Chapter 441
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-TX Studios- October 25th
Lila's request for Haruka was relatively simple; she just wanted him to accompany her to her upcoming drama shooting that would start next month. The original female lead dropped out for some reason, and she ended up having to take her place. The last five days, other than her spending more time with Kiryu, something else had happened. A deep sigh passed her lips, Lila really wanted to ask Haruka about it earlier. About the song, Aizawa Mei sang during her guerilla live. Not many people had noticed it until she sang it on a music program.
"Haruka's songs," Lila murmured to herself. Was just her imagination? But everybody else is speculating it. It sounds similar to something Haruka wrote for her before. While most people could only speculate, and not formulate a proper answer. But Lila knew it was Haruka's song. How come? Why did Haruka write Aizawa Mei a song?
"Lila-san were ready for you."
.....
Lila didn't think that not only would she receive congratulations. But her gaze landed on the number of business cards in her hands. Her sweatdropped. All of those people coming out of the audience out the blue surprised her. The song Lila sang was the song Haruka supposedly wrote for Aizawa Mei. It felt wrong to her at first, but once she started singing, it felt like the song was made for her.
"Terashima Lila."
Her thoughts broke off when she spotted pink hair, "Misaki-san!"
"I came to warn you," Misaki nodded, "I didn't say this at the dinner the other time because of Haruka. But I will tell you straight up, from now on Zane will do whatever he can to break your relationship with Haruka. He will use all types of means to tear you two apart."
"It seems like I provoked him."
Misaki nodded, "Nobody's provoked him as much as you," she trailed off, "Lila, I am giving you this warning because your Haruka's girlfriend. I know he will use whatever method he can to either disgrace your reputation, so you'll be seen as being unworthy of Haruka."
"Etto question!"
"Yes?"
"It's not about being worthy, pretty, or even talented. Haruka loves me because I'm me and I love him because he's him. It's not about whether we are worth anything, or even deserve each other. Its because we want to be together because that's what we chose."
To her surprise, Misaki-san burst into laughter.
Lila blinked in confusion. "Misaki-san?"
"Truly you're an interesting one. Tell me, Lila, regarding Haruka. Is there a particular reason why you don't tell him what you want from him?"
What does she want? Lila was puzzled for a few minutes when Misaki whispers something in her ear. Her cheeks flush red, realizing what she meant.
"How innocent. But surely you have the same desires? I'll admit even though Haruka is younger than me; it's easy for any woman of my age to become attracted to him."
"B—b—but— waah," Lila stammered. By this point, her cheeks were flushed red. Why is Misaki-san asking her something like this?
"I'm asking as a fellow woman." Oh !!! Misaki continued, "I simply don't understand it. Is it the age difference? At the start, I thought that but then there's Miyazawa Rosalia, and other girls Haruka knows who are the same age.'
"It's not...it's not like I don't have any desires towards Kiryu, in fact, I have quite a lot," Lila admitted. She somehow managed to put on a brave expression despite how embarrassed she felt. She really does have loads, loads of things she wants to do Haruka too.
"Hmm and yet...?"
"B--but, I um have little experience or skills. When I think about all the other girls Haruka's been with, I become ashamed," Lila admitted. She can't compare with those other girls at all.
"So that's it. I see I see, makes sense. Indeed, most men prefer experienced woman. But you know Lila, Haruka isn't that sort of man. He slept with those experienced women not out of personal preference but because by sleeping with an experienced person. He would learn techniques on how not to hurt you."
"Ah...um? Eh?"
Misaki deeply exhaled, "In the end, it was all for you. From the very start. Haruka was very hesitant about sleeping with other girls; of course, he was. After all, he loves you. The other girls must have seen it and came to the same conclusion as me, 'not to get attached."
"But Misaki-san, didn't you love Kiryu? "
"I did, but," Misaki sighed, "Maybe I fell for Haruka too. Even if we tell ourselves not to get attached, it's impossible. The more time we spent with someone, feelings of attachment and other feelings emerge. But despite that, none of the girls ever tried to confess to him. Haruka always looked seriously solemn after touching another girl, leading to the other party pretending to be indifferent to make him feel better.
For Haruka, it's always been about you. ' The first time I touch her, I want it to be special. I don't want to hurt her. ' it's impossible since he'd be touching a virgin, you'd feel pain. But he insisted on that idea. Though it was Kiryu who took your first time, how did that feel?"
