Chapter 467
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When Lila looked up to apologize though, her gaze met Kiryu's. He wasn't looking at her and simply focusing on the work at hand. Kiryu, whenever he gets into work mode, it's difficult for anything to catch his attention. Then again, the same went for her; she has to focus. He.. really does act indifferent. Whether she gets intimate with Haruka, or whenever she spoke to other guys, Kiryu is always like this. He never shows a trace of jealousy, the perfect gentleman, huh?
Lila always disliked that about him. No, not dislike, it just frustrated her. It frustrated her, knowing that Kiryu wouldn't even bat an eyelash if another guy touched her in front of him. Maybe she's just gotten used to Haruka, but thinking about this now bugs her a lot.
She shook her head and focused on listening to Haruka's explanation, forget it. There are more important things to do right now.
.....
Dressing room - 01
"This world, stained by lies
is now covered in snow.
Even our absolute zero kiss
burns with a fiery heat as
this is our reality."
She taps her fingers to her leg, perfectly matching the rhythm. She watches the colors swirl around her, no, not swirling, making perfect squares. Different colors appeared in the ai, switching back and forth. She felt herself smile. One of her favorite songs, it was the song her mother and father treasured deeply, 'Tokyo illusion.'
She tossed a coin of thirty yen into the air, studying how the colors broke to let it through. Suddenly, the squares become larger, more drawn out, and the colors become clearer. It's only fleeting, though. As soon as the song speeds up again, they're back to normal.
"Tokyo One Night Illusion
Floating in platinum darkness.
Running up skyscrapers
as we rewrite our tragic futures.
If the sun melts our dreams
we'll return to that sinful city but
our love continues to rain down."
Lila closes her eyes. The colors still dance behind his eyelids, but less strong. The color is less distinct, and he can't make out the squares anymore. Still, it was something. She waited until the music stopped before playing the song again.
She leaned her head on the table, while listening to the music using a rather old model of headphones, and yet still functioning properly. Her thoughts completely lost. She was thinking back to Seven stars Reformation debut concert. Indeed, it was undoubtedly beautiful, and once again she saw a gorgeous seven-colored melody and yet something was missing.
Something missing. It's not the same; it's not on the same length as the GOD 5's other songs…and this one which is her favorite. The colors of the wind, they were so very bright then…that's the sort of feeling she got in GOD 5's songs. Should she try to replicate that feeling of the wind?
But, that's not 'Seven stars' style. Their style is more like the sun, and the colors form into a gorgeous rainbow. She can't replicate that feeling; it wouldn't work out since each group has their own style. She sighs deeply, in the end, perhaps she is still missing something in her songs.
Lila can't get the same feeling as that time. That time she and Kiryu worked on that song together. There was a different feeling.
Ah, is it because of that? Is it because she's not working on the song with him? Because the one she worked on the song with wasn't with the person, she loves. Seven stars have properly reformed after so long; she's happy of course she is. Finally, their seven-colored melodies can be shown to everyone once again. They've all been working on their individual talent this entire time, and now that they've come together again, they can create something amazing together.
Everyone's together again, and the others all believe that now Ameno-senpai is back they will be fine.
'Beside Kiryu is the warmest place.'
The one she wants to see even now is…still him.
Kiryu, if she closes her eyes, she can still picture his smile and the warmth of those lips enclosed in hers. That warmth, she doesn't ever want to forget it. And yet the more time passes by she finds that feeling leaving her, almost. It isn't enough just to remember it. He has to be beside her; otherwise; it is useless. But, feeling this way is undoubtedly wrong. Maybe Haruka is right, and she isn't over Kiryu yet. Deep down there is probably something
Her thoughts broke off when somebody lifted her off the chair, "Haruka."
"I'm done, for now, the break is long. What shall we do?"
"Silly perverted things."
"That's a good idea," he slowly backed her against the wall.
It was easy for the two of them; it had become a routine after all. For them to get intimate with each other. It was easy; they both know each other's bodies so well now. But even then, that didn't stop her from getting nervous.
