Chapter 47
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She sat up abruptly, as she saw the glint of disbelief in his eyes. She anticipated it already. Nothing she would do or say would make him believe. It hurt but she deserved it. Her past would forever matter and would forever be planted in his mind.
"Jia, are you sleep talking?"
Jia stood up and did not reply. She knew it would not be easy for him to believe. Though his disbelief was like some crystals of salt sprinkled to an already pestering wound, she knew it was something she needed to bear. If she was that determined to win him.
She held his hand and led him out of the room . The piano instrumentals she had been listening to was still softly playing in the backround and was still greatly affecting her mood.
That was the kind of music she would play everytime she was down or sad or when she need to do some deep thinking.
"Wait for me here." She told him as they reached the living room while she went directly to the kitchen.
Jim slouched on the sofa and closed his eyes. What kind of spell this woman had on him that he was so closely drawn to?
When Jia was back at the living room, she brought with her a pot of tea and poured him a cup silently. Taking the cup, he glanced at her who was still keeping her silence.
"Jia, what are you going to say? I'm waiting."
"Nothing important."
She shook his head then faintly smiled." I just wanted to tell you that I would love to spend a lifetime serving you cups of coffee and tea."
She softly laughed with a sense of mockery to herself. This man who had loved her so much would never allow himself the freedom to believe completely that she was willing to leave her past behind and start anew with him.
"And I wanted to tell you that I would love to spend all my nights in your
arms."
Her tone became serious. When could he ever allow himself to hold her without thinking that she had also been held closely by someone else ? However, she continued, her tone became desperate.
"I wanted to tell you that I would want to spend all mornings making breakfast for you."
She felt her throat tightened. He knew he would never be willing to accept her fully in his mind without the shadow of Anthon tagging along.
"And, Jim, how I long wanted that you would , somehow, believe that I would love to spend my whole lifetime with you." She paused and looked up at him desperately but he turned his head away.
" And Dr. Jim, do I still look like
sleep talking?"
Seeing that he did not move an inch, and perhaps would never reply, she walked towards the window and opened it to let some fresh air in. She sighed as she fixed her gaze outside.
Outside the window, the world was dark and silent. She looked at the farthest distance her eyes could see
and wondered how long would it take her to reach there by foot. Just as exactly how long would it take him to believe that he fully existed in her heart?
She now understood how Jim must had taken so much pain and patience to win her. She now fully understood how painful it would have been for him to set her free and face Anthon? And she now understood how painful it would have been to give your all with no assurance of a single return?
But she was already determined. It was now the time for her to turn the tables on. She would return him the prize he had been longing to receive. Just as how long he was waiting and giving, would also be how long she would be paying back.
She turned to face him again, now determined to start her journey. But, all of a sudden, she bumped right into him who stood silently behind her. A bit startled, she looked up and find him smiling.
"Come here." He spread his arms to welcome her into his warm embrace.
"You said you miss me, so I came flying over here to see you. You just bothered me so much with your call."
"But then you're telling me another thing.." He chuckled. " It was so much more than I can handle."
She suddenly became nervous. He only acknowledged the fact that she missed him and not the fact that she loved him. She turned around to watch outside the window. She did not want to see the despair in her eyes.
"What you had just said completely ruined my whole plan to just peep here and see you for a while." With this, he pulled her backwards and wrapped his arms around her waist.
She suddenly felt guilty because she was disturbing him in his duty with her irrational behavior.
"You ruined my plan because if I go... you would then be missing a night to spend with me. " He teased her.
With this, she giggled again, realizing her folly and all of her unnecessary false accusation.
"You make me love you more, Dr. Wayne. "
"Say it again?"
Here he was again! She had already thought that it was just her false accusation.
"What would I do to to make you believe, Jim? " She suddenly felt frustrated and humiliated again that she almost cried.
"I just created someone in my mind and made it real with a name. That short meeting with him would not necessarily burn down the whole long years we have spent together."
He suddenly covered her mouth with a hand. " You say too many things, my silly girl, when what I only asked is for you to say it again ."
"Simply because, saying it over and over again makes me happier!"
She dropped in his arms, too, ashamed of herself. She had misunderstood him completely just because of her guilt.
"I love you, Dr. Wayne. " The urge to cry had became irresistible already that she really cried. .
