APRIL 10, 2018 ~ 3DMUM
Right at the moment when I was holding my handphone and contemplating on how to open my mouth to apologise to Daddy, suddenly the Police Station’s door was push opened, the Bearded Director haggardly rushed in and when he saw me, he exaggeratedly shouted: “Baby! Baby!” His chubby body was still panting, his eyes attentively looking at me and the sleeping child in my embrace from top to bottom.
In my heart I wanted to rolled my eyes, my this name really had been taken advantage by everyone.
The Oldman was yelling: “It’s alright that you’re alright. Why did you call Jay instead of calling me? You’re such an awful kid! Merely going home to get something, how can you encounter a car accident!《Sad Love》will start tomorrow, can you do the first scene? Do you want to rest for a few days?”
The Bearded Director John is my benefactor who introduced me to this career. He’s usually very kind and friendly. He’s a very likeable Oldman and also a famous Director in this line. Don’t think that normally he’s so casual, when work start he’s very strict!
He spoke too fast, I also don’t really understand the situation clearly, vaguely holding on to Gu Xiao An who’s sleeping soundly in my embrace, stared and asked him: “Director, tomorrow shoot the first scene ah?”
“Bao Bei, you’re too terrified? The first scene is very simple. Many years later, the female protagonists Gu Xin Yao reunited with Mo Qian, In a glimpse they had saw each other. So simple, you definitely can do it!”
Only then I had some clues about it. I carefully looked at the Gu Xiao An in my embrace then looked at Director Jon who’s in front of me. They’re so real, I even pinched myself a bit, it’s not a dream, it’s really hurt…..
It turned out that I really really return to ten years ago, it actually went back to the beginning, the time when I met Jay….
At this time, I’m only eighteen years old,the prime age of a woman. At this time, I’d only briefly met Jay during photoshoot at the set location . At this time, no one know that I’m the heir of Gu Corporation, the eldest Young Miss of Xiao Family. At this time, I’m not famous yet. At this time, I was just angry with Daddy and nothing more than just a crazy kid carrying a violin and wandering around in Italy. At this time, I didn’t know that 《Sad Love》story was actually the real story of people around me, in this story there’s my mother, my biological father and my daddy never get to obtain love in his life.
In the past life after《Sad Love》became popular, many people treated it as “popular legend”, even I myself thought that way. Until later part then I really believed that this is actually the true story of my parents.
My mother is Gu Xin Yao, she’s the President of Shakira International Hotel chain, a wealthy lady. When she was young, she met my biological father, Mo Qian the Mo Corporation’s President. From then on, the roots of feeling were deeply planted. She went through regrets, misunderstandings, missed out and also tired of waiting feeling in her entire life. And my Daddy, Xiao Mo Xiao is the one who married my mother when she was pregnant with me. He was the violinist of a very popular group band Rainbow at that time and was known for his aloofness. Because of his deep love for my mother, even when he knew mother had no more feeling, he still insisted on marrying her.
But in the story, the ending was mother died because she was severely debilitated after giving birth to me, and my biological father who had terminal illness and knew that his days were numbered so next to my mother he committed suicide by cutting his arteries. The only person left was Xiao Mo Xiao, my Daddy, this poor man who never get to obtain love and he raised me up, this little orphan.
This movie《Sad Love》was taken secretly. Although it was the work of a great author and a big budget production, but at the early stage it didn’t really get people’s attention. Beside Jay and a few old actors, the whole movie is using newcomers. At that time, no one had thought that this movie will become so popular after its premier, and the popularity kept rising. All the actors in this movie had their status rose up dramatically and tremendously popular for a period of time.
After that, I acted in a lot of dramas and my acting skills improved step by step. But I always had a thought that if only at that time I knew that this is the story of mummy, I would put in more effort to do it, not only because I was interested in the storyline, but also because I had a share of responsibility. Just like how from time to time Daddy secretly looked at mummy’s photo and recited: “Xin Yao, I missed you.” That type of responsibility…..
Nevertheless I finally made a phone call to Daddy, asked him to adopt Gu An. Daddy’s poisonous tongue forever didn’t change, first of all he had to reprimand me but at long last he agreed to it. I didn’t change the little kid’s name, I believe it’s a predestined affinity that his surname is Gu as well. At the police station, I filled in a personal detail registration form, the Oldman John became my guarantor. Only then the Police Officer finally agreed that I can bring Gu An back home and take care of him. As for the subsequent procedures, someone will come and do it.
When I walked out from the police station and escorted into the nanny car by Oldman John, I finally can breathed a sigh of relief. At this time, my hand who kept carrying the little guy finally felt tired and a little sore. I got into the car and sat down, I bent down my head and cautiously had a look at Gu An who was still asleep, I don’t dare to move randomly because I was afraid that I will wake him up so I can only gently loosen my right hand.
Even though my mind was confused, yet I had no time to think for myself. I’ve been thinking on how to tell An An the fact that his mother is no longer around and there’s implicit bitterness in my heart.