Haruka's index finger curled under her chin while thumb rested just below her lips. Just this brief action made her entire body heat up. Lila tried to avoid looking at his eyes; she didn't want him to think she was a slut for reacting before he even did anything to her. She must seem so weird right now, and yet Haruka slowly made her look up at him. Lila tried to look down and avoid him, but it was useless.
Trying to oppose the Witch Doctor was no easy feat, especially when his sharp blue eyes stared down into hers like they were in that moment. How on earth does he manage to catch her out like this?
The warmth of his presence reached out to her, and it took all her strength just to stay still.
Haruka's hands rested firmly on her hips. "You know, I'd never kiss someone out of satisfaction. If I didn't like them in some way, I'd never touch them. Lila, you know that better than anyone and yet you still decided to accept me. Of course, I'd start noticing you at some point."
"Wa-it time out.. My heart is. .", pounding so very loudly. She doesn't want him to notice. But since they are this close with each other, he's bound to notice it.
She doesn't want him to notice. But since they are this close with each other, he's bound to notice it. "Even if you tell me this suddenly, I still haven't heard your whole story with Siena and there's the matter with that girl too. I already longed ended things with senpai and I... want to marry you properly. But not when you still have matters to settle."
"I see. I suppose that's true. Right, I'll settle those matters first then we can get mushy."
"Did you even listen to anything I said, idiot?"
"Hm? That I did. Besides, weren't you the one who told me a few years back, that you wanted to touch me?"
Lila recalled what she told him in middle schools and her cheeks dyed red.
"That's old news!"
"Is that so? Chisato," he took her hand, and when she looked up to see his eyes. All Lila saw was his burning silvery-blue stare sent a ripple of desire through her body. "It is my duty to make your every wish a reality. "
....
"Nngh," it feels good, but she recalled Kiryu's expression from earlier. She wondered what he would think if he caught her like this. Would Kiryu be disappointed in her? She's become so slutty and disgusting. Would he hate her? He already turns a blind eye whenever he sees her together with Haruka.
"What's wrong? Thinking about him?" Haruka asked.
"I'm not," she trailed off and sighed, "Maybe I'm used to your jealousy, but Kiryu didn't react much whenever I hung around other guys. It just reminded me of the past a bit."
"I'll make you completely forget about him."
"Haruka," Lila murmured, "You know I can't get these clothes damaged."
"I'll just appreciate them," Haruka murmured.
"Wait, time out," Lila said as she pulled away from Haruka.
"Time out?"
"Let me answer my phone."
Haruka frowned and took her phone from her, and Lila deeply sighed, 'he's acting unreasonably again,' she thought. Haruka traced her lips with his thumb, and a content sigh escaped her lips, "Shouldn't we go back?"
"They can wait."
Sure they can wait but, it's not good leaving people waiting for so long. Besides, they came all this way despite their busy schedules. Almost like Haruka understood what she was thinking, he pulled away from her.
Lila, however, walked back over and immediately removed the cigarette from his fingertips, "No smoking."
"And how will you stop me?"
Lila reached over and wrapped her arms around his neck, "I wonder, maybe we can play a game? I feel like teasing you today." Haruka however, still had the same indifferent look on his face, "I know you're jealous of him."
"And that's a problem?"
She shook her head, "No, I do understand. But you know Haruka I love you a lot."
Lila wondered since when did things become like this? Since when did she fall so desperately in love with the man named Karashima Haruka? Her thoughts broke off when she felt Haruka wrapped his arms around her waist; the other one caressed her hair. Her gaze softened, the two of them are really helpless after all. Lila understood full well why people criticized their relationship. It's not like she doesn't understand.
Karashima Haruka has never been a moral man. While he is very good to her, to other people he's very dangerous. He's done plenty of bad things, but so has she. Both of them have sinned, and yet why does she still feel lonely at times? Even though Haruka is with her. Why does she still feel alone?
"What's wrong?"
"I want to do it," Lila mumbled. Haruka picked her up and walked towards the couch. "Haruka, don't mess up my clothes."
"Mmm, I'll get rid of it slowly."
