Perfect for me - Chapter 11

Published at 28th of December 2018 07:23:04 AM

Chapter 11

Shaking I shot up awake alone and still in my wedding dress . Touching my face I started to laugh with a sigh I said, "That had to be a dream, NICK ARE YOU HOME?" Standing up I almost fell trembling my legs felt weak and sore . Reaching down I removed the heels off my feet . Looking around once more I shouted out once more, "NICK WHERE ARE YOU?" No answer and now feeling dread I rushed around the house . In our bedroom, "NICK?" In the spare room, "NICK?!" In my office, "THIS ISN'T FUNNY NICK!!" Looking in the bedroom again I looked through the drawers and saw none of his things . Almost like he hasn't been here in the first place . Shaking my head I shook off the feeling of doom . It can't be true he didn't leave me he wouldn't .

Standing up I started ransacking the house . Items were strewn on the ground but all the things were mine . None were or are his . It can't be true it just can't . Heading to the kitchen I saw a note hanging from the fridge . My hands trembled as I reached for the thing that should be my lifeline . It wasn't and it will never be . Reading the note over and over I didn't believe the words on the page until I started reading it out loud .

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"Dear Ann, If you are reading this then I have left and you are probably denying it . I will tell you what you refuse to believe until you believe it . I don't want you I fell in love with someone else . I have been seeing her behind your back a month after I proposed to you . My midnight trips to work were just to see her . She is perfect for me she is not a constantly depressed person who cries or break down over the simplest of things . She is proud, brave, smart, and beautiful unlike you . Also, we found out that she is pregnant with my kid I will make her life perfect . You were always a toy for me yet when your father died of cancer I felt an obligation to make it so that you could stand on your feet . I was never happy you were an obligation and a game . Until I found out with the person who I love is her not you I decided to drop you but I didn't want to tell you in person so I left . You are worthless, depressing, clingy, and opinionated . So here you go I hope you actually discover something better for yourself . "

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Trembling I read the note again this time in my head while shouting out in confusion and anger, "What the hell did I just read . " Sniffling tears streamed down my face as I ripped the letter in half . While trying not to crumble I started to mumble, "No . . . No, it can't be true . It just can't I can't believe it . Yeah, it can't be true . " Laughing I felt myself numbing falling down my legs now had no strength as my head hung low . Reaching into my storage area I grabbed the birthday gift that Nick had gotten me . Lifting the glass rose to the light I saw the beauty of the gift . that was when I noticed something engraved on the glass . Flipping it over I felt that denial will no longer work . Reading what was on the back out loud I felt my heart shatter, "I love you Krystal and I will love our child . "

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Shaking I realized the one thing that I will never forget him for . He forgot it was my birthday and gave me his ex-fiancee his lover's present so that I wouldn't suspect him . In that instant depression didn't grip me any longer . All I felt was rage pure rage that I couldn't contain . The glass rose that was once was in my hand was now shattered on the floor while blood pooled around my hand . Lifting up my hand I started to pull the glass out of my hand and stood up . Falling over blood dripping from my hand I slid onto the spare bedroom and fell asleep . all the while thinking "Please let this all just be one big nightmare . " I didn't feel the need to eat and I slept not wanting to wake up .