At this moment, from my side suddenly a man’s nice voice said out a sentence: “He’s quite heavy, let me help you carry him.”
When I was still startled and unable to give a reply, Gu An who was in my hand had been carefully carried away. It was a pair of man’s hand, a nice long index finger, his warm fingertips slightly rubbed the back of my hand, but it didn’t make people feel disgusted. I looked up in dismay to see who, in the end I couldn’t help but to uttered in surprise: “Fu Jun Yan?” How come is him?
In the past life, even though I was already in the A-listed, Fu Jun Yan is still a name that I had to look up for. Once there’s an actress who had acted together with him said: “Fu Jun Yan ah… if he looked at you, even if it’s just a glimpse, and if you looked back then you’ll have to dissipate your life.”
Indeed he’s an exquisite and fascinating man. I remembered it was one year later that he made his debut as a supporting role. In that movie《Shadow》he acted as an undercover who had blood debt and hatred which got shoot to death by the force. In order to complete the task, he saw the death of his wife with his own eyes. From the beginning to the end, there’s only one line of verse and one second smile.
At the end of the story, with a black outfit on his body, in the dark and corroded warehouse he was looking at the child that was hidden in shipping container which he had rescued by risking his life. In such a dark background, he finally laughed. His eyes were sorrowful, however the smile at the corner of his mouth was so sincere and touching. It was just a split second smile but it was like the blossom of ten thousand flowers, gently warming up everyone’s heart. And then, he spoke in the most gentle and soft language in the world at the unconscious child, with kindness and compassion he said: “May you be treated with tenderness in this world …”
I watched Fu Jun Yan’s movie in a leisurely afternoon, unknowingly my eyes were hazed by the tears when I watched this last scene, I also wanted to stretch out my hand to cover his eyes and softly repeated a sentence: “I also wish may you be treated with tenderness in this world …” Later I had the thought of wanting to collaborate with him, but unfortunately he stopped filming, very unexpectedly.
Since his debut, Fu Jun Yan had won almost all the awards. With his good looks, good acting skills and good character, he had a great and pleasant success in the show business and a huge fan base. Everybody called him as “Sir Jun Yan”, he belong to the type of “the Jade among people” and “the peerless man in the world”. But then he’s very low profile, extremely low profile, so low profile that made people speechless. Even his Senior Fans didn’t have much understanding about him.
In the past life, during the period of time when he stopped filming, everyone seemed as if they had become crazy, his fans were demonstrating, the online website had become chaotic and there’s numerous incidents of jumping from a building suicide.
Someone said once you saw Jun Yan it’s a lifelong mistakes. His charisma was so powerful that it’s terrifying. However, he evaded from the people’s line of sight like the gentle wind and a thin cloud, without any news of him can be heard.
But then he, Fu Jun Yan! How can he appear here? In《Sad Love》he had no role …
Fu Jun Yan looked at me looking at him with a dumbfounded face, his delicate eyebrow raised up, he tilted his head to glanced at the Bearded Director who was driving, then he turned his head to looked at me, gently smiled and nodded his head as a courtesy and said: “Hello, Xiao Ai.”
Once again I’m dumbfounded…. “Xiao Ai!” How did he know that I was called as Xiao Ai? At this time, apparently Jay still hasn’t call me this way……..
My lip were moving but I didn’t know how to start talking, then I heard him happily said: “I’m sorry, Jay left his handphone in the dressing room, I was the one who picked up your call. Xiao Ai, luckily you’re safe. It must had frightened you all this while, you better rest for a while in the car.”
His voice was very nice to hear, it was like the warm of a jade bit by bit setting down on the stairs. He handed a thin blanket to me while saying that. I took the blanket and again heard him asking me while he looked at the child in his embrace: “Xiao Ai, what’s his name?” Then he combed softly the little guy’s hair over and over again.
“Gu An.”
He nodded his head then again looked at me warmly and said: “Xiao Ai, you have a good rest, I’ll take care Xiao An.”
I looked at his good looking appearance, unknowingly why but obediently I laid down the car seat and lied down. I felt dizzy, this sudden experience as far as I’m concerned it’s too bizarre. I expended a great deal of effort to think for a long time, finally realised what is wrong, dizzily wanted to refute towards Fu Jun Yan who’s beside me, so I said: “Mm, my name is not Xiao Ai.”
“I know, Xiao Ai.”
“My name is Gu Bao Bei, not Xiao Ai.” Suddenly I became persistent. At this time I haven’t really met with Jay, and also Jay hasn’t pulled my hand and called me Xiao Ai yet. I want to evade this name, evade from those unforgettable hardships, I want to run far away from it ….
