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Published at 14th of January 2016 12:40:38 PM

Chapter 46

The windy road lined with bars and nightclubs .   Music blasting from these nightlife establishments fill the streets .   The noise and the humid air from the lake add annoyance to an already irritated mind .    

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LI Xunran walks until he can’t see Jyao and BJY anymore .   He looks at the dark and lonely sky and gives a long sigh .  


He did not take a taxi back to his hostel .   Instead he chooses a bar that has a lively atmosphere .   He walks up to the counter and orders another dozen beers, and sits by himself .   It doesn’t take long for a single lady to spot him and walk up to him . She offers him her phone number by stuffing a note into his shirt pocket .   He  laughs, retrieves the note and passes it back to the lady .


“Are you alone?” A man who is also sitting by himself asks him .


“Yes . ” They clink bottles and drink .  


I wish you happiness, Jyao .   Cheers .





On a still lake .  


Jyao is sitting on a wooden chair .   She is looking out to the night lights .   She is quite distracted as BJY is sitting beside her, with his arm around the back of her chair again .


The atmosphere was charged with excitement as their passion rose within them .


“You said earlier you are not looking for a boyfriend?” BJY asks .


Jyao does not expect him to bring this up .   She doesn’t understand what he is trying to say .   She turns around to face the window, with her back to him, and answers: “I don’t need you to introduce someone else to me . ”


She hears some wood scratching noise . BJY has moved his chair so he can be closer to her .   Even though she has her back to him, she can feel him coming closer as the warmth of his body is transferred to her .


This man… .


Why is he coming closer?


“Who says I am introducing someone else to you?” He whispers in his deep low voice .


She is slightly stunned,  she turns around .  


But because they are so close to each other, as she turns, their cheeks rub each other .  


Jyao freezes .


He leans further in .   There is hardly any gap between the faces .   The tip of their noses are touching .   His arms move and wrap around her to pull her toward his chest .    


They feel the heat rising .   Her cheeks and neck flaring hot .


This is just like what happened at the cinema… the same ambiguity .  

But this time, she can see his face, his thick black hair, his adam’s apple, his hands, and those electrifying eyes .


What… does he want?


This atmosphere…burns .   Jyao subconsciously leans back .  


But there’s a hand behind the back of her head, holding it in place, not allowing it to move away .    


Jyao’s heart is racing .   She hears him say: “What are you afraid of?” He smiles: “Don’t you want to kiss me?”


That moment, Jyao is so shocked that she can’t think clearly .   Her throat is also feeling a little dry .


“What about you… . you want to kiss me?”


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After she speaks these words, her heart pounds like a drum inside her .   She lowers her eyelids .   She dares not to look at him .   She feels the tip of his finger lifting her chin .  


His breathing is even closer now, she can feel the warmth just above the tip of her nose .  


“Yes . ” His voice is a little coarse . “Very much so . ”


She inhaled a deep breath .     Her hands tightly gripes the armrests of the wooden chair .


His soft cold lips touch hers .



It’s quiet on the lake .   There’s a faint sound of music coming from the shore, and the sound of a wood oar paddling through the water .   BJY is leaning on top of Jyao .   One hand cups the back of her head, while the other cradles her face, locking her in his arms .   His lips gently covering hers, licking, sucking… She breathes in his unique masculine scent .  


Jyao is shivering .   Her heart seems to have stopped beating .   Her chest is tightening .   She stiffens .   But the sensation from the lips… confusing but great at the same time . It’s gentle, mystical, dazzling… She lightly gasps .   She opens her eyes .   She sees a calm and focused BJY, with his eyes closed . She closes her eyes too . She relaxes and allows him to access the warmth of her mouth .


He is kissing her .


How does the kiss feel like to him? She wonders .


A woman’s scent, as sweet as he has imagined in his dreams . Actually, it’s better than what he’s imagined . When they lips touched, he feels like he is licking honey… He doesn’t want to let go of her .   When her nose tip touches his face, and her lashes brushes over his cheeks… Oh… it’s so ticklish, but pleasant .  


This kiss… is different from what he expected .


He thought he would kiss like a gentleman -  gently, softly . . that would be a perfect kiss .   But after awhile, he felt he wanted more…a more in-depth kiss . He instinctively uses his tongue to swipe across the opening of her lips .   She opens her mouth .   He can feel her shivering even more as he slides his tongue inside her mouth and tangles with hers… . her breathing becomes heavier .   She releases her hand from gripping the armrest to rest gently on his chest .   He is stirred by her responsiveness to his kiss .   There’s a pleasure he has never felt before in his life .   He wraps his hands around the  back of her  waist and deepens his kiss .   Even he is starting to gasp for air…


After a long time, he finally lets go of her, concluding their real first kiss .  