'But, if she does this with Haruka, will it get rid of this lonely feeling?' Sometimes Lila wonders. It's not like she is a horny idiot like her husband. Such things like being intimate with the other person has never crossed her mind before either.
"What are you thinking?" Haruka interrupted her trail of thought.
"I was wondering Haruka, even though I'm with you why do I feel alone?" unlike Haruka, Lila never saw the need to hide things from him. Sometimes she would be foolishly honest. Haruka would often scold her for
"That's because your heart isn't mine completely."
Is that what this is?
But, this has nothing to do with Kiryu. Even when she was dating Kiryu, she felt like this. Lila shuddered when Haruka's lips grazed against her neck, "Where are you starting?" Lila asked.
"You want to prepare yourself? I don't mind babe, but it won't help."
Lila sighed in defeat, "I know," and she did know. No matter how prepared she is for Haruka, the ending of this will always be the same.
To her surprise, Haruka suddenly got off her. Ah? Lila watched as he picked up his lighter that she placed down on the desk.Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.
"Haruka?"
"Let's stop."
Lila looked at him puzzled, and Haruka deeply sighed, "Not when you're like this, there's no point."
"It's okay when you're sad, but not me?"
Haruka paused, "That's.."
She extended her hand out, and Haruka returned to the couch. "You don't want to?" Lila asked.
"I do," he murmured, "But you're acting odd. What's wrong with you, my wife?"
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When Lila looked up to apologize though, her gaze met Kiryu's. He wasn't looking at her and simply focusing on the work at hand. Kiryu, whenever he gets into work mode, it's difficult for anything to catch his attention. Then again, the same went for her; she has to focus. He.. really does act indifferent. Whether she gets intimate with Haruka, or whenever she spoke to other guys, Kiryu is always like this. He never shows a trace of jealousy, the perfect gentleman, huh?
Lila always disliked that about him. No, not dislike, it just frustrated her. It frustrated her, knowing that Kiryu wouldn't even bat an eyelash if another guy touched her in front of him. Maybe she's just gotten used to Haruka, but thinking about this now bugs her a lot.
She shook her head and focused on listening to Haruka's explanation, forget it. There are more important things to do right now.
.....
Dressing room - 01
"This world, stained by lies
is now covered in snow.
Even our absolute zero kiss
burns with a fiery heat as
this is our reality."
She taps her fingers to her leg, perfectly matching the rhythm. She watches the colors swirl around her, no, not swirling, making perfect squares. Different colors appeared in the ai, switching back and forth. She felt herself smile. One of her favorite songs, it was the song her mother and father treasured deeply, 'Tokyo illusion.'
She tossed a coin of thirty yen into the air, studying how the colors broke to let it through. Suddenly, the squares become larger, more drawn out, and the colors become clearer. It's only fleeting, though. As soon as the song speeds up again, they're back to normal.
"Tokyo One Night Illusion
Floating in platinum darkness.
Running up skyscrapers
as we rewrite our tragic futures.
If the sun melts our dreams
we'll return to that sinful city but
our love continues to rain down."
Lila closes her eyes. The colors still dance behind his eyelids, but less strong. The color is less distinct, and he can't make out the squares anymore. Still, it was something. She waited until the music stopped before playing the song again.
She leaned her head on the table, while listening to the music using a rather old model of headphones, and yet still functioning properly. Her thoughts completely lost. She was thinking back to Seven stars Reformation debut concert. Indeed, it was undoubtedly beautiful, and once again she saw a gorgeous seven-colored melody and yet something was missing.
Something missing. It's not the same; it's not on the same length as the GOD 5's other songs…and this one which is her favorite. The colors of the wind, they were so very bright then…that's the sort of feeling she got in GOD 5's songs. Should she try to replicate that feeling of the wind?
But, that's not 'Seven stars' style. Their style is more like the sun, and the colors form into a gorgeous rainbow. She can't replicate that feeling; it wouldn't work out since each group has their own style. She sighs deeply, in the end, perhaps she is still missing something in her songs.