Even though Misaki-san usually has a blank expression. Lila could see the sparkle in her eyes. Her sweatdropped, its almost as though she only said the other things at the start as a set up to this conversation. Haruka, he really is a dummy.
"Ah-huh, it's like that. It really was special, and," Lila laughs, " For some strange reason it didn't hurt. It just felt so natural to me. Even though I was a virgin."
"I see what about Haruka?"
Lila's cheeks colored at her question. What about Haruka? Isn't it obvious?
"I see," Misaki trailed off and began to walk away. She pauses for a moment, though. "Don't lose to that woman."
"I won't."
"Terashima Lila, I will see you at practice."
"Yes, goodbye, Misaki-san, and thank you."
....
When Lila goes up the back staircase to go to the roof, she noticed the card slipped on her sleeve. ' My details. Contact me anytime. ' Lila blinks, it must he when they shook each other's hands just now. Her thoughts broke off when she caught a glimpse of maroon-colored hair. It belonged to her boyfriend Karashima Haruka.
Wahhh wahhh! Her Haruka looks so handsome! Otto Otto...phone... Lila quickly found her phone and took a quick picture. Alright! She should make this her wallpaper. No sooner had she done a small victory pose, she hears a chuckle.
"Why is my wife taking sneak shots of me?"
"Cause! Just now you looked handsome," Lila explained.
"Only now?"
Lila panicked when she sensed his hurt tone, only to be interrupted by laughter. Wah! Lila walked over to the railing, cheeks in a pout." Haruka, you're always bullying me recently. As punishment, were standing a part! "
"Hmm."
He's so silly. But as expected, she does like seeing him smile.
"I didn't think you'd sing my song."
Lila nodded happily, "Ah, its cause I like it."
"Is that all?"
"And I noticed Haruka, that song -- rather than you using me as an inspiration. Was that song, not meant for me?" Lila questioned. She thought it was just her imagination, but after she started to sing it. Lila understood, Haruka wrote it for her.
"Spot on, I knew you were a genius, Lila. "
Wah, she's being praised! Hearing another chuckle. Lila looked away, embarrassed. She really does need to stop being so happy whenever he compliments her. But Lila liked everything Haruka does, especially regarding her. " How come? "
"Honestly, I really was in a slump. No melodies, lyrics, or anything came to mind. I realized what the reason was quite quickly, it's because I couldn't meet with you as often as I did before. As you know Lila, all my songs are written for you. They're all dedicated or inspired to you one way or another. Even when I write for others, there's something in the song that connects to you. I've never encountered such a problem before. Because we've always been together, even when we're apart. We've always frequently contacted each other."
Ah, that's right. This time around, she really did get a glimpse of it. A life without Haruka. No phone calls or messages. Not seeing him for days. It's like they were living in completely different universes.
"So yeah, since I couldn't come up with anything. I just gave her one of the songs I wrote for you. I regretted it instantly. I write those songs solely for you; I didn't want anyone else singing them. Her interpretation of the song is nice. But it's not what I imagined."
Lila frowned, "I still wish I heard about it from you, it scared me, you know? When I heard about it from other people, it upset me."
"I know."
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-TX Studios- October 25th
Lila's request for Haruka was relatively simple; she just wanted him to accompany her to her upcoming drama shooting that would start next month. The original female lead dropped out for some reason, and she ended up having to take her place. The last five days, other than her spending more time with Kiryu, something else had happened. A deep sigh passed her lips, Lila really wanted to ask Haruka about it earlier. About the song, Aizawa Mei sang during her guerilla live. Not many people had noticed it until she sang it on a music program.
"Haruka's songs," Lila murmured to herself. Was just her imagination? But everybody else is speculating it. It sounds similar to something Haruka wrote for her before. While most people could only speculate, and not formulate a proper answer. But Lila knew it was Haruka's song. How come? Why did Haruka write Aizawa Mei a song?
"Lila-san were ready for you."
.....
Lila didn't think that not only would she receive congratulations. But her gaze landed on the number of business cards in her hands. Her sweatdropped. All of those people coming out of the audience out the blue surprised her. The song Lila sang was the song Haruka supposedly wrote for Aizawa Mei. It felt wrong to her at first, but once she started singing, it felt like the song was made for her.
"Terashima Lila."
Her thoughts broke off when she spotted pink hair, "Misaki-san!"
"I came to warn you," Misaki nodded, "I didn't say this at the dinner the other time because of Haruka. But I will tell you straight up, from now on Zane will do whatever he can to break your relationship with Haruka. He will use all types of means to tear you two apart."