A passionate french kiss .


Jyao’s face is burning .   Her dreamy eyes are gleaming like the stars .  


BJY’shand is still cradling her around her shoulders .   He looks at her .   Even his face, which is usually pale, has a touch of red on his cheeks .


“That’s was great .   Don’t you think?”  He says in a low voice .


Jyao’s face couldn’t get any redder than this .   But her heart is filled with joy .   She asks softly: “Why did you kiss me?”


BJY: “What’s wrong with kissing my girlfriend?”


Jyao’s lips curl into a smile: “When did I agree to be your girlfriend?”


BJY looks at her .   The hand that is resting on her shoulder starts to twirl and play with her hair .


“Then you can think about it now . ”


Neither of them speaks for a while .   Then he says: “Jyao .   I like you .   No matter which angle you look from, we are a perfect match .   In the past, we’ve obviously positioned our relationship incorrectly . ”


Then he continues in his low voice: “We are attracted to each other .   We suit each other .   I don’t think you need to even think  about it .   Our kiss, it says it all .   You, and me .   We have feelings for each other .   I want you, Jyao, as my woman, my lover . ”


Jyao is speechless .   He said ‘he likes her!


He also said ‘they have incorrectly positioned their relationship’ - what utter rubbish!   Only HE had the wrong idea .


And, “he wants her?”??


The cabin is quiet other than the sound of the water beneath them .   Jyao leans into his arms .   After a while, he turns to look at her: “So, what’s your decision?”


Jyao tries not to laugh: “It’s just been a few minutes . ”

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He sweeps her a look: “Ok, take your time . ”  Then he points at his face with his finger: “Kiss me .   I initiated the kiss earlier .   Now it’s your turn . ”

Jyao laughs: “… . what?”  That’s BJY’s logic for you .


He stops urging .   But he doesn’t move .   He is waiting .   Jyao’s heart is beating faster again .   She leans over and kisses him softy on his cheeks .


He turns around and looks straight into her eyes .


“That was perfect!”  He mutters .


Before she has time to respond, he tightens his arms to pull her even closer towards him . Not giving her a chance to object, he kisses her again .  




By the time they leave the boat, her lips are a little swollen .  


So is his .   A twenty two year woman and a twenty six years old man, acting like teenagers that experience love for the first time .  


The streets are still filled with people having a good time at the bars and nightclubs .   BJY has his arm around her waist .   They are walking to the carpark together .


He is in a fantastic mood .   Everything seems to be beautiful and lovely .   Even when the carpark warden greeted BJY, he did something he’s never done before .   He responded .  




As they leave the nightlife district, there’s less cars on the road .   They drive through the city lights .


BJY has his hand on the steeling wheel .   He can’t stop smiling .   Jyao is sitting beside him .   Her heart is filled with a happiness that she can’t even start to describe .


Perhaps it’s because they kissed too much?  Both of them are feeling thirsty .   Jyao takes out a bottle of mineral water on the side .   She drinks a few mouthful and is about to put the lid back on .   BJY reaches his hands out to take it from her .


Jyao tells him: “There’s another bottle .   Do you want me to get it for you?”


BJY smiles at her:” I am drinking yours . ”  He starts drinking .  


Oh, this man… .


He is so natural with actions like these… it’s so sweet that it’s almost reached the point of being sickening…  But she loves it .


After driving for a while, he turns to look at her .


“Yao Yao, do you want me?” He asks .


Jyao just about chokes on the mouthful of water she is sipping .  


Though his choice of word is suggestive, she is sure the word ‘want’ means ‘belong to’ in this context .

She coughs and then answers softly: “You are already my boyfriend . ”


- After that passionate kiss, you are still asking if I want you?


BJY pauses for a while and says: “I mean… my body . ”


Jyao coughs more .   This time, her face is red too .


“No… not now . ” she answers immediately .


- Come on, the thought has never crossed her mind .


But then she thought about her answer .   Not now?  Why didn’t she simply say no?

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They stop at the traffic lights .   He looks on to the road ahead .   Then he says: “It will be very beautiful . ”


It took a while for Jyao to understand what he was referring to .  


Her face burns again .


This guy…


She used to think to herself .   If one day, he decides to like her too, she will probably have to initiate a lot of things in the relationship, since his love EQ is so low .   He has no experiences with relating to girls .   But she is willing to guide him .   Step by step, they will create a future today .   Because, even though she has not been in a relationship before either, she is the one with the higher EQ .


But perhaps she is wrong .


After the ‘awakening’, even though his EQ is still lacking… he is a man with no shame!    And his narcissistic personality means he will just ask for what he wants, when he wants it .   So, he is already thinking about…


All this while, she has been quietly waiting for him to respond .   Carefully, they will build their relationship slowly .   One step at a time .


