knife on my hand.When I cried I was tortured more, so I did not open my damn mouth, I did not want to be tortured more.So I hated falling since that day but really it is a nice feeling.That strange world, despite the repetition of its stories and novels ..... But everyone falls in the same mistakes and restores the same events ... and feels the same pain over and over.Everything is centered on the life of human beings between two words "hope and pain".The same letters....and the same hell.But the worst thing could ruin the life of any person that you give him hope and then take this hope and give him pain in return. So I learned a lesson, I must not trust or love anyone. No one is good enough for you to trust or love no one."Freefall " What's New?Ever since I was created and I'm falling a free fall.All that I have taught ... All that I have loved ... All my moral and my dreams, It was gradually decreasing until the last collision" death!"So I asked myself an important question.Do I really want to fly?Do I want to feel like a bird without any restrictions or laws?Or do I want this black end.....?She is still standing there looking at that damned bitch.I do not want that end.Not in front of her ...All I could find was that feeling of free fall with freedom, patience, and pain ...I felt everything without dropping .....At that moment before I fall completely I remembered her words right before my head touch the ground "Control your manna and transform like it"and so I did, I controlled the Manna with all my strength, with all my inner energyI turned it into an inner shape, a certain shape, I always loved" learned transformational specialization"I opened the skills and went to the specialty of the transformer and opened the first skill, raised its level up to the fourth level.Then I closed my eyes and whispered "Transform "."wait for the next chapter tomorrow, and what is your opinion of the novel so far? "AUTHOR:MOHAMMED KAMARTRANSLATED BY:SHERIF TAMER