Fu Jun Yan didn’t get angry even though he heard my arrogant tone. But suddenly he quietly looking at me and tolerance completely can be seen in his eyes. I blankly stared at his gentle gaze, it’s like I was going to get sucked in, practically intoxicated people. Then he sighed, helped me pull the blanket and said: “Sleep, Xiao Ai, you’re tired.” At this moment I suddenly felt weak, this type of gentle tone really made me unable to refute. Without any better option I turned my head and closed my eyes tightly. I think this type of man, when he look at you, definitely have to turn your head away ….
I woke up because I heard the little guy was crying. Panicky, I right away sat up, then I saw the place I was in is a Mediterranean style room.
The room is very large, the whole room was elegantly decorated in blue and white, daisy hung at the bay window, on the table was a lightly burned an ocean scented incense, it was comfortable and cozy. I looked out of the window and discovered that actually outside was rows of single villa!
I thought for a moment and once again doubtfully shaking my head. In the past life, after joining in the crews, the crews had always lived in two rented apartments, absolutely not in this type of good residential. I’ve hid my identity, so where did this kind of special treatment come from? Even if there’s one, it wouldn’t be this obvious ……
I patted my own forehead, can’t be bothered to think anymore. I put on the slipper then followed Gu An’s voice and walked out from the room. But when I’ve just reached the corner of the stair hall, I heard a barking sound. I haven’t got the time to react, a small Snow White chubby had directly pounced on my body, I incidentally fell down on the stair hall, totally incapable to resist.
Once again I’m confused, in the end how chaotic can it be? I wanna cry!! ……
“Xiao Qi, don’t disturb.” When I was about to be driven mad, again a man’s nice voice sounded from the side of my ear.
Subsequently the small white dog barked a sound and followed the order to retreat from my body, but before leaving it didn’t forget to use its head and pushed it on my arm.
I’d been so frightened up that I don’t feel like moving anymore, who can tell me whose dog is this?
Then a steady footstep sound slowly approaching, Fu Jun Yan came over carrying Gu An in one hand, An An’s pinkish little face bowed down to looked at me, there’s water vapour in his eyes and his eyeballs were moving around. Eventually he ignorantly spewed a few bubbles in his mouth, stretched out and shook his hand then shouted: “Jie Jie! Carry!”
Immediately I somehow felt powerless against Gu An, when I want to stretched out my hand to carry him then I remembered that myself fell down on the floor and awkwardly I took back my hand, yet I was being pulled up by Fu Jun Yan, his nice looking hand seems effortlessly pulling me up, and the small white dog barked a sound again. He lowered down his head and took a glance at it and that dog surprisingly obediently sat down at the side and no longer making sound.
At this time he turned his head to me and said: “Xiao Ai don’t be afraid, Xiao Qi’s temper very good, it pounced on you because it likes you.”
I secretly looked at the small white dog who’s felt excited towards me and keep extended his tongue, it actually agreed with what Fu Jun Yan has just said so it bark a sound again. Immediately I was speechless and my forehead perspired.
Fu Jun Yan pulled up my hand and didn’t let it go, his palm felt warm then I was led by him. I tilted my head to looked at the side of his refined and handsome face, then looked at Gu Xiao An in his embrace, that little guy’s big pair of eyes like an elf looking at me, his eyes were widely open that it made me want to laugh. This man carrying a child but still he looks good.
I didn’t know what’s going on with me, to let him just like that one hand carrying Gu Xiao An and the other hand holding me and walked down the stairs and brought me to a western style dining table.
Then he released my hand, I stunned when I felt that my palm has lost the warmth feeling. Then I saw him pulled out the chair for me so I sat down, only then Fu Jun Yan carefully put Gu Xiao An down into my embrace. The moment I received An An, he was happily swaying his short legs back and forth. Then he clung on to me and called out: “Jie Jie, eat white white ……”
I stunned for a while, although I’d slept the whole night but I was still feeling dizzy, at present An An still can’t speak clearly, and milk is he meant. So I turned my head to Fu Jun Yan wanted to explain to him, however he actually had understand it clearly and nodded his head, gave a “don’t worry” look to me. And the strange thing is that I actually had a total trust in him that I’d immediately feel at ease. I bowed my head down and teamed up with him to coaxed Gu Xiao An and said: “An An wait for a while oh… Brother Jun Yan go and make for you.”
The little guy obediently nodded his head, took out two chocolates from his pocket and then looked at me with his head up and his eyes widened.
Immediately I understand what’s his intention so I quickly peeled it and feed him. Gu Xiao An happily winked his eyes and swayed his head as he ate the chocolate. I saw An An happy so I peeled another chocolate to feed him but An An shook his head and looked at me with a pure and lovely look, his little finger pointed at me and said: “Jie Jie, eat.”
My heart felt warmed and I caressed his head.
At this time Fu Jun Yan had turned around heading towards behind the kitchen counter, he slanted his head to looked at us and there’s warm smile expression in his eyes. While toasting bread, he said to me: “Xiao Ai, you wake up so early, now it’s only 7 o’clock. Today your shots not many, you can go at 9 o’clock for make up.”