Lila can't get the same feeling as that time. That time she and Kiryu worked on that song together. There was a different feeling.
Ah, is it because of that? Is it because she's not working on the song with him? Because the one she worked on the song with wasn't with the person, she loves. Seven stars have properly reformed after so long; she's happy of course she is. Finally, their seven-colored melodies can be shown to everyone once again. They've all been working on their individual talent this entire time, and now that they've come together again, they can create something amazing together.
Everyone's together again, and the others all believe that now Ameno-senpai is back they will be fine.
'Beside Kiryu is the warmest place.'
The one she wants to see even now is…still him.
Kiryu, if she closes her eyes, she can still picture his smile and the warmth of those lips enclosed in hers. That warmth, she doesn't ever want to forget it. And yet the more time passes by she finds that feeling leaving her, almost. It isn't enough just to remember it. He has to be beside her; otherwise; it is useless. But, feeling this way is undoubtedly wrong. Maybe Haruka is right, and she isn't over Kiryu yet. Deep down there is probably something
Her thoughts broke off when somebody lifted her off the chair, "Haruka."
"I'm done, for now, the break is long. What shall we do?"
"Silly perverted things."
"That's a good idea," he slowly backed her against the wall.
It was easy for the two of them; it had become a routine after all. For them to get intimate with each other. It was easy; they both know each other's bodies so well now. But even then, that didn't stop her from getting nervous.
Haruka's index finger curled under her chin while thumb rested just below her lips. Just this brief action made her entire body heat up. Lila tried to avoid looking at his eyes; she didn't want him to think she was a slut for reacting before he even did anything to her. She must seem so weird right now, and yet Haruka slowly made her look up at him. Lila tried to look down and avoid him, but it was useless.
Trying to oppose the Witch Doctor was no easy feat, especially when his sharp blue eyes stared down into hers like they were in that moment. How on earth does he manage to catch her out like this?
The warmth of his presence reached out to her, and it took all her strength just to stay still.
Haruka's hands rested firmly on her hips. "You know, I'd never kiss someone out of satisfaction. If I didn't like them in some way, I'd never touch them. Lila, you know that better than anyone and yet you still decided to accept me. Of course, I'd start noticing you at some point."
"Wa-it time out.. My heart is. .", pounding so very loudly. She doesn't want him to notice. But since they are this close with each other, he's bound to notice it.
She doesn't want him to notice. But since they are this close with each other, he's bound to notice it. "Even if you tell me this suddenly, I still haven't heard your whole story with Siena and there's the matter with that girl too. I already longed ended things with senpai and I... want to marry you properly. But not when you still have matters to settle."
"I see. I suppose that's true. Right, I'll settle those matters first then we can get mushy."
"Did you even listen to anything I said, idiot?"
"Hm? That I did. Besides, weren't you the one who told me a few years back, that you wanted to touch me?"
Lila recalled what she told him in middle schools and her cheeks dyed red.
"That's old news!"
"Is that so? Chisato," he took her hand, and when she looked up to see his eyes. All Lila saw was his burning silvery-blue stare sent a ripple of desire through her body. "It is my duty to make your every wish a reality. "
....
"Nngh," it feels good, but she recalled Kiryu's expression from earlier. She wondered what he would think if he caught her like this. Would Kiryu be disappointed in her? She's become so slutty and disgusting. Would he hate her? He already turns a blind eye whenever he sees her together with Haruka.
"What's wrong? Thinking about him?" Haruka asked.
"I'm not," she trailed off and sighed, "Maybe I'm used to your jealousy, but Kiryu didn't react much whenever I hung around other guys. It just reminded me of the past a bit."
"I'll make you completely forget about him."
"Haruka," Lila murmured, "You know I can't get these clothes damaged."
"I'll just appreciate them," Haruka murmured.
"Wait, time out," Lila said as she pulled away from Haruka.
"Time out?"
"Let me answer my phone."
Haruka frowned and took her phone from her, and Lila deeply sighed, 'he's acting unreasonably again,' she thought. Haruka traced her lips with his thumb, and a content sigh escaped her lips, "Shouldn't we go back?"