"It seems like I provoked him."
Misaki nodded, "Nobody's provoked him as much as you," she trailed off, "Lila, I am giving you this warning because your Haruka's girlfriend. I know he will use whatever method he can to either disgrace your reputation, so you'll be seen as being unworthy of Haruka."
"Etto question!"
"Yes?"
"It's not about being worthy, pretty, or even talented. Haruka loves me because I'm me and I love him because he's him. It's not about whether we are worth anything, or even deserve each other. Its because we want to be together because that's what we chose."
To her surprise, Misaki-san burst into laughter.
Lila blinked in confusion. "Misaki-san?"
"Truly you're an interesting one. Tell me, Lila, regarding Haruka. Is there a particular reason why you don't tell him what you want from him?"
What does she want? Lila was puzzled for a few minutes when Misaki whispers something in her ear. Her cheeks flush red, realizing what she meant.
"How innocent. But surely you have the same desires? I'll admit even though Haruka is younger than me; it's easy for any woman of my age to become attracted to him."
"B—b—but— waah," Lila stammered. By this point, her cheeks were flushed red. Why is Misaki-san asking her something like this?
"I'm asking as a fellow woman." Oh !!! Misaki continued, "I simply don't understand it. Is it the age difference? At the start, I thought that but then there's Miyazawa Rosalia, and other girls Haruka knows who are the same age.'
"It's not...it's not like I don't have any desires towards Kiryu, in fact, I have quite a lot," Lila admitted. She somehow managed to put on a brave expression despite how embarrassed she felt. She really does have loads, loads of things she wants to do Haruka too.
"Hmm and yet...?"
"B--but, I um have little experience or skills. When I think about all the other girls Haruka's been with, I become ashamed," Lila admitted. She can't compare with those other girls at all.
"So that's it. I see I see, makes sense. Indeed, most men prefer experienced woman. But you know Lila, Haruka isn't that sort of man. He slept with those experienced women not out of personal preference but because by sleeping with an experienced person. He would learn techniques on how not to hurt you."
"Ah...um? Eh?"
Misaki deeply exhaled, "In the end, it was all for you. From the very start. Haruka was very hesitant about sleeping with other girls; of course, he was. After all, he loves you. The other girls must have seen it and came to the same conclusion as me, 'not to get attached."
"But Misaki-san, didn't you love Kiryu? "
"I did, but," Misaki sighed, "Maybe I fell for Haruka too. Even if we tell ourselves not to get attached, it's impossible. The more time we spent with someone, feelings of attachment and other feelings emerge. But despite that, none of the girls ever tried to confess to him. Haruka always looked seriously solemn after touching another girl, leading to the other party pretending to be indifferent to make him feel better.
For Haruka, it's always been about you. ' The first time I touch her, I want it to be special. I don't want to hurt her. ' it's impossible since he'd be touching a virgin, you'd feel pain. But he insisted on that idea. Though it was Kiryu who took your first time, how did that feel?"
Even though Misaki-san usually has a blank expression. Lila could see the sparkle in her eyes. Her sweatdropped, its almost as though she only said the other things at the start as a set up to this conversation. Haruka, he really is a dummy.
"Ah-huh, it's like that. It really was special, and," Lila laughs, " For some strange reason it didn't hurt. It just felt so natural to me. Even though I was a virgin."
"I see what about Haruka?"
Lila's cheeks colored at her question. What about Haruka? Isn't it obvious?
"I see," Misaki trailed off and began to walk away. She pauses for a moment, though. "Don't lose to that woman."
"I won't."
"Terashima Lila, I will see you at practice."
"Yes, goodbye, Misaki-san, and thank you."
....
When Lila goes up the back staircase to go to the roof, she noticed the card slipped on her sleeve. ' My details. Contact me anytime. ' Lila blinks, it must he when they shook each other's hands just now. Her thoughts broke off when she caught a glimpse of maroon-colored hair. It belonged to her boyfriend Karashima Haruka.
Wahhh wahhh! Her Haruka looks so handsome! Otto Otto...phone... Lila quickly found her phone and took a quick picture. Alright! She should make this her wallpaper. No sooner had she done a small victory pose, she hears a chuckle.
"Why is my wife taking sneak shots of me?"
"Cause! Just now you looked handsome," Lila explained.
"Only now?"
Lila panicked when she sensed his hurt tone, only to be interrupted by laughter. Wah! Lila walked over to the railing, cheeks in a pout." Haruka, you're always bullying me recently. As punishment, were standing a part! "
"Hmm."