“An An also go!” The little guy patted his small hand.
“Okay.” I rubbed his hair and couldn’t resist kissing his forehead. Such a small little kid, his whole body had a nice milky smell …
“I’m going to the scene as well, I’ll take care of him when you’re filming.” Fu Jun Yan nodded his head and walked over, carrying milk on his hand, one in a milk bottle and another one in a white glass. He handed the glass in front of Mr and said: “You drink.” Then he tried the milk bottle’s temperature on the back of his hand, after that he shook it in front of Gu Xiao An and stretched his hand out wanting to hold the little guy. But Gu Xiao An retreated, he looped his arm around my neck and said: “Don’t want, Jie Jie feed!”
I smiled at Fu Jun Yan and reached out to take the milk bottle from him, I shook my head and said: “Let me do it.”
And I think this Fu Jun Yan really likes children, and sincerely treat Gu Xiao An well. One look you’ll know that this is a new milk bottle and it’s been carefully sterilised using hot water. Again I recalled that in the future no wonder he’ll be so popular, I believe it’s because he’s a gentle and amiable person.
After thinking about it, I tried to consoled him and said: “Fu Jun Yan, when I came to Italy I rented a house next to them, An An’s mother sometimes busy and once in a while I looked after him at home, so An An closer to me so you don’t have to mind, and afterwards he’ll be my younger brother.”
Gu Xiao An was drinking his milk and surprisingly he nodded his head and earnestly called: “Jie Jie.” I smiled happily, couldn’t resist said: “Too bad Jie Jie is not big enough, can not recognise you as a son.
When the little guy heard it, he turned his head and ignored me to continued drinking his milk.
After Gu Xiao An satiated, he pounced on the small white dog, and that dog gave way to him, it didn’t mind being knocked down by the little guy who barely walked steadily. At this moment, I felt elated that I’d my revenge.
“Xiao Qi likes An An.” Fu Jun Yan said and smiled softly. He passed me the toast with cheese and then pulled out a chair and sat opposite me.
I nodded my head and looked around the surrounding. The villa was elegantly decorated, however if you look carefully had to spent lots of money spent on it. How can the crewcome out with such a good house, moreover I’m just a newcomer. After thinking it’s better to asked Fu Jun Yan: “Where’s this place, is it far from the crew?”
He seemed to know that I would asked such questions, he shook his head and said: “Not far.” Then he put some salad on my bowl and continued to say: “The apartment that the crew lived is not convenient for you to take care a child, after John thought about it, he let you move out to stay together with me. If you’re willing, you and An An stay upstairs. If something happens, I’ll be downstairs. Is it okay?
He spoke with a gentle and amiable tone, unconsciously I wanted to say okay , but then something doesn’t feel right. I still haven’t figure it out and Fu Jun Yan has already said: “Xiao Ai, the actor who casted for Xiao Mo Xiao role broke his leg and resigned so I took his role.”
He’s such a gentle person want to act as my Daddy that arrogant and odious bad guy?
“Ah!” Once I startled, the fork fell on the bowl and produced a brittle sound.
When Gu Xiao An heard the noise, he ran over and held my leg. He raised his head and shouted: “Jie Jie!”
The white dog ran behind the little guy, squatted at my feet and barked a sound.
It seemed that Fu Jun Yan had figured out that I was absent-minded, he reached out to touch Gu Xiao An and the white dog’s head and said: “It’s alright.” Then, one boy and one dog ran off again.
I suddenly felt very happy, I tilted my head and looked at Fu Jun Yan up and down carefully, and he also tilted his head and looked at me. When our eyes meet, my ears turned red and I remembered that sentence “once you saw Jun Yan it’s a lifelong mistakes”, I faster withdrew my gaze and looked at my own knuckles for while and then said: “You don’t look like.”
“Xiao Ai, what did you say?”
“You’re indeed good looking, but Xiao Mo Xiao famous for his poisonous tongue. At that time he’s like a big hornet in the entertainment industry that no one dare to provoke.”
After thinking about it, in those days Daddy’s image as an artist had always been so arrogant. And compared with this gentleman in front of me, an X strikes out from the bottom of my heart.
“Xiao Ai, I’m an actor.”
“Of course I know, Fu Jun Yan naturally when acting will be similar.”
“Thank you.” He smiled so warmly, and he reached out his hand to rubbed my hair and said: ” You’ll do well as well.”
I strongly nodded my head, since God has gave me the opportunity, I’ll definitely will act well as my mother. As a daughter, this is the only thing I can do for her ….
Then I heard him gently said: “You see, Xiao Qi really likes An An, thank you for staying here.”
I lifted up my head and foolishly looked at his beautiful eyes, Fu Jun Yan has a deep eyes. I vaguely felt that something is wrong, but he had already pulled away his hand, only heard him briskly encouraging me, said: “Xiao Ai, first day of filming, do your best.”