"They can wait."
Sure they can wait but, it's not good leaving people waiting for so long. Besides, they came all this way despite their busy schedules. Almost like Haruka understood what she was thinking, he pulled away from her.
Lila, however, walked back over and immediately removed the cigarette from his fingertips, "No smoking."
"And how will you stop me?"
Lila reached over and wrapped her arms around his neck, "I wonder, maybe we can play a game? I feel like teasing you today." Haruka however, still had the same indifferent look on his face, "I know you're jealous of him."
"And that's a problem?"
She shook her head, "No, I do understand. But you know Haruka I love you a lot."
Lila wondered since when did things become like this? Since when did she fall so desperately in love with the man named Karashima Haruka? Her thoughts broke off when she felt Haruka wrapped his arms around her waist; the other one caressed her hair. Her gaze softened, the two of them are really helpless after all. Lila understood full well why people criticized their relationship. It's not like she doesn't understand.
Karashima Haruka has never been a moral man. While he is very good to her, to other people he's very dangerous. He's done plenty of bad things, but so has she. Both of them have sinned, and yet why does she still feel lonely at times? Even though Haruka is with her. Why does she still feel alone?
"What's wrong?"
"I want to do it," Lila mumbled. Haruka picked her up and walked towards the couch. "Haruka, don't mess up my clothes."
"Mmm, I'll get rid of it slowly."
'But, if she does this with Haruka, will it get rid of this lonely feeling?' Sometimes Lila wonders. It's not like she is a horny idiot like her husband. Such things like being intimate with the other person has never crossed her mind before either.
"What are you thinking?" Haruka interrupted her trail of thought.
"I was wondering Haruka, even though I'm with you why do I feel alone?" unlike Haruka, Lila never saw the need to hide things from him. Sometimes she would be foolishly honest. Haruka would often scold her for
"That's because your heart isn't mine completely."
Is that what this is?
But, this has nothing to do with Kiryu. Even when she was dating Kiryu, she felt like this. Lila shuddered when Haruka's lips grazed against her neck, "Where are you starting?" Lila asked.
"You want to prepare yourself? I don't mind babe, but it won't help."
Lila sighed in defeat, "I know," and she did know. No matter how prepared she is for Haruka, the ending of this will always be the same.
To her surprise, Haruka suddenly got off her. Ah? Lila watched as he picked up his lighter that she placed down on the desk.Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.
"Haruka?"
"Let's stop."
Lila looked at him puzzled, and Haruka deeply sighed, "Not when you're like this, there's no point."
"It's okay when you're sad, but not me?"
Haruka paused, "That's.."
She extended her hand out, and Haruka returned to the couch. "You don't want to?" Lila asked.
"I do," he murmured, "But you're acting odd. What's wrong with you, my wife?"
When Lila looked up to apologize though, her gaze met Kiryu's. He wasn't looking at her and simplyfocusing on the work at hand. Kiryu, whenever he gets into work mode, it's difficult for anything to catch his attention. Then again, the same went for her; she has to focus. He.. really does act indifferent. Whether she gets intimate with Haruka, or whenever she spoke to other guys, Kiryu is always like this. He never shows a trace of jealousy, the perfect gentleman, huh?Lila always disliked that about him. No, not dislike, it just frustrated her. It frustrated her, knowing that Kiryu wouldn't even bat an eyelash if another guy touched her in front of him. Maybe she's just gotten used to Haruka, but thinking about this now bugs her a lot.She shook her head and focused on listening to Haruka's explanation, forget it. There are more important things to do right now......Dressing room - 01"This world, stained by liesis now covered in snow.Even our absolute zero kissburns with a fiery heat asthis is our reality."She taps her fingers to her leg, perfectly matching the rhythm. She watches the colors swirl around her, no, not swirling, making perfect squares. Different colors appeared in the ai, switching back and forth. She felt herself smile. One of her favorite songs, it was the song her mother and father treasured deeply, 'Tokyo illusion.'She tossed a coin of thirty yen into the air, studying how the colors broke to let it through. Suddenly, the squares become larger, more drawn out, and the colors become clearer. It's only