Ever since that day she worshipped the grounds that he walked on. She tried to sit beside him during lunch and she worked hard to be in the same class as him but always fall short. She was never brilliant at her studies to begin with. People started whispering about her clinginess towards him.
Adam treated her like her treated everyone else. Cordial. He was never rude nor disrespectful but he never allowed anyone to get close either. She would look forward to lunch times, in hopes she could sit beside him, she succeeded a few times then he just stop appearing in the school canteen. She started scouting the whole school in search of him. He became her obsession. As they grew older, he became even more good looking and charismatic and she vowed to make him hers.
One day, she found his hiding spot during lunch time, it was the school roof top. He would lie on the ground and looked up the sky and would be excited when he saw airplanes crossing the sky. She made lunch box bento the next day for him and waited for his arrival. To her dismay he did not turn up to the rooftop anymore.
She later found out he was from an influential family and that got her even more excited. She is also from well to do family, her parents would be ecstatic if Adam became hers. Equipped with this knowledge, she became more brazen and bold. She would stalked his social media and even his home.
She finally confessed to him after their high school prom. However, he dashed her hopes and dreams. It was that night, she got herself drunk and met Fabian. According to Fabian, she was his love at first sight. Fabian was attentive and loving. He was never stingy and bought her whatever she wanted. He courted her patiently and made her forget her heartache. She decided to follow him back to Russia, leaving everything behind. She disregarded her family warnings regarding foreign men especially Russian. Somehow, her family has a thing against Russian. They disowned her. They were already humiliated with the rumours circulating about their daughter brazenly courting a boy from influential family. They felt they lost a lot of face from her behaviour. The Russian guy was the last straw.
Adam was holding the information on Crystal that his people had compile for him. It seems like her life only begun at 18 years old when she married a Russian named Fabian. Could it be her? Vivien? Same built, same height, nearly same facial structures and those eyes but it is not her face. Plastic surgery?
Adam recalled the young girl he kind of avenged. It was not his intention to be the knight in shining armour, he just could not stand that fatty bullying people. He wanted to avenged that fatty for himself. That fatty had bullied him for years. Finally, he had the courage to launch a sneak attack on the fatty. However, he could not leave her there because she might bear the brunt of fatty's anger and it would not be fair to her.
He did not predict he will be stuck with a little lamb. People started making fun of him because of her. She started following him around and he could not shake her off. He wanted to be friends with her but his ego kept telling him no way. People will make more fun of him. He has to suffer so many years of humiliation because of her. He had to continue to act cordial to her because his parents taught him better. Plus, he has an image to uphold.
He was harsh to her on prom night, he let out all the anger he kept inside all these years, he was a little tipsy that night. People always said that people are most honest when they are drunk. Thanks to her following him around in the shadow no girls could show interest in him. He knew she had scare them away with her status. He called her shameless and even made her cry. He felt like a jerk afterwards. He was immature and rash at that age. Her eyes stared widely at him in disbelief. That night, he witnessed her world shattered in those eyes of hers.
After that day, she just disappear, he felt a little lonely and then a little weird. His phone no matter how many times he changed his number, she would obtain his number and spammed his phone with hundreds of messages. Suddenly, when he did not receive anything from her, he had withdrawal symptoms. He could not stop thinking about her and he kept wondering what was she doing and how is she doing. It made him so frustrated that he needed to forget her. All these years of her obsession had taken a toll on him without his realisation, hence, he became a playboy, trying his hardest to forget her. He was not proud of those days but at least he was honest with those girls he got together, he told them, only protective sex and never a repeat, he is not interested in long term relationship. He never promised them anything. He made sure he was clean from any sexually transmitted infection as well.
He had thought long and hard about what he would do if he encountered her again. He was planning to maybe at least be a friend. He did not know why he did not offer friendship back then? Maybe she came onto him too strong that it scare him? He has no answer for it. He was glad he met April. Someone, he genuinely wanted to know more about and like. Someone, that could make him want to be better man. Most importantly, someone that could make him forget those eyes.
He felt guilty towards Vivien and he knows clearly it is not love. Love is what he feels for April.
Maybe things could have been different. He once voiced out to his mother about this, his mother told him,"Vivien has an unhealthy obsession for you and it is not love. Love is giving the other space and freedom, wanting the other to be happy in life whether they are part of your life or not. Obsession is not love my son. If she loves you, she should think of how her actions would impact you. Remember that my son."