APRIL 10, 2018 ~ 3DMUM
Right at the moment when I was holding my handphone and contemplating on how to open my mouth to apologise to Daddy, suddenly the Police Station’s door was push opened, the Bearded Director haggardly rushed in and when he saw me, he exaggeratedly shouted: “Baby! Baby!” His chubby body was still panting, his eyes attentively looking at me and the sleeping child in my embrace from top to bottom.
In my heart I wanted to rolled my eyes, my this name really had been taken advantage by everyone.
The Oldman was yelling: “It’s alright that you’re alright. Why did you call Jay instead of calling me? You’re such an awful kid! Merely going home to get something, how can you encounter a car accident!《Sad Love》will start tomorrow, can you do the first scene? Do you want to rest for a few days?”
The Bearded Director John is my benefactor who introduced me to this career. He’s usually very kind and friendly. He’s a very likeable Oldman and also a famous Director in this line. Don’t think that normally he’s so casual, when work start he’s very strict!
He spoke too fast, I also don’t really understand the situation clearly, vaguely holding on to Gu Xiao An who’s sleeping soundly in my embrace, stared and asked him: “Director, tomorrow shoot the first scene ah?”
“Bao Bei, you’re too terrified? The first scene is very simple. Many years later, the female protagonists Gu Xin Yao reunited with Mo Qian, In a glimpse they had saw each other. So simple, you definitely can do it!”
Only then I had some clues about it. I carefully looked at the Gu Xiao An in my embrace then looked at Director Jon who’s in front of me. They’re so real, I even pinched myself a bit, it’s not a dream, it’s really hurt…..
It turned out that I really really return to ten years ago, it actually went back to the beginning, the time when I met Jay….
At this time, I’m only eighteen years old,the prime age of a woman. At this time, I’d only briefly met Jay during photoshoot at the set location . At this time, no one know that I’m the heir of Gu Corporation, the eldest Young Miss of Xiao Family. At this time, I’m not famous yet. At this time, I was just angry with Daddy and nothing more than just a crazy kid carrying a violin and wandering around in Italy. At this time, I didn’t know that 《Sad Love》story was actually the real story of people around me, in this story there’s my mother, my biological father and my daddy never get to obtain love in his life.
In the past life after《Sad Love》became popular, many people treated it as “popular legend”, even I myself thought that way. Until later part then I really believed that this is actually the true story of my parents.
My mother is Gu Xin Yao, she’s the President of Shakira International Hotel chain, a wealthy lady. When she was young, she met my biological father, Mo Qian the Mo Corporation’s President. From then on, the roots of feeling were deeply planted. She went through regrets, misunderstandings, missed out and also tired of waiting feeling in her entire life. And my Daddy, Xiao Mo Xiao is the one who married my mother when she was pregnant with me. He was the violinist of a very popular group band Rainbow at that time and was known for his aloofness. Because of his deep love for my mother, even when he knew mother had no more feeling, he still insisted on marrying her.
But in the story, the ending was mother died because she was severely debilitated after giving birth to me, and my biological father who had terminal illness and knew that his days were numbered so next to my mother he committed suicide by cutting his arteries. The only person left was Xiao Mo Xiao, my Daddy, this poor man who never get to obtain love and he raised me up, this little orphan.
This movie《Sad Love》was taken secretly. Although it was the work of a great author and a big budget production, but at the early stage it didn’t really get people’s attention. Beside Jay and a few old actors, the whole movie is using newcomers. At that time, no one had thought that this movie will become so popular after its premier, and the popularity kept rising. All the actors in this movie had their status rose up dramatically and tremendously popular for a period of time.
After that, I acted in a lot of dramas and my acting skills improved step by step. But I always had a thought that if only at that time I knew that this is the story of mummy, I would put in more effort to do it, not only because I was interested in the storyline, but also because I had a share of responsibility. Just like how from time to time Daddy secretly looked at mummy’s photo and recited: “Xin Yao, I missed you.” That type of responsibility…..
Nevertheless I finally made a phone call to Daddy, asked him to adopt Gu An. Daddy’s poisonous tongue forever didn’t change, first of all he had to reprimand me but at long last he agreed to it. I didn’t change the little kid’s name, I believe it’s a predestined affinity that his surname is Gu as well. At the police station, I filled in a personal detail registration form, the Oldman John became my guarantor. Only then the Police Officer finally agreed that I can bring Gu An back home and take care of him. As for the subsequent procedures, someone will come and do it.
When I walked out from the police station and escorted into the nanny car by Oldman John, I finally can breathed a sigh of relief. At this time, my hand who kept carrying the little guy finally felt tired and a little sore. I got into the car and sat down, I bent down my head and cautiously had a look at Gu An who was still asleep, I don’t dare to move randomly because I was afraid that I will wake him up so I can only gently loosen my right hand.
Even though my mind was confused, yet I had no time to think for myself. I’ve been thinking on how to tell An An the fact that his mother is no longer around and there’s implicit bitterness in my heart.