fleeting, though. As soon as the song speeds up again, they're back to normal."Tokyo One Night IllusionFloating in platinum darkness.Running up skyscrapersas we rewrite our tragic futures.If the sun melts our dreamswe'll return to that sinful city butour love continues to rain down."Lila closes her eyes. The colors still dance behind his eyelids, but less strong. The color is less distinct, and he can't make out the squares anymore. Still, it was something. She waited until the music stopped before playing the song again.She leaned her head on the table, while listening to the music using a rather old model of headphones, and yet still functioning properly. Her thoughts completelylost. She was thinking back to Seven stars Reformation debut concert. Indeed,it was undoubtedly beautiful, and once again she saw a gorgeous seven-colored melody and yet something was missing.Something missing. It's not the same; it's not on the same length as the GOD 5's other songsand this one which is her favorite. The colors of the wind, they were so very bright thenthat's the sort offeeling she got in GOD 5's songs. Should she try to replicate that feeling of the wind?But, that's not 'Seven stars' style. Their style is more like the sun, and the colors form into a gorgeous rainbow. She can't replicate that feeling; it wouldn't work out since each group has their own style. She sighs deeply, in the end, perhaps she is still missing something in her songs.Lila can't get the same feeling as that time. That time she and Kiryu worked on that song together. There was a different feeling.Ah, is it because of that? Is it because she's not working on the song with him? Because the one she worked on the song with wasn't with the person, she loves. Seven stars have properly reformed after so long; she's happy of courseshe is. Finally, their seven-colored melodies can be shown to everyone once again. They've all been working on their individual talent this entire time, and now that they've come together again, they can create something amazing together.Everyone's together again, and the others all believe that now Ameno-senpai is back they will be fine.'Beside Kiryu is the warmest place.'The one she wants to see even now isstill him.Kiryu, if she closes her eyes, she can still picture his smile and the warmth of those lips enclosed in hers. That warmth, she doesn't ever want to forget it. And yet the more time passes by she finds that feeling leaving her, almost. It isn't enough just to remember it. He has to be beside her; otherwise; it is useless. But, feeling this way is undoubtedly wrong. Maybe Haruka is right, and she isn't over Kiryu yet. Deep down there is probably somethingHer thoughts broke off when somebody lifted her off the chair, "Haruka.""I'm done, for now, the break is long. What shall we do?""Silly perverted things.""That's a good idea," he slowly backed her against the wall.It was easy for the two of them; it had become a routineafter all. For them to get intimate with each other. It was easy; they both know each other's bodies so well now. But even then, that didn't stop her from getting nervous.Haruka's index finger curled under her chin while thumb rested just below her lips. Just this brief action made her entire body heatup. Lila tried to avoid looking at his eyes; she didn't want him to think she was a slut for reacting before he even did anything to her. She must seem so weird right now,and yet Haruka slowly made her look up at him. Lila tried to look down and avoid him, but it was useless.Trying to oppose the Witch Doctor was no easy feat, especially when his sharp blue eyes stared down into hers like they were in that moment. How on earth does he manage tocatch her out like this?The warmth of his presence reached out to her, and it took all her strength just to stay still.Haruka's hands rested firmly on her hips. "You know, I'd never kiss someone out of satisfaction. If I didn't like them in some way, I'd never touch them. Lila, you know that better than anyone and yet you stilldecided to acceptme.Of course, I'd start noticing you at some point.""Wa-it time out.. My heart is..", pounding so veryloudly. She doesn't want him to notice. But since they are this close with each other, he's bound to notice it.She doesn't want him to notice. But since they are this close with each other, he's bound to notice it. "Even if you tell me this suddenly, I still haven't heard your whole story with Siena and there's the matter with that girl too. I already longed ended things with senpai and I... want to marry you properly. But not when you still have matters to settle.""I see. I suppose that's