Ever since that day she worshipped the grounds that he walked on. She tried to sit beside him during lunch and she worked hard to be in the same class as him but always fall short. She was never brilliant at her studies to begin with. People started whispering about her clinginess towards him.
Adam treated her like her treated everyone else. Cordial. He was never rude nor disrespectful but he never allowed anyone to get close either. She would look forward to lunch times, in hopes she could sit beside him, she succeeded a few times then he just stop appearing in the school canteen. She started scouting the whole school in search of him. He became her obsession. As they grew older, he became even more good looking and charismatic and she vowed to make him hers.
One day, she found his hiding spot during lunch time, it was the school roof top. He would lie on the ground and looked up the sky and would be excited when he saw airplanes crossing the sky. She made lunch box bento the next day for him and waited for his arrival. To her dismay he did not turn up to the rooftop anymore.
She later found out he was from an influential family and that got her even more excited. She is also from well to do family, her parents would be ecstatic if Adam became hers. Equipped with this knowledge, she became more brazen and bold. She would stalked his social media and even his home.
She finally confessed to him after their high school prom. However, he dashed her hopes and dreams. It was that night, she got herself drunk and met Fabian. According to Fabian, she was his love at first sight. Fabian was attentive and loving. He was never stingy and bought her whatever she wanted. He courted her patiently and made her forget her heartache. She decided to follow him back to Russia, leaving everything behind. She disregarded her family warnings regarding foreign men especially Russian. Somehow, her family has a thing against Russian. They disowned her. They were already humiliated with the rumours circulating about their daughter brazenly courting a boy from influential family. They felt they lost a lot of face from her behaviour. The Russian guy was the last straw.
Adam was holding the information on Crystal that his people had compile for him. It seems like her life only begun at 18 years old when she married a Russian named Fabian. Could it be her? Vivien? Same built, same height, nearly same facial structures and those eyes but it is not her face. Plastic surgery?
Adam recalled the young girl he kind of avenged. It was not his intention to be the knight in shining armour, he just could not stand that fatty bullying people. He wanted to avenged that fatty for himself. That fatty had bullied him for years. Finally, he had the courage to launch a sneak attack on the fatty. However, he could not leave her there because she might bear the brunt of fatty's anger and it would not be fair to her.
He did not predict he will be stuck with a little lamb. People started making fun of him because of her. She started following him around and he could not shake her off. He wanted to be friends with her but his ego kept telling him no way. People will make more fun of him. He has to suffer so many years of humiliation because of her. He had to continue to act cordial to her because his parents taught him better. Plus, he has an image to uphold.
He was harsh to her on prom night, he let out all the anger he kept inside all these years, he was a little tipsy that night. People always said that people are most honest when they are drunk. Thanks to her following him around in the shadow no girls could show interest in him. He knew she had scare them away with her status. He called her shameless and even made her cry. He felt like a jerk afterwards. He was immature and rash at that age. Her eyes stared widely at him in disbelief. That night, he witnessed her world shattered in those eyes of hers.
After that day, she just disappear, he felt a little lonely and then a little weird. His phone no matter how many times he changed his number, she would obtain his number and spammed his phone with hundreds of messages. Suddenly, when he did not receive anything from her, he had withdrawal symptoms. He could not stop thinking about her and he kept wondering what was she doing and how is she doing. It made him so frustrated that he needed to forget her. All these years of her obsession had taken a toll on him without his realisation, hence, he became a playboy, trying his hardest to forget her. He was not proud of those days but at least he was honest with those girls he got together, he told them, only protective sex and never a repeat, he is not interested in long term relationship. He never promised them anything. He made sure he was clean from any sexually transmitted infection as well.
He had thought long and hard about what he would do if he encountered her again. He was planning to maybe at least be a friend. He did not know why he did not offer friendship back then? Maybe she came onto him too strong that it scare him? He has no answer for it. He was glad he met April. Someone, he genuinely wanted to know more about and like. Someone, that could make him want to be better man. Most importantly, someone that could make him forget those eyes.
He felt guilty towards Vivien and he knows clearly it is not love. Love is what he feels for April.
Maybe things could have been different. He once voiced out to his mother about this, his mother told him,"Vivien has an unhealthy obsession for you and it is not love. Love is giving the other space and freedom, wanting the other to be happy in life whether they are part of your life or not. Obsession is not love my son. If she loves you, she should think of how her actions would impact you. Remember that my son."