At this moment, from my side suddenly a man’s nice voice said out a sentence: “He’s quite heavy, let me help you carry him.”
When I was still startled and unable to give a reply, Gu An who was in my hand had been carefully carried away. It was a pair of man’s hand, a nice long index finger, his warm fingertips slightly rubbed the back of my hand, but it didn’t make people feel disgusted. I looked up in dismay to see who, in the end I couldn’t help but to uttered in surprise: “Fu Jun Yan?” How come is him?
In the past life, even though I was already in the A-listed, Fu Jun Yan is still a name that I had to look up for. Once there’s an actress who had acted together with him said: “Fu Jun Yan ah… if he looked at you, even if it’s just a glimpse, and if you looked back then you’ll have to dissipate your life.”
Indeed he’s an exquisite and fascinating man. I remembered it was one year later that he made his debut as a supporting role. In that movie《Shadow》he acted as an undercover who had blood debt and hatred which got shoot to death by the force. In order to complete the task, he saw the death of his wife with his own eyes. From the beginning to the end, there’s only one line of verse and one second smile.
At the end of the story, with a black outfit on his body, in the dark and corroded warehouse he was looking at the child that was hidden in shipping container which he had rescued by risking his life. In such a dark background, he finally laughed. His eyes were sorrowful, however the smile at the corner of his mouth was so sincere and touching. It was just a split second smile but it was like the blossom of ten thousand flowers, gently warming up everyone’s heart. And then, he spoke in the most gentle and soft language in the world at the unconscious child, with kindness and compassion he said: “May you be treated with tenderness in this world …”
I watched Fu Jun Yan’s movie in a leisurely afternoon, unknowingly my eyes were hazed by the tears when I watched this last scene, I also wanted to stretch out my hand to cover his eyes and softly repeated a sentence: “I also wish may you be treated with tenderness in this world …” Later I had the thought of wanting to collaborate with him, but unfortunately he stopped filming, very unexpectedly.
Since his debut, Fu Jun Yan had won almost all the awards. With his good looks, good acting skills and good character, he had a great and pleasant success in the show business and a huge fan base. Everybody called him as “Sir Jun Yan”, he belong to the type of “the Jade among people” and “the peerless man in the world”. But then he’s very low profile, extremely low profile, so low profile that made people speechless. Even his Senior Fans didn’t have much understanding about him.
In the past life, during the period of time when he stopped filming, everyone seemed as if they had become crazy, his fans were demonstrating, the online website had become chaotic and there’s numerous incidents of jumping from a building suicide.
Someone said once you saw Jun Yan it’s a lifelong mistakes. His charisma was so powerful that it’s terrifying. However, he evaded from the people’s line of sight like the gentle wind and a thin cloud, without any news of him can be heard.
But then he, Fu Jun Yan! How can he appear here? In《Sad Love》he had no role …
Fu Jun Yan looked at me looking at him with a dumbfounded face, his delicate eyebrow raised up, he tilted his head to glanced at the Bearded Director who was driving, then he turned his head to looked at me, gently smiled and nodded his head as a courtesy and said: “Hello, Xiao Ai.”
Once again I’m dumbfounded…. “Xiao Ai!” How did he know that I was called as Xiao Ai? At this time, apparently Jay still hasn’t call me this way……..
My lip were moving but I didn’t know how to start talking, then I heard him happily said: “I’m sorry, Jay left his handphone in the dressing room, I was the one who picked up your call. Xiao Ai, luckily you’re safe. It must had frightened you all this while, you better rest for a while in the car.”
His voice was very nice to hear, it was like the warm of a jade bit by bit setting down on the stairs. He handed a thin blanket to me while saying that. I took the blanket and again heard him asking me while he looked at the child in his embrace: “Xiao Ai, what’s his name?” Then he combed softly the little guy’s hair over and over again.
“Gu An.”
He nodded his head then again looked at me warmly and said: “Xiao Ai, you have a good rest, I’ll take care Xiao An.”
I looked at his good looking appearance, unknowingly why but obediently I laid down the car seat and lied down. I felt dizzy, this sudden experience as far as I’m concerned it’s too bizarre. I expended a great deal of effort to think for a long time, finally realised what is wrong, dizzily wanted to refute towards Fu Jun Yan who’s beside me, so I said: “Mm, my name is not Xiao Ai.”
“I know, Xiao Ai.”
“My name is Gu Bao Bei, not Xiao Ai.” Suddenly I became persistent. At this time I haven’t really met with Jay, and also Jay hasn’t pulled my hand and called me Xiao Ai yet. I want to evade this name, evade from those unforgettable hardships, I want to run far away from it ….