"But I love you so much more, Miss Wayne. "
"I know. I just can't thank you enough."
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She sat up abruptly, as she saw the glint of disbelief in his eyes. She anticipated it already. Nothing she would do or say would make him believe. It hurt but she deserved it. Her past would forever matter and would forever be planted in his mind.
"Jia, are you sleep talking?"
Jia stood up and did not reply. She knew it would not be easy for him to believe. Though his disbelief was like some crystals of salt sprinkled to an already pestering wound, she knew it was something she needed to bear. If she was that determined to win him.
She held his hand and led him out of the room . The piano instrumentals she had been listening to was still softly playing in the backround and was still greatly affecting her mood.
That was the kind of music she would play everytime she was down or sad or when she need to do some deep thinking.
"Wait for me here." She told him as they reached the living room while she went directly to the kitchen.
Jim slouched on the sofa and closed his eyes. What kind of spell this woman had on him that he was so closely drawn to?
When Jia was back at the living room, she brought with her a pot of tea and poured him a cup silently. Taking the cup, he glanced at her who was still keeping her silence.
"Jia, what are you going to say? I'm waiting."
"Nothing important."
She shook his head then faintly smiled." I just wanted to tell you that I would love to spend a lifetime serving you cups of coffee and tea."
She softly laughed with a sense of mockery to herself. This man who had loved her so much would never allow himself the freedom to believe completely that she was willing to leave her past behind and start anew with him.
"And I wanted to tell you that I would love to spend all my nights in your
arms."
Her tone became serious. When could he ever allow himself to hold her without thinking that she had also been held closely by someone else ? However, she continued, her tone became desperate.
"I wanted to tell you that I would want to spend all mornings making breakfast for you."
She felt her throat tightened. He knew he would never be willing to accept her fully in his mind without the shadow of Anthon tagging along.
"And, Jim, how I long wanted that you would , somehow, believe that I would love to spend my whole lifetime with you." She paused and looked up at him desperately but he turned his head away.
" And Dr. Jim, do I still look like
sleep talking?"
Seeing that he did not move an inch, and perhaps would never reply, she walked towards the window and opened it to let some fresh air in. She sighed as she fixed her gaze outside.
Outside the window, the world was dark and silent. She looked at the farthest distance her eyes could see
and wondered how long would it take her to reach there by foot. Just as exactly how long would it take him to believe that he fully existed in her heart?
She now understood how Jim must had taken so much pain and patience to win her. She now fully understood how painful it would have been for him to set her free and face Anthon? And she now understood how painful it would have been to give your all with no assurance of a single return?
But she was already determined. It was now the time for her to turn the tables on. She would return him the prize he had been longing to receive. Just as how long he was waiting and giving, would also be how long she would be paying back.
She turned to face him again, now determined to start her journey. But, all of a sudden, she bumped right into him who stood silently behind her. A bit startled, she looked up and find him smiling.
"Come here." He spread his arms to welcome her into his warm embrace.
"You said you miss me, so I came flying over here to see you. You just bothered me so much with your call."
"But then you're telling me another thing.." He chuckled. " It was so much more than I can handle."
She suddenly became nervous. He only acknowledged the fact that she missed him and not the fact that she loved him. She turned around to watch outside the window. She did not want to see the despair in her eyes.
"What you had just said completely ruined my whole plan to just peep here and see you for a while." With this, he pulled her backwards and wrapped his arms around her waist.
She suddenly felt guilty because she was disturbing him in his duty with her irrational behavior.
"You ruined my plan because if I go... you would then be missing a night to spend with me. " He teased her.
With this, she giggled again, realizing her folly and all of her unnecessary false accusation.
"You make me love you more, Dr. Wayne. "
"Say it again?"
Here he was again! She had already thought that it was just her false accusation.
"What would I do to to make you believe, Jim? " She suddenly felt frustrated and humiliated again that she almost cried.
"I just created someone in my mind and made it real with a name. That short meeting with him would not necessarily burn down the whole long years we have spent together."
He suddenly covered her mouth with a hand. " You say too many things, my silly girl, when what I only asked is for you to say it again ."
"Simply because, saying it over and over again makes me happier!"
She dropped in his arms, too, ashamed of herself. She had misunderstood him completely just because of her guilt.
"I love you, Dr. Wayne. " The urge to cry had became irresistible already that she really cried. .