But the response she is getting seems very different from her expectations .   She is like a little rabbit who is hopping into a wolf’s den, ready to be devoured!


No .   It can’t be this way!




They are back at the apartment block .   They stand in front of BJY’s front door .  


Jyao: “I’m going back .   Goodnight . ”


BJY smiles .   His arm is still around her waist: “I will send you up . ”


Jyao is still thinking about his ‘want’ statement .   She stiffens a bit .   But he’s already pressed the button for the elevator .  


That should be fine .   Jyao thinks to herself .   I won’t allow anything to happen tonight .   Not possible!  


They are standing outside Jyao’s door .   And Chen Mo is there, cuddled up in the corner .


Jyao asks curiously: “Chen Mo?  Why are you here?”


BJY looks at the empty shell .   The flower is gone .   Anyone could have taken it .   Kids, the cleaner, security… Oh well, never mind, he’s got the woman .  


Jyao is about to pick him up .   BJY stops her: “Just leave him here .   I will bring him down afterwards . ”


Jyao: “Well, at least, take him with us . ”

BJY gives her a glance: “Do you liked to be watched by a turtle while you are kissing your boyfriend?”


Jyao: “……”


So, he intends to kiss her again when they get inside?

She unlocks the door with her key, and says to him at the same time: “It’s getting late .   You should get going .   We have to go to the station tomorrow . ” 


There’s a click sound .   BJY pushes the door open and walks in .  


Jyao follows behind .   She closes the door .


Jyao left a side lamp on .   It is not a very bright light, helps to create a lovely ambiance .  


He takes off his jacket, then turns around to look at her .  


She feels a bit uneasy and walks to the kitchenette: “Would you like some water?” she asks .


He has walked up to her .   She turns around .   He puts his hands on her shoulders .   He looks at her with a smile .  


Before she has time to think, he has pushed her all the way to her bed .  


“What are you doing?” She puts her hand in front of his chest to block him from coming any closer .   But before she knows it, she is pushed onto the bed, with him lying on top of her .  


His lips are always covering hers, he replies fuzzily: “Kiss you, of course .   Now, close your eyes . ”


This kiss is even more passionate than the ones on the boat .   Jyao feels his weight on top of hers .   She is feeling breathless .   One of his hands gliding over her hair, the other holding one of her hands .   He deepens the kiss…


Both of their breathing quickens .   BJY ’s lips have left her face, it’s moving down the curves of her neckline… downwards .   He is just following his primitive instincts .


Jyao never felt this way before… . the tinkling sensation .   She feels like she is melting under his lips…


Suddenly, she feels coolness in her chest .   She looks down .   He’s left her neck .   His hand is unbuttoning her shirt, and his mouth is resting on her soft plump skin… 


Jyao pushes him away: “Stop!  Not there . ”


BJY lifts up his head .   His face is red .   He looks at her .   Then she sees him licking his lips, as if he wants more .   But he decides to let go of her .  


They sit side by side on the bed .   Though the long kiss is over, the atmosphere is still hot and steamy .   Jyao carefully buttons up her top, pulls her clothes and uses her fingers to brush her messy hair .   Then BJY takes her hand and places it inside his .  


He slips his hand around her waist and holds her .   He looks at her .   His voice is still coarse: “To reciprocate the favour… don’t you want to kiss my neck?”


Jyao’s heart starts pounding again .  


Why is it so hard to resist him? 


She puts her hands on his shoulder .   Then she leans over and gently presses her lips on his neck .   His scent wafting around her and into her nostrils .   His hands gently caressing her cheeks, her hair, her ears… .


After a while, she looks up .   They stare into each other eyes .  


“You are so sexy…”  He says softly .


Jyao’s face is burning with embarrassment .    


He leans over to kiss her again .   She pushes him away with whatever strength is left inside her: “You should go . ”




Reluctantly, BJY returns to his apartment .   The first day of invasion stops at the neck .


Jyao lies in bed .   His masculine smell lingers in her studio .   She covers her face with the duvet .  


What is she going to do?  She is crazy about him, but he is moving so fast . How many times will she be able to stop his advancements? 




BJY puts Chen Mo to the corner .   He takes a shower, then goes to bed .  


At night, he dreamt again .   In his dream, Jyao didn’t stop him when he was kissing her breast .   Then… the passion continued…


Suddenly, BJY wakes up .   He sits on the bed for a few seconds .   He changes the bed linen and his pyjamas .   He throws them into the washing machine .   Then he goes back to bed .  





Oh!  Tonight is so satisfying, and yet dissatisfying .