Fu Jun Yan didn’t get angry even though he heard my arrogant tone. But suddenly he quietly looking at me and tolerance completely can be seen in his eyes. I blankly stared at his gentle gaze, it’s like I was going to get sucked in, practically intoxicated people. Then he sighed, helped me pull the blanket and said: “Sleep, Xiao Ai, you’re tired.” At this moment I suddenly felt weak, this type of gentle tone really made me unable to refute. Without any better option I turned my head and closed my eyes tightly. I think this type of man, when he look at you, definitely have to turn your head away ….
I woke up because I heard the little guy was crying. Panicky, I right away sat up, then I saw the place I was in is a Mediterranean style room.
The room is very large, the whole room was elegantly decorated in blue and white, daisy hung at the bay window, on the table was a lightly burned an ocean scented incense, it was comfortable and cozy. I looked out of the window and discovered that actually outside was rows of single villa!
I thought for a moment and once again doubtfully shaking my head. In the past life, after joining in the crews, the crews had always lived in two rented apartments, absolutely not in this type of good residential. I’ve hid my identity, so where did this kind of special treatment come from? Even if there’s one, it wouldn’t be this obvious ……
I patted my own forehead, can’t be bothered to think anymore. I put on the slipper then followed Gu An’s voice and walked out from the room. But when I’ve just reached the corner of the stair hall, I heard a barking sound. I haven’t got the time to react, a small Snow White chubby had directly pounced on my body, I incidentally fell down on the stair hall, totally incapable to resist.
Once again I’m confused, in the end how chaotic can it be? I wanna cry!! ……
“Xiao Qi, don’t disturb.” When I was about to be driven mad, again a man’s nice voice sounded from the side of my ear.
Subsequently the small white dog barked a sound and followed the order to retreat from my body, but before leaving it didn’t forget to use its head and pushed it on my arm.
I’d been so frightened up that I don’t feel like moving anymore, who can tell me whose dog is this?
Then a steady footstep sound slowly approaching, Fu Jun Yan came over carrying Gu An in one hand, An An’s pinkish little face bowed down to looked at me, there’s water vapour in his eyes and his eyeballs were moving around. Eventually he ignorantly spewed a few bubbles in his mouth, stretched out and shook his hand then shouted: “Jie Jie! Carry!”
Immediately I somehow felt powerless against Gu An, when I want to stretched out my hand to carry him then I remembered that myself fell down on the floor and awkwardly I took back my hand, yet I was being pulled up by Fu Jun Yan, his nice looking hand seems effortlessly pulling me up, and the small white dog barked a sound again. He lowered down his head and took a glance at it and that dog surprisingly obediently sat down at the side and no longer making sound.
At this time he turned his head to me and said: “Xiao Ai don’t be afraid, Xiao Qi’s temper very good, it pounced on you because it likes you.”
I secretly looked at the small white dog who’s felt excited towards me and keep extended his tongue, it actually agreed with what Fu Jun Yan has just said so it bark a sound again. Immediately I was speechless and my forehead perspired.
Fu Jun Yan pulled up my hand and didn’t let it go, his palm felt warm then I was led by him. I tilted my head to looked at the side of his refined and handsome face, then looked at Gu Xiao An in his embrace, that little guy’s big pair of eyes like an elf looking at me, his eyes were widely open that it made me want to laugh. This man carrying a child but still he looks good.
I didn’t know what’s going on with me, to let him just like that one hand carrying Gu Xiao An and the other hand holding me and walked down the stairs and brought me to a western style dining table.
Then he released my hand, I stunned when I felt that my palm has lost the warmth feeling. Then I saw him pulled out the chair for me so I sat down, only then Fu Jun Yan carefully put Gu Xiao An down into my embrace. The moment I received An An, he was happily swaying his short legs back and forth. Then he clung on to me and called out: “Jie Jie, eat white white ……”
I stunned for a while, although I’d slept the whole night but I was still feeling dizzy, at present An An still can’t speak clearly, and milk is he meant. So I turned my head to Fu Jun Yan wanted to explain to him, however he actually had understand it clearly and nodded his head, gave a “don’t worry” look to me. And the strange thing is that I actually had a total trust in him that I’d immediately feel at ease. I bowed my head down and teamed up with him to coaxed Gu Xiao An and said: “An An wait for a while oh… Brother Jun Yan go and make for you.”
The little guy obediently nodded his head, took out two chocolates from his pocket and then looked at me with his head up and his eyes widened.
Immediately I understand what’s his intention so I quickly peeled it and feed him. Gu Xiao An happily winked his eyes and swayed his head as he ate the chocolate. I saw An An happy so I peeled another chocolate to feed him but An An shook his head and looked at me with a pure and lovely look, his little finger pointed at me and said: “Jie Jie, eat.”
My heart felt warmed and I caressed his head.
At this time Fu Jun Yan had turned around heading towards behind the kitchen counter, he slanted his head to looked at us and there’s warm smile expression in his eyes. While toasting bread, he said to me: “Xiao Ai, you wake up so early, now it’s only 7 o’clock. Today your shots not many, you can go at 9 o’clock for make up.”