"But I love you so much more, Miss Wayne. "
"I know. I just can't thank you enough."
She sat up abruptly, as she saw the glint of disbelief in his eyes. She anticipated it already. Nothing she would do or say would make him believe. It hurt but she deserved it. Her past would forever matter and would forever be planted in his mind. "Jia, are you sleep talking?" Jia stood up and did not reply. She knew it would not be easy for him to believe. Though his disbelief was like some crystals of salt sprinkled to an already pestering wound, she knew it was something she needed to bear. If she was that determined to win him. She held his hand and led him out of the room . The piano instrumentals she had been listening to was still softly playing in the backround and was still greatly affecting her mood. That was the kind of music she would play everytime she was down or sad or when she need to do some deep thinking. "Wait for me here." She told him as they reached the living room while she went directly to the kitchen. Jim slouched on the sofa and closed his eyes. What kind of spell this woman had on him that he was so closely drawn to? When Jia was back at the living room, she brought with her a pot of tea and poured him a cup silently. Taking the cup, he glanced at her who was still keeping her silence. "Jia, what are you going to say? I'm waiting." "Nothing important." She shook his head then faintly smiled." I just wanted to tell you that I would love to spend a lifetime serving you cups of coffee and tea." She softly laughed with a sense of mockery to herself. This man who had loved her so much would never allow himself the freedom to believe completely that she was willing to leave her past behind and start anew with him. "And I wanted to tell you that I would love to spend all my nights in your arms." Her tone became serious. When could he ever allow himself to hold her without thinking that she had also been held closely by someone else ? However, she continued, her tone became desperate. "I wanted to tell you that I would want to spend all mornings making breakfast for you." She felt her throat tightened. He knew he would never be willing to accept her fully in his mind without the shadow of Anthon tagging along. "And, Jim, how I long wanted that you would , somehow, believe that I would love to spend my whole lifetime with you." She paused and looked up at him desperately but he turned his head away. " And Dr. Jim, do I still look like sleep talking?" Seeing that he did not move an inch, and perhaps would never reply, she walked towards the window and opened it to let some fresh air in. She sighed as she fixed her gaze outside. Outside the window, the world was dark and silent. She looked at the farthest distance her eyes could see and wondered how long would it take her to reach there by foot. Just as exactly how long would it take him to believe that he fully existed in her heart? She now understood how Jim must had taken so much pain and patience to win her. She now fully understood how painful it would have been for him to set her free and face Anthon? And she now understood how painful it would have been to give your all with no assurance of a single return? But she was already determined. It was now the time for her to turn the tables on. She would return him the prize he had been longing to receive. Just as how long he was waiting and giving, would also be how long she would be paying back. She turned to face him again, now determined to start her journey. But, all of a sudden, she bumped right into him who stood silently behind her. A bit startled, she looked up and find him smiling. "Come here." He spread his arms to welcome her into his warm embrace. "You said you miss me, so I came flying over here to see you. You just bothered me so much with your call." "But then you're telling me another thing.." He chuckled. " It was so much more than I can handle." She suddenly became nervous. He only acknowledged the fact that she missed him and not the fact that she loved him. She turned around to watch outside the window. She did not want to see the despair in her eyes. "What you had just said completely ruined my whole plan to just peep here and see you for a while." With this, he pulled her backwards and wrapped his arms around her waist. She suddenly felt guilty because she was disturbing him in his duty with her irrational behavior. "You ruined my plan because if I go... you would then be missing a night to spend with me. " He teased her. With this, she giggled again, realizing her folly and all of her unnecessary false accusation. "You make me love you more, Dr. Wayne. " "Say it again?" Here he was again! She had already thought that it was just her false accusation. "What would I do to to make you believe, Jim? " She suddenly felt frustrated and humiliated again that she almost cried. "I just created someone in my mind and made it real with a name. That short meeting with him would not necessarily burn down the whole long years we have spent together." He suddenly covered her mouth with a hand. " You say too many things, my silly girl, when what I only asked is for you to say it again ." "Simply because, saying it over and over again makes me happier!" She dropped in his arms, too, ashamed of herself. She had misunderstood him completely just because of her guilt. "I love you, Dr. Wayne. " The urge to cry had became irresistible already that she really cried. . "But I love you so much more, Miss Wayne. " "I know. I just can't thank you enough."