true. Right, I'll settle those mattersfirst then we can get mushy.""Did you even listen to anything I said, idiot?""Hm? That I did. Besides, weren't you the one who told me a few years back, that you wanted to touch me?"Lila recalled what she told him in middle schools and her cheeks dyed red."That's old news!""Is that so? Chisato," he took her hand, and when she looked up to see his eyes. All Lila saw was his burning silvery-blue stare sent a ripple of desire through her body. "It is my duty to make your every wish a reality. "...."Nngh," it feels good, but she recalled Kiryu's expression from earlier. She wondered what he would think if he caught her like this. Would Kiryu be disappointed in her? She's become so slutty and disgusting. Would he hate her? He already turns a blind eye whenever he sees her together with Haruka."What's wrong? Thinking about him?" Haruka asked."I'm not," she trailed off and sighed, "Maybe I'm used to your jealousy, but Kiryu didn't react much whenever I hung around other guys. It just reminded me of the past a bit.""I'll make you completely forget about him.""Haruka," Lila murmured, "You know I can't get these clothes damaged.""I'll just appreciate them," Haruka murmured."Wait, time out," Lila said as she pulled away from Haruka."Time out?""Let me answer my phone."Haruka frowned and took her phone from her, and Lila deeply sighed, 'he's acting unreasonably again,' she thought. Haruka traced her lips with his thumb, and a content sigh escaped her lips, "Shouldn't we go back?""They can wait."Sure they can wait but, it's not good leaving people waiting for so long. Besides, they came all this way despite their busy schedules. Almost like Haruka understood what she was thinking, he pulled away from her.Lila, however, walked back over and immediately removed the cigarette from his fingertips, "No smoking.""And how will you stop me?"Lila reached over and wrapped her arms around his neck, "I wonder, maybe we can play a game? I feel like teasing you today." Haruka however, still had the same indifferent look on his face, "I know you're jealous of him.""And that's a problem?"She shook her head, "No, I dounderstand. But you know Haruka I love you a lot."Lila wondered since when did things become like this? Since when did she fall so desperately in love with the man named Karashima Haruka? Her thoughts broke off when she felt Haruka wrapped his arms around her waist; the other one caressed her hair. Her gaze softened, the two of them are reallyhelplessafter all. Lila understood full well why people criticized their relationship. It's not like she doesn't understand.Karashima Haruka has never been a moral man. While he is very good to her, to other people he's very dangerous. He's done plenty of bad things, but so has she. Both of them have sinned, and yet why does she still feel lonelyat times? Even though Haruka is with her. Why does she still feel alone?"What's wrong?""I want to do it," Lila mumbled. Haruka picked her up and walked towards the couch. "Haruka, don't mess up my clothes.""Mmm, I'll get rid of it slowly."'But, if she does this with Haruka, will it get rid of this lonely feeling?' Sometimes Lila wonders. It's not like she is a horny idiot like her husband. Such things like being intimate with the other person has never crossed her mind before either."What are you thinking?" Haruka interrupted her trail of thought."I was wondering Haruka, even though I'm with you why do I feel alone?" unlike Haruka, Lila never saw the need to hide things from him. Sometimes she would be foolishly honest. Haruka would often scold her for"That's because your heart isn't mine completely."Is that what this is?But, this has nothing to do with Kiryu. Even when she was dating Kiryu, she felt like this. Lila shuddered when Haruka's lips grazed against her neck, "Where are you starting?" Lila asked."You want to prepare yourself? I don't mind babe, but it won't help."Lila sighed in defeat, "I know," and she did know. No matter how prepared she is for Haruka, the ending of this will always be the same.To her surprise, Haruka suddenly got off her. Ah? Lila watched as he picked up his lighter that she placed down on the desk.Find authorized novels in Webnovelfaster updates, better experiencePlease click www.webnovel.com for visiting."Haruka?""Let's stop."Lila looked at him puzzled, and Haruka deeply sighed, "Not when you're like this, there's no point.""It's okay when you're sad, but not me?"Haruka paused, "That's.."She extended her hand out, and Haruka returned to the couch. "You don't want to?" Lila asked."I do," he murmured, "But you're acting odd. What's wrong with you, my wife?"