“An An also go!” The little guy patted his small hand.
“Okay.” I rubbed his hair and couldn’t resist kissing his forehead. Such a small little kid, his whole body had a nice milky smell …
“I’m going to the scene as well, I’ll take care of him when you’re filming.” Fu Jun Yan nodded his head and walked over, carrying milk on his hand, one in a milk bottle and another one in a white glass. He handed the glass in front of Mr and said: “You drink.” Then he tried the milk bottle’s temperature on the back of his hand, after that he shook it in front of Gu Xiao An and stretched his hand out wanting to hold the little guy. But Gu Xiao An retreated, he looped his arm around my neck and said: “Don’t want, Jie Jie feed!”
I smiled at Fu Jun Yan and reached out to take the milk bottle from him, I shook my head and said: “Let me do it.”
And I think this Fu Jun Yan really likes children, and sincerely treat Gu Xiao An well. One look you’ll know that this is a new milk bottle and it’s been carefully sterilised using hot water. Again I recalled that in the future no wonder he’ll be so popular, I believe it’s because he’s a gentle and amiable person.
After thinking about it, I tried to consoled him and said: “Fu Jun Yan, when I came to Italy I rented a house next to them, An An’s mother sometimes busy and once in a while I looked after him at home, so An An closer to me so you don’t have to mind, and afterwards he’ll be my younger brother.”
Gu Xiao An was drinking his milk and surprisingly he nodded his head and earnestly called: “Jie Jie.” I smiled happily, couldn’t resist said: “Too bad Jie Jie is not big enough, can not recognise you as a son.
When the little guy heard it, he turned his head and ignored me to continued drinking his milk.
After Gu Xiao An satiated, he pounced on the small white dog, and that dog gave way to him, it didn’t mind being knocked down by the little guy who barely walked steadily. At this moment, I felt elated that I’d my revenge.
“Xiao Qi likes An An.” Fu Jun Yan said and smiled softly. He passed me the toast with cheese and then pulled out a chair and sat opposite me.
I nodded my head and looked around the surrounding. The villa was elegantly decorated, however if you look carefully had to spent lots of money spent on it. How can the crewcome out with such a good house, moreover I’m just a newcomer. After thinking it’s better to asked Fu Jun Yan: “Where’s this place, is it far from the crew?”
He seemed to know that I would asked such questions, he shook his head and said: “Not far.” Then he put some salad on my bowl and continued to say: “The apartment that the crew lived is not convenient for you to take care a child, after John thought about it, he let you move out to stay together with me. If you’re willing, you and An An stay upstairs. If something happens, I’ll be downstairs. Is it okay?
He spoke with a gentle and amiable tone, unconsciously I wanted to say okay , but then something doesn’t feel right. I still haven’t figure it out and Fu Jun Yan has already said: “Xiao Ai, the actor who casted for Xiao Mo Xiao role broke his leg and resigned so I took his role.”
He’s such a gentle person want to act as my Daddy that arrogant and odious bad guy?
“Ah!” Once I startled, the fork fell on the bowl and produced a brittle sound.
When Gu Xiao An heard the noise, he ran over and held my leg. He raised his head and shouted: “Jie Jie!”
The white dog ran behind the little guy, squatted at my feet and barked a sound.
It seemed that Fu Jun Yan had figured out that I was absent-minded, he reached out to touch Gu Xiao An and the white dog’s head and said: “It’s alright.” Then, one boy and one dog ran off again.
I suddenly felt very happy, I tilted my head and looked at Fu Jun Yan up and down carefully, and he also tilted his head and looked at me. When our eyes meet, my ears turned red and I remembered that sentence “once you saw Jun Yan it’s a lifelong mistakes”, I faster withdrew my gaze and looked at my own knuckles for while and then said: “You don’t look like.”
“Xiao Ai, what did you say?”
“You’re indeed good looking, but Xiao Mo Xiao famous for his poisonous tongue. At that time he’s like a big hornet in the entertainment industry that no one dare to provoke.”
After thinking about it, in those days Daddy’s image as an artist had always been so arrogant. And compared with this gentleman in front of me, an X strikes out from the bottom of my heart.
“Xiao Ai, I’m an actor.”
“Of course I know, Fu Jun Yan naturally when acting will be similar.”
“Thank you.” He smiled so warmly, and he reached out his hand to rubbed my hair and said: ” You’ll do well as well.”
I strongly nodded my head, since God has gave me the opportunity, I’ll definitely will act well as my mother. As a daughter, this is the only thing I can do for her ….
Then I heard him gently said: “You see, Xiao Qi really likes An An, thank you for staying here.”
I lifted up my head and foolishly looked at his beautiful eyes, Fu Jun Yan has a deep eyes. I vaguely felt that something is wrong, but he had already pulled away his hand, only heard him briskly encouraging me, said: “Xiao Ai, first day of filming, do your best.”