He's so silly. But as expected, she does like seeing him smile.
"I didn't think you'd sing my song."
Lila nodded happily, "Ah, its cause I like it."
"Is that all?"
"And I noticed Haruka, that song -- rather than you using me as an inspiration. Was that song, not meant for me?" Lila questioned. She thought it was just her imagination, but after she started to sing it. Lila understood, Haruka wrote it for her.
"Spot on, I knew you were a genius, Lila. "
Wah, she's being praised! Hearing another chuckle. Lila looked away, embarrassed. She really does need to stop being so happy whenever he compliments her. But Lila liked everything Haruka does, especially regarding her. " How come? "
"Honestly, I really was in a slump. No melodies, lyrics, or anything came to mind. I realized what the reason was quite quickly, it's because I couldn't meet with you as often as I did before. As you know Lila, all my songs are written for you. They're all dedicated or inspired to you one way or another. Even when I write for others, there's something in the song that connects to you. I've never encountered such a problem before. Because we've always been together, even when we're apart. We've always frequently contacted each other."
Ah, that's right. This time around, she really did get a glimpse of it. A life without Haruka. No phone calls or messages. Not seeing him for days. It's like they were living in completely different universes.
"So yeah, since I couldn't come up with anything. I just gave her one of the songs I wrote for you. I regretted it instantly. I write those songs solely for you; I didn't want anyone else singing them. Her interpretation of the song is nice. But it's not what I imagined."
Lila frowned, "I still wish I heard about it from you, it scared me, you know? When I heard about it from other people, it upset me."
"I know."
-TX Studios-October 25thLila's request for Haruka was relatively simple; she just wanted him to accompany her to her upcoming drama shooting that would start next month. The original female lead dropped out for some reason,and she ended up having to take her place. The last five days, other than her spending more time with Kiryu, something else had happened. A deep sigh passed her lips, Lila reallywanted to ask Haruka about it earlier. About the song, Aizawa Mei sang during her guerilla live. Not many people had noticed it until she sang it on a music program."Haruka's songs," Lila murmured to herself. Was just her imagination? But everybody else is speculating it. It sounds similar to something Haruka wrote for her before. While most people could only speculate, and not formulate a proper answer. But Lila knew it was Haruka's song. How come? Why did Haruka write Aizawa Mei a song?"Lila-san were ready for you.".....Lila didn't think thatnot only would she receive congratulations. But her gaze landed on the number of business cards in her hands. Her sweatdropped. All of those people coming out of the audience out the blue surprised her. The song Lila sang was the song Haruka supposedly wrote for Aizawa Mei. It felt wrong to her at first, but once she started singing, it felt like the song was made for her."Terashima Lila."Her thoughts broke off when she spotted pink hair, "Misaki-san!""I came to warn you," Misaki nodded, "I didn't say this at the dinner the other time because of Haruka. But I will tell you straight up, from now on Zane will do whatever he can to break your relationship with Haruka. He will use all types of means to tear you two apart.""It seems like I provoked him."Misaki nodded, "Nobody's provoked him as much as you," she trailed off, "Lila, I am giving you this warning because your Haruka's girlfriend. I know he will use whatever method he can to either disgrace your reputation, so you'll be seen as being unworthy of Haruka.""Etto question!""Yes?""It's not about being worthy, pretty, or even talented. Haruka loves me because I'm me and I love him because he's him. It's not about whether we are worth anything, or even deserve each other. Its because we want to be together because that's what we chose."To her surprise, Misaki-san burst into laughter.Lila blinked in confusion. "Misaki-san?""Truly you're an interesting one. Tell me, Lila, regarding Haruka. Is there a particular reason whyyou don't tell him what you want from him?"What does she want? Lila was puzzled for a few minutes when Misaki whispers something in her ear. Her cheeks flush red, realizing what she meant."How innocent. But surely you have the same desires? I'll admit even though Haruka is younger than me; it's easy for any woman of my age to become attracted to him.""Bbbutwaah," Lila stammered. By this point, her cheeks were flushed red. Why is Misaki-san asking her something like this?"I'm asking as a fellow woman." Oh!!! Misaki continued, "I simplydon't understand it. Is it the age difference? At the start, I thought thatbut then there's Miyazawa Rosalia, and other girls Haruka knows who are the same age.'"It's not...it's not like I don't have any desires towards Kiryu, in fact, I have quite a lot," Lila admitted. She somehow managed toput on a brave expression despite how embarrassed she felt. She really does have loads, loads of things she wants to do Haruka too."Hmm and yet...?""B--but, I um have little experience or skills. When I think about all the other girls Haruka's been with, I become ashamed," Lila admitted. She can't compare with those other girls at all."So that's it. I see I see, makes sense. Indeed,most men prefer experienced woman. But you know Lila, Haruka isn't that sort ofman. He slept with those experienced women not out of personalpreference but because by sleeping with an experienced person. He would learn techniques on how not to hurt you.""Ah...um? Eh?"Misaki deeply exhaled, "In the end, it was all for you. From the very start. Haruka was very hesitant about sleeping with other girls; of course,he was.After all, he loves you. The other girls must have seen it and came to the same conclusion as me, 'not to get attached.""But Misaki-san, didn't you love Kiryu? ""I did, but," Misaki sighed, "Maybe I fell for Haruka too. Even if we tell ourselves not to get attached, it's impossible. The more time we spent with someone, feelings of attachment and other feelings emerge. But despite that, none of the girls ever tried to confess to him. Haruka always looked seriouslysolemn after touching another girl, leading to the other party pretending to be indifferent to make him feel better. For Haruka, it's always been about you. ' The first time I touch her, I want it to be special. I don't want to hurt her. ' it's impossible since he'd be touching a virgin, you'd feel pain. But he insisted on that idea. Though it was Kiryu who took your first time, how did that feel?"Even though Misaki-san usually has a blank expression. Lila could see the sparkle in her eyes. Her sweatdropped, its almost as though she only said the other things at the start as a set up to this conversation. Haruka, he really is a dummy."Ah-huh, it's like that. It really was special, and," Lila laughs, " For some strange reason it didn't hurt. It just felt so natural to me. Even though I was a virgin.""I see what about Haruka?"Lila's cheeks colored at her question. What about Haruka? Isn't it obvious?"I see," Misaki trailed off and began to walk away. She pauses for a moment, though. "Don't lose to that woman.""I won't.""Terashima Lila, I will see you at practice.""Yes, goodbye, Misaki-san, and thank you."....When Lila goes up the back staircase to go to the roof, she noticed the card slipped on her sleeve. ' My details. Contact me anytime. ' Lila blinks, it must he when they shook each other's hands just now. Her thoughts broke off when she caught a glimpse of maroon-colored hair. It belonged to her boyfriend Karashima Haruka.Wahhh wahhh! Her Haruka looks so handsome! Otto Otto...phone... Lila quickly found her phone and took a quick picture. Alright! She should make this her wallpaper. No sooner had she done a small victory pose, she hears a chuckle."Why is my wife taking sneak shots of me?""Cause! Just now you looked handsome," Lila explained."Only now?"Lila panicked when she sensed his hurt tone, only to be interrupted by laughter. Wah! Lila walked over to the railing, cheeks in a pout." Haruka, you're always bullying me recently. As punishment, were standing a part! ""Hmm."He's so silly. But as expected, she does like seeing him smile."I didn't think you'd sing my song."Lila nodded happily, "Ah, its cause I like it.""Is that all?""And I noticed Haruka, that song -- rather than you using me as an inspiration. Was that song, not meant for me?" Lila questioned. She thought it was just her imagination, but after she started to sing it. Lila understood, Haruka wrote it for her."Spot on, I knew you were a genius, Lila. "Wah, she's being praised! Hearing another chuckle. Lila looked away, embarrassed. She really does need to stop being so happy whenever he compliments her. But Lila liked everything Haruka does, especially regarding her. " How come? ""Honestly, I really was in a slump. No melodies, lyrics, or anything came to mind. I realized what the reason was quitequickly, it's because I couldn't meet with you as often as I did before. As you know Lila, all my songs are written for you. They're all dedicated or inspired to youone way or another. Even when I write for others, there's something in the song that connects to you. I've never encountered such a problem before. Because we've always been together, even when we're apart. We've always frequently contacted each other."Ah, that's right. This time around, she really did get a glimpse of it. A life without Haruka. No phone calls or messages. Not seeing him for days. It's like they were living in completelydifferent universes."So yeah, since I couldn't come up with anything. I just gave her one of the songs I wrote for you. I regretted it instantly. I write those songs solely for you; I didn't want anyone else singing them. Her interpretation of the song is nice. But it's not what I imagined."Lila frowned, "I still wish I heard about it from you, it scared me, you know? When I heard about it from other people, it upset me.""I know."
